Chapter 185: The Problem of Feelings
"Frostfall, do you like Shen Tianrui?" Stunned, he sat by the carved window with his chin propped up and watched the drizzle outside.
It is rainy in the south of the Yangtze River, especially in spring, the rain is drizzle, the kind that can't see the raindrops, like smoke and fog shrouded in the green lake, the distant green mountains seem to be washed away in the drizzle, and the gloomy sky reflects the large bright water surface, just like an ink painting.
The free flying flowers are as light as a dream, and the boundless rain is as thin as sorrow.
In this kind of weather, Rao is shocked and boasted that the old lady who has always been strong can't help but be sentimental.
"Sister, didn't I say that I wouldn't mention Shen Tianrui for the time being!" Frostfall sighed.
"Okay, okay! Let me put it another way, have you ever liked someone? Do you know what it's like to like someone? She was shocked and worried, and she found more and more that she had great trust and dependence on that alien S01 during this time.
In the past two days on the star network, whether she is going to the cliff to exercise or learning to operate the mecha, S01 has been with her, wiping her sweat and escorting her, and when she is tired, S01 will pick her up for treatment.
At first, she consciously refused to dodge, but after S01 forcibly hugged her, she became more and more accustomed to blind date with S01's skin, and sometimes she felt as if she was surrounded by the system, so she leaned over, only to find out that it was S01.
She is obviously sure that she likes System Jun, and she likes it so much that her heart hurts, it should be considered love, right? But why does she feel this way in others again?
If it's love, then can she fall in love with two people at the same time? Could it be that she's that kind of affection...... Ah no, amorous scumbag? Ahh She's not a scumbag!
However, if it's not love, it's just a preference, just like a dragon camel to all kinds of plush animals, all kinds of cute little cute things that can't work, and even little Lori or something...... It's still not right, she has no resistance to cute cute babies, but she never feels heartache because these cute babies don't belong to her.
But after thinking about it, I can't think of any reason, it's also because she has lived in vain for twenty-five years, and she has never been in love once, and it seems that she has never been too close to a boy.
Even before she was too inferior because of her ball-shaped body, she didn't even have a crush, no, there seemed to be a little Zhengtai with good grades in elementary school, she seemed to like it more.
So although she couldn't help but like it, she wasn't sure if she liked it now, and she didn't even feel like it.
"I like it......" Frost Fall sighed faintly, she had liked such a person in her past and present lives for more than ten years, but because the two people she liked were covered in injuries, and in the end it ended in her death, but she knew that the one who was alive would be more painful than her.
But Rao is like this, and he still refuses to give up this like, only likes him. "I like a person, and when I can't find him, I'm anxious, sad, and angry, so I have to vent it when I see him. But when I really saw him, I didn't need him to explain anything, and the previous anger disappeared, just to make way for the joy in my heart.
Like a person, that is, no matter what you are doing, eating, walking, working, thinking about him all the time, you will subconsciously like to talk to yourself when he encounters anything in front of him.
If you like someone, you will be full of joy when you see him, you don't need him to do anything, just look at him and a flower will bloom in your heart. ”
"Uh...... This is too literary! Stunned and dumbfounded, she looked at the lyricism of the frost falling poetry, although it was all right, but the part she wanted to hear was not there!
"I like it, it's a feeling that can only be understood but not spoken, and if you ask me like this, I can only give you lyrics, and I haven't read a poem to you yet." Frost falls are generally serious.
She cleared her throat and said, "How can I let you meet me in my most beautiful moment, for which I have been praying before the Buddha for five hundred years......"
"Stop, stop! Don't make me look illiterate, can I not know such a famous poem? "Stunned interrupted the frost fall.
"I ...... I just want to know, if you like someone, you have a desire to knock him down? Just want to have a skin to date with him? The stunned blushed and whispered.
"What did you say?" Frost Fall looked at the shyness of the sting, "Sister, do you have someone you like?" ”
"What? Shocked to have someone you like? How did you meet? What does it do? Where is your hometown? What do parents do? How many siblings are there in the family? Xie's mother, who was returning from learning to drive, happened to hear the loud words of frostfall.
Pour! Xie Ma, this is called checking the household registration? Is it true that the first thought of all parents when they hear that their daughters have a boyfriend is to check the household registration?
