Chapter 190: Learning to Let Go
Controlling one's own feelings can be regarded as a compulsory course for artists, even if it is a true temperament like Lee Junxi, when it comes to emotional issues, he must learn to refrain from it.
Obviously, this is definitely not the best time to start a new relationship, and NRG is trying to march towards the position of a first-line boy group in South Korea, although they are now popular, but the lack of a trophy to prove themselves is always unconvincing.
When I returned to the company, everyone chose to remain silent with a tacit understanding, and now this problem can only be adjusted by Li Junxi himself, and others can't help at all.
went upstairs and arrived at the door of the dormitory, Lee Jun-hee was about to open the door, when Lee Sung-jin, who lived next door to him, suddenly said: "Jun-hee! Whatever choice you make, we've got your back! ”
Li Junxi was stunned when he heard this, and then smiled: "Brother! Do you think I have such a big charm? I have a good impression of people, but I don't know what they think, so it's better not to think about it at all than to worry about it! ”
Li Chengzhen also smiled: "It seems that this is really the case!" But, Jun-hee! Han Hyo-joo Xi is really a good girl! If you become your girlfriend, we will all bless you! ”
Lee Jun-hee didn't say anything, shook his head and entered the house, listening to Lee Sung-jin's meaning, as if he beckoned, Han Hyo-joo would rush over regardless of it.
Although there is not much contact, Lee Jun-hee can see that Han Hyo-joo is a very independent person, and compared to him, Han Hyo-joo is obviously much calmer.
At the same time, Han Hyo-joo, who was considered very calm by Lee Jun-hee, was holding her mobile phone, looking at it without any reaction, and she couldn't help but feel a little gloomy in her heart.
Lee Jun-hee is such an excellent man, how can Han Hyo-joo not be moved!?
He is handsome, talented, and young, and he is already a major shareholder of an entertainment brokerage company. Such a man can be called a male god.
Han Hyo-joo is not very old, at her age, it is the time when she likes to fantasize, that day on SBS TV, when she was reprimanded by the staff, Lee Jun-hee's appearance, in the eyes of Han Hyo-joo, was like a knight who came to save the princess, and rescued her from the hands of the "demon".
Favorability is generated in that moment, and in the following period. The reason why Han Hyo-joo insisted on inviting Lee Jun-hee, although she wanted to express her gratitude was an excuse, but in fact, she just wanted to see Lee Jun-hee.
After calming down now, Han Hyo-joo suddenly felt that she was really funny at that time, she was just a rookie actor who had just debuted, and in terms of appearance, she was more beautiful than her in the entertainment industry.
What about Lee Jun-hee?
He is currently the core member of the hottest popular group in South Korea and is recognized as a talented composer in the music industry.
The gap between them is just too big!
Looking at the phone that still doesn't respond. Han Hyo-joo's expression was full of gloom, and Lee Jun-hee refused to reply, which also made Han Hyo-joo completely calm down in addition to being disappointed.
If Lee Jun-hee had given her a little hint before. Han Hyo-joo will definitely not care about anything and choose to be with Lee Jun-hee, even if she gives up her dream for this.
But not anymore!
As a newcomer, especially as a newcomer to the agency. Han Xiaozhu is not only carrying herself, she is currently gaining a firm foothold in the film and television industry and fighting for a sky of her own. That's the most important thing.
The rest, just put it down for now!
Thinking of this, Han Xiaozhu suddenly became relaxed, put her phone aside, and looked at the large poster of Lee Junxi posted on the bedroom wall, Han Xiaozhu said to herself with a firm gaze: "Han Xiaozhu! But then I really have to work hard! Jun-hee oppa! I'm going to make it, and when we meet again, I'm definitely not the Cinderella character I'm now! ”
Compared with the current Lee Jun Hee, Han Hyo-joo is indeed just a Cinderella, she has just debuted and has no masterpiece of her own, although she has starred in a movie and a TV series, but in fact, her role is only a supporting role, and it is too far away from the position Lee Jun Hee is in now.
