Shan Jingyan's smile eased, and suddenly changed the topic, "Marshmallow, at that time, I'm sorry." I failed to keep my promise to go to you. Didn't take you to see the snake cave. I'm sorry. ”

Xu Qinglong looked at Shan Jingyan with a smile, "Call me Tangtang" Although she didn't care about Shan Jingyan's breach of appointment at that time, she was still a little happy to receive such a solemn apology, so, "Why did you break the appointment?" I've been waiting for you all morning. Unfortunately, I didn't see the snake cave. ”

Shan Jingyan lowered his head, "When I was asleep, my eldest brother took me away. I waited there for a year and you didn't show up again. ”

Xu Qinglong just wanted to hear what the reason was, because the eldest brother said at that time that there was no reason for it, and she also used His Royal Highness's words to comfort herself, not to verify the promise. It's hard to get confused. But now, she wanted to hear whether there would be a reason for the missed appointment, and she heard it. Xu Qinglong suddenly felt that His Highness said that he should not verify the things and questions he didn't want to know because he would get bad results and answers. Actually, the problem is not in the bad results and answers.

Not to verify, not because of fear of bad results and answers, but because of fear of being disappointed in a person. I don't believe this person, so I don't dare to verify it. If they believe it, then they will believe his explanations even if the results are not good. People are fundamental.

Xu Qinglong laughed and took Shan Jingyan's hand, "It's great to hear your explanation." Better yet, I believe in you. "Because I believe in you, it's not a problem~~~ After listening to Shan Jingyan, he suddenly pounced, hugged Xu Qinglong and cried, as if he had found his mother's child, and kept telling his countless grievances.

Classmates bullied him, isolated him, his brother lied to him, kept changing schools, kept changing classes, to change himself, even if he didn't feel that he had anything bad, his mother asked him to participate in various activities and make friends, but he didn't want to go at all, his father said that he was going on like this, he was a waste, but he was obviously very good, he kept resisting, and even lied and deceived people, but it was obviously a lie, but others listened very happily and he was so unhappy. Particularly unhappy. He became cold and distorted, as if he wanted to become a person he didn't even recognize

Xu Qinglong endured it and didn't push him away, but after Shan Jingyan cried out of his nose, Xu Qinglong pushed him away, tears or something, it got on her, for Shan Jingyan's sake, she could bear it. But snot is absolutely unbearable. Xu Qinglong took out a handkerchief and handed it to him, "Wipe it, it's so dirty."

Shan Jingyan sniffed, took the handkerchief and wiped his face, and then blew his nose vigorously, which was really welcome. Xu Qinglong now carries three handkerchiefs with him, two for his own use and one for spare use - ready for others to use. So I was ready to reimburse a handkerchief for a long time. Moreover, Xu Qinglong didn't understand, "Why are you unhappy?" "She's rarely unhappy. Very little, very little. Even in the days of experiments and sold products, she didn't feel unhappy. Or rather, she doesn't feel like there's anything to be unhappy about. "You're not happy because you're too weak."

Xu Qinglong came to a simple and crude conclusion. Shan Jingyan blinked, as if it made some sense, and wiped his nose again, "Do you know why I wear women's clothes?" Xu Qinglong shook his head. She thought it was the same as her little uncle, so she didn't care. Is there something else wrong with this?

"When I wear women's clothes, my mom will be anxious about whether I will be transgender, and she won't force me to make friends, and I don't have to make any friends."

Xu Qinglong tilted his head, "Your own body, you are in charge, change is your own business." However, you still have to communicate with your mother. But what does this have to do with you making friends? Shan Jingyan held Xu Qinglong's handkerchief, and then felt a little embarrassed, "If I wear women's clothes, no one will be friends with me."

Xu Qinglong subconsciously looked at Xu Xiantong, yes, the little uncle doesn't seem to have any friends, he never went out before, and he only started to go out in the past six months

Xu Xiantong rolled his eyes in his heart, "I don't need friends, it's enough for me to have sugar~~~"

Xu Qinglong laughed, indeed~~~ "Do they think your women's clothes are not good-looking?" I have beautiful clothes, do you want to refer to them? ”

"That's not the problem, baby!!

