Chapter Seventy-One: Esoteric
Because, "if he succeeds, you are the icing on the cake for him, in fact, dispensable, just satisfying his vanity and fantasies." If he fails, you will become his excuse and the object of venting, and every qiΔ will be your wrong person to live, all times for yourself, two people together, just for yourself to live better, not for someone else. People who lose themselves will never live well!! β
Xu Mengtong's eyes narrowed slightly, "You have to remember, the more beautiful the words you say, the more you can't listen to them" pinched Xu Qinglong's little hand, "The most beautiful words in the world are the wordless practical actions and the asset transfer letter handed over." A man who is willing to do both things for you is a good man."
Divergence to the education of the concept of love. Xu Qinglong didn't understand, but she remembered it. However, her question was not answered
"Then, if it becomes a curse, how can it not be punished?" This is what Xu Qinglong really wants to know. What she used to do was never make a mistake again. Don't make mistakes, is to completely isolate yourself from things that are easy to make mistakes, she once gave a gemstone ring to a palace maid because she casually gave it, and then it was stolen by another palace maid, and when these two palace maids were fighting, they accidentally trimmed the flowers and plants raised by His Royal Highness
As a result, even she was imprisoned for three days. In that dark room, she could only sit quietly alone, and someone would come over from time to time and ask her what time it was, and if she made a mistake, she would be closed for an extended time. This is to prevent her from falling asleep and slacking off mentally due to hunger and exhaustion. So she could only sit tormentedly, counting the time, hoping that she wouldn't answer wrong, hoping to be let out of the way
After being released. She never gave anything to the palace maid because she said she liked her. Even her communication with the palace ladies was reduced to a minimum. His Highness has never said anything. But she felt that Her Highness was satisfied, because she was no longer ordered by His Highness because of matters related to the palace maids, and locking up the palace maids was the source of easy mistakes and isolating them, so she would not make mistakes
Although no one will lock her up now, and His Highness will not be able to see her, but. Xu Qinglong wanted to know more. In addition to not doing and not making mistakes, how can you go unpunished. No one had told her before, and she had no one to ask
Xu Mengtong shook his head. "The concept of punishment, depending on how you understand it. If those women who are red-faced and troubled will not die well because they have peerless beauty. In the eyes of outsiders, this unhappiness is punishment. But I think. For peerless beauties, it is better to die with a red face than to live with goosebumps and white hair, so I never feel that this is a punishment in the end."
After speaking, he smiled and pinched Xu Qinglong's little face. "Our family is good-looking and has a lot of money to do trouble. If it's you, you want to keep your current appearance. Or do you want to have an ugly face and grow old peacefully? Xu Qinglong subconsciously touched his face. Shake your head decisively, "Don't be ugly." "She always knew that her skin was her greatest strength. It is because of this skin that she will be kept by His Highness's side
Xu Mengtong smiled, "So, what is punishment, this also varies from person to person." Moreover, the world says that if you are wrong, you will be punished, and if you do something bad, you will receive retribution. But what is right and what is wrong? Who can tell? There is also no standard for good or bad, and the distinction between right and wrong under universal values is not applicable to everything. You must always firmly believe in your own will and principles, you yourself do not feel that it is punishment or retribution, what does it matter what outsiders say? β
"The things in this world are like this, if you don't feel pain, then it's not pain, if you don't think it's punishment, then it's not punishment"
Xu Qinglong's big eyes, under the shade of the tree, flickered brightly and dimly, and the mischievous sunlight jumped in her eyes for a while, and disappeared for a while
If the punishment is not a punishment, then the mistake is not a mistake, she made a mistake, not because she did something wrong, but in the imperial court, some people think that she is wrong to do so, and she can be locked up, it is the will of His Highness, and the will of His Highness is her will, then she should be locked up, but she does not want to be locked up
His Royal Highness was right, but she felt painful, she felt that it was punishment, was she wrong, or Xu Qinglong suddenly didn't want to think about it. Decisively turn the page~~~
"Well, aunt, I know~~~ Escaping punishment doesn't work, I have to face punishment with my own thoughts, I said it's not punishment, then it's not~~~~"
Xu Mengtong snorted, always feeling that something was wrong, but it didn't sound wrong, so he nodded, "Well, that's it"
Later, when Xu Qinglong went farther and farther on the road of the bear child, Xu Mengtong understood where the wrong place was - it wasn't punishment and it didn't make you ignore all kinds of requirements and orders!! I still have to listen to the teacher when I go to school!! Homework still needs to be done!!
