"We were originally the masters of our own lives, and only we can choose what kind of life we live.||For every two people who watch romance, there is an account that has registered for Coke. 'com" Qian Xiaomo looked at Lei Ming with a firm and attentive gaze, such a resolute and decisive appearance that Lei Ming had never seen on her face before, "Even if my sister's condition is deteriorating now, I can still choose whether my life is miserable or full of hope." ”

Qian Xiaomo's voice paused slightly, the wind rustled, and the hem of Lei Ming's clothes blew from behind him, and he never said a word.

Qian Xiaomo pursed her lips, and she couldn't see the slightest emotional fluctuation on Lei Ming's face, so she didn't know what she said wrong, Lei Ming's silence really scared her. Qian Xiaomo retracted her gaze, looked at Li Bin, and only muttered something, Lei Ming didn't hear it clearly at all, Qian Xiaomo had already turned around and walked towards Li Bin.

Lei Ming was still standing under the tree and looking at her back, the wind was blowing her long from the side, and the black silk was flying in the wind, as if the wind was about to blow Qian Xiaomo away. Lei Ming just looked at her affectionately, and her back became a treasure trove of his love. Only by looking at her back did Lei Ming dare to reveal his true feelings.

It's as if Qian Xiaomo also dared to look at Lei Ming's back affectionately.

Their love is hidden in each other's backs.

Just a turn away, and he'll know she loves him, and she'll know he loves her.

But no one turned around.

Lei Ming always stood motionless under the tree, letting the wind blow his head, looking at Li Bin of Qian Xiaomo not far away.

He didn't know what Qian Xiaomo said, and he didn't know what Li Bin said, Lei Ming could only see Qian Xiaomo hugging Li Bin's shoulder, and the child's head was leaning on Qian Xiaomo's shoulder, his body trembled slightly, and he still cried. Li Bin dislikes Qian Xiaomo so much on weekdays, but he will always be domesticated by Qian Xiaomo.

If not now, it's in the future.

Lei Ming sighed lightly, Qian Xiaomo after amnesia was truly reborn.

She became, very different.

……

……

In the afternoon, Lei Ming and his entourage had a meal in the church's cafeteria, and Li Bin went to the church to pray to the Lord.

Qian Xiaomo stood at the door of the church, looking at the lush woods behind her and the blue sky and white clouds in front of her, inexplicably, she had an indescribable sense of familiarity in her heart. She looked into the church again, a very ordinary church, without the opulence of a sanatorium church, but more of a sense of sanctity and purity. Because it is more quiet than a sanatorium, it is more difficult to feel the preservation of time.

Qian Xiaomo was very puzzled, frowning and thinking, she always felt as if she had been here before. `

"Lei Ming ......"

Qian Xiaomo couldn't hold back and sat next to Lei Ming in the last row.

He looked sideways at her, Qian Xiaomo's eyes were unusually bright, as if he could suck people in.

"Have I been here before?"

Lei Ming shook his head, "No." ”

"Really?" Qian Xiaomo was a little lost, she thought she really remembered something.

"Well, at least I've known you since I started, and I don't remember you ever being to this place."

“…… Oh. ”

Qian Xiaomo lowered her eyelids, her voice was weak, full of disappointment.

Lei Ming didn't continue, just quietly waited for Qian Xiaomo to say it himself.

"I felt familiar with this church, so I thought I had been there. Like, with a person. Right at the door of the church, I could still see his back. However, it may be that I am misremembering, or it may just be a dream of mine. ”

Qian Xiaomo grinned at Lei Ming and signaled Lei Ming not to worry.

But Lei Ming just looked at her with a cold expression, as if he wasn't listening to what Qian Xiaomo said at all.

"Hmm...... That ......" Qian Xiaomo tried to break the embarrassment, "when are we going back?" ”

"The things in the villa need to be cleaned up, and we also need to determine when Xiang's mother can be discharged from the hospital and return to the villa."

“…… Yes? ”

Qian Xiaomo was confused, she was just asking when they would be able to go back to the villa now, what did Lei Ming answer?