Shan Jingyan was stunned for a moment, and suddenly began to burst into laughter, laughing out of tears, no matter how he wiped it, he couldn't wipe it clean, but he seemed to have really let go of something, "Tangtang, you haven't changed, it's so good~~~" paused, "Okay, then I'll refer to the reference, maybe I look good, and they will be friends with me~~~ I think I'm suitable for wearing a long skirt~~~"

Xu Qinglong looked at him, "You have long legs and look good in short skirts, but now in winter, short skirts will be cold, so wear a long dress~~~"

The two children began to discuss what dresses looked good. Shan Jingyan seems to be really wearing a lot of women's clothes, and he actually said the Tao. Xue Nan is on the side, the whole person is Spartan, this person is so strange, why is Tangtang so good with him, I have known him before, shouldn't I be so good, Tangtang treats him as a friend?

Xu Xiantong seized the opportunity and finally interrupted the conversation between the two children, "Tangtang, it's time for us to go home" There is no need to go to the bookstore. Xu Qinglong hummed and looked at Shan Jingyan, "I left you my phone number and address, you have to come to me" Shan Jingyan said decisively, "Can you take me with you?" ”

Of course Xu Qinglong wanted to, but she knew that this didn't seem right, so she looked at Xu Xiantong with a blank eye. Xu Zipromise hugged Xu Qinglong over, "I don't think this is good" Xu Xiantong sighed in his heart, "Tangtang, he is someone else's child, he has a father and a mother and an elder brother, if we take him away, what will his family do?" ”

"It's okay!!" Shan Jingyan said loudly, "They don't like me anyway, I'm leaving, it's just right!" Please, I won't do anything, but I'll definitely save money!! "Stand up and bend over and bow ninety degrees.

"I really thought our family was going to support you, and save money!! Xu Xiantong was really speechless, Tangtang is rarely stupid now, this Jingyan is resurrected because of Tangtang, what if he is stupid with Tangtang?!! It's disturbing!!

"It's irresponsible to say that. Your family, how can they not like you, you will break their hearts in this way. Xu Xiantong continued to say good-naturedly, "They just love you deeply, and they are responsible, it's not that they don't like you."

"The way I look is what they don't like, but if I change it, I'm very unhappy, I don't want to change it, then they just don't like me? I am who I am!! Shan Jingyan roared a little, he really didn't want to be separated from Xu Qinglong.

Xu Xiantong was also unhappy. This kid's temper is really too much bad, and he was not angry when he was sarcastically squeezed, but now, just a word of persuasion, he is angry like this. Such a child can't stay with Tangtang.

"I'm sorry, Shan Jingyan, you are a minor child, your life is provided and taken care of by your family, if I take you away, it will be a crime." Xu Xiantong simply refused with a good temper, after all, it was in front of Tangtang.

Shan Jingyan lowered his head, his whole body was trembling, and it took a long time before he hummed, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have lost my temper." Xu Xiantong smiled and said, "It's okay, children, they all have tempers" It's useless to apologize!!

Xu Qinglong knew that Uncle Xiao was right, she couldn't let Shan Jingyan be separated from his family, but, "Do you think your family has made you change, but they just don't like you?" Shan Jingyan didn't speak. Xu Qinglong thought for a while, "I think that if it is someone who cares about you and worries about you, he will worry about your affairs." You should have a good talk with your family" Xu Qinglong is not without feelings, grandpa They are teaching her little by little many times. This kind of made her change, but she was very happy

Shan Jingyan took Xu Qinglong's hand and nodded, "Well, I know." ”

He's lying. Xu Qinglong blinked, not understanding why Shan Jingyan was lying, but he could feel the helplessness and exhaustion in his tone. Exhaustion? He wasn't like this before, and Xu Qinglong finally realized that Shan Jingyan had changed. He used to be with her, and he kept talking about getting lost, but he was also happy, especially energetic, looking for treasures, going to find dragons, talking about aliens, talking about his family, he was happy, laughing and talking. Never tired

Xu Qinglong touched his eyebrows, "Don't lie, don't be so tired" How can she comfort people, she will only slap her when she is coquettish.

