100 Frightened
If you don't work the night shift, you won't be on the night shift, and Yu Ruyi is happy to be idle.
You can sleep on the night shift, but that's when you're fine.
Many times, I can't sleep all night because of dealing with emergency patients.
Even if there are no emergency patients that night, as long as there is a critical patient in the hospital bed, no matter what, they can't sleep soundly, at least some of the nerve cells are alertly awake, always ready to deal with emergencies as quickly as possible.
The biggest advantage of not working night shifts is that you can take regular vacations.
It's been almost half a year since she entered the hospital, and Yu Ruyi can finally take a vacation on weekends! After breakfast, watching Wang Hao hurriedly go out to work as usual, Yu Ruyi stretched happily.
Mother Feng and Father Wang glanced at each other, and asked Yu Ruyi with a smile: "Is there any arrangement for today?" ”
"Grandpa, of course!" A hint of cunning appeared in Yu Ruyi's eyes, "When I appear in front of my grandfather unconsciously, what kind of expression will my grandfather have?" ”
Feng's mother laughed: "You want to carry out a surprise attack?" ”
"Hmm!" Yu Ruyi happily cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks, "It's only been two days since I came back from the countryside, and my grandfather would never have imagined that I would go again!" ”
Mother Feng opened her mouth, looked at Yu Ruyi's smiling face, and finally didn't say anything.
Since the Tonghua Villa opened the highway, the town has opened a special bus line to the Tonghua Villa, which starts at 7 o'clock in the morning and receives the bus at 7 o'clock in the afternoon.
It was the first time for Yu Ruyi to go to Tonghua Villa by car alone, although there were only a few people in the car, Yu Ruyi was still excited.
Along the way, the people in the car talked about the crops in the fields, the children at home, and the entanglements in the neighborhood...... Yu Ruyi looked out the window with great interest at the trees, mountains and villages.
The minibus stopped steadily at the entrance of the village of Tonghua Villa.
Yu Ruyi happily walked out of the car.
Because of the rain that had just fallen, the sky was blue, the trees were verdant, and there was a jingling local sound in several construction sites.
Yu Ruyi turned around comfortably and slowly walked towards the large courtyard where her grandfather lived.
"Ruyi!" A chubby middle-aged short-haired woman walked out of her grandfather's room with a mop and a rag, and looked at Yu Ruyi with a smile, "Your grandfather has gone to the construction site, you can sit in the house for a while, and I will help you call immediately!" ”
"No, thank you!" Yu Ruyi smiled and said, "Don't disturb him, I'm just here to play, just wait for him here." ”
My grandfather lived in Zuzu's old house. The furnishings in the house are very simple. A large house was divided into two rooms by my grandfather, with a bedroom and a bathroom in the middle, and a desk, a circle chair, and a sleeping chair in the outside. The old-fashioned daybed is the one that Zuzu used to use.
Although the freshly cleaned room was clean and spotless, the papers on the table were piled up haphazardly.
Yu Ruyi stretched out her fingers and probed, seeing that the water stains on the desk had dried, she put her backpack on the sleeping chair and slowly began to tidy up the text on the table.
First pick out a few thick books and put them aside, and Wen Jiàn built them up alone...... There is even an examination report from the hospital!
The corners of Yu Ruyi's mouth curved, so did his grandfather, put it away after reading the inspection report, what are you doing on the table? And don't use it for research!
Looking at the date is the report of the last examination in the attached hospital, Yu Ruyi habitually glanced at the conclusion: liver cancer.
Hepatocarcinoma?! Yu Ruyi's eyes widened in disbelief, that's right, it's liver cancer!
Yu Ruyi took a closer look at the name: Chen Duanwu, male, sixty-six years old...... How can it be!
Yu Ruyi carefully looked at the description text and the attached picture, and her heart slowly sank: It's really liver cancer! Grandpa is not overworked, and my husband has liver cancer!
No wonder the grandfather suddenly fainted, no wonder the grandfather's face became worse and worse, no wonder the grandfather forgot to sleep and eat to catch up with the progress of the project of Tonghua Villa, no wonder......
Yu Ruyi's eyes were sour, tears rolled down involuntarily, and the hands holding the inspection report suddenly lost strength.
How so? How so?
Grandpa should have known about his illness for a long time, but how much did he know about his illness?
How much perseverance does it take for him to come to terms with this harsh reality?
For what reasons did he make the decision to deliberately conceal himself?
Will your fear be the last straw that crushes your grandfather?
