Chapter 206: It's All Gone
Xia Mo committed suicide and jumped off the cliff of the South Mountain Ranch.
The name of the cliff was chosen by her, which means to break off love.
Now she jumped from here, and in this way she broke off the fate and sins of the world, atoned for the sins she committed in this life, and may the misery of this life not continue to the next.
Nanshan Farm, Chen Bo saw Xia Mo get out of the car from a distance, he greeted her, she was stunned, there was no response, and she rode the "prince" in despair and ran in the direction of the broken love cliff.
At first, Uncle Chen thought that she just didn't see him, but then he felt strange, put down what he was doing, and rode a horse to follow her.
Afterwards, Uncle Chen was very remorseful, saying that he should not have hesitated at that time, if he could ride faster, maybe he could stop Xia Mo.
Yun Hai sat on the edge of her bed, just looking at it numbly, the bruises on his face had not disappeared, but it did not reduce his handsome face at all, but his expression was too indifferent, no sadness or joy, as if he could not connect this girl lying on the hospital bed with his beloved Xia Mo.
In the first semester of his freshman year of high school, Xia Mo asked him and Xuanmu if they liked girls with long hair or girls with short hair.
They replied in unison, long hair!
She had never cut her hair since that day, and he knew her! She had this long hair for them.
She doesn't want to be a tomboy Xia Mo anymore, and she doesn't want to be called "third brother" by them anymore, she wants to be a beautiful girl, a girl with long hair.
In fact, he really wanted to tell her, whether she had short hair or long hair, in his eyes, she had always been the most beautiful girl in the world.
Now she has carefully cared for her long hair, which is as black and beautiful as satin. Because the craniotomy was all removed, the head was wrapped in thick gauze, and the nose was covered with an oxygen mask, and the faint breath condensed into a faint mist on it and then quickly dispersed, exhaling and inhaling, as if to tell them that the girl was still alive.
She looked a little scary, her body was full of various drains, lying on the cold hospital bed, she looked like a ...... Like a zombie wrapped in gauze.
The doctor said. She couldn't save her legs. There is also a second operation...... Amputation!
Xia Mo's father came from the United States, and in the corridor he was arguing with the attending doctor, excited and loud. The entire hallway of the earthquake echoed.
"My daughter's leg must be saved...... I don't care what you do. Gotta save my daughter's leg! โ
"Mr. Xia. Calm down, please! Now Miss Xia's condition is critical...... Even if you wake up, you can't live like a normal person anymore......"
"Bang!" The hallway was filled with the sounds of fighting and wailing.
Shamo's father has an underworld background, and his only daughter was seriously injured. I was already excited, and when I heard the doctor's answer, how could I not collapse and despair.
In the intensive care unit, the small room is crammed with various instruments, and the undulating curves on the screen are accompanied by a slight sound in the room.
Yun Hai sat there, his numb expression finally changed, his brows were frowned, he only felt a pain in his heart, he was hunched and clutched his heart, and he was in pain.
Xia Mo has always loved beauty, but now it is better to live than to die.
She really didn't want to live anymore, so she jumped off the cliff after swallowing so many sleeping pills, but she couldn't do it, and tripped over a dense branch under the mountain, saving her life.
Can you live like this......
Yunhai covered his face with his hands, and tears fell from his fingers.
Why is this happening, and why are they ending up like this?
Since when? He didn't even warn......
Blame him! Blame him!
was bound by love, and has been in a state of confusion, only to find that they have been forced into a desperate situation and are at the end of their rope.
He knew Xia Mo, and Yan Ran's matter may have been planned by her, but he never believed that Xia Mo would really want Yan Ran to die.
She wasn't as ruthless as she thought.
A lot of the time, Shamo is actually a very ridiculous girl.
She thinks that she is an indifferent and ruthless, deep-seated, ruthless and resolute person, who can do whatever it takes to achieve her goals, and even cross her bottom line as a person.
The reason why she imagined herself as that kind of person was because she thought that only by becoming that kind of person could she protect herself and protect what she wanted in this sinister world.
But she didn't know that she was not as ruthless as she imagined, and she couldn't ignore and be indifferent to those who really cared about her.
is not as ruthless as he imagined, and even if he does something wrong, he can not be tortured by his conscience and bear a strong sense of self-blame.
is not as deep as the city government she imagined, and she can't think about how to calculate others when others are good to her with their hearts and lungs.
He clutched Xia Mo's hand, her hand was cold, as desperate as the pale light.
"Xia Mo, wake up, wake up...... It's okay, no matter what happens, I'll be with you......" He clasped her hand tightly and put it to the center of his eyebrows, praying silently.
At this moment, he seemed to be able to understand why Xuanmu was so crazy.
That day, in the gymnasium, Xia Mo fled in despair, and he and Xuan Mu Wolf Bรจi were lying on the floor.
He begged Xuanmu: "Xuanmu, let it go!" Yanran is dead...... Those who live must live......"