Han Xiaozhu, who let go of her worries, slept with peace of mind, tomorrow she will continue to fight against the VJ of "Ten Thousand Yuan of Happiness", now is the time to recuperate.
And Li Junxi, who was also tired for a day, didn't have such good luck as her, just took a shower and was about to rest, but was quarreled by a phone call.
Holding his mobile phone, Lee Jun-hee felt that his eyelids were fighting, during this time, he was so tired, he had to be busy with the preparation of the concert every day, and he had to participate in some programs to maintain his existing popularity, and the time to really rest was pitiful.
The phone is still chattering, as if it is venting, in short, there are too many unsatisfactory in life.
"Hey! Jun-hee! Are you listening to me!? ”
noticed that Li Junxi had not moved for a long time, and the person on the other side of the phone was dissatisfied.
Li Junxi snorted violently and hurriedly said, "Yes!" Be! Be! I'm listening, I'm listening, but, Tae-hee! It's getting late, don't you have to rest? ”
It was Kim Tae-hee who called, and I don't know what unhappy things this eldest sister encountered on the set today, she just chattered for a long time, and Lee Jun-hee didn't hear the reason, in short, it seems to be because of her acting skills.
Is that really something that you can't think about?
Even if the acting skills are not good, not everyone in the Korean film and television industry is Lee Young-ae, she looks beautiful and bright, what's wrong with being a vase?
Isn't it the time when idol artists are the most popular?
Why is Kim Tae-hee so stubborn and has to let his acting skills be recognized by people?
All right! This eldest sister has been excellent since she was a child, and she has to do her best no matter what she does, isn't this obsessive-compulsive disorder?
Kim Tae-hee was even more dissatisfied, she was very smooth on the set today, since she chose the path of an actor, she rarely did not do much like today, and she was praised by the director.
is beautiful, but she heard two small supporting characters talking about her acting skills in private, and she said "vase" one by one, which made Kim Tae-hee's lungs almost explode.
As soon as he returned home, Kim Tae-hee called Lee Jun-hee. I want to complain to Lee Jun-hee, it seems that my good friend is doing this.
As a result, Lee Jun-hee is still impatient!
"Yikes! Lee Jun Hee! Are you disgusted with me now? ”
Kim Tae-hee doesn't have many friends in the entertainment industry, Lee Jun-hee is a rare close friend, every time, she knows that when she encounters something unhappy, she will habitually ask Lee Jun-hee to come out, or make a phone call and complain, she is already angry today. As a result, Li Junxi's words completely ignited the anger.
Li Junxi also knew that he had said the wrong thing, and in the face of this good friend, he really had no choice at all: "Okay! All right! Don't be angry, I'm just too tired today ~~~~~! I'm saying the wrong thing! ”
Hearing Lee Jun Hee's flustered tone, Kim Tae-hee couldn't help laughing, you know, on the stage, Lee Jun Hee's powerful aura is almost like an emperor. As a result, she was now frightened because of her tantrums.
"Forget it! Jun-hee! I'm the one who should apologize! But I'm in such a bad mood today, I've never been so angry like today, those two guys are too much, even if it's seniors. But it's been so long since I debuted, and I haven't been able to make a name for myself, so what qualifications do you have to evaluate me! ”
Li Junxi was speechless, he actually really wanted to say: The entertainment industry depends on the face. Do you think everyone is like you, with a face that brings disaster to the country and the people!?
But this must not be said, Lee Jun-hee believes. If he said it, Kim Tae-hee would definitely kill him from home immediately and then break him into pieces.
After thinking about it with his tired brain, he organized the language as much as he could: "Tae-hee! Didn't I tell you before? Don't care about other people's opinions, just be yourself, you live for yourself, not for others, other people's opinions don't matter to you at all, I want to say~~~~~~~~"
In fact, Lee Jun-hee didn't even know what he was talking about!
