Chapter 5: Lost
Blame? What's to blame?
Do you blame a helpless mother who wants to let her adopted daughter be a wife for her poor son for the sake of her poor son?
Perhaps, the original owner was resentful, so he would rather be drenched in the rain all night to express silent protest, and finally died.
And she, as an outsider who inherited the body of the original owner, still has a lot of sympathy for them.
What's more, this mother has already apologized to "her" in person.
She didn't know if the original owner still had any remnants of spiritual consciousness to hear her adoptive mother's apology, but she believed that even if a good person made a wrong decision, as long as he sincerely repented, he was worthy of forgiveness.
"Mother, the previous things are over, we are mother and daughter, my brother and I are brother and sister, in the future, as long as I have a bite to eat, I will definitely leave half a bite for my brother and father!" This is her heart, and there is nothing pretentious.
Perhaps, at this time, she really has to be grateful to the affectionate man she met in her previous life, so that when she devotes herself to this life, she can see things more lightly, and she can accept new relatives without any mustard.
Father! Mother! Grandfather! Grandmother! I hope you are doing well in another time and space, and you also have to trust your daughter, who will never abandon her life lightly.
"Good! Good! Good! Bai Yao's red eyes said three good words in a row, and while wiping his tears, he said along Bai Qingshuang, "Those unpleasant, let's forget about it!" Shuang'er, don't worry, in the future, your father and mother will treat you as their daughter, and they will no longer mention that matter, and when you are married next year, I will find you a good family! ”
Looking for a good family? Forehead~
Bai Qingshuang is a little sweaty, is the idea of the ancients so simple?
I want to tell her that she doesn't want to say kiss for the time being, but seeing Bai Yao's rare smile, she thinks about it or doesn't say it, anyway, she also said that she will mention it next year and later, so she doesn't need to take it to heart.
Bai Qingshuang was not shy and smiled: "Okay! Mother, then I'll make a fire and boil water, and you can clean up the rabbit! ”
It's one thing to pick up a rabbit and bring it back, but it doesn't mean she can handle it, after all, she hasn't even killed a chicken!
"Good!" Bai Yao's response, thinking about opening meat tonight, quickly stopped tears.
"Oh! By the way, mother, it's best not to destroy the rabbit's skin, keep it, we can make a pair of shoes for my brother to wear in winter! ”
"Good!"
"Where's Daddy?" They talked for so long, and they didn't see Bai Zhihong, so Bai Qingshuang took the opportunity to ask.
He ......" Speaking of her husband, Bai Yao's good mood was obviously low.
As soon as she looked like this, Bai Qingshuang knew that it was probably her father who was unwilling and went to her ancestral house to ask for monthly silver.
Alas!
With a long sigh, she opened her mouth, wanting to tell her father not to ask for silver again, so as not to be humiliated. But after thinking about it, the minds of the ancients are still different from her modern soul after all, so don't talk about it more!
Because of yesterday's windfall, the family finally tasted the taste of meat, and Bai Yao's frugal only burned half of the rabbit meat. However, the fresh soup stewed in a large pot with mushrooms can be regarded as the first full meal that Bai Qingshuang has eaten in this other world.
There is still most of the rabbit meat left, and Bai Yao's sprinkled a pitiful little salt flower last night, which can be regarded as pickled first, and it is said that it can be eaten for two days.
Bai Qingshuang did not object, and before Bai Zhihong had yet to get the monthly silver, it seemed that he could only rely on these meat sacrifices to fill his half-full stomach. After all, this thing is really unattainable.
Early the next morning, the mother and daughter got up early and went out.
Bai Yao's family went to the west, and he had to hand in the work he had received a few days ago, but it was just the embroidery of a few silk handkerchiefs. Listening to her, she can only get 20 yuan, according to the living standard of normal people, that is, a person's food money for a day.
Of course, according to their family's counting of rice grains, the twenty yuan will at least allow them to see some rice grains in the soup porridge in the next few days.
"Mother, then I'll go to the east for a walk!" You can't sit still, you can't go up the mountain to try your luck, of course, you can only go out to see where there is a way to live, this is Bai Qingshuang's decision after recognizing the reality in front of him.
In her previous life, although she could not be said to be a strong woman, she had a sense of pride and courage in her bones, and she would never bow her head in front of life.