Before Yun Hai's words were finished, he was punched hard by Xuan Mu, and his mouth was full of blood.
"Bastard!" He roared, his gaze too bleak, mixed with too much disappointment and anger.
Xuanmu cried!
Tears smashed into Yunhai's face, drawing down the blood on his face, and then the fist stopped, frozen in mid-air, looking at the sea of clouds whose face was covered with blood and dying, all kinds of past like broken mirrors crossed in front of his eyes, and he couldn't bear to punch anymore.
Quiet, dead silence.
Jiujiu Xuanmu got up, his scarred body pulled out a long shadow under the light and shadow, covering Yunhai's body, and he said, "Lu Yunhai, what if it's Xia Mo who dies?" "It's like drinking a stick on the head.
yes~ What if it's Xia Mo who dies?
Will he forgive, will he let go of hatred and revenge?
People are so selfish, and in the face of conflict, they will reflexively defend their own interests and defend the people they want to protect.
What's more, Xia Mo is the weakness of Yunhai, his childhood sweetheart, and his first love, he doesn't want anyone to hurt her, even if she really does something wrong, he will still aggressively defend her, try to protect her, and even excuse her, but he has never put himself in someone else's position and empathy.
And now such an ending, is it his retribution?
In the silent intensive care unit, he lowered his head, clasped her hand, his shoulders trembled slightly, and let out a low whimper, lonely and sad.
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Xuanmu dropped out of school, and Nanhua no longer had anything worth remembering him.
It had been the place of all his fond memories, but now it was a nightmare he couldn't get rid of.
Xuan Mu originally wanted to study abroad, but it was because of Yanran before, but now he just wants to leave here as soon as possible.
He still has things to do before he goes abroad...... Go see Yanran.
He hadn't seen her until the accident.
He has many reasons, busy unraveling the reason for Yanran's suicide, busy taking revenge, but in fact, the reason that he is holding him back is that he is afraid of facing the fact that Yanran is dead, and he has no shame to face her.
He hated Xia Mo and hated the sea of clouds...... He tortured them in the most brutal way he could think of, but he was unwilling to admit that he was responsible for Yanran's death.
As Xia Mo said, it was he who pushed Yanran into hell with his own hands.
If he could protect Yanran that day, if he didn't hand over the drunken Yanran to Xia Mo...... It was he who killed Yanran, it was he who killed the beautiful and pure girl who was like a lily blooming in the valley.
Xuanmu didn't even know where Yanran was buried, and he didn't get to see her for the last time.
He came to Grandma Gu's house, the wind in October was very cold, the blowing people hurt, the big banyan tree in the yard had been dyed with a withered yellow color, with the cold wind rolling up the dead leaves on the ground, a rocking chair under the old banyan tree swayed back and forth in the wind, making a monotonous creaking sound, sounding in the empty courtyard, exuding a faint sadness.
The rocking chair belonged to Grandma Gu, who liked to nap in the shade of a tree when the weather was good, but now it was covered with a thick layer of ash, with withered yellow fallen leaves between the cracks, and it seemed that no one had used it for a long time.
The sky was gray, a large area of dark clouds pressed over the yard, maybe the weather was too cold, the yard was empty, empty, too deserted, coupled with the falling autumn leaves, exuding the atmosphere of decay and loneliness, even the little yellow dog at the door of Yanran's house hid in the kennel, occasionally making a sound of humm, echoing in the cold courtyard, as if some kind of mournful roar.
"Hey~ Who are you looking for?" Uncle Zhang noticed that someone was standing outside the house, and poked his head out of the door and asked. He worked the night shift last night, and he just got up to wash his face, and he still had a towel around his neck.
This kid has been standing here stupidly for a while, and I don't know who he is looking for, he looks strangely good-looking, and he is tall, but his face is not very good, too white, too thin!
Xuanmu came back to his senses at this time, "I'll look for ...... Grandma Gu! He just didn't dare to go in, he didn't dare to face Yanran's relatives.
"Alas...... Grandma Gu is gone! Uncle Zhang sighed and said.
Gone? Xuanmu was stunned for a moment, not understanding the meaning of this sentence.
"Where did you go? Moved? There was an anxious look on his pale face.
Autumn whistled by, blowing up fallen leaves on the ground and hovering at his feet, making a slight noise.
"Alas! This kid! Grandma Gu passed away last month, and it will be the first seven ...... in a few days."
Later, he didn't hear a word of what Uncle Zhang was saying, his head was buzzing, and his intuitive heart was twisted by something, and his nose was sour.
He looked at the closed door of Grandma Gu's house, his brows were tightly locked, and the corners of his eyes were filled with tears.
Imagine that the closed door was opened, and Grandma Gu and Yanran would come out of it, take his hand and tell him to go in to eat.
Passed away, a month ago, these words exploded in his ears.
A month ago, Yanran also left......
It's all gone...... (To be continued......)