After the excitement calmed down a little, Ouyang Yulu bit her lip lightly, looked at Jiang Shaoyou and said, "Do you know...... I...... My previous self...... Whenever I see the scars on my body, I feel a sense of discouragement! I'm only twenty-five years old, and although I'm a soldier, I'm also a woman! Like other girls, I long for myself to have a sweet relationship, to have a man who can be my harbor, and to let me lean on his arms without restraint. But...... This nasty scar made me not qualified to love at all, and I didn't have the guts to try to date any man! Oh...... No, I tried it once when I was twenty-three years old! At that time, I didn't have so many scars on my body! At that time, I still believed that there was pure love in this world, and I also believed that as long as there was love, physical defects could be tolerated because of love! ”

"I still remember...... He was a young academician of the Chinese Academy of Sciences, and he was only twenty-eight years old that year, but he was already the youngest and most high-profile academician in the Chinese Academy of Sciences! I met him through the introduction of the chief, and he was so polite, so funny, so gentle and considerate, not at all as rigid and boring as I imagined a nerd! We...... We've been dating for about two months, and although it's not very long, I already feel that he is the person I was destined to be, the other half that God created for me! ”

"I still remember that time, I went on a date with him in a café in the capital, and he ...... He wanted to kiss me, I ...... I didn't cooperate with him immediately, but asked him first, saying if I had some physical defects, would he still love me? He replied very simply, saying that even if I was terminally ill, he would still love me, and he would definitely marry me and never abandon me for the rest of my life! Hehe......"

Speaking of this, Ouyang Yulu let out a desolate laugh, and unconsciously two lines of crystal tears flowed out of the corners of her eyes, but Ouyang Yulu seemed to be unaware, and after twitching her nose slightly, she continued: "What he said is so good! These beautiful love words make me feel cold every time I think about it! But at that time, I felt that he was the only love of my life, and at that moment...... Even if he says let me die for him, I probably won't have any hesitation! But...... When I unbuttoned my shirt and showed him the ugly scars on my body, he froze...... And I could clearly see that look of disgust in his eyes! Immediately after, he didn't say anything more, turned around and went to the bar to check out and left, leaving me alone, crying helplessly in the box! Since then, I have known that I have really ...... in this life It's true! Won't love anymore! ”

"Since then...... I felt disgusted with my body, and I ...... I don't care about getting hurt anymore, I don't care about how many scars I have on my body! In the past two years, the reason why I have worked so hard when I go out on a mission is actually ...... In fact, for the sake of the country is only one aspect, but the main thing is me...... I wish I could die like this! So, for me in the past, maybe only death is the most perfect relief! That's why when you said you were going to treat me, I didn't care like that, hehe...... Really, when I felt as if I was dying, all I had was a sense of relief when I was letting go of my baggage, and I didn't feel much sadness. But looking at the way you look, I know that if you give up on me and don't heal, you will definitely not be willing! It's just that I didn't expect you to ...... It really healed the scars on my body. Or for you, healing the scars on my body is just a matter of hand, not nothing. But for me...... This makes me more grateful than saving me a hundred or a thousand times! Because in the past, although people were alive, their hearts were dead! And you just ...... Not only did it save my people, but it also saved my heart! ”

"From now on, I no longer have to keep my head down, I don't have to wear a strict military uniform on my vacation days, I don't have to go to the beach to carry out tasks, I can only pretend that I can't swim, wrap myself tightly, and can only look at the smooth and delicate skin of the girls who wantonly expose their bodies......"

Listening to Ouyang Yulu's words, Jiang Shaoyou couldn't help but feel sad in his heart. Yes...... For a girl with a beautiful appearance and a proud figure, she can only stay away from men because of an ugly scar, and she dare not accept any love and pursuit.

