I can't see the future,

I want to coax to death, but I am desolate.

Once you said, don't look back;

I obediently walked forward alone.

I am driven by this fate,

The dazzling light was full of frustration and frenzy, but there was no grass;

I know I'm insatiable, I want a lot, but it's just a bunch of giant monsters.

***

I am so afraid of the day when the profit and loss alternate,

can only be dragged in the all-night sleep.

The sky and the sea are intricate, plummeting into the sky, deep ditches, shrinking and withering;

The clouds do not tolerate each other, the flowers are thirsty and yoked, and the joy is gone;

One day I will be an adult, and the poor thing is that I don't even have anyone around to mourn.

One qiē will be exhausted, and there will be no more.

…………

My name is Aso, and I was born in a prison.

Living with me are a group of monsters and giants with empty physiques, simple thinking, brutal and willful, and arrogant and unruly.

I was raised by Shiso and the food that my uncles had stolen away from hunting, and although I was often half-cooked or overcooked, I was always able to feast on it.

I never knew how to chew slowly, I only gobbled it up, and people said that I was hungry or hungry, or I swallowed dates, I just knew how refreshing it was to fill my stomach with them.

I was called a little princess by them, and I had developed in my bones the arrogance of giving orders, and smugness was the norm, but they were never angry with me.

Not arrogance, but pampering.

This is a rarity for these uncles with thick lines. But I never cared.

What the hell am I pretending...... I didn't even call out "Mom and Dad"!

I was wrong! I know it's wrong!

I know I'm completely wrong about this......

I shouldn't have run away, I shouldn't have cheated on me, I shouldn't have acted recklessly, I shouldn't have ......

I haven't said I'm sorry yet, I haven't called you yet!

But what to do? I've lost you......

"How could I lose you...... How so? How could it be!

I don't believe it!

Maomao, yesterday, you just let me sit on your shoulder and slide me around.

Ichimoku, in the morning、You just taught me to braid my braids。

Call...... Six-legged, I just fed you meat and meat before......

Uh-huh...... Uncle Giant, I ......

That's a lie, isn't it? All lie to me! Big liar! It's all big liars! ”

From walking alone to running for his life in the tunnel, the miserable people are screaming with sorrow. I felt my whole face sore and sore. His body was sinking, as if he had been filled with iron.

The darkness blurred in the torrent of tears, the laughter of the past became devastated, and I don't know what words to use to describe the grief of the moment. I just know that I can't afford it.

It's like running for more than a century. Finally came to the exit at the end. I had a strong feeling that just now, my whole life had run out.

I pushed the lid off my head because it was too hard. My hand hurts, but what's the big deal?

It's nothing compared to the wound in my heart at the moment, and I can't even lift my energy to look at it.

One foot was in the groove of the mud wall, and the body stumbled upwards and fell to the ground.

I raised my hand and wiped the tears that were covering my eyes, telling myself that it was all a trivial matter......

If you want to try to live, you can be alone.

You can't cry, you can't lose.

Feeling my teeth chatter and my upper and lower lips chattering, I pushed the sobs back, took a deep breath, and grinned and tried to laugh, but it was ugly.

Except for the tunnels, the outside world is bright, bright to the point of being a little pale.

I looked at the big bunch of miscanthus beside me, from once higher than my head to now just over my shoulders, I have indeed gone through a period of eventful years, but things are different.

A mango flower swayed in front of my eyes in the wind, and I picked it in the palm of my hand and lowered my hair in a daze.

"Fool, we're here, home is there."

I heard Uncle Giant's voice, and when I looked back, there was only an endless grassland of miscanthus grass.

"When you're gone, your home isn't there......"

The hand was released, and the manghua seemed to have lost the empty shell of the ghost, and her face was gloomy, and she fell to the ground in despair.

I looked at the little dust and frost that had stirred up, and without looking back, I ran straight away, towards the flower-garden so beautiful that I hated it, and everything fell in my way.

The golden branches bloomed fearlessly, and I saw that all the flowers had changed their common direction and were coming towards me.

The heat of the scalded skin turned into tears on my face, and I gritted my teeth and walked among them, bending down and grabbing their "waists" and dragging them alive.

"It's all your fault!"

The cry exploded, and the flower branches were thrown out one by one.

"If it weren't for you, it wouldn't be like this!"

I know I'm blaming the flowers, but if I don't, I'm afraid I'll die instantly!

"Mom and Dad" saved me with their own lives, how can I trample on their hearts!

"Give it back! Give them back to me! ”

One by one, the flowers perished and died, and I smiled, looking at them as if I was giving a funeral to "Mom and Dad", and my heart was almost crazy.

This cruel comfort makes me go crazy, whether these flowers' ridiculous faces are my imagination or not, I don't bother to justify myself, at the moment I just want to use the speed of this bad guy. to fill the irreparable sorrow in my heart.

I was making a fuss when I heard chilling footsteps in the air, and I gasped, covered my mouth and lay down.

Getting closer and closer, with the sound of crushing dust, I heard the laughter of "hehe", which was clearly immature in my ears, but cold and eroded my bones, giving me a sense of suffocation that was enough to cut my soul and break the night, and everyone around me seemed to surrender to the feet of this laughter, or had fainted with fright.

My heart was crossed, I stood up and pulled my legs and ran to the other end, without looking at the source of the laughter, in the spirit of how far I could run, I disappeared into the depths of the infatuation.

****

Until I couldn't run anymore, I collapsed on a sandy floor.

Lying on my back in a big zigzag shape, my chest rose and fell, I gasped, and for the first time I felt that my body was not good at all.

Looking around, I found myself running into the smoky, lonely mountain that our home could see over the mountain.

Is it a coincidence? Or rather, instinct - running away at will, and eventually heading in the direction of home.

I couldn't help myself, I laughed heartily, like a soft strip on the empty mountains, and the first buds were born under the lingering deep water.

While I was laughing, I heard footsteps coming again, but this time my body could no longer move.

Suddenly, there were white feathers flying, I closed my eyes, the corners of my mouth were smeared with the color of the crescent moon, and when I heard the footsteps beside me, I suddenly felt calm, "Wait for me, Mom and Dad." ”

The past becomes frost, memories are made up, bitter as Yayoi, and the trick of hating meditation is long. (To be continued......)