[Chapter Word Count:1980 Last Updated:2015-04-0221:59:53.0]

I looked at Xia Mo: "Can you light a cigarette for me?" ”

Xia Mo just hesitated for a moment and nodded, and I took out the lighter engraved with the word "Mo" from my pocket and handed it over.

"Do you still keep it all these years?" Xia Mo asked weakly.

"Some things are reluctant to lose after all, and some people are still reluctant to give up after all." I took out a yellow crane tower and put it on my mouth in a pretending style, and the tip of my nose could faintly smell the smell of tobacco, mixed with a hint of helplessness.

Xia Mo held the lighter in her hand and looked at it for a long time, her brows furrowed slightly, I looked a little distracted, is the woman in front of me the person I have been waiting for for so many years?

"Bang", because the lighter has no oil, the fire source is very small, and you can't see its light in this daytime, just like me under this sky.

I inhaled the cigarette into my lungs, closed my eyes slightly, and enjoyed the memories for a moment. Xia Mo didn't like me to smoke back then, but I was very addicted to smoking, under her supervision, I could only smoke one cigarette a day, at that time she smiled so warmly, lit a cigarette for me, and the whole world was in front of me. My wish is not big, I just want to have a girl I love, I don't want to be happy with each other, I just want Hongchen to be a companion to the end of the world. Maybe my wish is too heavy, that's why it hurts so much when I fall.

At this time, Xia Mo handed me the lighter, and I pushed it back with a smile: "It's not mine, it's time to return it." ”

Xia Mo looked at me with puzzled eyes.

"Just keep a memory, make a memory. Before the dream is not fragmented and rotten, leave this only remaining warmth, and in the years to come, there will be no self and no other. "I soothed my whole body, this cigarette was so strong, my brain was a little confused.

Xia Mo held a lighter in his hand and slowly put it into his jeans, and then began to tie his hair again.

"Are you free tonight?" I asked.

"Yes, looking, is there something wrong with me?" Xia Mo pointed to herself.

"I'm not looking for your mother, I'm looking for you." I joked with a smile. Xia Mo is always slow in his mind, what I like may be the stupid cuteness of that year, so stupid that no one loves Xia Mo.

"What time is it tonight?"

"After you're done, it won't delay you for long." Maybe the air was too quiet, or maybe it was because there was no wind, so I said the word "delay".

"No, I'm not afraid of delays, I just want to know what's going on." Xia Mo hurriedly explained.

"You'll know when the time comes."

"Xia Mo, uncle asked you to come over." At this time, Shen Xiangyang trotted out of the room and beckoned to Xia Mo, Xia Mo turned around and nodded gently, all of them were so natural and harmonious. What is discordant is my untrue heart, in fact, I am a little jealous of Shen Xiangyang deep down, I admit that I am jealous, I am a very possessive person. Sometimes you feel that fate is such a ridiculous thing, that the Creator is so unfair that you are born with a sense of surprise. For example, me, and Shen Xiangyang.

Xia Mo smiled at me, didn't speak, turned around and left. I glanced around, there were some high-ranking officials and wealthy businessmen, pretending to talk to each other elegantly, but no one came to my side, I looked at my dress, and couldn't help but shake my head.

The fat man sat in a corner of the courtyard, bathing in the sunshine that Wuhan had not seen for a long time, knocking melon seeds, and enjoying a play on stage.

I took a bottle of champagne from the side and walked slowly towards the fat man, but the fat man didn't look at me, staring very seriously at the performance on the stage.

I followed the fat man's gaze, and there was a woman sitting on the stage, holding a guitar in her hand, and a strand of her hair on the left was dyed red, which was very harsh. At first glance, it feels like red dust, yes, like this rolling red dust.

"The coming day is a thousand songs, floating on my road in the distance, and the coming day is a thousand evening stars, shining brighter than the moon tonight. I can't compare to the beauty of this night, and I can't wash what I think tonight, because I don't know when I will sing it with you. "This is the first time I've heard someone play Leslie Cheung's "Song of a Thousand Thousand Que" on a guitar. There is less gentleness, but more quiet aura.

I patted the fat man: "What do you think?" ”

The fat man didn't answer my question directly, but asked rhetorically: "Gu Nan, do you think this woman is very familiar?" ”

I took a closer look at the woman on the stage, but I still couldn't remember who it was: "I don't remember." ”

"Ten thousand flowers." The fat man spoke, then grabbed the champagne I had brought and began to pour it violently.

"Nose, eyes, mouth, don't look like it, fatty, are you drunk?"

"Look, affectionate! Resemble. The fat man stared at the stage with red eyes, as if he had gone mad.

I patted the fat man on the shoulder: "If you miss someone, you can look for it." ”

The fat man was stuck on the table with his hands at this time, and he smiled: "You think I didn't look for it?" I posted a lot of photos on the Internet, and then some netizens on the Internet said where they saw it, and I immediately went there. Over the years, I have often traveled to Beijing, Shanghai, Hangzhou, Hainan, Guangzhou, and I have almost searched all of China, but there is still no one with her. Every time, I go with hope and return with a lot of loss. There are 1.3 billion people in China, and I really can't find an era when throwing stones can kill people. I'm afraid that one day I'll run out of memories and I'll lose motivation. The fat man began to scratch at his hair and tear it indiscriminately.

I patted the fat man on the shoulder, and then looked at the stands: "Don't say it, this woman really looks like Wan Duoduo." ”

The fat man only smiled helplessly in return.

During this period, I haven't seen Bai Li and Han Fei, and I don't know why they went. I ate and drank with the fat man, watched the show, and was so uncomfortable.

Soon it was time for the meal, Uncle Xia and Aunt Xia came out and began to invite guests, and the fat man and I walked in slowly.

The fat man walked and began to run to the right side. "What are you doing?" I shouted, only to find out that the woman who sang just now, the fat girl must have gone to harm others again.

I looked around, they were all people I didn't know, and finally found Bai Li and Han Fei, the two of them were already seated, I quickened my pace, and sat directly next to Bai Li.

(There is a book friend named "Xinuo" at the mobile phone station, I don't know why, it may be the wrong reason, you are banned, I only saw it in the afternoon, and I am sorry to tell you here.) ）