059 Say goodbye to the past

Looking at Ruyi's tearful eyes, Wang Hao's heart suddenly became confused, thousands of words surged in his mouth, and finally he just said softly: "I'm sorry." ”

"I'm the one who should say I'm sorry." Yu Ruyi lowered her head and tried her best to control her feelings, "I will never bother you again in the future." ”

"Ruyi ......"

Yu Ruyi heard that there was concern and pity in that voice.

Since you don't want yourself, what are you worried about? What do you cherish? Yu Ruyi only felt extremely sad.

Ruyi turned his back to Wang Hao, not wanting him to see that his tears were falling down in strings.

"Ruyi!"

Yu Ruyi felt that Wang Hao was walking towards her, took a deep breath, and said in a tone without any emotion: "I'm sorry, I want to go back." ”

Wang Hao felt a chill in his heart, and involuntarily stopped: "...... Good. ”

Ruyi stubbornly straightened his back and walked out of Wang Hao's sight.

Back at home, Yu Ruyi silently shed tears for a while and then went into the kitchen, made lunch, and then calmly called her mother to tell her that she was going to the countryside.

After waiting for her mother's advice, Ruyi put on her backpack and went out.

The only thing Ruyi wants to do now is cry, crying happily, crying heartily.

She was looking for a place where she could cry.

She didn't want Wang Hao's mercy, so she couldn't let Wang Hao see her crying.

She was afraid that her parents would be too worried, so she couldn't let her parents know that she had cried.

She wanted to find a place where she could cry willfully.

This place is only in the countryside.

After walking through the hospital, you have to turn into the forest.

Entering the deserted mountains and forests, Ruyi's tears can finally fall wantonly.

When she ran away from home for the first time when she was six years old, Wang Hao carried her back from here.

Every holiday from then on, Wang Hao would accompany her to her ancestral house in the countryside.

Is it true that long-term dependence will gather into love?

What do you love about Wang Hao?

Can't think of it.

I just know that love is love.

For so many years, I have been accustomed to Wang Hao's care, accustomed to Wang Hao's care, and thought that everything Wang Hao gave him was taken for granted.

Now I know that in this world, nothing is taken for granted.

The only thing you can control is yourself.

Is it all a misunderstanding?

Is it really how my brother feels about my sister?

Walking to the back mountain of his hometown, Ruyi did not go down the mountain, but sat quietly on a boulder on the mountainside.

As Aunt Li said, there are no relatives of her own here.

The Great Ancestor turned into a small mound.

Mizuzu turned into a small mound.

Mom and Dad have long since turned to dirt.

If they were all here, they would definitely not live in Wang Hao's house, right?

Surely there will be no such painful things happening.

But life cannot be reversed.

Ruyi opened the backpack and took out a small box.

It's a chocolate box, rusty on the surface.

Ruyi gently opened the box and took out a small ring.

A piece of the past also jumped out randomly.

At that time, Ruyi had only gone to Wang Hao's house not long ago.

Although Wang Hao is not his brother, with Wang Hao covering him all day long, Ruyi still feels very happy.

In Xiao Ruyi's heart, when the child grows up, he must marry the elder brother in the family.

That day, when I was finishing a game with Yanzi, I suddenly asked Yanzi very nonsensically: "Who will you marry when you grow up?" ”

Swallow smiled embarrassedly: "What about you?" ”

"Of course it's to marry Wang Hao."

Ruyi didn't see Yanzi's face change, but continued to say: "Yanzi, you are so pitiful, there is no brother to marry you." ”

"Shameless!" Yanzi pushed Ruyi down with one palm, "Shame, shameless." ”

Ruyi cried.

Wang Hao heard Ruyi's cry, hurriedly ran over, and grabbed the swallow: "Did you hit Ruyi again?" ”

Swallow's face turned red: "It's her own shamelessness"

Wang Hao said angrily: "How can she be shameless? ”

"She said she was going to marry you when she grew up."

Wang Hao hugged Ruyi back without a sound, put her on the stool, and asked seriously, "Is what Yanzi said true?" ”

Ruyi nodded blankly.