"I'm not sure what it means to like it, Mom, can you not be in a hurry to marry me off first? I can't eat my net worth now for the rest of my life, and I don't need to find a man to support my family and marry, why should I do it? ”
"That's it, if you get married, you have to do laundry, cook, have children, become a yellow-faced woman, and be disliked by others, how good it is to live by yourself!" Frost fell in support of the sting, "It's really not good, sister, you learn from me to raise a doll to play with!" ”
Can Mama Xie say that she wants to beat someone? These two daughters must have been born to collect debts, why do these crooked thoughts come one after another, why don't they do what they should do like other people's children?
Stunned to see Frostfall and stand on the same side as her, he smiled proudly, and then continued: "Frostfall, you haven't told me yet, do you like the one I just said?" ”
"If you're not the kind of person who wants to get some oil when you see the opposite sex, then you should like it!"
"I'm not a nymphomaniac!" pouted in surprise, "Other men can't stand it when they get closer, only him, and him!" But how can I like two people at the same time? ”
"Which two? Let's talk about it, let's give you a comparative reference! Xie Ma still had the idea of marrying off the stinger in her heart.
"Hmm...... "How do you say that?" Do you want her to say that one is the program of her system, and then the other is an alien, and they can only meet on the star network, and it is basically impossible to see each other in reality in this life.
She was so frightened that she even wanted to droop her ears, so why did she like non-humans? Is it because she has a particularly strong taste? Everyone can't satisfy her anymore?
"Not in reality, huh...... I met online! "You met online, right? It's just not the Internet, it's the Interstellar Web!
"Everything on the Internet is a lie, you can't believe it! You didn't look at the news that where and where the woman was cheated and how much money! Mother Xie was startled when she heard this, and hurriedly persuaded her bitterly: "Besides, you don't know what crooked melons and cracked dates look like on the Internet, there are many good guys in our reality, and your second sister-in-law still told me that she wants you to follow Geng Bo!" ”
"Geng Bo?" Stung blinked.
"Second sister-in-law?" Frost didn't go home and didn't see Geng Bo, but she knew the second sister-in-law in the next village, and it was better to get along with their family!
"Mom, Geng Bo is going to call my cousin - it's my aunt!" Stunned's eyes widened, did everyone else know that she had a heavy taste?
"Yes, this seniority ......" frost is also difficult to accept.
"That's why I pushed it, or I would have told the sting!" Mother Xie said stupidly, she really thinks Geng Bo is a good boy, she has grown up since she was a child, and the young man is also very handsome and mental, and he is also worthy of surprise.
"Actually, this second sister-in-law and cousin don't know whose relatives are called so, and there is no direct relationship between our two families at all." The meaning of Xie's mother is that even if you get married, it is not a mess of generations.
"Okay, let's not talk about this, I'm going to the kitchen, the guests are coming!" She fled to the kitchen as if she was stunned, so she didn't want to talk to her mother about how she couldn't get married.
Before going to bed at night, the sting did not enter the system, but leaned on the bed and waited for the frost to fall.
"Frostfall, what are you planning to do with Shen Tianrui? Listening to your tone today, it seems that you have no intention of marrying him at all! ”
Frost, who had just come out of the shower and was about to get into the car, stiffened for a moment, and then climbed into bed and got into the bed as if nothing happened.
"Sister, marriage is not a matter of two people, but a matter of two families." Frost lowered his voice and said, "You see that from the first day of the Lunar New Year to the present, it was only Shen Tianrui who came to our house, and his family did not show up at all. Not only did he not show up, but he came to find fault a few days ago and came to me at all, if his attitude was clear, how could he even dare to come to me and scold Huai in front of a few clowns who couldn't get on the stage? I don't believe that his parents don't know that I am pregnant with their flesh and blood? But he didn't even ask his grandson, so he pretended not to show up, what do you mean? ”
"They're not happy?" Stunned uncertain?
"Yes, they don't want me to be their daughter-in-law!"
"But, did their family take the initiative to ask for marriage?"
"Sister-you have to figure out why their family took the initiative to ask for marriage, and I'm afraid that the object of their request should be you in the first place, right? Then I was forced to be replaced by me, and I didn't know how to be unhappy. Frost sighed, in fact, she knew in her heart that the Shen family looked down on her, and they didn't even want to see the child in her belly.
"So what are you going to do? After all, you can rest assured, no matter what you want to do, my sister will support you, my sister is your biggest backing, whether he is happy or not, as long as you are willing! The sting gently patted Frostfall's arm.
"Sister, I know!" Frost lowered her voice, full of warmth, she knew that she was happy, no matter what, she would not end up as tragic as in her previous life.
She loves Shen Tianrui, and she loves him until she dies in her previous life, but no matter how much she loves him, she will not lose her self-esteem for him, not in her previous life, let alone in this life. R1152