(299), you don't want much
On the third day of sending medicine, Mo Ye asked Wu Shu to teach him martial arts, he refused again, and finally in the ridicule, Mo Ye learned that Wu Shuben was the young master of a scholarly family, but it was a pity that the world was unfair and the fate was bumpy, which made Mo Ye sigh for a while.
On the fourth day of delivering the medicine, Mo Ye almost begged Wu Shu to teach her martial arts, but of course Wu Shu still refused with a straight face. So at the end, Mo Ye was like a laipi kid who grabbed the sleeves of his elders and kept clamoring for candy, and kept shouting, "Fifth Uncle-". Fortunately, the Dongfeng Building, which was full of pleasure seekers, was noisy enough, so that no one would notice the child on the roof who repeatedly shouted two monotonous words, but Wu Shu's face was even darker, which was not very good.
On the fifth day of delivery......
In fact, there is only one thing that Mo Ye can take advantage of, and there is only one thing that can be entangled in front of Wu Shu but does not provoke him to leave with his sleeves flicked away, and that is his sense of responsibility.
The Night Walker, who was on a mission for a child for the first time, had already seen Mo Ye throw bowls. And for this child who had just suffered a tragedy that was almost wiped out, there was a concern in his heart, which made him have to accompany her until he saw her finish drinking the medicine.
He doesn't have the power to pick and choose assignments, and he doesn't do as many assignments a year, so he has to be patient. In fact, the accumulation of experience in missions in the past few years has allowed him to practice strong patience. But now, for the first time, he felt that this patience was about to be exhausted in the past few days.
He suddenly understood why the recently deceased adult had such a gentle temperament; But at the same time, he was a little confused, people with such a heart are really not suitable for survival in officialdom......
"Fifth uncle, what are you thinking?"
Just as Wu Shu was thinking about these in his heart and was slightly distracted, Mo Yedi suddenly interrupted his thoughts. Wu Shu, who slowly lowered his gaze with the silence just now, raised his eyes to look at Mo Ye after coming back to his senses, and the change in his expression made it more and more obvious that he was thinking about something just now, which made Mo Ye feel novel.
Mo Ye moved his lips. was about to speak, but Wu Shu took a step ahead of her, and said in a cold tone: "Don't beg me to teach you martial arts." ”
Mo Ye was stunned when he heard this, and then sighed in his heart, this cold gentleman finally has time to be impatient, but what he insists on refusing to give in is still something that he can't shake, what should he do?
Just when Mo Ye was also slightly distracted, he suddenly heard Wu Shu, who had been silent for a long time, say again: "I brought two things today, you can only choose one." First, you can get one thing; Second. You can go somewhere. ”
A hint of novelty appeared in Mo Ye's eyes, she didn't make a sound immediately, only touched one of her earlobes and groaned for a moment before looking at Wu Shu and smiling: "Fifth uncle." When did you suddenly become so good? ”
Wu Shu's face changed strangely. Immediately, he turned his gaze away, no longer looking at Mo Ye's inquisitive eyes, only focusing his gaze on the endless void where the lights and the night were entangled, and then said lightly: "These two things are related to your master, so they should have been handed over to you." It has nothing to do with what I mean. ”
Wu Shu's words were like a scoop of cold water suddenly poured into the boiling soup, and after Mo Ye heard this, his eyes suddenly sank. And Wu Shu seemed to have expected it, so between openings, he turned his gaze away.
After being silent for a long time, Mo Ye said in a low voice: "Does my master still have something left for me?" ”
"It shouldn't be what he left for you." Wu Shu looked at the night sky. Said slowly: "That thing was held tightly in his hand until he died, but he didn't say who he wanted to give it to. However, after his death, several of his best friends in Kyoto refused to accept it. ”
Mo Ye's eyebrows moved. Holding his breath, he said, "I don't want it either, I'll choose the second thing." ”
Wu Shu suddenly turned his head and looked at Mo Ye with a strange expression, and he had a faint feeling in his heart that he had been calculated.
However he didn't really pursue anything, because he felt. In the two things he talked about today, he couldn't hold back the details of this child who suddenly lost the only relative in the world. Maybe it's a similar experience. made him feel some empathy, which provoked pity in his heart.
With a light breath, he said: "Lord Lin is buried in the Loyal Martyrs' Mausoleum, the Imperial Mausoleum, and it is heavily guarded, this time I will take you there, you are ready." ”
A crescent moon rising in the sky was extremely faint, but the frosty moonlight seemed to stain the night air with a hint of coldness. Mo Ye took a deep breath, couldn't help coughing, and then said in a somewhat hoarse voice: "The relics that can be given to me are only those that others don't want, and even the tomb can only be worshiped once, is it because people's hearts are cold, or do I want too much?" ”
Wu Shu's eyes drooped slightly, and he did not speak.
