Chapter 180: Like
The question is, Miao Ke is a little small, right? How could she not live? Moreover, the object of her confession should be Liu Wenmin, right? If you want to date him, you also want to talk to Liu Wenmin....... Xu Qinglong feels that he has once again fallen into the state of being completely unable to communicate with his classmates.
However, except for Xu Qinglong, the rest of the children can understand. Liu Sisi was the first to speak, "Don't you hate Liu Wenmin very much?" I tore up his books. "Everyone knows that it's a big incident. Xue Nan squinted at Miao Ke, could it be that she was also a sadist like Shan Jingyan? No one likes such a girl, right?
Miao Ke was really in a state of being out of the way before he died, and said everything directly, "I did it on purpose." Because it was my favorite book, but my sister, who cared about her, scribbled on it, and I was so uncomfortable that I tore it. However, I put it back together later."
"It's really idle. Liu Sisi is very interested in falling in love and liking something, and the girls in the class have a good relationship, and they all exchange the people they like, which is regarded as a secret that only belongs to good friends. However, she is either a female man Liu Xiaona or Xu Qinglong, neither of them has that tendon, in fact, she doesn't have it herself, but she is also a girl, and she also wants to talk about a small topic between girls
"Well, I'll help you, if you can trust me." Liu Sisi's posture was very high. It has always been a proud peacock virtue.
Miao Ke glanced at Liu Sisi, then looked at Xu Qinglong, "Can I trust her?" Xu Qinglong didn't know, "You have to make your own decisions about this matter." Miao Ke hesitated, thinking that Liu Sisi and Liu Wenmin were classmates or from the same village in the past, Liu Wenmin had a very good attitude towards Xu Qinglong's gang, if Xu Qinglong refused to help, only Liu Sisi could. Originally, Miao Ke also felt that Xu Qinglong would not help her, mainly because Xu Qinglong was not a person who could help this kind of thing
"Well, please!!" Miao Ke took Liu Sisi's hand, "My last wish before I die, whether it can be fulfilled or not, I will leave it to you!" β
Liu Sisi couldn't stand it a little, "What do you always say before you die, before you die, you want to commit suicide?" Miao Ke nodded, "I have no nostalgia for the world anymore."
Xu Qinglong held her forehead, and Song Wenrang grabbed her, "Go home." Hurry up and go home, don't mess around with these neuropaths!!
"Can't go!!" Miao Ke stopped Xu Qinglong and said a little awkwardly, "I need you to give me courage" Xu Qinglong tilted his head, "Hand you a knife when you commit suicide?" β
Miao Ke swallowed and foamed, "It's not that I'm going to take medicine to commit suicide!!" Yes, it doesn't bleed, it doesn't hurt.
Xu Qinglong thought for a while, "But it will be very painful, and most of the suicides who swallow medicine will not succeed, and many will be rescued." You will be gastric lavage, more painful. Miao Ke's face turned white, "Then, what about hanging?" "When the ancient women on TV hanged themselves, they were all so beautiful, with long skirts, and after kicking down the chairs, they died.
"The tongue will stick out and become very long. The eyes will also bulge. The pain of suffocation is also very great, and I don't think you can even swallow the medicine if you can't bear it, so don't hang yourself. "Xu Qinglong is very objective and provides Jianyì.
In the end, Miao Ke just wanted to die because of shame, but he just wanted to. She pondered a lot of ways to commit suicide, but as a result, several of her favorite things were told by Xu Qinglong that she was like this, and she was too scared to think about it. But thinking that I just said something that I confessed before I died, and now I want to say that I am not dead, it seems a little embarrassing, "I, then I'll go back and think about it, let's not talk about this first, I want to confess and date Liu Wenmin, what am I going to do?" β
Xu Qinglong is already hungry, and she eats a lot now, "I'm going home for dinner, and I don't know what to do, you and Liu Sisi can talk about it." Courage or something, wait until you're going to die. Xu Qinglong also saw that Miao Ke didn't want to die at all.
Miao Ke stomped his feet anxiously, "It's not suicide!" It's time to confess, I hope you can give me courage!! Not the time to commit suicide!!! "She doesn't want to die
Xu Qinglong didn't understand that Miao Ke confessed that she could give her what courage she could give, "Let's talk about it then." "Anyway, I haven't confessed yet, no. It is important to eat first.
Then Liu Sisi was dragged to the cafeteria by Miao Ke. Shan Jingyan kept laughing on the road, "Miao Ke is really stupid, Liu Wenmin likes you with sugar candy."
Song Wen gave Shan Jingyan a moment, "Hungry crazy?" Xue Nan became nervous, looked at Xu Qinglong, and then saw that Xu Qinglong looked completely unconcerned, Xue Nan couldn't help but ask, "You, aren't you surprised?" β
Xu Qinglong blinked, "Surprised, what?" Xue Nan waved his hands, "That's it, that's it, it's Shan Jingyan who said, Liu Wenmin likes you" Xu Qinglong sighed, "I know." β
Xu Ziliang, who was walking in front of the comics, also turned his head and looked at Xu Qinglong in disbelief, "You know?"
