The days of torment are spent day by day, for Luo Tian, this period is simply like a year, in these days, the man does not come every day, but the woman comes, as if this black hole is not the man's residence, but the woman's residence.

However, the woman obviously believed that Luo Tian was a dead corpse that had fallen from the abyss and had no one intact in its body, so she never came to try to find out why this corpse had been lying here for so long without decomposing.

Maybe it was because of the pungent plasters on Luo Tian's body that seemed to declare that this corpse only belonged to the senior brother, not to her little sister, so she didn't move, although Luo Tian didn't believe that the woman would be a person who respected the teacher at all.

Luo Tian's rhetorical question that day was never answered, although Luo Tian didn't need this answer, because he felt that normal people would not answer this stupid question, if they could survive, who would want to choose death?

However, Luo Tian felt that the man did not give an answer, probably because the time had not come, and if the time came, he would definitely answer.

On this day, Luo Tian was still trying to move his muscles and bones, but the broken bones of the whole body were not so easy to recover, and it would take at least a hundred days, which was still a conservative estimate, because Luo Tian didn't know what kind of magical effect these ointments on his body had, or his trust in the man was just an illusion, and the man kept himself like the woman to make himself a puppet, or to try some new formula.

Such thoughts have occasionally risen in Luo Tian's mind in these days, but they also go quickly, not that Luo Tian really trusts that man 100%, but that he wants to live, and he is unwilling to measure the distance between death and himself out of thin air.

The door was pushed open, and it is worth mentioning that Luo Tian now knows that he is in a small room that completely blocks the light outside, the room is very large, there are several different rooms, Luo Tian doesn't know what the other rooms are used for except for the room he is in, and he doesn't want to think about it.

"The recovery is good, and it is estimated that you should be able to go to the ground in less than three years. ”

The man's voice sounded, and when he heard this, Luo Tian didn't know whether he should cry or laugh, three years, if he really had to lie on this bed in the past three years, he didn't know if it would be difficult to die this time.

"Do you regret that you were saved by me?"

The man seemed to be aware of Luo Tian's mind not to speak, indeed, it would take three years to lie in this dark room, I am afraid that anyone would not be able to hold on, but what is the importance of this kind of wasted days compared to death?

Luo Tian barely had any overly complicated thoughts about those philosophies of life in his mind, and soon came to the conclusion that it was better to live than to die, even if it was like a walking corpse.

"Looks like you've come to your senses. ”

At this time, the man took out a body from behind him, which was no different from a real person in terms of appearance, and when Luo Tian saw this body, his face immediately showed a shocked expression, he recognized the role of this body, he had seen it when he was in the Secret Sect, this was a puppet.

"You...... What do you want to do?"

Luo Tian doesn't want to die, he wants to live, even if he lives like a walking corpse, but when he really wants to become a walking corpse, he still won't be willing, because he doesn't know if he is really alive once he becomes a walking corpse, and whether he can still control his will to prove that he is still alive.

The man looked at Luo Tian's surging will to survive but was indifferent, but he finally gave an explanation.

"You really have to stay like this for three years, I'm afraid you won't be able to last that long, so whether it's for your good or my good, you should leave early. ”

Although there was no tone in the man's words, Luo Tian still heard the meaning of concern, but this kind of concern was completely different from the kind of concern that Luo Tian was familiar with, or in Luo Tian's heart, his criteria for judging the concerns of others.

"You're going to make me a puppet?"

Luo Tian asked in a trembling voice, he was scared, for the first time in his life, he had this kind of fear, he didn't want to die doesn't mean that he was afraid of death, he wanted to live the same doesn't mean that he was afraid of death, fear is a strange word to Luo Tian, but his innate instinct made him instantly comprehend this repressive term.

The man looked at him with cold eyes, and the body in his hand seemed to look at him with the same cold eyes, and under such tremendous pressure, the man spoke.

"You want to be a puppet?"

Of course not, Luo Tian responded in his heart, but he didn't dare to say it because he was afraid, because he didn't want to think about the conclusion he didn't want to reach, but the fear would not be eliminated because he didn't think about it, but it would expand infinitely because he wanted to ignore the emotions the more he wanted to ignore.

Luo Tian kept thinking, kept trying to get rid of fear and fear, at this moment he didn't want to live, because he had completely abandoned the idea of wanting to live and still be alive, and there was nothing else in his mind except to get rid of terror.

"It seems that you really don't want to live anymore, so let's get started. ”

The man placed the body next to Luo Tian, and then took out another unknown prop and began to fiddle with something on Luo Tian's shattered body, Luo Tian watched his movements like this, watching the action that he didn't know what to call it, until finally the emotion of fear completely suppressed reason, and Luo Tian completely lost consciousness.

"Am I still unable to shake off fear when everything happens?"

In the darkness, Luo Tian was alone in the chaotic space, there was no one here, there was no sound or action, and even the body had completely disappeared, Luo Tian could only use the chaotic "reflection" to try to project the appearance of his body, trying to reshape an original self from thinking.

However, when the emotion of fear completely overshadows all reason, his attempts are pointless, because no matter what comes to his mind, it is difficult to draw a complete picture.

"What am I afraid of, am I afraid that I won't be able to live, or am I afraid that I won't be able to live anymore?"

The voice in the darkness is constantly beating on the self that does not exist in the chaotic space, in the depths of the mind, what kind of thing is doing such thinking, Luo Tian...... No, who am I, am I still Luo Tian, am I afraid of the ending or myself?

Suddenly, a picture appeared in Luo Tian's "consciousness", which was the picture left at the moment when he fell into the abyss and was about to fall to the ground, but he was completely forgotten later.

What exactly?

"Luo Tian"'s "eyes" lit up, and I remembered that it was a loophole in the self that existed before the formation of self-consciousness, yes, why do I think about whether I want to live or die like this, the reason why I think like that is because there are flaws in the logical rules in my consciousness, I want to live because I am afraid of death, and when I fall into the abyss, I feel that I must be dead, because I was still alive at that time.

Contradictory, no, just as I was afraid of becoming a puppet because I had never been a puppet, and the root of all this was a loophole in the rules.