Chapter 272: Retrograde
"So, it's not a misunderstanding, it's a fact. This matter, whether Zheng Xiang did it behind my back or me, in fact, it doesn't matter if it is it, it is already what I did. Xu Qinglong didn't blame Zheng Xiang, and she didn't want to say that she had waited for a long time that day. and Li He, when she was confused, she broke off, and she didn't work hard, but it seems that maintaining a relationship can't be done by unilateral efforts.
The key is that the relationship with Li He can't make her do her best. This is also where Xu Qinglong feels a little embarrassed about Li He. You don't trust me, and I have reservations about you. Such a relationship is very difficult to maintain. If it doesn't end at that time, it will end in the near future.
Xuanwu said that it is not a question of whether to work hard or not, but how important this person is to you. Because it is important, it is connived, so it is conceded, so it is striving, so it is cherished. Xu Qinglong thinks that she is a person who works hard in everything, so she doesn't want to admit that she doesn't work hard in some things. But she won't deceive herself, so when Li He finally had the courage to ask now, Xu Qinglong sued him without reservation.
Li He suddenly covered his face, his shoulders trembled, and he cried silently. Tears were pouring out of his fingers
"I'll ask you a question at the last time" Xu Qinglong was also reluctant in his heart. The people around her, coming and going, coming and going, came a lot, and left a lot. Everyone brought her new feelings and opened up new worlds for her, and she was grateful. However, those who should go cannot be kept. She won't stop for anyone, so giving up becomes a fulfillment. Fulfill your sea and sky with my sacrifice
Xu Qinglong felt that he was a little influenced by Xuanwu, and he spoke so literarily
"Do you want to save your relationship with me, it's all very, sincere, and out of your own thoughts? It is not mixed with any interests, there is no calculation and utilization, it is just a simple attempt to redeem it. You, huh? ”
After Zheng Xiang and Li He left, Yuan Tassel always wanted to say something to Xu Qinglong, but looking at Xu Qinglong's smile, she wanted to block a stone in her heart, she couldn't cough and swallow, and she was so uncomfortable that it seemed to take her heart together, falling down, and falling all the time
In the past, I felt that rich people were unreasonable, unconscionable, and unvirtuous. Moreover, it is still freewheeling, and you can have whatever you want. Now Yuan Tassel only feels that fortunately she is not Xu Qinglong. She basically follows Xu Qinglong every day, and she sees with her own eyes how many things she has to do in a day, which is still on the basis of her extraordinary wisdom. If you change to an ordinary person, it is estimated that it will not be completed in three days.
And, to put it mildly, there is more money, and sometimes it is indeed another burden. To put it mildly, even if you have unparalleled beauty, you may not be able to capture the sincerity of men all over the world. These two sentences, in Xu Qinglong, are really well reflected.
Therefore, a woman's beauty, in the end, is just a man's appetizer
Xu Qinglong wanted to know that Yuan Tassel had come to this conclusion, and he would definitely have black lines.
In the afternoon, when he got up from a nap, Xuanwu took new clothes to Xu Qinglong, "Where do you want to play?" Xu Qinglong took his clothes and went behind the screen, and said while changing, "Xiaobai is so big now, and there is no book at home that it can climb, I want to go to the botanical garden to have a look, and buy some trees on the grassland for it, otherwise my wife's flowers and plants will be cleaned up by it, I'm so sorry for my wife." ”
Xuanwu stood upright, his eyes staring at the screen, there were no waves in his eyes, and he seemed to be calm and still, "Many tree emperors can't be planted, take a look at it then, aren't you happy in the morning?" I saw a lead bag on top of the screen, and the sandalwood screen shook, which Qinglong now wears on her lap every day, in order to control her strength.
After developing, the strength of the green dragon has further increased, including speed. It is no exaggeration to say that on the land, as long as the green dragon stomps his feet, he can sink into the ground several centimeters. This is a child who is attracted by the earth's efforts and likes Xu Weitong, Xu Shantong and Xu Xiantong, who made a lead bag for her together and trained her strength control ability. The weight of her body is heavier than that of ordinary people, and her strength is great, and she is wearing a lead bag, if Qinglong walks hard, it will really be a pit step by step.
The role of the lead bag is to let her learn to control her strength and resist gravity, so that she can retract and release freely. This process is easy to say, but it is actually difficult. Not only does she have to control her own strength, but she also has to control the additional gravity of the lead bag. When he first put it on, Qinglong couldn't walk properly for several days. But she gritted her teeth and persevered little by little. So far, it's basically been free
"Is it okay to take off the lead bag?"
