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Du Yuanxiu sighed and looked at the man in front of him, his eyes were full of affection, thinking back to the high-spirited, handsome and extraordinary him not long ago, now he looks like an emperor, and time has changed a lot on his face, but she understands that in his heart, some things will never change. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 info sister-in-law Suo Ke Er said the net, see the most bizzle Yan Qing girl Er said 〈 81 w〉w)w〉.} 8）1)>

She sat down slowly on the couch, her gaze was so affectionate, but her expression was extremely struggling, she reached out to touch his face, but shrank back at the moment of touching, that kind of sad fear, made her cold, she only squeezed her hand tightly, in order to hide the trembling.

For so many years, except for the night when she became pregnant with the prince, their husband and wife have already described it as a fictitious one, and they have rarely even met.

Du Yuanxiu knew that Dongfang Xu hated her, hated her for tarnishing the loyal relationship between him and the imperial doctor, Du Yuanxiu felt guilty, but all this was not what she wanted, if she had a choice at that time, perhaps, she really wouldn't let herself leave such unbearable memories in his heart.

For Du Yuanxiu, as long as she can guard him and guard him quietly, she has never expected how he will treat her, let alone think about destroying anything, but in the end, it has become the current situation between them.

Such indifference, such alienation, may be a punishment for her, but the emperor of the two of them is so smart, every time she sees the little face that is very similar to him, she feels that this is the most precious gift that God has given her, so if she really wants to take this gift back, she would rather exchange her life for it.

But all the time......

"Your Majesty, you ...... It must be painful, right? Du Yuanxiu's expression was unusually bitter, her dignified and beautiful face was full of helpless pain, and a thin mist appeared under her eyes, but even so, she still loved this man deeply.

Shaking his head, Du Yuanxiu felt that he was really stupid, Dongfang Xu's dedication to Yun Shu, she clearly saw it in her eyes, and he had never changed from beginning to end, even if he did collect many women who looked similar to the imperial physician to solve the pain of lovesickness, but she understood that it was all out of love.

Because I love too deeply, I have become crazy when I look back, and in order to achieve my goal, even at any cost, why wasn't my original self?

But to say that she doesn't hate Yun Shu must be false, that is, that woman occupies the heart of the man she loves, and it is the arrogant and beautiful woman who destroys this happiness that was originally within reach, but more importantly, she hates herself, hates herself for not having the ability, and cannot replace the position of the imperial physician in the emperor's heart, and hates for so many years, but she still can't occupy the slightest weight in his heart. &#;&#;&#;&#;&#;&#;&#;&#;&#;&#;&#>

Du Yuanxiu sighed lightly, she had mixed feelings in her heart, she hoped that the man in front of her could look at her more, but this seemed to be just a luxury, no matter how much she asked for it, she couldn't ask for it......

On the bed, Dongfang Xu snorted uncomfortably, and Du Yuanxiu on the side hurriedly came back to his senses, and secretly soothed the surging feelings in his heart, no matter what, she was always by his side now.

She turned around and picked up a warm handkerchief from the copper basin on the side, and gently wiped his forehead, her movements were cautious, not daring to exert more force, and at this moment, she realized that she had not observed him so closely for a long time.

He was still as handsome as he remembered, but now he had retreated from that frivolity but became more and more calm, but his frowning brow looked so tired......

She couldn't help but stretch out her fingers to caress his silhouette, how much she wanted to carve this face deep into her heart, and in an instant a thought suddenly occurred in her heart, how good it would be if time could stand still? Just let her stay by his side quietly and watch his sleeping face, so that everything that had been once disappeared into the darkness like a dream.

If this is really the case, Du Yuanxiu feels that it is worth exchanging ten years of life......

But after only a few breaths, she couldn't help but chuckle out loud, and I don't know when, she became such a villain!

Perhaps it was precisely because of this that she suddenly understood Dongfang Xu's crazy mood, even though the people scolded the young emperor for misleading the country because of his beauty, but all this was a manifestation of His Majesty's infatuation.

He was already madly in love, just like her, but the woman he loved so much, not her......

So, she could understand, really, and sometimes she even hoped that the Imperial Physician would really come back to save the man and stop him from being mentally tormented. Although she knew that there would be endless troubles after the Imperial Physician returned, she just wanted to see His Majesty's smile from the bottom of her heart again, hoping that God would be able to return that hearty man......

At this time, Dongfang Xu on the couch woke up quietly, and after the chaos at the bottom of his dark eyes faded, he saw the woman beside the couch clearly.

The handsome facial features suddenly froze, and his eyes sank, "Why are you here?" ”

Du Yuanxiu hurriedly came back to his senses, nervously hiding the attachment on his face, sometimes sweet dreams always wake up so quickly.

"Say! Who told you to come over! The displeasure in Dongfang Xu's eyes became more and more obvious with Du Yuanxiu's movements.

