"You are not responsible for this. People are bad, even if it's not because of you, next time it's because of something else. Xu Yue said, "You don't have to blame yourself too much. Isn't it too dangerous for you to be here now, though? ”

Qian Weimin dared to plan this in broad daylight, so he shouldn't have much fear of Chen Ya.

"I don't have to worry about that." Chen Ya did not say what the reason was.

After the words fell, the two of them did not speak for a long time, and the ward was quiet for a long time.

In the end, it was Chen Ya who opened his mouth first, "How are you doing in the past few years?" We're all looking for you. ”

"It's good, except that the event is not as convenient as it used to be." Xu Yuelin said self-deprecatingly.

Because of the fat on his body, he has always been relatively slow.

"Do you know how long you've been unconscious?" Chen Ya said, "You have been in a coma for more than half a month, and now that you look like yourself, maybe you can look in the mirror." ”

"Huh?" Xu Yuelin glanced at him, and then Chen Ya took a mirror from the side and put it in front of her, "Look at what you look like now?" ”

Xu Yuelin was a little stunned when she saw it.

Inside the mirror, it is indeed itself, but it is more like the self of a few years ago. The fat on his cheeks has decreased a lot, and he no longer shakes when he says a word.

"Thin." Xu Yuelin laughed.

Chen Ya has watched her lose weight rapidly in the past few days, "If you continue like this, you will have to return to your previous appearance." Won't you meet them then? ”

Xu Yuelin was silent. If she goes back, then what's the point of her departure in the past few years?

"I still want to ask you, why did you leave in the first place?" Chen Ya asked.

Xu Yuelin shook her head. "I'm sorry, but I can't tell you about that."

Chen Ya's eyes were full of gloom, "I thought that with our relationship, we should be able to talk about everything." ”

"No, it's not. It's not just you, it's everyone else, whoever it is. I won't tell him the answer. Xu Yuelin said.

"Well, for your privacy, then I'll just ask."

"What about you? When to meet them? Chen Ya continued to ask. Everyone has been looking for her for so long. Now that someone has finally found it, it doesn't seem good if you leave like this without saying a word.

Before, Chen Hua said that he wanted to tell other people the news, but he chose to let her hide it first. But in the end, he didn't hide it. They all came. When Yuelin was unconscious. Before she was awake. But they all left in a hurry. In order not to embarrass her.

See them?

Xu Yuelin was in a trance. If she wants to say goodbye, what's the point of all the years she's been away from before?

Seeing that she hadn't spoken, Chen Ya couldn't help but sigh, "Other people, if you feel hesitant, forget it." And what about him? Aren't you going to see him either? ”

"I didn't think about it." Xu Yuelin naturally knew who the "he" he was talking about, "I probably won't see him again in the future." ”

"Don't you want me to hide your tracks!" Chen Ya smiled bitterly, "It seems that you really didn't notice anything." In this car accident, you were seriously injured. It can be said that he almost died. Do you know who saved you? ”

"Who?"

"The team doctor in your team. It was at the most critical time that he rushed over. Then push you into the operating room, so now you're still with your eyes open. An ordinary doctor would have such a powerful medical skill? ”

Xu Yuelin was silent, if there was no accident, she would have died by now.

"Also, the food chef on your team. His skills are comparable to those of a Michelin-starred restaurant, do you think you can meet such a good chef casually? ”

Xu Yuelin's expression finally moved slightly, "What do you want to say?" ”

"Also, the development of Guohuan in the past few years can be described as rapid. However, at the current level of construction in our country, if we want to improve the environment, we must make concessions on top of the economy. Economic benefits equalize political performance, and those officials might do the same? Not all places can be Ping'an Town. Guohuan has offended too many people along the way, but it is still developing smoothly, do you think this is reasonable? ”

Hearing Chen Ya say, Xu Yuelin's heartbeat was also fast, and she had already thought of a possibility.

"Why have you been so comfortable in the past few years? Because the high-level people within the national ring, who are almost aimed at you, will either be fired or transferred. ”

"But isn't this all done by Uncle Chen?" Xu Yuelin asked.

"My dad is honest, he doesn't have the confidence to do such a thing now." The high-level people who can enter the national ring are also people with relatively high status, and directly let such a person get out, Chen Ya feels that his father really can't say such a thing when he is like this.

Xu Yuelin's hand on the bed trembled slightly, "You mean he found me a long time ago, right?" And always around me? ”

Chen Ya looked at her and felt that she had really lost completely. In the past, maybe he thought he could compete with Gu Jingzhou, but now he really admires the five-body throw. Yue Lin will definitely be happy in the future when she is with such a person.

"Think about it. Don't let down those who love you. Chen Ya stood up, "It's not early, I'll go back first." You can call me directly or talk to the nurse when you have to. ”

"Okay, goodbye." Her whole body was still sore, and she couldn't make any big movements.

After Chen Ya left, her emotions have never been able to calm down.

It turned out that he had been silently watching him behind him all these years. He doesn't have any sweet words about his kindness, but he doesn't penetrate into this gentleness all the time.

is so affectionate, how can you bear to live up to it.

Xu Yuelin was a bit like she wanted to cry.

It's really impossible not to be impressed.

She originally thought that after a long time, the two of them would be estranged even if their relationship was good in the past. And that's what experience has always told her. Even when I was young, my childhood sweetheart didn't guess. But as long as they don't meet, the relationship will always be rusty and faded, and then gradually have their own lives. Gradually forget each other.

At the beginning, she was ready, and since she decided to leave, even if she couldn't let go of it, she would definitely not bother again.

However, if there are two people who are separated, only one person is unwilling to let go, and there will always be an invisible thread implicated.

Now. Going around and around, I still can't escape after all.

This world is really too warm, and she is reluctant to leave. You can't help but indulge in it. Can't help yourself.