Jiang Shaoyou sighed softly, and after hesitating for a moment, he still reached out to help Ouyang Yulu wipe the tears from his face, and said softly, "Okay...... Now that everything is in the past, you don't have to feel inferior anymore, and you can rest assured that you can boldly find your love in the future! ”

Ouyang Yulu shook her head lightly and said, "I don't think it's possible for me to fall in love with anyone anymore, after the last blow, I think I've recognized you men, you men...... Even if someone falls in love with me, all they love is my appearance and figure, and the ultimate goal is just to ...... with me Well, even the kind of men who want to get married, if they know that I have such an ugly scar, I guarantee that no one will accept me! Though...... Although you have healed me now, and I have smooth skin again, ...... I finally found something back, why should I cheapen those stinky men? ”

Jiang Shaoyou couldn't imagine that Ouyang Yulu's thoughts had become so extreme, and he couldn't help but smile bitterly and said, "Why are you doing this? Even if the young academician of the Chinese Academy of Sciences has a different heart, you don't have to dislike all the men in the world because of this, right? Yes...... In this world, there may really be true love that can tolerate everything, and you can tolerate each other's flaws because of love, but I want to ...... This so-called true love will probably only appear in married couples, and it is unlikely to appear between male and female lovers who have not really had a relationship yet! ”

"For example, a couple who have been in love for many years, and one of them is burned and disfigured in a fire, then ...... As long as the other party really loves the other party, he or she will naturally not abandon him (her) because the other party is disfigured, or will continue to guard him (her) and take care of him (her) without giving up. But...... Even if he did, it was probably out of true love, but more likely out of responsibility! And if before the marriage, the person was disfigured in the fire, then ...... How many people in good health would be willing to fall in love and marry this disfigured person? ”

"If you say that the young academician of the Chinese Academy of Sciences you mentioned earlier, he looks so polite, handsome and chic on the surface, but ...... If you unexpectedly find that after he took off his clothes, his body was exposed with pieces of rotting flesh, disgusting pus still flowing everywhere, and even wriggling maggots in some of the flesh, do you say in good conscience that after seeing this, are you still willing to continue to associate with this academician, get married and have children, and sleep with him every day in the future? Would you like to? ”

Ouyang Yulu was stunned for a while by Jiang Shaoyou's words, and then couldn't help but subconsciously cover her mouth, let out a retching sound, and said, "Oh, don't say it...... I'm sick enough to vomit just listening to what you're described! ”

However, Jiang Shaoyou didn't let her go, and continued: "Yes...... You can't stand it just thinking about it, if you really see this scene with your own eyes, then do you still have the courage to continue to be with him? Even if...... You loved him so much before that, but ...... Before you are bound by the responsibilities of marriage, you only need to withdraw and leave, and you don't have to endure such disgusting things anymore, so what will you choose? So...... Think about it, or the academician of the Chinese Academy of Sciences did a little unsatisfactory and behaved a little inconsistently, but logically speaking, there is nothing wrong with it! If you lose faith in love and all men because of this, it will be too worthless! ”

Ouyang Yulu couldn't help but bow her head and think deeply when she heard this, and felt that Jiang Shaoyou's words were indeed very reasonable, if there was nothing wrong with her body at the beginning, but the problem was in the body of the academician of the Chinese Academy of Sciences, if that person's body was really as disgusting as Jiang Shaoyou said, would she still be able to continue to love him? Can I still marry him?

If you can't do this yourself, then why should you ask others not to dislike yourself?

Thinking of this, Ouyang Yulu's already somewhat extreme psychology gradually calmed down, and then raised his head, smiled at Jiang Shaoyou, and said, "Jiang, you're right!" It seems that my thoughts are too selfish! Seemingly...... You're the savior of my life! Not only has it saved my life, it has saved my heart, but now it has saved my outlook on life...... Hehe, if there is a chance in the future...... Maybe I'll accept another relationship! Well...... Jiang, have you ever been in love? Do you have a girlfriend now? ”

Seeing the faintly flickering heat in Ouyang Yulu's eyes, Jiang Shaoyou suddenly had a feeling of dry mouth again, and quickly laughed dryly and said, "Oh...... Let's talk about this later, okay? That one...... Can you put on your clothes first? Otherwise...... If you catch a cold later, you'll be in trouble! ”

Ouyang Yulu exclaimed in surprise as if she had just realized that she was not wearing clothes, hurriedly took two steps back, and covered her chest with both hands, but then realized that there seemed to be a more important part of her body that was also exposed in front of Jiang Shaoyou, so she hurriedly separated one hand to cover underneath, but this was ...... Her pair of spring colors that couldn't be covered were even more half-hidden between her fingers......