The aunt and nephew, who were both very satisfied with this conversation, happily went home hand in hand~~~ The Xu family saw that these two were full of bright faces, and thought that there was nothing wrong, and then they missed the great opportunity to correct Xu Qinglong
The next day, Xue Zimei didn't come to class, and Liu Xiaona came with a meat bun. She eats meat buns and eats meat filling, she doesn't like to eat skin, she also knows that this is a waste, but there are no parents and grandparents around, and she can't give it to anyone, so it's a pity to throw it away, so she handed it to Xu Qinglong, "Give it to you!" β
"Xu Qinglong's brain is full of black lines for the first time, why should she eat it, she shouldn't eat it!" Shook his head decisively, "I don't eat." β
Liu Xiaona generously pushed, "Eat, you're welcome!" After a pause, "Oh, don't worry, I'm not angry with you, Liu Sisi is deliberately angry with me, so I won't be angry with you and angry with you!" "Liu Sisi proudly sued Liu Xiaona for Xu Qinglong's ungrateful behavior yesterday.
But, Liu Xiaona didn't believe it at all. How could Xu Qinglong be a person without righteousness. Xue Ran helps like that, how can she think that I am not fighting for her!! The angry Liu Sisi stomped her feet, stupid pig, stupid pig, stupid pig!!
Xu Qinglong has already reached a conclusion about yesterday's events, and he will turn the page. So now Liu Xiaona is saying something, what is angry, don't play. She couldn't understand and couldn't answer. Yes. It's such a neat child!!
Because he couldn't answer, Xu Qinglong hummed seriously, indicating that he heard it. But her focus is still on the bun skin, "I don't eat it." β
Liu Xiaona's chubby face wrinkled, and suddenly opened her mind, "What Liu Sisi said is true?" Do you really say that I have nothing to do with you when I fight? Am I nosy? Liu Xiaona's conclusion. That's how it came to be - don't eat my bun skin = weak heart = Liu Sisi said that it was true, such a strange reasoning was also kneeling. But she is so truthful, after Xu Qinglong has turned the page
Xu Qinglong took the focus away from the bun skin because of Liu Xiaona's sad eyes. "I'm very grateful for you to help me speak~~~ But I still don't want you to fight with others for me" Xu Qinglong's resistance to becoming a dispute, although it is not so strong, he still doesn't like it.
In fact, Xu Qinglong didn't know that he was afraid of this matter at all. Yesterday passed so many words from Xu Mengtong. This fear was replaced by another, which is why she was now so relaxed and honest that she could admit her dislike
As for the root of Liu Xiaona's fight with Xue Zimei. Xu Qinglong also thought it through - they couldn't understand each other's words, and they couldn't communicate clearly. That's why Liu Xiaona, who started fighting, couldn't understand Xue Zimei's words, Xue Zimei couldn't understand Liu Xiaona's words, Liu Sisi could understand Xue Zimei's words, but if she couldn't understand Liu Xiaona's words, she could partially understand and some couldn't understand them, she had to work hard, try to understand what they said, then, she wouldn't fight because of her in the future, and with her, she wouldn't fight
This is the future course of action determined by Xu Qinglong's little pot friend before going to bed. She really worked hard. It's really naΓ―ve, but fortunately, she felt that she was thinking right, and there were no problems and doubts, so she didn't go to Grandpa Xu and told them to listen, otherwise the Xu family would not be able to sleep again
That's why, when Liu Xiaona said those words that Xu Qinglong didn't understand just now, she didn't ask, but hummed. Part of it is because yesterday's events have been turned over, and part of it is because Xu Qinglong decided that even if he doesn't understand in the future, he must show that he heard it, instead of asking rhetorically or not responding.
