Chapter 138: Desire

Feeling that the person under him was no longer struggling, almost in a state of stiffness all over his body, Shen Yuanning stopped his hand.

Raised his head slightly and faced her face to face above Han Yujin.

The coldness in her eyes was even thicker, and she looked at herself coldly with a different anger than Fang Cai.

"Shen Yuanning, you lied to me!"

Unlike Fang Cai's expression when she said that she had no faith, this time the disappointment in her eyes was so obvious.

Before Shen Yuanning could figure out why she said this, Han Yujin broke free from his grip, pushed him away hard, and sat up.

She grabbed his left hand and said sarcastically:

"You said, you can't even hold a tea cup in your hand, I believe it, every day I think of your left arm, I can wake up sad in a dream, but in the end I find that I am a complete fool, and I was deceived by you!"

Shen Yuanning was shocked at this time that there was only love, lust and anger left in his mind just now, forgetting his usual taboos, and under Han Yujin's struggle, he actually exposed what he wanted to hide.

All along, Shen Yuanning had been exaggerating her injuries in front of Han Yujin, just because she whispered that night that once she was healed, she would leave.

At the beginning, Shen Yuanning also thought that as the doctor said, his left arm was wasted, and it would be an ornament in the future, but after recuperating for a while, he found that he was not as strict as he imagined, and his arm began to have some strength, plus he exercised according to the doctor's instructions every day, and he could already pick up some heavier things.

Showing weakness in front of Han Yujin and lying to her that her injuries were very serious, it was just a means for her to care about her, in order to just keep her.

"Why didn't you ask me why I lied to you?"

"A liar is a liar!"

That still needs so many reasons, Han Yujin doesn't want to know any of the reasons he said, and he doesn't want to know what he is suffering from.

In the past few days since she came back from Jiangcheng, she has been suffering from this guilt all the time, and she always feels that she stole Shen Yuanning's things for Zhou Chengan, if it wasn't for herself, how could he get to this point!

At that time, looking at his arm hanging by his side, as if it was an ornament, it was a piercing heart, and even his injuries were remembered in his dreams, but it turned out that it was just a scam.

He can watch himself feel guilty every day, but enjoy it indifferently, this is what he calls love?

Shen Yuanning saw her cold and hard attitude, and knew that she was not so easy to forgive herself, and he opened his mouth to explain:

"One night you said something in your dream, and you said, 'If I'm healed, you're going to leave.'" Yujin, I lied to you, but why don't you ask, why did I hide it? If it weren't for the fact that you were haunted by your desire to leave, why would I have to hide it! ”

Han Yujin didn't know that he had said such a dream thing, but when he heard him, he realized that he was so desperate to leave this place in his heart.

"So you lied to me, even if you knew that I was guilty for X days, you had to hide me in such a way, you can still enjoy my guilt with peace of mind and ignore my uneasiness!"

This is something that Han Yujin can't forgive, she can't describe her mood at the moment, that heart-wrenching feeling has never been there, these days of worrying are just a big joke now.

"Me"

Shen Yuanning was speechless for a while, not knowing how to answer her words, from her eyes, Shen Yuanning could see that no matter what she said or did, she would never forgive herself again.

"You go, I don't want to see you now."

Han Yujin tried to calm her voice, turned her head sideways, and didn't even look at him anymore.

Her indifferent attitude gave Shen Yuanning a feeling that she couldn't grasp it, as if she was going to go away the next moment.

Shen Yuanning stretched out his hand, wanting to take her over, wanting to hug her tightly.

Han Yujin pushed his hand away, jumped off the bed barefoot, pointed out the door angrily and said:

"Shen Yuanning, if you don't leave, I'll go!"

Shen Yuanning looked at her angry appearance, knowing that she couldn't listen to anything she said at this time, and things would only go in a bad direction, so he tidied up his messy clothes, got out of bed, approached Han Yujin and said:

"Okay, I'll sleep in the study tonight, Yujin, you calm down and think about it, if I don't value you in my heart and I'm afraid that you will leave me, how can I be?"

Han Yujin watched him approach, took three steps back in a row, and looked at her indifferently.

Shen Yuanning saw her movements, his breath stagnated, a tangled pain in his heart, he sighed, and walked out of the door.

When she arrived at the door, Ruri, who was on duty at night, couldn't wait to insert herself into the pillar in the corridor, but she had to put a sign on her head that said "I didn't hear anything".

It was the heaviest rain in the summer.

Early the next morning, Chen Yueqiao learned about the incident of last night in Zhilan Courtyard, and after rewarding the messenger, she said to Grandma Sun:

"Sue sΓΉ listen to the book, let her hurry up, if she procrastinate any longer, let her think more about her family."