It is precisely with her own perseverance that she was promoted to store manager in just half a year after entering the beauty salon as a girl with a college culture.
Of course, no one is perfect, no matter how strong a girl is, when facing the relationship between men and women, she will still have her brain crashed and do something that she would never think of when she was calm.
Alas! Things are in the past, so you don't have to think about it anymore, and living in the present is the main thing.
"Shuang'er, why don't you go with your mother to hand in the work first, and then your mother will take you shopping?" Bai Yao's words were a little hesitant, probably wanting to please her, but he felt that he was penniless and couldn't please anything.
"No need, mother, that delayed the hour, let's meet at the gate of the north city according to what we said!" I still have to go to the mountains today, of course, not to hunt or wait for rabbits.
Rather, Bai Yao, who didn't know why, knew that there was such a delicious, fresh and fragrant thing called mushrooms on the mountain, and felt that it would be okay for their family to rely on this to fill their stomachs in the future.
Bai Qingshuang was going to take her up the mountain to identify the poisonous and non-venomous mushrooms.
"Well, then! You don't go out much, be careful! Bai Yao was ashamed to compromise and whispered.
"I know Mother, I'll be careful!" Bai Qingshuang responded, waved his hand at her, and said casually, "Bye-bye!" ”
"Uncle? Your uncle is here? Bai Yao was startled, hurriedly turned his head to look around, didn't see anyone, his heart was relieved, but he couldn't help but ask suspiciously, "Where is your uncle's figure, and you can't call it uncle, you have to call uncle ......."
No one answered, because Bai Qingshuang's small figure had already walked away, and Bai Yao could only turn around with doubts.
In the small alley where the sky is getting brighter, there is no extra noise, only the sound of neighbors who have risen one after another in the yard.
The capital is much bigger than she imagined, she walked for a long time, about less than an hour before she came to a bustling street, pay attention to the street name, only to know that this is not the most prosperous area of the North City, the real prosperity of the three main streets of the capital to the southeast.
North Changrong Street is a street based on eating and drinking, just like the food street that most cities had in the previous life, with large and small restaurants, restaurants, noodle restaurants, dim sum shops, etc., as well as some small stalls and vendors, selling snacks such as sugar gourds and tofu brains.
Bai Qingshuang, who was incompetent about eating and drinking, just walked around and walked towards the most prosperous third street in the capital in the southeast.
Walking along the streets and alleys to the southeast, I feel that every time I cross an intersection, the road in front of me becomes more and more spacious, and the road surface is much cleaner than that of Beishi. The gray brick pavement, the white walls on both sides of the street, and the high walls are towering.
When Bai Qingshuang, who was going around and around, was fascinated by these ancient buildings that could only be seen in the TV series, she suddenly found very sadly, is she - is she lost?
She's obviously not a road idiot, and she also pays attention to the road when she comes, why does she walk and walk, as if she has walked into a private house? Where is the shadow and noise of the thriving streets?
Hurry up and ask someone for directions!
It's just that Bai Qingshuang forgot that this was in the capital, or near the most prosperous Third Street.
The people who can live here are not the slums in the corners north of their northern city, they are all the places where high-ranking officials, nobles, and relatives of the emperor live.
When she approached the vermilion gate, before she could speak, she was impatiently driven out by those dog-eyed porters, and they didn't even let people approach the stone steps in front of the door, and they treated her as a beggar who asked for food.
Looking at her full of patches and thin little body, Bai Qingshuang only smiled bitterly: It's nothing more than those dog-eyed porters who don't let her approach, and they can't let a "beggar" stain the neat and clean floor of the mansion if they change it!
I couldn't even open the mouth, so I could only continue to walk through the streets and alleys, looking for a way to the third street.
I don't know if she's too thin, or she's tired and flustered and a little absent-minded, at a turning intersection, she dragged her little short legs and was about to turn slowly, while hearing the sound of horses' hooves, she only felt a burst of pain passed over, and bang, her whole person was spinning, and before she realized anything, she landed on her back to the ground, and then she lost consciousness......**A Ran brought "Noble Girls Are Hard to Find" to greet everyone! Ask for support, ask for recommendation votes, ask for collections (*^__^*)