In Xu Qinglong's series of changes and words, Liu Xiaona was inexplicably moved, and once again inexplicably matched Xu Qinglong's rhythm.
She thinks Xu Qinglong is really a good person, very kind!! She was so uncomfortable for her when she fought, Liu Xiaona automatically put an angelic halo on Xu Qinglong, and Xu Qinglong was promoted to the Holy Mother in this way, who let her say the golden sentence of the Little White Flower Holy Mother
Liu Xiaona, who was moved, said firmly to Xu Qinglong, "Come, eat bun skin!" I'll give you all the bun skins to eat in the future!! β
Xu Qinglong looked at the bag of bun skins that was pushed in front of her speechlessly, then looked at Liu Xiaona, and then gave up refusing, of course, she definitely wouldn't eat it. Xu Qinglong turned around and called Chu Jun, Xue Ran, Xue Nan, and Xue Nan's tablemates, a little girl called Liu Jian, "Let's eat bun skin"
Xu Qinglong was holding that no one else would eat, and then she could say that she didn't want to eat either, so she asked these four children to eat the bun skin. Who knows, the four children's eyes lit up, and they were a little excited to surround and start to eat the sub-skins
The world is really profound to me
"Xu Qinglong, I left one for you," Chu Jun said, pointing to a bun skin that was still in good condition.
Of course, this bun skin was not gnawed by Liu Xiaona, it was all broken by her and shaken out the meat filling, most of them were in half, the one that Chu Jun left for Xu Qinglong is the best true love among them, I will keep the best-looking bun skin for you
Xu Qinglong felt that he really couldn't bear it, so he said with a small smile on his face, "No need, thank you." You eat, "Leave me alone."
Xu Qinglong, who was abused by buns early in the morning, was quite depressed all morning. Xu Xiantong came to pick her up at noon, and she was also wilted. Xu Xiantong looked at Zhou Xin, Zhou Xin hurriedly said, "The classmates are very obedient in the morning, Xu Qinglong has several little red flowers" Nothing happened!! It's true!!
Xu Xiantong touched Xu Qinglong's forehead worriedly, is this sick? No, I don't. The temperature is normal. kissed Xu Qinglong. I left the kindergarten with her in my arms. Xu Qinglong didn't speak all the way, the child who has always talked a lot is so quiet, Xu Xiantong is really not used to it. But the child was obviously not energetic, and he didn't want to force the child to laugh. can only keep kissing Xu Qinglong all the way to comfort her
When I entered the house, the flowers were pasted. Xu Qinglong hesitated. still picked up Huahua, and then walked into his study with a deep back
Grandpa Xu and the others looked at Xu Xiantong at the same time. What's wrong with it? Xu Xiantong waved his hand again and again, I don't know, it's really nothing!! Grandpa Xu put down the newspaper and chased after him.
Xu Qinglong was barefoot. Lying on her back on the soft cushion, she was very confused because of the bun skin, and she began to realize it seriously. She left the Imperial Court and left Her Highness. I left the mountains, the professors and the children, and came to the outside world
The outside world, the world where some people like to eat bun wrappers is very big, there are many strange things, there are many things she doesn't understand, there are many people, everything, everything. It's so much that it makes her feel confused, can she live well in this outside world? Grandpa, will they keep her forever? Will this home always be there? She, will she always be Xu Qinglong?
This is the deep thinking triggered by the bun skin.