"Yes."

Grandma Sun answered and went to listen to the book.

Early the next morning, Han Yujin called a few maids around her to come over.

"You guys, prepare the things you need in the next few days, and in three days, we'll leave here."

Han Yujin and Shen Yuanning had a quarrel in the house last night, and everyone in Zhilan Courtyard knew about it, and when they heard her say that they were leaving, Linglong subconsciously asked:

"County Lord, where are we going?"

"Nishiyama Annex."

At this moment, several maids began to look at each other, and Linglong glanced at Amber, asking her to persuade and persuade, and on weekdays, Han Yujin would be able to listen to Amber's words.

Amber looked at Han Yujin and said stubbornly:

"County Lord think twice, if you leave like this, don't you want to give Wuyuan a chance?"

Several other people nodded in agreement when they heard this, and Linglong also said on the side:

"Mrs. Yue will be born in a few months, now is a good time to win over the prince, the county lord went to Xishan, isn't this pushing the prince to Mrs. Yue's side? In the future, Mrs. Yue will have a child, and the county lord will be alone in Xishan, and I am afraid that it will be difficult to get together with the prince. ”

Han Yujin stopped their persuasion expressionlessly:

"You don't have to say it, I've made up my mind."

Linglong wanted to say something more, but was pulled by Amber and didn't dare to speak anymore.

Shen Yuanning was also very annoyed, he had grown so big, and he hadn't bothered to coax a woman like this, but this woman didn't eat it softly and hard, which really made him helpless.

When the next dynasty returned to the Hou Mansion, he received a letter sent by the Chen Mansion, Shen Yuanning opened it and saw that Qiao's had already set off for Jeju at noon, and after Shen Yuanning read it, he sighed and threw the letter in the paper basket.

In the evening, Shen Yuanning thought of yesterday's dispute, and it was even more restless, Sanquan came in and changed the tea for him a few times, looking at his book, although he didn't take it upside down, but that page hadn't been turned for a long time.

Shen Yuanning's mind was all on the side of Zhilan Courtyard, and he didn't care about other things at all. He simply put down his book, stood up and walked outside.

"Lord Shizi, where are you going?"

After asking, Sanquan wanted to slap himself in the mouth, which was obviously going to Zhilanyuan.

Sure enough, Shen Yuanning glanced at him and walked out without saying anything.

When I arrived at Zhilan Courtyard, I walked into the inner room and saw Han Yujin lying on the bed, but looking at the roof with her eyes open.

Seeing the confused look in her eyes, Shen Yuanning felt a little better in her heart, at least, she would be sad for herself.

Han Yujin saw him come in, glanced at him, and coldly withdrew his gaze, Shen Yuanning saw that she was still angry, and didn't dare to sit quietly beside her like last night and said:

"There's a letter from the Chen Mansion."

"I know."

Han Yujin knew about it as early as when Qiao left.

Seeing that her expression was still cold, Shen Yuanning coughed embarrassedly and said:

"Yu Jin, the thing where I concealed my injuries is my fault, I shouldn't let you worry about me every day, if you can't be angry, I'll let you get angry."

said, it really looked like she was beating and scolding.

Han Yujin looked at him, couldn't help but think of last night's qiΔ“, and didn't want to speak anymore, turned sideways, turned his back to him, and said weakly:

"I'm tired, you can go back."

Shen Yuanning has completely lost his temper with her, seeing that she has issued an eviction order again, he knows that if she stays, she will not say a word to herself, it seems that she has to wait for her to dissipate her anger in a few days.

"Now that the war in Jiangcheng is over, in a while, when it comes to the flood season, I will go to Jiangcheng, can you go with me then?"

"I'll move to Xishan the day after tomorrow."

Shen Yuanning was stunned when he heard her words, followed by spontaneous anger.

It turned out that no matter what she said, she couldn't shake her heart to leave.

"Don't forget, we're the royal family!"

The relatives of the royal gift, never said that they should be separated from this.

"I haven't forgotten. I know what I'm doing. ”

There is no way to reconcile, can't you be out of sight?

Shen Yuanning felt as if he was a joke, in her low profile, but he couldn't get her wholeheartedness, he flicked his sleeves angrily and walked away.

"You don't regret it."

The next day, Shen Yuanning did not come to Zhilan Courtyard again, but buried himself in official business.

The sage is right, it is really difficult to raise villains and women! If it is near, it will not be grand, and if it is far away, it will be resentful.

Han Yujin's stinky problems are all used to her, and he took her down at the beginning, and he couldn't help her temperament, and now he must be honest, where is it so troublesome as now!