Lei Ming retracted his eyes and looked in front of him, "Didn't you say that a peaceful life needs to be chosen by yourself?" ”

"Hmm...... Well, yes...... "What's the problem?" Qian Xiaomo didn't understand.

"The things in the villa are simply cleaned up, you don't need to take away what you don't need to take away, you can buy it again after you go back to the apartment. However, the apartment has not been lived in for a long time, and now there is Li Bin, and I need to find someone to clean up and decorate the apartment again. ”

Back to the apartment? Qian Xiaomo was dumbfounded, but at least she finally understood what Lei Ming was talking about.

"When will Xiang's mother be discharged from the hospital, when will we move back, and the villa still needs to be taken care of by Xiang's mother. `”

Qian Xiaomo looked at Lei Ming in a daze, looking like a wooden man.

"When we got back to the apartment, the agreement between us was still there. You can go to work at the nursing home and I'll pick you up. ”

Lei Ming turned his head to look at Qian Xiaomo, because he couldn't hear her answer for a long time.

He originally thought that Qian Xiaomo wasn't listening at all, but didn't she listen very carefully?

Lei Ming pursed his lips when he saw her like that, stood up, turned around and walked straight out of the church.

After a few steps, he stopped, "Don't go back yet?" ”

After speaking, Lei Ming walked out of the door of the church with his long slender legs.

Qian Xiaomo came back to her senses, and hurriedly chased out after answering, and just after chasing to the door of the church, Lei Ming had already walked away on the grass and walked towards the shade of a large dark green tree. He wore a long white tweed coat and flew in the wind, short pieces of black dancing in the wind, his steps seemed to be as light as stepping on the wind, his feet did not seem to be stained with a little dust, and his body seemed to be dancing with golden elves under the lazy afternoon sun.

The bell on the roof of the church suddenly rang and was deafening, startling a group of gray and white lattices on the roof to soar.

Hula flapped his wings, and a flock of pigeons crossed Qian Xiaomo's eyes and flew over Lei Ming's back.

Qian Xiaomo was shocked to see it, such a picture is clearly so familiar!

Lei Ming had already appeared in her dream unconsciously.

The church in the dream is not the church of the sanatorium, and the person in the dream is not Lian Ronglin dressed in white.

It's him, it's Lei Ming, from beginning to end, that person is Lei Ming, and in Qian Xiaomo's heart, it has never changed.

……

……

When the sports car was parked in the garage of the Moon Villa, it was almost evening.

Qian Xiaomo hurriedly entered the living room, and rolled up her sleeves as she walked, "I'll cook right away, and I'll be able to eat soon." ”

Li Bin followed behind her, and Lei Ming was the last to enter the living room.

Qian Xiaomo glanced back at Li Bin, saw his dejected appearance, and knew that Li Bin had not come out of his sadness, so he simply asked, "Binbin, what do you want to eat today?" ”

"Whatever."

Li Bin's eyes were red, and the tears on his face had not dried, but his attitude towards Qian Xiaomo had not changed in the slightest, and he was still cold and blunt. But Qian Xiaomo didn't care, as if Li Bin's answer was very satisfactory to her.

"I remember having carrots ......"

"I hate carrots the most!" Li Bin shouted at the top of his voice.

"Carrots are eaten well, the nutritional value is high, and children should eat more." Qian Xiaomo smiled, very patient.

"I'm not a kid!"

Qian Xiaomo turned around and smiled at Li Bin, "Then let's fry shredded carrots tonight." ”

"I don't eat carrots!"

Qian Xiaomo smiled brightly, Li Bin's resistance was finally ineffectually deprived, and she hummed a song and went into the kitchen.

Lei Ming kept looking at Qian Xiaomo's back, and then looked at Li Bin, it seems that the day when Qian Xiaomo domesticated Li Bin is not far off.

"Li Bin." Lei Ming called him.

Li Bin quickly turned around, sniffled, and looked at Lei Ming with watery eyes.

