124.Chapter 124: I won't let you go in this life

In the matter of the divorce of her parents, her mother is an abandoned person, and she is using this way to maintain her last self-esteem in this marriage and love.

Xigu respects her mother and father, but since she came out with her mother, she should stand on her mother's side, after all, the person who did the wrong thing is her father.

It was probably at that time that Xi Gu learned to cook, but he could only cook simple home-cooked food, and at that time, Gu Huaisheng was still there.

Although she moved away from the Mo family and was naturally far away from Gu Huaisheng's house, Gu Huaisheng would often visit them in the courtyard where she and her mother lived, and occasionally, she would stay there to eat.

On a few occasions, he would help her cook with him.

Gu Huaisheng didn't know how to cook, but in those two years, he learned to cook because of her.

He said that he learned from the chef at home, and his kitchen was almost burned by him, and he cut vegetables several times, naturally, that was initially, and later, he gradually became able to cook, and he did it very well.

Xigu felt that he did a better job than her.

Thinking of Gu Huaisheng, Xi Gu's eyes darkened, and Shen Liangshi over there put away the dishes and chopsticks, smiled at her, and said, "It looks good." ”

Xigu said, "You have to eat to know." ”

This is true, because since I came to City C, Xigu hasn't cooked for a long time, and I don't know if the craftsmanship is rusty.

Later, it turned out that the food tasted very good, but Xi Gu felt that he was actually not doing so well, and the reason why it was good today was mostly because of the cool time around him.

After a meal, Xi Gu felt that his mind was messed up, because of Gu Huaisheng, and because of Shen Liangshi.

So when Shen Liangshi said that she was going to wash the dishes, she didn't stop her.

Shen Liang came out after about ten minutes, and at that time, Xi Gu was not in the living room, but walking among the flowers in the small courtyard.

Shen Liangshi looked sideways, and just saw her figure, and involuntarily, he walked over.

When she heard the sound of footsteps, Xi Gu didn't look back because she knew who was behind her.

Xigu opened his mouth and asked, "Teacher Shen, did you plant all these flowers and plants?" ”

Shen Liangshi walked to the side by side with her, but one was squatting and the other was standing, and he said, "No." ”

It was indeed not planted by him, and at this moment in Shen Liangshi, he thanked the housekeeper of the He family, because he could see that Xi Gu liked it very much.

Xigu said, "When you were in Licheng, you should have been to the small courtyard where I lived, huh...... I've been there, and there are a lot of flowers planted there. ”

Shen Liang did not respond.

Xigu said, "The flowers there are all planted by me, oh, and Huaisheng, it should be said that the two of us planted ......."

Shen Liangshi squinted slightly, when he was eating just now, he noticed that Xi Gu's mood seemed to be a little wrong, but because of what, he didn't know.

And now, he knows......

Xigu said, "Teacher Shen, I know you must mind me mentioning Huaisheng in front of you, but I have to mention that from the time I was thirteen years old to the age of seventeen, Huaisheng has been with me for the past four years, I have no friends, I only have him as a ......."

"In fact, from thirteen to seventeen years old, I didn't have a deep understanding of feelings, and when Huaisheng said that he liked me, I just thought in my heart, he was very good-looking, and I liked him a lot. The first time I experienced love was from my parents' marriage, at that time, I was fifteen years old, I was growing up, my mind was maturing, and my horizons were broadening, and then that year, my parents divorced......"

Xi Gu smiled and said, "Actually, how do you say it?" If you ask me now, if Huai Sheng is still around, will I be with him? I don't know how to answer, perhaps, at the age of seventeen, I still didn't know what love was, but before I could understand it, he left. Now, I am nineteen years old, I have grown up, I am not a child anymore, what I used to avoid, now I know how to face it, what I didn't dare to accept before, now I have learned to accept it calmly......"

"So, I don't know the answer, but now, it doesn't matter to me whether I know it or not, because Huai Sheng is gone, and he can't be resurrected, so I never know if I love her or if I'll be with him. More importantly, I have met you now, and I am ...... you I have a heart, but I find that I often dare not be moved, just like I have always believed in true love, but never thought that one day I would meet true love. ”

She raised her head and looked at Shen Liang, her eyes were light and dark, and she said, "Teacher Shen, now, I am telling you this with my heart, so that you can know what I think, and what kind of existence Huaisheng is in my heart. You say that we need time, and we still have a long future, I don't deny it, but for me, I need not only time, but also courage. Such a contradictory and awkward me, are you sure you want to chase? Are you sure...... Do you still like me and want to be with me? ”

Shen Liangshi was silent for a moment, there was no fluctuation in his expression, Xi Gu had a momentary disorder, and exhaled a long breath.

has no right to blame, Shen Liangshi's heavenly posture, how can she Mo Xigu be worthy?

She got up and said with a little embarrassment, "Teacher Shen, I want to ...... It's time for me to go. ”

After speaking, he got up and left, but as soon as he took two steps, his arm was grabbed by someone, and the man's clear voice came, "Where are you going?" ”

Xi Gu was stunned for a moment, and the man's hand pulled her into his arms and hugged her tightly.

Sniffing deeply at the smell of her hair, the man spoke, and he said, "Xigu, in this life, I will not let you go!" ”

Xi Gu's eyes trembled, and he broke free in his arms, "Teacher Shen, you ......"

"Need I be clearer?" Shen Liangshi didn't let go of her, with a smile on the corner of his lips, he said, "Xigu, I'm very happy, I'm glad that you said this to me, and very happy...... You're crushed by me! ”

……

In the afternoon, Shen Liangshi took Xigu out, and the road conditions were much better than in the morning, so that the mood of the two people was much better.

So is it considered boyfriend and girlfriend now? No, it doesn't count.

Also in the courtyard of the villa on Yuxi Road this afternoon, Shen Liangshi asked her, "Xigu, we can try." ”

When he said try, he naturally tried to dating.

In his opinion, he liked her, so to speak, very much.

And she also admitted that she had a heart for him.

In this way, it seems to be a natural problem for two people to interact.

But Xigu refused, and the reason for refusing made Shen Liang a little depressed.

Xigu said, "Not for the time being, we don't know each other well enough, and a momentary heartbeat does not mean a lifetime of emotion." On the other hand, my brother will return to China tomorrow, and I promised him that I will not associate with you until he returns home. ”