When he was dealing with official business, Mizumi came in with a sallow face and said:

"Lord Shizi, the little one doesn't know what he has eaten wrong, and he keeps vomiting and diarrhea."

Shen Yuanning saw that he was bent over and looked very painful, so he let him go down to rest. Since sending Santan, Shen Yuanning has not taken care of the little guy who can be promoted, after Sanquan went back to rest, after Shen Yuanning washed, he asked the two maids who served and groomed to also retreat.

Just as I was about to go to bed, I heard a knock on the door, and I heard a delicate voice:

"Lord Shizi, the slave maid will bring you supper."

When Shen Yuanning heard her words, he couldn't help frowning, wondering if he was hallucinating, how could Han Yujin think of sending someone to bring him supper!

Is it deflated? Not leaving? Either way, it's always worth being happy about.

"Come in."

After Linglong came in, she put the tray on the table, and bowed to Shen Yuanning and said:

"The kitchen sent the prince's supper to Zhilan Courtyard, and the slave saw that you didn't go, so she sent it to you."

"Didn't you send it to the county lord?"

Linglong was stunned for a moment and then said:

"The county lord didn't rest well last night, and went to bed early."

Linglong saw that Shen Yuanning couldn't hide her disappointment, and then said:

"This soup was found by the county lord in the past, and the slave maid saw that the prince had not broken every day, so she took the initiative and sent it to the prince."

When he first returned to the Hou Mansion, Han Yujin was afraid that Shen Yuanning would drink beef bone soup every day, so he told the kitchen to change it, remembering that in his previous life, his mother often cooked big bone and pork rib soup, and added some seasonings here, and the soup made tasted good, and Shen Yuanning could drink a big bowl every time.

Thinking of Han Yujin's meticulousness to herself at that time, Shen Yuanning sighed again.

"Got it, you stand down."

Linglong blessed her body and said softly:

"The prince drinks while it's hot, and the slave waits here, and the things will be delivered to the kitchen."

Usually, these things are done by the little maids, and Linglong is nothing more than an excuse to stay. Shen Yuanning had something on his mind, and he didn't think about it so much.

After Shen Yuanning finished drinking, after Linglong put away the bowl on the table, he saw that the incense in the smoker was burned, so he took a piece of spice from the incense box on the side and put it in, and retreated after he was busy.

Shen Yuanning lay on the bed, thinking about what Han Yujin had said in the past two days. It was clear that she was minding herself of lying to her.

Although she left in Zhilan Courtyard yesterday, now that I think about it, I still can't let her leave, and once she leaves, it will be even more difficult to take her back.

I'm going to have a good talk with her tomorrow, tell her what she thinks in her heart, she and Yue Qiao, only now do I understand my heart, for Yue Qiao, it's more out of an obsession when I was a child, Han Yujin is the one who makes him worry, makes him happy, and makes him sleepless.

I didn't understand it before, but Shen Yuanning understands it now, this kind of attachment is love!

Because of love, I will lower my body again and again, and let go of my dignity to redeem her.

I don't know if it's because of thinking of Han Yujin, a stream of heat rose in Shen Yuanning's lower abdomen, and when he felt the changes in his body, he couldn't help but feel annoyed.

If you go to Zhilan Courtyard at this time, you will definitely be kicked out by her.

Bear with it, endure it, and get used to it.

When Shen Yuanning lay down and was about to sleep, that kind of desire and hope became stronger.

The lower body stiffened uncomfortably, and the hot feeling seemed to rush to the brain. Shen Yuanning took a few deep breaths and tried to calm himself, but to no avail.

Thinking of Han Yujin's resistance the night before, he was high-spirited again, and then a little depressed.

This kind of thing, if she doesn't agree, I'm afraid it will annoy herself even more.

Shen Yuanning endured the discomfort, so he was ready to go to his aunt to relieve herself, anyway, the two aunts had sex before they got married.

But for a moment, Shen Yuanning stopped his thoughts again.

He thought that Han Yujin was very disgusted with such a thing, and once he knew to her that he slept with his aunt tonight and was still angry with her, wouldn't it hurt her heart even more. I'm afraid that when the time comes, she won't even have a chance to speak for herself.

Just when Shen Yuanning was wandering in contradictions, the feeling from his lower body almost made him lose his mind.

I secretly scolded myself in my heart: My wife who sleeps with me is still grinding and chirping like this, and she is still not a man.

So, he got out of bed with his clothes on, and prepared to walk towards Zhilan Temple.

At this moment, he saw someone pushing the door in, and when he saw it, it was Yu Jin! R1152