Chapter 161: Departure
Time is like water, floating as a boat.
And the water will dry up, and the boat will capsize.
We are all on an unknown journey, looking for a different self.
When I got home, the sound of the car's engine slowly stopped, and Mo Bei woke up from my arms: "Arrived at Ang? ”
I nodded: "Well, it's here, let's go in and rest." ”
Mo Bei opened the door, and I walked in first, and it was a dark mess.
"Gu Nan." Mo Bei called behind him, and the keychain in his hand made a jingle bell.
"Well, what's wrong?"
"You, why are you with me?"
I don't know what Mo Bei means, if two people have to find a reason for being together, then I think, just like the time, you like me, and I like you.
So, it should be, if you like it, you should be together.
"Why do you ask this?"
"You answer me first."
I slowly walked towards Mo Bei and held her right hand: "Because I like you." ”
"Then since you like me, will you listen to me?"
When Mo Bei said this, I had already guessed her purpose: "Except for going to work in your company, I can promise you everything else." ”
"I didn't ask you to come to work in my company, you are here to help me."
"Mo Bei, isn't that the same meaning?"
"Gu Nan, why are you so stubborn, what's wrong with coming to work in my company?"
"Come to your company, then I will really become a little white face." I stared at Mo Bei and said word by word.
Mo Bei stared at me for a while, and suddenly smiled: "Gu Nan, you really look down on yourself." ”
"It's not that I look down on myself, I just don't want to rely on you. Women are used to love, so they have to be cute, and men are used to rely on, so they have to be reliable. If I, Gu Nan, don't even have basic reliability, what face do I have to be with you. It was almost said against Mo Bei's face.
Mo Bei stared at me with a frown, and slowly broke his hand away from my palm: "Gu Nan, are these so important?" ”
I slowly took out a cigarette from my pocket, and the scarlet firelight looked enchanting in the night: "Mo Bei, do you know, my Gu Nan can go to ask for food, I can never come out, I can be mediocre like a dog." But I am a man, I will never rely on women to live, you can lend me money, you can give me a mouthful of food, but I will never allow my dignity to be trampled on by myself. Some things, some roads, are destined to be lonely. ”
The atmosphere was a little depressing, Mo Bei and I didn't speak, only the wind outside the door blew, and the iron door made a clattering sound against the wall. With a shrill sound of a broken flute.
"Then what is it that you live in my house now? You have the ability to move out. ”
I looked at Mo Bei and laughed: "If you move out, you will move out, no one can die if I Gu Nan leaves." I shook off Mo Bei, returned to the room, and quickly cleaned up.
Three minutes later, I came out, and Mo Bei was still standing at the door, not saying a word.
I dragged my suitcase and walked out directly, and when I passed by Mo Bei's side, I didn't say a word.
"Gu Nan, what are we together?"
I gritted my teeth, didn't speak, and faced the cold wind, and walked all the way south proudly.
Mo Bei didn't chase it out, and I was stubborn and didn't look back. Walking alone on the lonely street with my suitcase, I don't know where to go, I don't know what to do, I am so dazed, even more overwhelmed than when Xia Mo left.
I walked and stopped, and I stopped, and the bustle of the streets did not belong to me, and my soul was out of my body, and only my body began to float in the world.
When I passed by a mobile phone store, I took out my mobile phone, thought for a long time, took out the mobile phone card, and threw it directly into the sewer on the side.
I walked in: "Boss. Help me get a mobile phone card. ”
The boss was wrapped in a half-gray quilt, slept on the recliner with a cigarette in his mouth, and trembled and stretched out a hand to pick up a poster from the side and threw it on the counter: "Choose yourself, bring 8 to be expensive, with 4 to be cheap." ”
I smiled as if everything around me was inseparable from God's blessing. I chose a number with a 4, paid fifty dollars, turned around and left. When I walked out the door, I could still hear the violent coughing sound of the shopkeeper behind me.
After wandering around the street for a long time, before I knew it, I was almost at the entrance of the street, I looked at the time on my phone, and it was already late. Later, I found a hotel in a small alley, "Happiness Hotel"
The boss was a man with glasses, a vest on such a cold day, and a thin body, who looked at me and stared at me obscenely: "Do you want a room?" ”
"Well, anything else?"
"Eighty in a single room."
"Sixty."
"Seventy."
"Deal."
I took out a hundred, and after the boss handed me the rest of the money and the key, he looked outside: "Do you want to be colored?" ”
I couldn't help but laugh coldly: "No. ”
Then he walked up, and the old wooden staircase creaked. When I got to the room, I dropped off my luggage. The room was full of musty smells, and there was no sunlight at all. I was about to take a shower, but I found that there was already moss on the faucet, and there was a condom in the trash can on one side that had not been cleaned up. I lit a cigarette in disgust, didn't even take a shower, didn't even take off my clothes, and lay down on the bed.
I turned off the lights and lay alone in bed, but I couldn't sleep. In the middle of the night, I could still hear the screams and beds from next door, which seemed even more depressing in this lonely night.
I don't know if Mobei will be looking for me now? What is she doing? Where will the fat man go? Will he remember that there is still a lonely brother left in Wuhan?
With the old musty smell of the room and the occasional performance next door, I closed my eyes and fell asleep.
I don't know what to do tomorrow, it's just that I know I can't go on like this.
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