If in the past, she could still convince herself to let herself go. But now, on the side of the relatives. On one side is the lover. Two emotions were tugging at her, making her reluctant to give up.

Holding the pillow and thinking about it all the time, before I knew it, it was already dark. After the nurse left, Xu Yuelin lay alone in the ward, looking at the dark air. By this time it was early summer. The air is cool, neither hot nor cold, and it is the time to be comfortable.

It was at this time. The door to the ward was opened, and the sound was very soft. The footsteps of the man walking in were very soft. If you don't listen carefully, you won't hear it.

Xu Yuelin didn't sleep, listening to the voice approaching her step by step, her heartbeat accelerated a little.

After a while, it seemed as if someone sat down next to her. There was no light in the room, so he couldn't see that the person lying on the bed was actually with his eyes open.

He sat there all the time, not speaking or moving. It's as if being by her side is enough.

In the dark, Xu Yuelin's eyes kept wide open, and tears slipped from the corners of her eyes on the pillow, and immediately wet the pillow. She didn't speak either, just listened to the other person's breathing.

I don't know how long it took, but the voice sounded again. Then Xu Yuelin felt that he was covering himself with a quilt, looking at the skillful movements, it shouldn't be like the first time he did it.

The hand gently covered him, and Xu Yuelin could feel that he stiffened a little.

Gripping his hand tightly, he wanted to say a lot of words, but he could only keep shedding tears.

I really don't know if it's my luck or my misfortune to meet you.

He finally relaxed, let her grasp his hand, and sat down in the chair next to him.

Neither of them spoke, but a thousand words were silent.

Xu Yuelin didn't know how she slept through, and when the sunlight poured in outside, the ward was empty. The nurse came in to change her dressing and clothes, and after that, the room was quiet again.

I don't know what love is, but every time I think of him, my mood will inexplicably change for the better, or for the worse!

You see, because I know that you are by your side again, the emotions that I was entangled with before are gone.

I'm pretty sure of my feelings, I haven't seen you in all these years, and it hasn't changed. I am very happy to know that your friendship for me has not changed.

When you're in a good mood, you'll have more to eat. After eating, I occasionally saw the gold placed next to me, and I didn't know if it was an illusion, but I always felt that I was thinner than yesterday.

At night, at the same time, agreed place, the doors of the wards were pushed open together.

Xu Yuelin's heart began to beat wildly with the movement of the door.

"Ahem." Xu Yuelin was no longer reserved, "You're here?" When do you say I won't have to go to the hospital? I don't like hospitals at all. ”

"Come on, lie down for a few more days." Gu Jingzhou's voice was very peaceful, "You are online alone during the day, will you feel very bored?" ”

"It's okay to be bored. It's just that you can't move it drastically. I can read a book or something. Xu Yuelin said, "By the way, are you so busy every day?" ”

Gu Jingzhou thought for a while, "I can ask for leave." ”

"If you take a leave of absence, won't your boss chase me with a knife?" Xu Yuelin laughed. Then she noticed that there was only her laughter in the quiet front ward, and she couldn't help but immediately stop laughing. Well, it seems like she hasn't laughed so loud in a long time...... If you're not careful, you're not reserved......

"Don't worry, my boss will never chase down his daughter-in-law with a knife."

"......" Xu Yuelin was stunned for a moment, and then her face was slightly red, but there was another emotion fermenting in her heart.

"Gu Jingzhou." She shouted softly.

Someone walked by in the darkness and reached out to hold her, "I'm here." ”

Xu Yuelin touched his hand, then touched his face, and after touching his lips, he grabbed his neck and kissed him.

The breath of the two people blended, although she couldn't see his face, Xu Yuelin really wanted to want to be like this for the two of them to go on like this forever.

However, as soon as I forgot about my feelings, I forgot about the wounds on my body.

"Shhh It hurts. Involved in the wound, Xu Yuelin grinned in pain. Gu Jingzhou hurriedly asked her to lie down.

Who knew that Xu Yuelin didn't let go of his neck, "You sleep with me tonight." ”

"Okay."

Both of them are twenty-six or seventeen years old, and they both have mature minds, and they don't feel that they have to sleep together to have anything or something.

After lying down, Xu Yuelin kept holding his waist, occasionally getting stuck in oil, although this behavior would hurt the wound.

"I've always wanted to ask, when did you find me?"

Gu Jingzhou thought for a while, "In that hotel three years ago. I hear you. Xu Yuelin's voice may not be heard by others, but his insight has always been sharp, and he has always noticed that there is a trace of shrill sound in her voice.

"Ah, that's it." Xu Yuelin also remembered that she saw him with the prime minister that time, "I thought I didn't notice me that time!" I didn't think you would recognize me, so why didn't you come to me at that time? ”

"If I'm looking for you, will you be willing to see me?" Gu Jingzhou asked rhetorically. His worries at that time had always been the same, no matter who he was, he was definitely unwilling to show his worst side.

"Probably not." If you're so ugly, don't show him. "By the way, you've been with Su Duyu all these years, why haven't you two called?" After all, it's an official match, so it's probably possible to be tempted all of a sudden.

"She is Grandpa Wang's granddaughter." Gu Jingzhou said, "If it weren't for you, no accident, I would have married her." "Anyway, there is no one you like, and it is the same with whoever you are with.

"Oh...... What if I'm gone? Xu Yuelin muttered. She had a little bit to know the answer.

"I don't know. As long as you're around, I won't have that thought. ”

Xu Yuelin didn't know what to say for a while.

"Forget it, let's not talk about it. Let's talk about another thing, I had a car accident, how to deal with this matter? She suffered such a big loss, and her friend Yang Wei also lost his life because of it, just let that person go like that, it is obviously impossible. (To be continued......)