Grandpa Xu followed the glass and saw Xu Qinglong's posture, knocked on the door and came in, and saw Xu Qinglong sitting up with confused eyes, and said to him, "Grandpa, will I always be Xu Qinglong?" β
"Of course it will!!" Grandpa Xu was anxious, "Since you were born, you have been Xu Qinglong, you were before, you are now, and you will be in the future, even if you die, you are still Xu Qinglong!" Unique, no one can replace it!! β
Xu Qinglong laughed, she has not been Xu Qinglong for more than 60 years, she used to be called, Nina Nina, Xu Qinglong, so if she dies again, will there be another name? Hawkers,That's also after you die~~~~.
Putting aside his thoughts, Xu Qinglong threw himself into Grandpa Xu's arms, "Grandpa, grandpa, will I stay here forever?" Mom said, this is home, this home, will there always be zΓ i? Grandpa Xu's heart was churning terribly, but he still smiled lovingly on his face, and hugged Xu Qinglong soothingly, "If you don't stay here, where do you want to go?" Grandpa didn't allow it. Even if you are older, you will always stay at home, do you know? Don't run out and don't get your mom's co-workers back to that kind of place
"Home is called home because it will never disappear. Houses can be destroyed, relatives can die of old age, but homes will never be damaged and disappear. Grandpa Xu nodded at Xu Qinglong's heart, "I was born without a hometown, and peace of mind is where I return." The human heart is imperishable, and if the heart is not destroyed, the home is not destroyed. Tangtang, do you like grandpa and like this home? β
Xu Qinglong nodded, she liked it. Really like it.
"Then, the home you like is the home of your soul. It's your home. Grandpa Xu let out a long sigh, "Don't doubt these things, grandpa will be uncomfortable"
Xu Qinglong twisted his body and looked up at Grandpa Xu, and touched Grandpa Xu's face in a little panic, "I'm sorry, grandpa, I'm sorry"
Grandpa Xu kissed her, "So, why are you so unhappy when you sue Grandpa?" β
Xu Qinglong tilted his head and sold a cuteness, and then said firmly, "Grandpa, I definitely don't want to eat bun skins!" β
"What does this mean, why is the topic changing so quickly and so weirdly!! The corners of Grandpa Xu's mouth twitched uncontrollably.
Xu Qinglong is still firmly thinking, even if there are so many things in this world that she can't understand, she must not become a person who eats bun skin!! She can accept and learn, but she must not lose herself!! Just like what my aunt said, she has to insist on herself and insist on her own will!! I will never be confused again, and I will make my grandfather uncomfortable again!!
In the next second, Xu Qinglong was resurrected with full blood, and ran out with a smile and a sunny smile, "Grandpa, I'm going to eat a snack~~~~"
Leaving the petrification of Grandpa Xu's hand in place, child, what does the bun skin mean
The follow-up was that the Xu family didn't eat steamed buns for a month. This happened so strangely and strangely revealed. After a long time, it is a big mystery in the hearts of the Xu family that cannot be solved. And Xu Qinglong came home from school the next night, excitedly holding up his bare wrist to show Grandpa Xu, "Grandpa, the bracelet is lost~~~"
"Therefore, if you put sugar like this, you can only rest assured at home
Xu Zinuo pinched his sister's little nose speechlessly, "Are you so happy when you lose the bracelet?" See who it is? β
Xu Qinglong snorted, and said squeamishly, "No, I asked Liu Xiaona and them to help me pay attention, but I really didn't see it, as soon as the little pot friend in the kindergarten ate sugar pills in the afternoon, we were also taken over by the teacher to eat, I didn't eat Liu Xiaona and the people in the kindergarten fought back, and the bracelet disappeared."
This Liu Xiaona is itchy all over the body if she doesn't fight for a day, isn't it, it's really a dogfight-like life!! (To be continued)
ps: Let's update a chapter first, the 5,000 watts are trying to go, eat something first, I hope to work hard to come out...... R655