Du Yuanxiu's fingers were a little cold, and after pursing his lips and glancing at him again, he explained softly, "The concubine heard that His Majesty had fainted, so she came over, and the imperial doctor said that Your Majesty was too tired......

Dongfang Xu snorted coldly when he heard this, with a faint disgust in his eyes, and then turned over and stayed, "I'm okay, you go back." ”

Du Yuanxiu saw that the man walked forward without looking back, frowned, and then followed, "Where is Your Majesty going?" ”

"Where am I going, and I still need to report to you?" The cold and detached tone as always, which made people feel cold, but Du Yuanxiu was used to all this, even if her heart hurt and was uncomfortable, she could withstand all this.

And at this moment, Dongfang Xu's body shook, and his steps floated, Du Yuanxiu was shocked, and hurriedly stepped forward to support him, but the moment he touched it, he pushed her away indifferently, "Don't touch me!" ”

Du Yuanxiu froze in place, as if someone had poured a basin of cold water on her head, but she still insisted on supporting the man who was still shaking, "Your Majesty, the imperial doctors said that you need to rest more, and you can't work anymore!" ”

But Dongfang Xu obviously didn't appreciate it, and still withdrew his hand coldly, "I have my own measure!" ”

This time, Du Yuanxiu didn't insist anymore, but she still gently reminded, "Your Majesty! If Chenguo doesn't have you, then it's ......"

"Shut up!" Dongfang Xu snorted coldly, and his gloomy tone shocked Du Yuanxiu at this time.

After a while, the man turned his head and looked at the dignified face with a cold expression, the kind of coldness that rejected people thousands of miles away made the entire hall like a cold wind, and after a long time, he opened his mouth, his attitude was a little aggressive, "I don't need you to worry about my affairs!" ”

Du Yuanxiu slowly lowered his eyes, silently accepted everything he gave, and bowed gently, "The concubine understands." ”

Understood, she always understood......

Looking at the back that was slowly leaving, Dongfang Xu's brows furrowed slightly.

No matter how much time has passed, he has never had any affection for this woman, even if she has given birth to a royal child for himself.

But perhaps, Dongfang Xu understands that the moment he sees Du Yuanxiu, he will remember that he ruined this woman's life.

In the past, he only knew that this woman was imposed on him by the queen mother, and it was she who hindered him and Yun Shu, but after all these years, Du Yuanxiu's forbearance and compromise, Dongfang Xu did not fail to see it.

The more this happened, the more he felt ashamed of her! But he didn't want to admit this guilt.

Because he couldn't give her anything but guilt.

would rather be like today, ruthlessly ordering her to leave, just hoping that her hatred for herself can be buried in her heart, at least, she will not be as painful as herself.

Time can slowly transfer a person's state of mind, and so does Dongfang Xu.

He knew that he loved Yun Shu to the point of madness, and he could also understand a little bit of Du Yuanxiu's situation.

This is also one of the reasons why he is reluctant to contact Du Yuanxiu, because Dongfang Xu understands that he will be the same as Yun Shu at this moment.

Dongfang Xu has always been reluctant to believe that Yun Shu already has a sweetheart. With her temperament, I'm afraid she will never be able to accept herself, right? It's like he will never be able to accept Du Yuanxiu.

Seeing her, Dongfang Xu remembered himself, the two were so similar......

But Dongfang Xu understands that Du Yuanxiu may be more painful than himself.

After all these years of losing Yun Shu, Dongfang Xu was still able to deceive herself, she was just trapped somewhere and couldn't come back, but Du Yuanxiu had to watch him and go crazy for other women.

The emperor slowly closed his eyes, what he owed Du Yuanxiu would never be repaid. Instead of this, let her hate herself even more, maybe to make this uneasy heart more steady.

Within the heavy palace walls, it was as quiet as ever, and the guards on patrol kept moving, their faces were extremely serious, and suddenly the wind rose, startling a large number of birds, and the sound of chirping resounded above the palace.

At this time, Dongfang Xu was reviewing the folds in the study, his face was pale, his forehead was densely covered with fine beads of sweat, his lips were tightly pursed into a frost-white straight line, and the brush in his hand was shaking slightly, as if it would fall at any time, but compared to his weakness, the eyes looking at the folds were colder at this time.

The emptiness of the treasury, the obstruction of the payment of taxes by the people, the shortage of front-line soldiers, and the riots of the people in many places, the more serious the domestic problems of the Chen Kingdom, also forced him to constantly think of solutions.

He knew very well in his heart that the survival of the current Chen Kingdom was already on the line, but if he wanted to stop the confrontation with the Yi Kingdom and give up looking for Yun Shu, he couldn't do it, no matter what. He didn't believe that there was only one way to go, and that there must be another way to do both.