Chapter 246: Normal Life
Anemia, malnutrition, concussion, atrophic gastritis...... The burns on the arms festered and caused a high fever, and even if the fever subsided, scarring was inevitable.
She is 25 years old, but her health is so bad that doctors are worried.
Her physique is already sensitive and fragile, coupled with years of hard work and overdraft, her body has long been overwhelmed, especially atrophic gastritis, which may turn into stomach cancer if not treated properly.
The doctor warned that you must recuperate, eat on time, and not be irritated again.
Over the years, he lived in resentment and pain, haunted by nightmares, unable to sleep at night, sinking into endless purgatory, his pain, his hatred, his unwillingness and remorse, made him understand what it means to be unforgettable, and gradually lost himself in numbness.
But he only felt his own pain, how could he have seen her injuries?
Over the years, she has lived alone, burdened with huge financial pressure, and has tasted all the hardships of the world and endured the heat and coldness of the world.
In the middle of the night, he held her hand tightly and kissed the back of her hand.
Since you left him desperately, why can't you live better?
Why are you so downcast?
Why couldn't he have found her sooner?
On the hospital bed, her face was as white as paper, and she was still frowning even in her sleep.
She was originally a girl who loved to laugh, and when she smiled, she had beautiful dimples, although she was not very coquettish, but she would occasionally hold his hand and indicate it, and it was easy to blush......
Now, the face that was too calm was only indifference and numbness.
And this qiē was all caused by him, and it was he who pushed her to the point of no return. And what right to take revenge on her?
What the hell is he hoping for, and what is he resenting?
In the hospital bed, she was tortured by life to this point, thin and sick.
And he actually brutally hurt her...... What exactly did he do?
Remorse, self-blame, self-loathing, he lowered his head, buried his face in his palm, his nose was sore, his eyes were red, and his throat seemed to be pressed against a stone, unable to swallow or spit out.
"I'm sorry...... I'm sorry ......" tears rolled down. Like a wounded beast licking its wounds in the night. Make a whimpering sound.
Eight years later, he had had enough of despair.
She said, I don't owe you anything anymore......
Yes! She didn't do anything wrong, it was always him who was wrong.
He owes her. He was willing to give it back with his life.
But. Is he really qualified to pay it back now?
He was sick. A hole was torn in the heart, black and empty. I can't fill it in enough.
Over the years, he has been confused, his soul is broken, sometimes he is rational and cold, sometimes he can't control his body and feelings, hysterical, loses himself, and does things that hurt others and himself.
She said, "I don't see you in this life!"
But even so, he still couldn't let go.
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Hospital, hospital, this place has irritated her, she has been here three times in just one week.
The first time was a burn to the arm, the second time was a car accident, and this is the third time......
Moreover, every time I stay in a VIP room!
That's enough! That's enough!
She pulled the needle out, a place she couldn't afford to live in, and she couldn't afford such an expensive medical bill.
There is already a person who is sick, and she can't afford to be sick!
As soon as she wanted to get up, there was a knock on the door, it was Uncle Chen.
"The young master went to the United States because of an emergency, and asked me to stay and take good care of you before leaving. Here's your change of clothes, you've already paid for your medical bills, here's your phone, here's your bank card, and the password is your birthday. Uncle Chen neatly placed his clothes, mobile phone, and bank cards.
said that it was urgent, but because he knew that she didn't want to see him, so he casually made excuses to prevaricate.
Clothes, she was going to wear them, for no other reason, her clothes were torn by him, so naturally she couldn't wear them.
He paid for the medical expenses, and she had no opinion, if she was conscious, she would never come to the most expensive hospital in M City.
But what is this mobile phone and bank card?
Compensate? Or pity?
"These two things, please take them back, I don't want them!" She returned her phone and bank card to Uncle Chen.
Uncle Chen's body was stunned, his eyes began to redden, he lowered his head and sighed.
Uncle Chen is already a little old, his temples are gray, and his expression is quite sour, which makes Yanran unbearable, I don't know if he made him too embarrassed.
"It's okay! Never mind! I'm old, my eyes are flowery~" Uncle Chen touched his eyes and hurriedly explained.
But he looks like he's fine! made Yan Ran feel extremely remorseful inexplicably, she was a secretary in the Lin family, and if she failed to complete the tasks assigned by her superiors, she would inevitably be blamed.
As long as she thinks of Uncle Chen's age and being embarrassed by him for his "non-cooperation", she will feel uncomfortable in her heart.
However, although he has changed a lot, she believes that he is not bad.
His essence is good, and this is what she firmly believes.
In addition, Uncle Chen has been with him for many years, and he is his elder, so he shouldn't embarrass him!
But she was wrong.
"It's time for me to retire, that is...... It's just that I can't bear the young master, and I have been serving him since he was born......" Uncle Chen began to wipe his tears, and the old tears were rampant.
"I'll take the stuff first!" She said.
Uncle Chen's bitter plan worked like this, if some things were replaced by Xuanmu eight years ago, he would naturally be able to think of many good ideas, how to make Yanran happy, he was the best at it, but now he was rusty, and he was worried, so he was extremely cautious, and he was not even half of Uncle Chen's.
Things followed, and as soon as she was discharged from the hospital, the nursing home called.
Gu Hua is critically ill, and she must go over.
His condition deteriorated rapidly, his body organs continued to decline, and even doctors were saying that saving him was just to prolong his life, the quality of life was difficult to guarantee, the point of surgery was not great, he was stupid, he couldn't recognize anyone, and he couldn't take care of himself, but it was just a waste of life.
At this time, it depends only on the patient's family whether to save or not.
After all, not all families can afford to pay for the huge cost of surgery, and this is just the beginning, and the cost of investment in the later stage will only increase, which is a bottomless pit.
Don't you save it?
Leave him to fend for himself?
He's alive, isn't he? Although he could only survive on a respirator and infusions, he was still alive, with his eyes open, looking at her, and even shedding tears.
They all said he couldn't remember anyone, but a few days ago he knew her, and they were still having dinner together.
In just a few days, let her end his life with her own hands?
The nurse Aunt Liu persuaded Yanran to give up, why bother holding on like this?
The sick are in pain, and the person who pays for the medical bills is even more painful, so it is better to let him be relieved.
In this way, she can also return to her normal life.
Normal life?
She smiled wryly, she no longer knew what a normal life was.
(To be continued......)