When I was younger, I had so many dreams...... Only then these dreams were shattered one by one.

When I dream back in the middle of the night, maybe some fragments flashed in the dream, and when I woke up, I found nothing but loneliness.

After starting a family, the burden on my body is heavy, and then I work like a robot, and then, there is basically no future.

After nearly 20 years of work, every day of the 20 years seems to repeat yesterday, even if I am hurt or insulted, I still don't feel any difference between this day and other days, this kind of hurt and insult will appear sooner or later, just like reincarnation.

I don't say strong, I don't say tenacious, I just tell you that for a long time, I only found that I was still alive when I looked at my sleeping wife and children. They may be all the meaning of my existence......

I don't know why I'm saying this to everyone, but a new chapter is being written, and I suddenly stopped my finger and opened the background to write these nonsense words.

There were only three or five of us left in the Lu Xun Academy of Literature guarding an empty building, and even if we coughed, the sound would echo in this huge echo-shaped pavilion......

Feeling a little aggrieved......

It's ridiculous for a forty-year-old to have such emotions, just standing in Beijing, where the crown is covered with Beijing, and all the bright buildings are like giants trying to engulf me with the shadows they have created. I would love to go back to my very ordinary home.

Maybe it was a mistake for me to come to Beijing, I could get through the city by wearing a hat and covering my face, but I didn't miss a boat to carry wine to go east.

The night may be my best disguise, I plan to go out for a walk, see more people, maybe I won't be lonely......

By the way, the above is all, in fact, I want to ask, which one is stronger to learn excavators?

Congratulations to my friends on all the best, and if you have good luck this year, remember that there is also a blessing from me!

I respectfully respect you. (To be continued)