There was silence again.
After a long time, Mo Ye sighed and said slowly as if talking to himself: "I am very puzzled by one thing. Master took care of me growing up, and it is undeniable that I am very dependent on Him, and I have been by His side for many years, so He should have cared for me. But why didn't he allow me to see him on his deathbed? In terms of time, this would have been in time. ”
"A few days ago, your love fluctuated a lot, and your calm heart was not as good as it is now." Wu Shu was no longer silent, but his tone of voice was still not much gentle, "You don't know yet, the fire in the Lin Mansion is very strange, and even the metal sword weapons that fell in the courtyard house have softened and deformed after being burned in that fire. Lord Lin, who was rescued from such a sea of fire, eventually died of burns, and you won't know how terrible the burned person looked. ”
Mo Ye was stunned, and after only a moment's work, she felt the tearing pain in her heart return. With a frown, she didn't think much about it and lifted the medicine urn she was holding in her hand.
The fishy and bitter soup poured into his throat, but all Mo Ye felt was numbness. But she remembered that she had felt this kind of feeling before, and the reason why she suddenly didn't feel bitterness was because there was a bitterness that came from her heart, diluting the bitterness in her mouth.
Wu Shu paused and then said, "You don't want much, but you don't know much." In the state you were in a few days ago, if you look at the person who burned Yan zhòng, you will probably remember that scene for the rest of your life. Let you carry gray memories for a lifetime, this should not be the result that your master wants to see, and you should not question the thoughts of adults so easily. ”
Mo Ye slowly lowered his head.
Wu Shu's words made her clearly realize that there were indeed many places where her ideas were inappropriate. However, when she had inappropriate thoughts, who accurately reminded her? The most people around her said to her were that she was still young and didn't need to think about it.
But now, the previous stable and uneventful living environment has gone wrong, and she can no longer be an ignorant child waiting for others to tell her. But at this time, there is still no one who can tell her what is the right idea and what is wrong.
She lacked someone with whom she could really exchange ideas without hesitation.
Many years later, Mo Ye learned that the reason why the people close to her when she was a teenager would hide everything from her was because the life experience and parents she was looking for were the most taboo in the world.
And when she decided not to wait any longer, and to rely on her own strength to reveal these confusions, and there was still no one who could really build her up along the way, she would tear apart layer by layer the path paved for her by the previous generation, including her master, and direct her life in another direction.
Of course, the current Mo Ye has not yet learned about it. She was just looking at Wu Shu at the moment, and some expectations suddenly rose in her heart, but soon she sighed silently and gave up.
Then she thought of Shi Yi. I remember the last time I saw him, he questioned the guards outside the house, and when we finally parted, he promised to go up to the little attic again, just to help her find out about it......
Don't...... What did he find?
That's why 'goodbye'?
A sneer quietly appeared on Mo Ye's mouth, and a sense of boredom was blocked in her heart, which made her a little unbearable and wanted to stand on the top of Dongfeng Tower and shout a few times to relieve her chest.
Having said that, Shi Yi and Grandpa Qu 'said goodbye' together, which reminded her of her aunt leaving, is the similarity between the two things forced by the urgency of the situation, or because it was done by one person?
If Wu Shu had gotten along with Mo Ye before, he would definitely be surprised to see the sneer on Mo Ye's face. However, because he doesn't understand what Mo Ye used to be like, it's easy for him to confuse the assessment of adults with the assessment of children.
Seeing that Wu Shu, who saw Mo Ye sneering, did not show much other feelings, and when he saw that she had finished drinking the medicine, he was ready to pack up the medicine delivery utensils and leave.
Picking up the medicine jar, he just calmly instructed: "I will come to you early tomorrow morning." This is something that Lord Li guarantees, but it is always a bit unjustifiable to bring you into the Imperial Tomb, so please don't alarm others. ”
Mo Ye could understand that if he let the other people in the building know that he was going to worship Lin Shan tomorrow, it was likely that someone would want to go with him, and the pressure on Li Gai's side would increase a lot.
However, the thought of worshipping her master and walking so quietly still felt uncomfortable in her heart, especially the sentence "the name is not right", which made her a little annoyed, and in the deliberate patience, the expression on her face became a little strange.
Of course, this strange look did not escape the attention of Wu Shudi.
Wu Shu was originally going to leave directly with the big medicine jar, but he finally couldn't help but speak: "You said that the relics of Lord Lin that were originally going to be given to you are something that no one else wants, but in fact, it is not true, maybe it is because it can only be kept by you, so others will choose not to overstep." And the tomb is standing there, and if you want to go, you can't go. Many things in this world are made by people, so there must be a way for someone to reach and manipulate, just whether you want to find it or not. ”