Xu Qinglong stood at the end, small and cute, tilting his head, looking at the tall boys in front of him, especially Shan Jingyan and Xue Nan in front of him, "Liu Wenmin looked at my eyes, obviously, I always knew it." And you," Xu Qinglong pointed at Xue Nan, "Don't you like me too?" However, you seem to be a little resistant lately, do you like someone else? He smiled as he spoke.
Shan Jingyan stepped forward, "What about me?" Xu Qinglong stretched out his hand and patted Shan Jingyan's shoulder, "I also know, Yanyan likes me, he will tell me everything, and he will tell me everything without reservation." I'm so happy."
"Is this in, confession? Song Wen let his head buzz, Xu Ziliang threw the comic book and rushed over, "Tangtang, you are still young, this kind of thing" Xu Qinglong smiled and nodded, "Yes, I'm still young, but, like is like, I also like you, but, probably the same kind of liking as yours" Xu Qinglong is a very smart child, which is not only reflected in his learning ability and genius Cheng DΓΉ.
She is not sophisticated, but she has a wise heart and a discerning eye, and she can see everything in this world. It's just that I can't understand it. Or rather, she has her own thoughts and rules of conduct. She doesn't understand this kind of thing, because she has seen a lot, and what will be staged in the palace tomorrow is the love palace fighting drama. However, she can't understand this feeling, and she will never wronged herself for love. Those crying and killing or plotting, she would never do.
But this does not affect her ability to see through other people's feelings. And she doesn't think there's any difference between affection and friendship. It's all genuine and sincere feelings, isn't it? She also understands what her feelings are like. For her, the most important thing is her family, then Her Highness, and then Suzaku.
Family always comes first. His Royal Highness is her most important person, and he is tied for first place, although she can no longer return to His Highness, but this does not erase the importance of His Highness to her. Suzaku is the person she misses the most, and she hopes to have a reunion one day.
The others, to her, are all outsiders, but they are just close and far. And these people are all included in the scope of friendship by her, not family affection, nor love, then there is only friendship. This is Xu Qinglong's differentiation in order to cater to the specific judgment of the world. In fact, these three feelings, in Xu Qinglong's view, are all the same, they are all a kind of feeling, but the difference between the shades is just a difference. Family affection is the deepest, love is second, and friendship is secondary.
"You, Sugar Candy, did you never treat me like a man?" Shan Jingyan opened his mouth bluntly. Xu Qinglong was embarrassed, "You're not even a teenager" It's a child, and, "You're a boy, I've never treated you as a girl."
"That's not what I'm talking about!!!" Shan Jingyan roared out, took off his shirt and threw it away, "I like you, I like you!" I will definitely marry you in the future!! I'm going to be with you for the rest of my life!!! Don't you understand this? Do you know I like you, but I don't know that?!!! β
Xu Qinglong was still calm in the face of the crazy Shan Jingyan, "But, you like me now, you may not like me in the future, if you like this kind of feeling, it is easy to change" Many girls began to like His Highness, and when His Highness was imprisoned, they all liked others, and Xu Qinglong remembered the vows they said at that time, but didn't they also change? Moreover, people who were originally in love will gradually become dislike each other, and then break up and go to find the next person they like
Shan Jingyan shouted, "Don't insult my feelings!" Are you laughing at my sincerity?!!! β
Of course Xu Qinglong didn't, so he shook his head. Shan Jingyan would never hurt Xu Qinglong in a violent situation, so he jumped to his feet and yelled in a hurry, and then said loudly to Xu Qinglong, "I said I liked you, I liked you before, I like you now, and I will like you in the future!" I'll love you until the day I die!!! With that, he ran away. The school was very close to home, and after a while, Shan Jingyan disappeared.
Xu Qinglong is still calm, because she really doesn't think that liking this kind of relationship can be set in stone. Even if two people have the intention of being together, but without the objective conditions for being together, it will not work. How many aristocratic men marry people they don't like, and then raise their women outside, that kind of is also together, but it's not even a wife. In the case of polygamy, you can't be a wife, so what's the like?
Xu Qinglong is not sarcastic and angry, she is really looking at liking this matter very objectively. In the past 60 years, she has seen many times like this. Like Liang Zhu's kind of liking, she has also seen it, but it is not together, they are all dead Xu Qinglong thinks, like, there is joy and joy, it is called like.
People are dead, what do they like? That's not a good feeling. A good relationship should only make people happy. Instead of crying, changing hearts, having no name and no points, martyrdom and these things. If you like it, you must be happy Xu Qinglong thought, Shan Jingyan likes himself, but he doesn't seem to be happy, so shouldn't he like it?