Xu Qinglong heard it inside, hesitated, "I don't know" Xuanwu hummed, "Then try it today, with me with you, it's no problem." Xu Qinglong agreed. When the changed clothes came out, Xuanwu tidied up for her, then sat her down and combed her hair. The eyes are still peaceful. Xu Qinglong saw his eyes in the mirror, and suddenly said, "It's rumored outside that I'm engaged to you, how do you feel when you hear it?" ”
Xuanwu didn't react, and after combing Xu Qinglong's hair and inserting a lot of diamond headdresses, he met Xu Qinglong's eyes from the mirror, smiled slightly, and gently put his hands on Xu Qinglong's round shoulders at the same time, and after rubbing his rough fingertips carefully, he said lightly, "Don't provoke me, Qinglong." You know. ”
It seems that I was really unhappy in the morning, otherwise I wouldn't have said such a thing. Xuanwu clinged to Xu Qinglong's delicate arm, bent down slightly, and kissed the top of her hair, "Qinglong, what are you worried about?" ”
Xu Qinglong put on rings, bracelets and other bits and pieces, and his eyes never looked at Xuanwu, "The relationship between people is really fragile." It's like a trivial thing, as if the dust was gone, and I can't keep anything, I'm not worried about losing you, I'm just worried that one day, you and I will both face it, and I have to give up each other's choices"
"No, it won't." Xuanwu kissed again, "Believe me, it won't." Whatever happens, my choice will be yours. Your choice is my choice, and I will always stand with you"
In this world, you are my first and final destination.
Xu Qinglong may have believed this sentence when she was a child, but now, she is not so sure. Fate, life, and the world are really changing all the time. It seems that if you don't work hard, you can't grasp anything, and when you were a child, you can believe whatever you can listen to, and you live so happily and simply, but now you listen to half and believe half of it
It's not bad already, okay
"Qinglong" Xuanwu pulled her to her feet, squatted down to put on her shoes, "There is a saying, the easier it is to get something, the more precious it is." For example, oxygen, light, family affection, beautiful scenery and the opposite sex who loves them deeply. But actually, I don't think that's right. No matter how much oxygen you have, if your body can't breathe well, it's useless. The light is dazzling, and if the eyes are not good, it cannot be felt. In the same way, family affection, if you don't love your family, even if you are related by blood, they may not love you, just because you are you, so you deserve to be loved and cared for"
As for the opposite sex who loves you deeply, it's even simpler. It must be because there is something in you that they like. That's their return for their affection for themselves, and it's also an affirmation of you. So, at all times, you are the oneself. Although it is difficult to grasp the world, you will find more and more in the future that there are really few things you can master, but when you understand this, it already means that you have mastered a lot."
The desire to conquer the world, Qinglong, is not so much difficult to achieve, but impossible. She also discovered this herself, so she was so unwilling.
"If you don't feel reconciled, then keep trying. See how far you can go, and I'll always be with you. ”
Xu Qinglong was indeed unwilling. She clearly felt stronger than before, in every way. However, she gradually found that the goal of world domination was getting farther and farther away from her. The world is too big, there are too many people, people's hearts are too complicated, and the relationship between people is also ever-changing. She didn't want to admit her incompetence, mainly, she really didn't feel that she was incompetent, but since she was not incompetent and worked so hard, why couldn't she?
What's the problem? Xu Qinglong couldn't figure it out. She even thought back to what His Highness had done, but it did little to help her. Because she is not His Highness. What His Highness can do, she may not be able to do. What she can do, His Highness may not be able to. But His Highness, it seems that he is always far-sighted and easy, everything is expected by him, and he is always the strongest. Even if it's captivity.
What should I do to become like His Highness?
Xuanwu felt that Qinglong's troubles were really only the only ones in the world that she would have. After all, in the eyes of others, she has actually ruled the world, but she is so unwilling and distressed, what does she want to do to be satisfied? Xuanwu sometimes really can't figure out what Qinglong's little head is thinking. At this time, it would be nice if Suzaku was there
Although he is very unwilling, Suzaku is indeed the real one who knows Qinglong best. Unfortunately, it's not time yet
In fact, Xu Qinglong's children's shoes are just the second phase of the reverse middle and second phase. She is very smart, so she has always been a longed-for being, but now because of her own strength, after she has seen the strength in reality, she began to have this idea of reversing the second middle - she always feels that she is not good enough, and she always feels that His Royal Highness is doing a very good job. But she is rational, she knows that she is very strong, and she also knows that she is actually doing very well, but it is not her own best state in her heart, Xu Qinglong always feels that she should do better.
But the world is cruel, what you do to it, relatively, the world will also color you back. That's why Xu Qinglong is so unwilling.
Xuanwu can't understand it, and it's normal. Because the young Xu Qinglong, or rather, the memory loss Xu Qinglong, is alive without self and without any desire to win. Although she also has a lot of big dreams, she doesn't worry about whether she will do badly, she only worries, oh, why are my dreams so great? It's so hard for me to complete~~~~ It's completely different from her current state of wanting to go to a place where people with a purpose and a desire want to go.