Kim Tae-hee is very smart, and from Lee Jun-hee's tone, she senses that something is wrong: "Jun-hee! Do you ~~~ have something on your mind? ”
Lee Jun-hee wanted to say something more to persuade Kim Tae-hee, but when he heard Kim Tae-hee's words, he couldn't help but froze, and only reacted with a sudden and inexplicable nervousness, as if something on his mind had been seen through.
"Huh!? Not! It's nothing! ”
It's nothing?
The more Lee Jun Hee said this, the more suspicious Kim Tae Hee became, women's curiosity is the heaviest, especially Kim Tae Hee, she complained to Lee Jun Hee from time to time, but she never saw Lee Jun Hee when he had something on his mind, the more this was the case, the more she wanted to dig out a secret from Lee Jun Hee, so that it would be fair!
"Jun-hee! We're friends, aren't we? ”
Lee Jun-hee was curious why Kim Tae-hee suddenly asked like this, and subconsciously replied: "Of course!" ”
Kim Tae-hee was silent for a moment: "Since we are friends and relatives, why do I come to you to confide in you when I have any things on my mind, but you never tell me about your thoughts?" ”
Lee Jun-hee was stunned, he really never thought about these things, it seems that this is really the case, if he has something on his mind, he always likes to be bored, even if he wants to talk, he is looking for Shen Eun-jin, and now listening to Kim Tae-hee say this, he suddenly feels as if he owes Kim Tae-hee something.
Li Junxi thought about it, smiled and said, "Do you just think that I nag you?" ”
Kim Tae-hee didn't speak, and Lee Jun-hee smiled bitterly and said, "Okay! ”
Then he told him about Han Xiaozhu: "I feel like I'm in love with that girl, but, you know our current situation, I can't be distracted at all now, so I gave up, in fact, I didn't start at all, I just forcibly cleared it, can you understand what I said?" ”
After waiting for a while, Lee Jun-hee heard Kim Tae-hee say, "Jun-hee! You're trying to say that your reason triumphs over your sensibility, right? ”
"That's how it should be, I don't know if I'm right or wrong to make this choice! But I always think that if I use reason to overcome emotion, I have at least nothing to lose! Anyway, I'm not sure about Han Hyo-joo's attitude towards me, maybe I have some good feelings, but if I ask for a relationship, maybe I'll be rejected! I'm afraid that I won't even be able to make friends when the time comes! ”
This is what Lee Jun-hee is most worried about, he is not a great love saint, he has a good impression of Han Hyo-joo, who knows what Han Hyo-joo thinks, and the current situation. He is not allowed to be distracted to pursue Han Xiaozhu at all, since this is the case, it is better to cut through the mess quickly.
When Kim Tae-hee heard this, he really didn't know what to say: "Jun-hee! Don't you think you're too calm like this? Emotional things are inherently very blind, but you can take all the factors into account so calmly, to be honest, I admire you a little, if I could be like you, maybe those things wouldn't have happened in the first place! ”
What Kim Tae-hee meant by "those things"? Lee Jun-hee also knows very well that Kim Tae-hee had a boyfriend before, and it seems that in the end, because of less gathering and more separation, there was a conflict between the two people, and they finally broke up, and it was over.
"I don't even know if it's an advantage or a disadvantage that you're so calm!"
Kim Tae-hee didn't say something, but Lee Jun-hee was able to guess that sometimes. If a person is too calm, he will lose a lot of things, which is not necessarily a good thing, especially when facing emotional problems calmly. Even more so.
Kim Tae-hee has a saying, which is too right: feelings are originally a very blind thing!
"Tae-hee! So what do you think I should do? ”
"I ~~~~~~~~~"
Kim Tae-hee was speechless for a while, she didn't know what to say, maybe she knew. But I didn't want to say that when I heard that Lee Jun-hee had a good impression of Han Hyo-joo just now, she felt inexplicably unhappy in her heart. It was as if something had been snatched from her without her consent.