This kid is also wonderful. Measure others by your own standards. However, this place is a very important place, and no one in the Xu family, including Grandpa Xu, dares to set foot in this forbidden land. And then there is the strange love concept of the Xu family itself, so Xu Qinglong's concept of love will not change for a long time. There are hateful and hateful, and even more, or pitiful. Because after she really understands what it is like to fall in love with someone, she will feel sorry and remorseful. I regret my own dullness and ignorance, as well as my ego and indifference.
In those young years, so many people stood in front of her with their sincerity, but she said to them, "Your sincerity will become a pig's heart in the future, I don't want it." "What a cruel torture this kind of, Xu Qinglong later thought that if time could do it all over again, she would be very gentle and grateful to them, and then deal with it coldly
When Xu Qinglong is, it is also Xu Qinglong's. However, if she did it all over again, she would definitely not have said these hurtful and sincere words. However, time will not be turned back again, and fortunately, it has not been turned back again.
Xue Nan pulled out a smile, "Then, I'll go first." Then he strode away with a disgraced face.
Xu Qinglong looked at his back and said to Xu Ziliang, "Shouldn't I say that they like me?" Xu Ziliang touched Xu Qinglong's head, "That's their own business, whether you say it or not, it doesn't matter." Ignore it and go home. Xu Zi's conscience felt that those boys who liked their own children were very bloody, and Xu Qinglong still cared a little bit about it after eight lifetimes. After eating, I hugged the pillow and came to Xu Mengtong to take a nap together.
In the past few years, Li Tang has been like a dog skin plaster, sticking to Xu Mengtong's side, and he can't tear it off. Different confessions and love proposals were ridiculed by Xu Mengtong. But he still wouldn't give up. Now that I'm going to be a soldier, I have less time, but as long as I have a holiday, I will definitely come over, and I will guard the gate of the Xu family like a watchdog.
Xu Qinglong could see that Li He's uncle really liked his aunt. But Daddy, no. The look in his eyes illustrates a qiΔ. Xu Qinglong wanted to ask his aunt what he thought about being liked by others. Xu Qinglong is also very sure that he doesn't like Shan Jingyan for them. Because when she looks at them, her eyes don't shine
Xu Mengtong is now charming and enchanting like a thorny rose, dangerous but charming. Her long hair was scattered at the head of the bed, and she was half-seated reading a book, which should have been a very quiet and elegant posture, but she made it look like a jaguar ready to pounce on its prey. Seeing Xu Qinglong hugging the pillow in his pajamas, Xu Mengtong hooked a smile, "What's wrong with our sugar candy?" It's been a long time since I've come to sleep with my aunt."
Xu Qinglong laughed, the dog's leg came up, and threw himself into Xu Mengtong's arms, "It's not that my aunt is too busy" My aunt is the same as my grandfather, and he will go out for a walk Xu Mengtong was not embarrassed at all, hugged Xu Qinglong and kissed him, "Little bad guy, dare to laugh at your aunt" stretched out his hand and began to squeak Xu Qinglong.
After the two had a fight, their faces were red with laughter, Xu Qinglong lay on Xu Mengtong's soft chest, and said softly, "Auntie, I like it, can I really like it all the time?" Xu Xiantong was stunned for a moment, and then laughed, "What?" Do you have someone you like? Xu Qinglong shook his head and said what happened on the way out of school, "Shan Jingyan looks very uncomfortable, shouldn't I tell him what he likes about me?" β
Xu Mengtong sneered in his heart, that wild dog is also worthy!! "What about others, my aunt doesn't know. My aunt only knows my aunt's own mind. I don't like people all the time. Xu Mengtong pondered and continued, "First of all, liking is a very ethereal thing, and when you realize that it has been stored for a long time. This is called not knowing what to do, and going deep. But when you try to hold on to it, it dissipates again. People's hearts are fickle, and this is a helpless thing. β
Xu Qinglong listened, "So, won't you always like it?" "That's it. Shan Jingyan was angry and deliberately emphasized, right?
Xu Mengtong nodded, "People's hearts are fickle, it is human nature. Nothing is set in stone. However, there is something that does not change, not because it itself does not change, but because the people who have it want it to remain the same. "No one in the family is a lover, Xu Mengtong thought for a long time, and gave an example, "In ancient times, there were a couple of young couples, and the husband was an official and could accept concubines. But he just didn't accept it. Others asked him, do you not like it or does your wife not allow it? β
"The husband replied that I also like young and beautiful women, and I want to be close to them, but when I think that if I do so, my wife will be sad, and if I leave me, I will be discouraged." After Xu Mengtong finished speaking, he looked at Xu Qinglong, "This man doesn't want to lose his wife, so it's not lustful to take a concubine, this is because he wants to cherish his feelings." It's he who insists on that liking, not the liking itself. β
Xu Qinglong didn't understand, "However, he didn't take a concubine because he liked his wife, right?" Xu Mengtong laughed, "Silly girl, it costs money to take a concubine, and if there is one more person in the family, the cost will be great, and the things that have changed here are not a little bit" R1152