The sky was overcast as if it was about to rain, and suddenly the wind was blowing outside the window, and the glass "clanged".

Yu Younan was lying on the white hospital bed, looking out through the window, his heart suddenly calmed down, and his previous unwillingness was all turned into a passing cloud at this moment.

Cancer tormented her, from the beginning of her hope for the future, to the betrayal and abandonment of the person she loved the most, and then to the current acceptance of this qiē, Yu Younan's heart is full of all kinds of complicated feelings.

She is only twenty-eight years old this year, it is the best years, she originally planned to have a child at the end of the year, but she didn't want to have stomach cancer or an advanced stage, Li Liming has been with her at the beginning, giving her encouragement and care, she is also full of hope for life, and has been struggling hard. But this kind of sincere love in the eyes of outsiders has slowly changed its taste, and it is said that there is no filial son for a long time, not to mention that it is just a husband and wife who fly separately when disaster comes, she is because she has been sick for too long, so Li Liming has lost patience, and the financial burden has gradually changed Li Liming's mind.

From the beginning to visit and accompany every day, to the next three or five days will not come once, the change in the middle can be felt.

Until the day before yesterday, she smelled a smell of Dior's perfume from Li Liming's body, which was a woman's perfume, and what was even more ridiculous was that she also saw a long burgundy hair on Li Liming's shoulder, which confirmed what she thought.

She asked him if there was a woman outside, she saw dodge in Li Liming's eyes, and she knew that she had guessed correctly, Li Liming did have another woman.

Yu Younan doesn't blame Li Liming, she only blames herself for being stupid, blames herself for not knowing to cherish herself, and doesn't know how to take care of her body.

Why do you get stomach cancer? She knew very well in her heart that in order to save money for Li Liming's business, she was often full and hungry, she thought that she was still young and in good health, even if she was often like this, there was no problem, but she didn't want to be so sick, and it was too late to regret it.

The wind was still blowing outside the window, and Yu Younan gradually closed her eyes, she was really tired when she was tired.

A familiar sound of invective came from his ears.

"One day I only know how to sleep lazy, and I said in the morning that I would help cook on the fire and now I'm still lying in bed, I really think it's the youngest in the family, and I don't have to do things if I eat and drink for nothing, isn't it, what is it like to be a mother, and what kind of daughter I raised is also what it looks like, I hate it when I look at it."

This voice is very familiar to the young boy, isn't it the voice of her aunt Yu Ziying? The youngest person in the family is only her, Yu Ziying's abusive words she heard since she was a child, because she was too weak when she was a child, and she couldn't protect herself and her mother in this special family, but later her mother was forced to leave this suffocating home, and she was still a minor.

It's not that people dream about the past when they are dying, but she has never thought about these unpleasant things, and what is going on now? How could she dream about things as a child, and how could it feel so real.

Yu Younan thought it was funny, maybe it was really when he was dying, and his brain was not controlled by himself.

I wanted to break open my eyes, but I felt that my eyelids were so heavy, and my whole body hurt a little, and I couldn't open them after trying twice. Suddenly felt someone around her, and then she only felt a pain in her left arm, and then Yu Ziying's fierce voice came.

"It's really embarrassing to give you face, don't you, dare to pretend to be asleep for me, and quickly get me up and light the fire."

Yu Younan's first thought was that she was definitely not dreaming, everything that happened in front of her was real, otherwise the pain would not have been so strong.

Yu Younan finally opened his eyes, and the first thing he saw was the menacing Yu Ziying standing by the bed.

Then she saw the blackened mosquito net, and the dim light shining through the green tiles, wasn't this familiar environment the old house she used to live in? turned to look at her aunt Yu Ziying, and saw that she was wearing a long-sleeved blue cotton cardigan, with patches on her shoulders and cuffs.

Yu Ziying now looks sixteen or seventeen years old, with an angry face, and this time Yu Younan is even more confused, how can she seem to have returned to the past.

It's not scientific! She remembered that she was about to die in her hospital bed, how could she go back to the past, it was still when she was a child.

Just when Yu Younan was in a daze, Yu Ziying stretched out her hand and pinched Yu Younan's arm again.

"It hurts." Yu Younan looked at Yu Ziying with some anger, the relationship between her and her aunt was not good, and she often bullied her when she beat her aunt.

Yu Ziying was immediately angry when she heard that Yu Younan dared to talk back, and stretched out her hand to directly pull Yu Younan out of the bed.

Yu Younan was only wearing a white cotton vest, and it was very cold in the early morning, and he was suddenly pulled out of the bed, and Yu Younan shivered.

"What do you want to do?" Yu Younan looked up at Yu Ziying with some anger.

Yu Ziying sneered and mocked: "What do you say to do, now I want to cook and quickly light the fire for me, if you delay going to work in the field to do farm work, be careful of your cheap skin, if you don't go to the house for three days, you dare to give me a mouthful." Yu Ziying's voice was a little loud, which caused the second aunt Yu Zifen, who was in the other bed in the same room, to be dissatisfied.

Yu Zifen sat up, glanced at Yu Ziying coldly and said dissatisfiedly: "Isn't it just burning the fire, I didn't ask the young boy to get up and burn the fire when it was my turn to cook, don't you know that she almost drowned yesterday, and she was still talking with a fever just now, so you have to force her to get up, don't you know about burning the fire?" After Yu Zifen finished speaking, she fell down again and continued to sleep with her head covered.

"Fell into the river?" Yu Younan's mind was full of thoughts, it seemed that there was such a thing, she had fallen into the river before, but there was nothing wrong, and she had never been sick, why was she sick now? It's uncomfortable and a little painful, is it because I fell into the river and then caught a cold? Yu Younan tried hard to recall the previous things, and she couldn't describe the qiē in front of her, and the qiē in front of her was too weird.

Yu Ziying glanced at Yu Zifen, who had already covered her head, and muttered: "Don't think I don't know, it's not that I'm arguing with you to sleep." After speaking, he also "snorted" from his nose to express his dissatisfaction.

After standing outside for a long time and wearing less clothes, Yu Younan hugged his chest with his hands and shivered.

The rooster in the yard was crowing again, Yu Ziying thought that there was no fire to start cooking yet, if the adults in the family got up and had nothing to eat, she was afraid that she would be scolded again, stretched out her finger and poked Yu Younan's forehead, and said in disgust: "Hurry up and dress me to light the fire, if you don't come again, I'll beat you." ”

The last sentence of Yu Ziying's voice was deliberately low, but it revealed a thick warning.

After Yu Ziying left in a hurry, Yu Younan got into the quilt again, and took the clothes on the bedside into the quilt with a trembling feeling, wanting to warm up and put them on.