Shan Jingyan's tears rolled down like beads with broken threads, pulled down Xu Qinglong's hand, and cherished it on his face, "Hmm"

At this time, there was a knock on the door outside, and then, Shan Jingtang's voice sounded, "I'm Shan Jingtang, can I come in?" Excuse me. Xu Xiantong spoke, "Please." Before the words fell, Shan Jingtang pushed the door and came in, still looking like a king, dignified and majestic, "Hello, long time no see"

Xu Xiantong raised his eyebrows, his younger brother was ruined, but his brother seemed to have been trained, he didn't speak like this at that time, his tone was like this, and he was kind "Hello." Long time no see. ”

Shan Jingtang glanced at his younger brother when he entered the door, and saw that his younger brother lowered his head, feeling very uncomfortable, but he didn't pull him, "My brother has caused you trouble again, I'm sorry." Then squatted down and looked at Xu Qinglong, with admiration in his heart, the weird-looking little girl at the beginning has now become a noble and domineering curly-haired little beauty, has she changed or his vision has changed? In my memory, I was obviously a very scary weird child with purple bald mandarin duck eyes, just as weird as my younger brother.

But now, Shan Jingtang feels that Xu Qinglong is really beautiful

"Thank you," Shan Jingtang sincerely thanked. Xu Qinglong smiled and said, "You're welcome." "On the toilet door, it was Shan Jingyan who came down by himself

In addition to Xu Qinglong, even Xue Nan could hear that there was another deep meaning in Shan Jingtang's words. But Shan Jingtang took Shan Jingyan's hand and was ready to leave, Xu Xiantong didn't want to say anything more, it was best to leave quickly!! Xu Qinglong wrote his phone number and address to Shan Jingyan, "You want to come to me~~~ I'll wait for you~~~ I have a pony, let's go skating, I'll pull you with a small horse~~~" This is something she has always wanted to try.

Shan Jingyan clutched the handkerchief and this address with both hands, and nodded heavily, "I will definitely go." Xu Qinglong watched him walk out, knowing that he had turned the hallway and could no longer see anyone.

"Big brother, his brother obviously loves him very much" So why, the mountain spirit is so disgusted and tired? Xu Qinglong didn't understand.

Xu Zinuo didn't want to talk about the mountain spirit, but he couldn't perfunctory his sister, so he hugged her and said, "There are hundreds of thousands of forms of love in this world. Selfish, selfless, conniving, harsh, many, many, many. But sometimes, people just do it the wrong way. The elder brother of the mountain spirit, probably because his way is good, but in fact, it is wrong to use it on the mountain spirit. Self-righteous love, not love, is ruined miè. Therefore, if you love someone, you must put yourself in the other person's shoes, not be self-righteous. ”

Xu Qinglong thought of herself, and her family seemed to treat her in various ways. Mrs. rarely spoke, but she cared for her, did a lot for her, and knew what she liked. Grandpa is thoughtful and loving, and a little strict, she can get a good answer to whatever she says to grandpa. Mom is conniving, she gives her whatever she wants, there is always a kind of guilt and determination in her eyes, if she bleeds to death at that time, her mother will definitely die with her

Uncle is in her heart, the appearance of her father, reliable and brave, easy to pick her up, not effortless at all, so powerful but very gentle. The little uncle is gentle and a little funny, as if he is afraid that she will be unhappy, or, the ugly aunt rarely hugs her, is a very independent and arrogant person, has taught her a lot of things, likes to compete with her to learn, always feels that she has suffered a lot of grievances The eldest brother is majestic and gentle, and most of her are unprincipled, especially spoiling him. The second brother and the third brother are the same, playing with her, even if they are punished by their grandfather, they talk to her with a smile.

Her family is all pampered by her, and connivance accounts for most of it. Is this the love of indulgence? That kind of mountain spirit brother, even if it's wrong, it's also a stern love, right? The way is wrong, the mountain spirit can't feel his brother's love for him, then, "The mountain spirit's brother is also pitiful, and he loves the mountain spirit so much but is misunderstood" R1152