"Cards!" Knight's voice rang out in the crew, he let out a long breath, and the worry between his eyebrows gradually relaxed, Hugo's performance in this scene just now finally returned to the level, and the effect exceeded imagination. Although Hugo was in a really bad state today, delaying the filming schedule, he was always able to get out of trouble and give a wonderful performance, which Knight admired.

Hugo did not stand up immediately, but sat down and rubbed his temples.

The scene just now consumed almost all of Hugo's energy, and the state of struggling after being forced to the extreme was really too bad, as if he was dancing in the wind on the edge of a cliff. After the performance, Hugo could hardly think, he didn't know how the scene was performing, and he didn't know whether he was Hugo or Malcolm now, but he felt tired, endlessly tired.

The tiredness made his head throb slightly.

"Hugo, are you sure I don't need to buy some antibiotics?" Samora handed over the lemonade water, and he could notice Hugo's furrowed eyebrows, a look of heaviness and pain that could barely be dissolved.

Hugo picked up the warm water and took a sip directly, but the sweet and sour taste made his brows move a little more to the middle, "No, it's not that exaggerated." "It's not even a cold now, it's just a cold," you might as well make me a pot of coffee." Hugo felt that honey water or something was not refreshing enough.

Samora hesitated for a moment, but finally could only shake her head, and reluctantly agreed, "Then you can at least drink this cup of honey water." ”

Hugo tugged at the corners of his mouth in frustration, but finally tilted his head and drank the whole glass of water. Then Hugo stood up and walked towards the monitor with Haley, "How was the shooting just now?" Although Knight waited until the whole scene was filmed before pausing, Hugo was still a little unsure.

Knight gave an affirmative smile, "Good, no problems!" That being said, he got out of the way and let Hugo behind the monitor. He now understands Hugo's habits, and is meticulous about the shooting situation, but he leaves the crew to the director - as a producer, Hugo gives the director enough rights and freedom, which is a windfall for Knight.

Hugo began to watch the replay of the scene just now, and when he was not in good shape, it was very difficult to put on a show. It is difficult to express the feeling that my performance is always lacking a little bit of heat - unlike the first scene before, which can say a reason, more of an intuition, and even difficult to say a solution.

For example, in the scene just now, in fact, as Knight said, there is no problem. Including Leonardo and others came to watch, they all said that there was no problem, and Hugo also knew that the overall feeling was in place, including details, movements, eyes, etc., were very accurate, but Hugo always felt that something was missing - the problem was that he couldn't say the specific content of "what".

What's worse is that in the affirmative words of others, Hugo even began to doubt his own judgment: could it be that there was really no problem with the scene just now, and his feeling was just to be picky for the sake of being picky.

This possibility frustrated Hugo.

Standing in place and thinking about it, Hugo finally shook his head, "Knight, give me a little time to adjust, and we'll do it again." Although he had never dealt with such a situation before, Hugo knew that he could not compromise even in the face of difficulties - even for himself, and he had to keep trying, trying to find the right solution. Otherwise, what about a similar situation in the future? For example, if you are really sick, for example, you are really distracted by something outside the crew...... So, should Hugo continue to get by then?

No, he didn't want that.

Nate opened his mouth, he didn't know what was wrong with this scene, but he knew that Hugo's current state was really wrong, so he asked worriedly, "Hugo, are you sure?" We all felt that the scene was good enough and there were no problems. ”

Hugo's temples throbbed slightly, and he shook his head, "I can't tell, but I think the whole atmosphere seems to be a little lacking, let's try again." ”

Knight looked at Hugo in amazement, but the firmness in his amber eyes made him nod his head and agree. Hugo tugged at the corners of his mouth, but didn't smile, "I'll go to the door to get some fresh air." ”

Joseph stood next to him with a worried face, he knew that Hugo was not in a good state today, it was definitely not that simple, but he didn't know what was going on, because everything was fine before Hugo went back to the room last night. Joseph thought for a moment and exchanged a look with Leonardo, and then Leonardo quickly followed Hugo and came to the corridor outside the door.