What should I say when I see my grandfather later? Should I pretend not to know or tell my grandfather the truth?
There was a conversation in the distance, is my grandfather coming back soon? Yu Ruyi threw down the report sheet in horror, grabbed her backpack, and rushed out the door with her head down.
Yu Ruyi walked aimlessly, what should she do now? Where do I go? She didn't have an answer, she just wanted to hide, hide from her grandfather, hide from this matter.
Yu Ruyi hurriedly walked forward, the more she walked, the clearer her thoughts became, and the more she walked, the more sad she became.
Judging from the report sheet, my grandfather's medical history was at least one year old, that is, my grandfather was already sick before returning to his hometown.
If it weren't for Grandpa Zhong's suing himself during the Qingming Festival, and Grandpa pitifully holding the villager's hand and saying that he wanted to see him, Grandpa would always be just a symbol.
Even if it's just a symbol, as long as he's there, it's good to live well in a certain place.
I finally saw my grandfather, finally got to know my grandfather, and I was excited to have one more relative in my life, but I wanted to watch my grandfather die.
Mom is dead, Dad is dead, Mizuzu is dead, Dazuzu is dead, and now my grandfather is going to die too!
Why do the relatives around me die one by one?
Many people live to be seventy or eighty years old, so why should their grandfather be like this when he is only sixty-six years old?
Are you really an ominous person?
Yu Ruyi hugged her arms as if she was afraid of the cold.
Yu Ruyi remembered that one year she came back with Wang Hao to sweep the tomb, and met a few old people she didn't know on the way. The people whispered as they walked: "That pink girl is so cute, I don't know whose family it is?" ”
"It's the daughter of those two teachers at Tonghua Elementary School."
"The two who died suddenly at a young age?"
"That is, it is said that when she came out of her life, her parents died."
"Amitabha, did you offend the Bodhisattva?"
"Maybe this doll's life is too hard and kills her parents!"
……
Xiao Yu Ruyi, who had been walking silently in front, raised her head and asked Wang Hao in confusion: "What does it mean that life is too hard?" How can you kill someone? ”
"Don't listen to people's nonsense!" Wang Hao turned his head angrily, stretched his neck and asked, "What are you talking nonsense?!" ”
Several old people hurriedly denied: "We just chatted and didn't say anything." "
Wang Hao angrily pulled Yu Ruyi to walk a few steps quickly, leaving those people far behind.
Wang Hao, thinking of Wang Hao, Yu Ruyi was even more sad, although Wang Hao was no longer the Wang Hao of the past, he still helped himself silently. If it weren't for the fact that he didn't have to be on duty, where would he have found out the true situation of his grandfather?
By the way, Wang Hao reminded himself to accompany his grandfather more, did he already know about his grandfather's condition?
My grandfather's attending physician is Mr. Chu, and Mr. Wang Hao and Mr. Chu are good friends, is it true that Mr. Chu has told Wang Hao about his grandfather's illness?
Teacher Chu also reminded himself that day to go back to the countryside to see his grandfather, but he didn't think so!
The stupidest person in the world is none other than himself!
Yu Ruyi looked up pessimistically, and she actually walked up the mountain unconsciously!
After walking onto the large stone protruding from the mountainside, Yu Ruyi no longer had any strength.
Sitting on the familiar stone, Yu Ruyi's heart settled down a little. Even if everyone is gone, at least the stone is still lying here.
Looking at the vibrant Tonghua Villa at the foot of the mountain, Yu Ruyi slowly sorted out her thoughts.
Feng's mother said that after encountering something, you must first figure out three questions: What is the problem you are facing? Can it be changed? What should I do?
Now the problem is that my grandfather has liver cancer.
Liver cancer has been diagnosed and cannot be changed.
What should I do? First of all, you should understand the current state of your grandfather's body.
The only one who is most familiar with his grandfather's body is Mr. Chu.
Teacher Chu!
Yu Ruyi immediately took out her mobile phone and dialed Chu Yunchuan's mobile phone.
"Dut...... Toot ......"
No one answered the phone!
It's impossible for Teacher Chu not to bring his mobile phone!
He might not be able to answer the phone, right?
After waiting for a while, Yu Ruyi dialed Chu Yunchuan's mobile phone again.
Still no one answered!
Is Teacher Chu unwilling to ignore me?
Why should Mr. Chu bother with himself?
He was just a former student of his, and he reminded himself that he had done his duty, so why did he ask someone to answer his call?!
Yu Ruyi hung her hand in frustration, sinking into deeper pessimism and despair.