Wang Hao blushed: "Will you not like me when you grow up?" ”

Ruyi shook his head and said seriously: "I like Wang Hao the most." ”

"I also like Ruyi the most." Wang Hao happily held Ruyi's hand, "Let's go buy something." ”

Wang Hao took Ruyi to the dollar store on the street and bought a ring on Ruyi's finger: "Give it to you!" ”

Ruyi shook his palms happily: "Is it good-looking?" ”

Wang Hao nodded heavily: "It's good-looking!" ”

Ruyi jumped and ran home: "I'll show it to the swallows!" ”

"Wait a minute!" Wang Hao grabbed Ruyi, "Don't show her, she wants to rob you." ”

Ruyi asked smartly: "Is it that we can't get married without it?" ”

"Yes and no." Wang Hao scratched his head and whispered to Ruyi, "Remember, you can only marry me when you grow up." ”

When her mother saw the ring on Ruyi's hand, she was very nervous, and locked Wang Hao in the house and talked for a long time.

Wang Hao walked out sullenly and silently wiped the ring on Ruyi's finger.

Ruyi suddenly cried: "Won't you marry me in the future?" ”

"Mom said you can't play games like this." Wang Hao whispered to sΓΉ Ruyi: "You will wear it again when you grow up!" ”

"Shall I put it away?" Ruyi carefully picked up the ring and placed it in a beautiful chocolate box.

Many years have passed, and Ruyi will take the small box with him wherever he goes, and will secretly take it out to play whenever he has time.

The ring was already small, so small that it could only fit on a little finger.

However, due to frequent play, the color of the ring has been blurred, but it has not rusted.

Think about the current situation, look at the previous "ring", wishful thinking is infinitely sad.

It's just a child's game, Wang Hao may not remember it anymore, and only his stupid self takes it seriously.

Ruyi rubbed the ring carefully.

Wang Hao's words were recalled in his ears: "We are just brothers and sisters", "We are impossible!" ”

Is it really just brother and sister?

On the day of the swallow's wedding, who gently supported herself, gently holding her lips, and giving herself a dizzy shiver? Who was holding himself tightly with a broad and strong mind, and said with difficulty but firmly: "I'll wait!" ”

And that was a little over a month ago.

In the grove just outside the school cafeteria, who looked into his eyes affectionately and said softly, "You little villain, you know?" I miss you during the day, I miss you at night, I miss you when I eat, I miss you at work...... It would be nice if I could carry you in my pocket and carry it with me. ”

Ruyi threw the ring down the hill with all his might.

Thinking of these, Ruyi's heart felt a pang.

People are not the same people they used to be, so why do you need to keep these things?

Seeing that it was not early, Ruyi stood up, moved his numb legs, and walked back.

By the time he returned, Ruyi's heart had calmed down a lot.

The sky was getting darker and darker, and the tree stumps in the distance looked like figures looking down.

Ruyi walked in fear.

Even so, even if it is dangerous, Ruyi has to go forward with a hard head.

She knew that she had to go on her own and could not rely on others.

When I got home, it was almost nine o'clock.

The thin moonlight dispelled the chaos between heaven and earth, and the universe was clear, just like a clear heart.

As soon as he opened the door, Wang Hao walked out of his room: "Where have you been?" ”

"Back in the country."

"Only now?"

"Yes."

"Are you sick?" Wang Hao pointed to the clock on the wall, "Do you know what time it is?" Why are you getting dumber? If it's late, just stay there for one night, can't you come back tomorrow? ”

Ruyi is so calm that he seems to be talking about other people's business: I don't want to live there today. ”

"Where's your phone?"

"Brought with you."

"Why is it off?"

"I want to turn it off."

"Want to close? Do you know how many calls I made to you? β€œ

"Thank you for calling me." Ruyi looked up at Wang Hao, "If you don't have anything important, please don't call me again, I don't want to waste time answering the phone." ”

Ruyi's words were cold, his eyes were also cold, and even the pale little face seemed to be covered with a layer of cold light, Wang Hao only felt that there was a strong cold air blocking his heart, and he couldn't speak.

"Can you please give way?" Ruyi politely said, "I'm hungry, I'm going over to get something to eat." ”