Chapter 467
In fact, she really doesn't want to pursue Fang Zhongqun anything, as long as she doesn't spend a lot of money, the money she makes now is enough for her and her daughter to live a lifetime, as long as Fang Zhongqun can look at the face of her old classmates and let her daughter find her father's feeling from him.
Compared with looking for others, she is still more at ease with this old classmate who used to be more familiar, unlike others who don't know the details.
"It seems that you have made up your mind, okay, I won't say anything, I bless you." Lin Zixian spit out a mouthful of smoke, let go of the little selfish knot, and joked calmly: "If you encounter any trouble in the future, you can come to me at any time, I will always be your Brother Lin, if you have difficulties, you will find Brother Lin, respond to requests, and ensure that it is more effective than the Bodhisattva in the temple." ”
Tong Yunan's white face showed incomparable gratitude, this man had helped him too much, and he couldn't repay it.
At the same time, there was a faint hint of melancholy on her face, she did not deny that she liked him, but such a good man with such excellent conditions in all aspects, how could a woman who was unmarried and pregnant and dragged her daughter worthy of him? People want to have good looks, money and money, and there is no shortage of beauties around them, and they really don't deserve it, so they can only think about it in their hearts.
This is a dream of unrequited love with a secret inferiority, and I don't even dare to confide in it.
"Be happy, that's a good thing." Lin Zixian pinched off his cigarette butt, stood up and stretched his strong arms, and his bones crackled and made a chest expansion exercise. He smiled faintly: "Later, I will ask people to transfer this shop from my name to yours, and it will be regarded as a wedding gift I gave you in advance." ”
"How can this work, it's too expensive." Tong Yunan stood up and said with a look of trepidation.
Lin Zixian waved his hand and said, "If I give you, take it." Since you treat me as a big brother, don't be polite to me. When a sister gets married, it's normal for the eldest brother to give a dowry. What's more, marrying someone else must also have the capital to be self-reliant, so that you can advance and retreat freely in the future. If you can be self-reliant, you won't suffer too many grievances from others in the future, and it's always good to be prepared. Don't worry, I'll find a way to revitalize this store and won't let it become a burden to you. ”
These words made Tong Yunan very grateful, people were so good to themselves, they didn't ask for anything in return, and refused again: "You've helped me enough." I can't accept such a valuable gift. ”
Lin Zixian shook his head and said, "You don't have to think too much, to be honest, this shop is under my name, which is not a good thing." Even if you don't get married, I have to transfer it to you this time, otherwise it will be inconvenient for me to operate under my name. Listen to me, and that's it. ”
He is not comforting Tong Yunan, but he is now in the capacity of a cardinal archbishop of the Holy See. If you hit Pope Paul's idea again, it is easy to gossip. It will make people mistakenly believe that the Holy See is taking advantage of the opportunity to make money, and it will make Paul more and more afraid to agree to advertise.
At this point, Tong Yunan looked at the man with a complicated expression and said, "Brother Lin, thank you." Tears were already grooming in the corners of his eyes.
"There's nothing to thank, as long as you're happy in the future. It's the biggest reward for me, and it's not in vain. After Lin Zixian finished speaking, he glanced at Tong Feifei who was playing on the side with some emotion, and couldn't help laughing: "It's really cheap Fang Zhongqun's guy, our beautiful Yu Nan in Yingxue Apartment was hugged by him, I don't know how many people will envy him." ”
Tong Yunan bit her lip and shook her head: "Not every man will covet a woman's beauty. ”
"Is there such a man in the world?" Lin Zixian laughed heartily: "Unless there is a physical problem, it is almost the same, it is natural for men to like beautiful women and women to like handsome guys, and it is understandable." ”
I thought, if you weren't so beautiful and incomparable, what kind of Fang Zhongqun could stay here with big eyes for the New Year? If you're an ugly bastard, try it.
Tong Yunan looked up at him and said, "At least Brother Lin is not this kind of person. ”
"Uh......" Lin Zixian touched his nose a little ashamedly, and said embarrassedly: "I'm not as noble as you say, I actually like beautiful women the most, and when I see beautiful women, I can't walk." ”
He sighed again in his heart, and made a pertinent evaluation of himself, if it weren't for women, he was only afraid that there would be a lot less trouble, and he would live a much more comfortable life, and this life would be planted in the hands of women, otherwise he was afraid that he would have already broken away from the rivers and lakes, and accompanied the old man to live in seclusion in the mountains and forests, but now there are too many things that cannot be let go, and he will continue to wrestle in right and wrong.
"That's... Does Brother Lin think I'm a beauty? Tong Yunan suddenly couldn't help but ask a sentence in a trembling voice.