After that, when she heard Lee Jun Hee say that she had decided to let go, Kim Tae Hee was inexplicably relieved again, and now Lee Jun Hee asked her to give advice, what could she say?
Could it be that shareholder Lee Jun-hee took the initiative to pursue Han Hyo-joo?
At the thought of this, Kim Tae-hee's heart felt as if it was being caught!
Kim Tae-hee likes Lee Jun-hee!?
Before, Kim Tae-hee had also thought about this possibility, but she was quickly vetoed, and in her heart, she still preferred to regard Lee Jun-hee as a friend!
Just like Lee Jun-hee doesn't know what Han Hyo-joo's attitude is towards him, Kim Tae-hee doesn't know how Lee Jun-hee feels about her.
Friendship, love choose one!
In the end, Kim Tae-hee still chose a more secure friendship, just now she was still saying that Lee Jun-hee was "too calm", but why wasn't she like that?
Kim Tae-hee's thoughts, Lee Jun-hee can't guess it, maybe he can feel it, and he doesn't want to break it, don't look at his emotional experience is very rich, he has had three girlfriends successively, but in fact, he is very passive when it comes to relationships.
The earliest time I dated Cheng Youli, it was basically the coaxing of friends around me, plus they were all young people, and they were attracted to each other.
The next very short-lived relationship was completely because of the first time I drank, and after drinking, I ended up together inexplicably.
and Han Jiaren, it was also the other party who took the initiative to attack, and Li Junxi, who had just experienced emotional trauma, was completely passively accepted.
As a result, all three relationships ended without a hitch, leaving Lee Jun-hee with nothing but sighs.
The next day, the NRG still went to the Jamsil Gymnasium collectively to conduct a rehearsal before the concert, and after a few hours, the five people were still so tired that they collapsed on the ground.
"Jun-hee looks like he's really okay!?" Qian Mingxun came to Li Chengzhen's side and whispered.
Last night, when they left MBC TV, the members could feel that Lee Jun Hee was preoccupied, and as a result, Lee Jun Hee seemed to be really fine after the night.
Lee Sung-jin looked at Lee Jun-hee, in fact, according to his thoughts, as long as Lee Jun-hee can be happy, no matter what choice he makes, he will support it, even if he is abandoned by fans because of love matters, which makes NRG's popularity decline, and even puts the combination in, he doesn't care.
However, it is clear that Lee Jun-hee handled the issue very calmly.
"That's fine, at least that's it, we don't have to be sorry for Huancheng!"
Lee Sung-jin was lying on the stage, looking at the sky, a burst of relief for no reason, as the captain of the NRG, he really didn't want anything bad to happen.
Lunch arrived, everyone got together again, sharing each other's food, it felt like going back to when they first debuted, at that time, although it was very hard, and they had to be on guard against Kim Tae-hyun and Jung Won-guan all the time, but they were really happy, they didn't have to think about anything, they chased their dreams wholeheartedly, and even shared the little secrets in their hearts with each other.
"Jun-hee! Feeling better? Qian Mingxun asked tentatively.
Li Junxi raised his head, looked at the members with a surprised face, and smiled: "Brother! I'm not as fragile as you think, and ah! Now is not the time to think about all that mess, and don't forget, Huancheng is watching us from the sky! All cheer up and strive to show the best stage to Huancheng! ”
The members were stunned, and Li Chengzhen was the first to pounce: "Ah! You stinky boy, when will it be your turn to teach your brothers, damn it, and put on the appearance of an elder! ”
Seeing this, the other members also pounced, and on the stage, the NRG frolicked into a ball.
"It looks like it's lively!"
At this time, a voice sounded, Li Junxi struggled to get up, turned his head to look, and smiled: "Sister Real!" Now it's up to you! (To be continued......)