Huahua is embarrassed to pull~ hehe! But the story is over soon, hold on, hold on, hold on!!

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Sometimes people are really ironic in this life, some people you have loved all your life, when you love your heart is a little honey, your eyes are crooked, the corners of your mouth are raised, and your smile is sunny, as if you have the whole world, and you have a sense of satisfaction that you have nothing to ask for after the merit is complete.

There are also people you have hated all your life, and when you hate them, you grit your teeth and are extremely hideous, and you swear that you will crush, tear and destroy that person in this life......

So between love and hate, time passes in a trance and a blur, creating a life that you can't imagine.

16 or 7 years old is known as the flower season and the rainy season of life, what a strange age, how embarrassing the age, only a year apart, from the blossoming flowers to the sorrowful rain, and youth itself is not fickle and impulsive.

Just like them at that time, advocating happiness and hatred, love and hate, extreme panic, insecurity, and suddenly feel that life is nothing more than this, there is wine today and drunk today, chic and fun, crazy and laughing is not bad.

Suddenly, I woke up like a dream, worried about my future and future, and the pressure from all sides and the fear of the unknown world forced me to cheer up, arm myself, and increase my bargaining chips to deal with the world full of gunpowder.

So they occasionally weep inexplicably sadly. Occasionally disillusioned and cynical in the world. Occasionally, I will convince myself that I choose to ignore it, pretend that I don't understand anything, don't care about anything, and run away blindfolded.

They protest and struggle with the world in different ways. I also worked harder than anyone else to learn to adapt to the world...... The world as they know it.

Learn to live according to the rules of adults, learn to hide your true emotions like adults, and learn to play tricks and be smart like adults.

This is the case with Xia Mo...... She thinks she knows enough about the rules of survival in the adult world, and pretentiously thinks that as long as she wants, there is nothing she can't get, let alone someone who dares to snatch what belongs to her from her.

Does she love Xuanmu? Until now, she still can't figure out whether she is really in love with him, or if she wants to hit Yanran in the name of falling in love with him.

Or, she just hated the feeling of being taken away, as if the princess, who had always been proud and worshipped, was slapped in public. Both self-esteem and vanity were far beyond her endurance. So she spared no effort and tried to snatch Xuanmu over by all means.

Very naïve, yes, now it seems that she was too naïve at the beginning. willful, rebellious, self-righteous...... Like most kids at that age. So it should also be tolerated and forgiven, as most children are. After all, who is not like this in their youth, accompanied by pain, joy and tears, crying, laughing, fighting, and making trouble...... Growing up itself is the process of tearing apart your own little world.

But in the end, they will all be forgiven. As always, no matter what kind of trouble she caused, after being scolded by Xuanmu and gently comforted by Yunhai, she would silently clean up the aftermath for her, and then continue to spoil and love her as before...... If Yanran doesn't die!

Yes, the premise is that Yanran does not die!

If Yanran lives well, she lives peacefully.

What will be the fate of several of them? At least it won't be like now, and the love that grew up together will be consumed.

The sun shone in through the glass window with the cold iron bar, and the weather seemed to be good for a few days, and the outside world should be sunny, otherwise how could there be such a beautiful light coming in? She looked at the light in her palm of her hand stupidly, the fine dust rose and fell in the light and shadow, she wanted to catch it, but she was destined to catch nothing.

It was a pair of slender and pale hands, the wrists were bandaged with thick gauze, the girl's hair was very long and black, her eyes were hollow, and when she squatted on the ground, her long and smooth hair poured down like a waterfall, touching the ground, she had been sick all the year round, her face was already paler than ordinary people, and she had been imprisoned here not long ago for suicide attempts, and she had not eaten or slept for two days, and the whole person was as weak as if a gust of wind could blow it away.

There were four soft walls here, and there was only one window at the very top of the room, and she couldn't climb up or escape...... Scold! You can't die if you want to.

The most common thing to do every day is to stare blankly at the sunlight that spills in from that window, and after a long time, you can see a circle of halos, and see the people you want to see and the life you want to live in the confusion.

In another room, he stood in front of the monitor, his eyes shrunken, tears flashing, his fists clenched, and he made a gurgling sound.

"Doesn't that mean her condition has gradually stabilized?" He said, his voice quiet, his eyes fixed on the emaciated girl in the monitor.

"Since coming here, her condition has indeed improved a lot, no longer hysterical shouting, even speaking some simple words, her mood has been stable, the nurse will take her out for a walk when the weather is good two days ago, she seems to like it very much, and she eats more than before. It's just that day, I don't know what's wrong? When he came back from a walk, he broke into the nurse and snatched the scissors from the nurse's hand...... I think she must have been stimulated by the environment. ”

"Environmental stimuli?" He turned, his eyes sinking.

When he first got off the plane, the snow on the ground was very thick, which indicated that there was a snow here not long ago, a snow that evoked Xia Mo's memories.

That winter, there was also a heavy snowfall, and it snowed for several nights in a row, and the snow was falling outside the window, and the world was decorated with pure white, and it was so bright in the sun that people couldn't open their eyes.

So the whole four of them frolicked and joked, the weather was cold, even the exhaled air would condense into a white mist in the air, their cheeks and nose were frozen red, and even their eyelashes were wrapped in a layer of frost, and they built snowmen and had snowball fights in the snowflakes.

Chasing, playing, playing, laughing brightly and movingly, the bright sun is warmer than the sunshine in the sky, the play is too crazy, too tired, they simply lie in the thick snow, like lying in a pile of cotton, pillow arms looking at the clear sky like the sea.

"It would be nice if the four of us could keep playing like this." Yunhaidao.

"Yes, definitely." Xuanmu Dao, for them at that time, they were convinced of this.

"We can go to a university, so that we will still be four people in the future, and we will always be together." Xia Mo held Yanran's hand tightly and smiled brightly.

Yes, it was Xia Mo who said that, she said: "Four people, always together." ”

The reality is that the people you thought they would be together forever end up parting ways, the promises you thought they would fulfill end up being bitter memories, and the last sentence on the last page of the fairy tale book that you believe in: "The princess and prince live happily ever after" is ultimately just the luck of a very few...... (To be continued.) )