"You're in such a state today, but there's nothing wrong with this scene just now, you know, right?" Leonardo and Hugo are also familiar enough that they don't have to hide it. Leonardo knew that if Hugo was willing to say it, he would say it; If he doesn't want to, then he just needs to let Hugo know that his friend is always there. That's enough.

Hugo glanced at Leonardo, "I don't know. The thick exhaustion in his voice revealed, "Because I'm not sure if I'm in the right state during the performance......" Hugo wasn't sure if his loss was due to Malcolm's sadness or because of his own distraction, "So, I'm not sure if the scene was right." ”

I remembered last night's phone call again, Hugo put his right hand in his hair, and then stirred it a few times, and his irritability could hardly be concealed.

Leonardo could feel that Hugo was troubled, but he couldn't find an outlet, just like he had been in the past six months. Leonardo wanted to enlighten Hugo, but found that he didn't know what to say, because the help he could give Hugo was really too little and too little.

Leonardo leaned against the wall with some worry and some frustration, perhaps being by Hugo's side now was the only thing he could do.

"Leo, ...... you say" Hugo paused, fell into silence for a long time, so much so that Leonardo couldn't help but turn his head to look at Hugo, wondering why there was no more. As a result, Leonardo saw the struggle and entanglement between Hugo's eyebrows, as if a ball of wool had been completely messed up after being played with by a cat, and even the beginning and end could not be found, let alone unraveled.

Leonardo almost thought that Hugo had given up, when Hugo's voice came again, "Is it wrong to refuse to have it because you are too afraid of losing?" The sound was as light as a butterfly falling gently on the sun, just gliding slowly with the breeze.

"Are you saying that you refuse to start because you're too scared of the end?" Leonardo's interpretation made Hugo's breath suffocate, and when he interpreted it like this, that stupid sense of immediacy came to his face. Everyone knows that "refusing to start because you are afraid of the end" is the stupidest, most shameful and most speechless excuse in the whole world, because there is no beginning, so what is the end? If you refuse to start simply because you are afraid of the end, you will never know the outcome - let alone the process.

In fact, Hugo's dream is not like this. If he was afraid of failure, then Hugo should not have started the path of a rock band; If you're afraid of the end, then Hugo shouldn't try to be an actor; If there is a fear of losing, then Hugo should not stand in the spotlight...... Because all this life will end sooner or later, just like life, there will be an end after all. It's just that everyone has the autonomy to decide how the journey goes, whether it's short or long, never the end.

If you are afraid of the end, you should not begin; Fear of losing, refuse to have. This is the excuse that everyone who refuses to fight for their dreams makes for themselves, and the best excuse for cowards and losers.

Once upon a time, this was Hugo's strongest and most persistent belief that took him all the way to the top, but now Hugo himself has proposed this paradox, which is simply ridiculous.

Leonardo saw the bitterness on Hugo's lips slowly spreading, although he didn't know what was going on, but he could clearly feel Hugo's powerlessness and helplessness, he thought for a while, "Hugo, you know, in fact, we all understand the truth, the truth of life, the truth of dreams, the truth of love, we all understand." I'm sure you know this better than I do...... But the reason why we are 'imperfect human beings'," Hugo glanced up at Leonardo, and a smile appeared on both of their lips, "because we have no emotions to control. To be more precise, even if we wanted to control it, it was impossible. It's like love, it doesn't make any sense, it starts at the beginning, like a tornado. Sometimes, you know that the other person is the object that you must never fall in love with, you know that the relationship is destined to end in tragedy, you know that this is a forbidden or even forbidden love, but you still fall in love incorrigibly, there is no reason at all, there is no reason at all. Even the greatest philosophers have no way to resist. ”

Hugo raised his head and looked at Leonardo deeply, he originally thought that Leonardo had the intention to say so, but seeing Leonardo's clear and translucent azure eyes, Hugo knew that Leonardo was just a simple example. But this random example hit Hugo so hard that his palms curled up again.

Leonardo didn't notice the slight change in Hugo, and just continued with a shallow smile, "But, that's the best thing about love, isn't it?" Because there is no way to predict the outcome; It's also the most wonderful place to live because of an unknown future. ”