If this is a different person, it is estimated that he should be impatient. How did I become so ignorant of the Blue Dragon?!! But because it's Xuanwu, he won't. He is tolerant, and even more tolerant of Qinglong. People will change, Qinglong is the least, she is actually not much different from what Xuanwu sees now when she was a child. At least that's how Xuanwu feels. Qinglong has been domineering since he was a child, and if the essence of this character remains unchanged, Xuanwu will not admit that Qinglong has changed.
And this is precisely what Xu Qinglong will never change.
As long as Qinglong is Qinglong, what she has become, inside or outside, Xuanwu will not be surprised. He will tolerate her with all his heart. After all, compared to Qinglong, he himself is the most powerful. Or rather, intensify.
Xuanwu drove the car, Xu Qinglong opened the roof, the weather at the end of June, the sun was hot, and the shady place was cold. Today's Spring Festival Gala is hot and late, and the days of Xu Qinglong and Chinese medicine are still going on intermittently, but since the New Year this year, she has not been sick once, which can be regarded as a great achievement. Xuanwu wanted to close the roof of the car, but Xu Qinglong didn't let him, "The wind is blowing, how amorous."
Okay, you just rely on you to tan or not, isn't it Xuanwu can't help it, let her wear sunglasses, there are more cars around, the speed is slow, the roof is on, the car has become a convertible, other cars and other people, it is easier to look at Qinglong. Although Xuanwu is still the same as before, encouraging Xu Qinglong to go out to play and go out for a walk, but after all, this is driving, and there are many dangers, in case one is not good, it is not a trivial matter.
"After this toll booth, close the roof of the car." Xuanwu said directly. Xu Qinglong didn't object, this is Xuanwu, if he changes his family, he will definitely not agree.
As a result, along the way, there were countless car chases, whistlers, street scolding, and car accidents. Xuanwu really began to feel that taking the green dragon out was a special exercise for his heart
Back to Xuanwu's house first, Yuan Gongshi waited at the door, saw the car coming in, followed over, helped Xu Qinglong open the door, and greeted with a smile, "Why is it late?" Xu Qinglong's eyes rolled, and Yuan Gongshi laughed, it must be Qinglong who is in trouble again. Xuanwu went in and parked, ready to change cars for a while
"Yuan Gongmi's not here? Shoushou asked me to bring something to him. Yuan Gongshi let her in and poured tea with her, "What did you bring?" The eldest brother went to the company. Xu Qinglong took out a briefcase, "It seems to be a new design drawing, aren't you preparing a new residential community?" He wants to fight for a little, and if he is chosen, won't he be paid a lot? Yuan Gongshi turned it away, carefully put it away, and couldn't laugh, "The eldest brother has already taken care of him, and the first few times the design drawings have given him a lot of remuneration, so that he can taste the sweetness"
After speaking, he sighed, "Even if it is a lot of money, it is still a drop in the bucket to build an amusement park" After speaking, he looked at Xu Qinglong with a blank eye, blinked, and blinked. Xu Qinglong drank tea calmly, "Yes, it's really a drop in the bucket." ”
"Well, he was wrong. Yuan Gongshi sat down, "You really don't come back until high school?" There is still a year" As soon as they met, he said this, Xu Qinglong was also numb, and hummed, "You can't be a classmate with me, why are you in a hurry?" Yuan Gongshi pouted, "I don't think my brothers and sisters will succeed?" ”
Xu Qinglong laughed, "I believe it." ”
Since she retrieved the body of Yuan Gongjin's biological mother by chance, the four children of the Yuan family in the imperial capital seem to have forgotten about the fact that Xuanwu killed their uncle and father. Xu Qinglong really didn't understand their thoughts, and he didn't ask. However, it is also good that they can let go of that gloomy expression. However, the Yuan family in the south seems to have given up on their young son, Yuan Minglang, who was born just last month.
Even if the Yuan family was controlled by Xuanwu in their hands, they did not forget to inherit the real Yuan family and obviously, they did not shy away from Xuanwu, looking forward to the day when the Yuan family rebelled against independence. Xuanwu also ignored them, anyway, the career of the Yuan family was held in his hands, and it was impossible for the Yuan family to break away from his rule.
Xu Qinglong can understand the meaning of Xuanwu - you can look forward to it as much as you want, and when you die, you haven't expected it to come true, that is the real expectation is more than cruelty, no one can compare with Xuanwu. Xu Qinglong felt that there was nothing wrong with the Yuan family doing this, if it were her, she would do the same. However, now that she has a good relationship with the four brothers of the Yuan family, she doesn't want to see them become outcasts.
But these four people, as if no one cared, Yuan Gongmi and Yuan Gongshi did their best to help Xuanwu, taking care of the Yuan family's career in the imperial capital and other businesses of Xuanwu. It seems that the matter of Xuanwu is the most important thing for them. Those former family members and relatives of the Yuan family seem to have nothing to do with them anymore R1152