"You've finished reading all the books I found for you?"

"After reading it, I wrote a whole book of reading notes."

"Okay, show me."

After speaking, Lei Ming sat on the sand and waited.

Li Bin's face turned red to the root of his ears, he was not confident in what he had written, would Lei Ming feel that he was just like this after reading it, and then he didn't like himself? Li Bin hesitated, trying to find an excuse to fool the past.

"What are you still rubbing? Are you lying to me, in fact, you don't have any reading notes at all? Lei Ming raised his eyebrows, his tone full of disdain.

Li Bin was anxious all of a sudden, and his voice unconsciously raised a few decibels, "I wrote it!" I didn't lie to you! ”

Lei Ming didn't speak, just stretched out his right hand, palm up.

Li Bin gritted his teeth, pulled his legs and ran upstairs, and it didn't take long for him to run in front of Lei Ming again.

He gasped and handed his notebook with both hands.

Lei Ming always looked at Li Bin, and then slowly turned the first page, his eyes narrowed slightly, and he was slightly stunned, this row of neat and slightly sharp words was written by a seven-year-old child? There are no ink stains, no typos and sick sentences, the idiom is used just right, and the article is novel, if it weren't for Li Bin standing in front of him, Lei Ming would never believe that this was from a seven-year-old child.

Li Bin looked at Lei Ming's face cautiously, worried that Lei Ming would not like it, and his heart would not be able to go up and down.

Lei Ming looked at it quickly and seriously, and when Qian Xiaomo called them to eat, Lei Ming had already read it word for word.

However, when the three of them finished eating, Lei Ming still didn't have any comments.

"I'm done."

Lei Ming put down the dishes and chopsticks, and went upstairs without any extra words.

The rice in Li Bin's bowl was only half moved, and he was not steady, and when he saw Lei Ming leaving, he was even more unsteady.

"I know him." Qian Xiaomo suddenly said, "If he is really dissatisfied with your work, he will criticize what you wrote in front of you as worthless, and he enjoys that feeling, so your writing must be very satisfactory to him!" ”

Li Bin turned his head to look at Qian Xiaomo, Qian Xiaomo kept squeezing his eyebrows at him, and Li Bin's face turned even redder.

"What do you know...... He's not like that......"

Li Bin hugged the bowl, lowered his head, gulped down the rice, and almost buried his whole face in the bowl.

Qian Xiaomo was not angry, but just pushed Li Bin's favorite dish in front of him, and only ate the shredded carrots in front of him.

Li Bin also knew in his heart that if Lei Ming was unhappy, he would definitely say him to his face, but he didn't want to admit that Qian Xiaomo was right.

After dinner, Li Bin still obediently entered the study.

There was a thick stack of books on the coffee table, and when Li Bin saw it, he looked at Lei Ming, thinking that the reading notes must have passed, and he couldn't wait to nibble on the books in his heart. However, when no one talked to him and deliberately distracted him, Li Bin remembered his mother again, and he didn't take it very seriously when he was reading.

When he reads a line of words, he will remember the way his mother hugged him when he was a child; When he reads this paragraph, he will remember that his mother told him not to read books when eating and walking, which will affect his appetite and vision in both eyes; When he reads a page, he remembers that when the sun is shining, his mother will take him by the hand and walk along the coastline, and his ears will be filled with the sound of the sea lapping and his mother's gentle fairy tale telling.

By the time Li Bin finished reading a chapter, his mind was full of bits and pieces of his previous mother's company.

Eventually, his eyes became redder, and his sockets moistened like ripples, and a thick mist rose to hide his bright and immature eyes. Li Bin gradually couldn't see the words on the book in front of him clearly, only felt that it was all a lump of blurry stars, and tears slid silently across his face, and fell on the pages of the book one after another.

Lei Ming glanced at him and continued to bury his head in Wen Jiàn.

People always need to cry, tears can dilute sadness. And when the pain is so bad that there are no tears to fall, the grief has penetrated deep into the bone marrow