Lin Zixian was stunned for a moment, and then cried and laughed: "Yu Nan, aren't you burying people?" If even you are not a beauty, then there is no beauty in this world. ”
"That's... Why doesn't Brother Lin like me? Is it because of my unclean past? Tong Yunan's heartstrings fluttered again, and when he said this, his head hung very low, his heart was like a beating deer, and he was a little nervous and suffocated.
She didn't know how she would have the courage to say such a thing, but when faced with a real choice, she could no longer control her feelings. She had realized that this might be the last or only chance to try, and if it was really impossible, she would resign herself to her fate.
Lin Zixian was completely stunned, this was clearly confessing to himself, to accept or not to accept?
Tong Yunan didn't dare to raise his head, his face turned red and white, he was a little dizzy with nervousness, and kept asking himself, why did he say such a thing? Why do you say such things? What does Brother Lin think of himself?
Lin Zixian, who had been staring at her for a long time, finally shook his head lightly and said, "I'm a normal man, how can I not like a beautiful woman like you by my side." But liking someone can't be built on the basis of hurting her, I've hurt too many people, and I don't want to hurt your mother and daughter anymore. ”
His words were very sincere, and they were sincere, which could be regarded as a tactful refusal.
But! These words made Tong Yunan, who confided in her heart for the first time, see hope, it turns out that Brother Lin also likes himself?
These words were tantamount to giving her courage, she Huo Ran looked up at him, her chest rose and fell rapidly: "I'm not afraid, if I'm not afraid, will you accept me?" The tone was trembling and trembling.
The gaze was unprecedentedly resolute, and it was the first firm light that emerged after her relationship suffered a heavy blow, but I am afraid that it will also be the last time, if Lin Zixian refuses.
She is also a modern young woman, originally a young and lively girl, but she distorted her original self under the oppression of reality. When she came to the crossroads of her life again, she also wanted to try a chance to choose, and no matter how gloomy her her life was, there would always be a time when she had a glimmer of hope.
Lin Zi took out a cigarette and lit it in a muffled voice, took a few deep breaths, and felt messy, completely messed up, he was still giving the dowry just now, how did it become like this in a blink of an eye.
Wandering around the flowers, he naturally felt that he was attractive to women, some complacency and stinky beauty were inevitable, but some women could afford to play, and some women couldn't afford to play. Of course, he likes a beauty like Tong Yunan, but he can say in his conscience that it's okay to play, it's really inappropriate for the two to be together, and they are not people from the same world at all.
Once he accepted her, it meant that he had to let her share the risks she brought, and to be honest, he was afraid of involving too many of these women who did not have the slightest ability to protect themselves, this kind of woman was unable to protect herself when she encountered a dispute in kindergarten, and she made a big killing of herself, which was very, very inappropriate.
But he also knew that Tong Yunan would have to say such a thing, how much courage it would take, and he couldn't afford to hurt it. This is really a dilemma for him, and it is not easy to refuse directly and accept it.
Tong Yunan saw the hesitation on his face, his ten fingers were cut into the flesh of his palm, his face turned pale, and he said with some despair: "Brother Lin, I know what you mean, I don't deserve you, I have to think too much, I'm sorry." ”
Lin Zixian suddenly said a little helplessly: "Yu Nan, you want to be crooked, I really don't want to bother you, what kind of person am I, how dangerous my world is, you don't understand it at all." In fact, you have also seen that there are many women around me, which is not fair to you. ”
Tong Yunan's face was pale and said: "Brother Lin, if I can say such things, I know what I care about and what I don't care about, your so-called involvement and fairness really don't matter to me, I never thought of asking for too much...... I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said such things to make you embarrassed, I understand what you mean, you just make me hot-headed, don't take my words today to heart, I'm really sorry! ”
Her inferiority complex and ashamed appearance made Lin Zixian worry about it, he couldn't bear this, he was forced by Tong Yunan to bite his teeth and said: "Yu Nan, you really don't care about me and other women?" ”
Tong Yunan, whose heart had fallen to the bottom, raised his head to look at him in a daze when he heard this, and shook his head again and again after a while: "I don't care, I'm not qualified to care about this." ”
The more she looks like she loves humbly, the more she can't bear it, this guy has weaknesses in this regard, maybe it's because men naturally want to protect weak women. Didn't he just look at other people's pity and help others with indiscriminate sympathy?
Lin Zixian smoked one cigarette after another, turned around in place several times in a row, and finally snuffed out the cigarette butt in the ashtray, and beckoned to Tong Yunan on the opposite side of the desk: "Come here." ”
Tong Yunan didn't know how he walked in front of him, Lin Zixian suddenly reached out and hugged her soft waist and hugged her. Tong Yunan couldn't help but be clever and trembled, he hadn't tasted this kind of warm feeling for a long time.
Lin Zixian looked at Tong Feifei, who was lying on the sofa and fell asleep unknowingly, and then stared at Tong Yunan's beautiful face, and said with a smile: "If you don't mind, from today onwards, I will be Feifei's rightful father." ”
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