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The big white in Shen Cangcang's hand seemed to feel her discomfort, it struggled a few times, and then slowly climbed down her arm to her shoulder.

Suddenly his cheeks were cold......

Shen Cangcang came back to his senses and saw Da Bai gently rubbing her cheek with its little head.

She smiled helplessly, and then grabbed Dabai in her hand.

Shen Cangcang actually almost forgot how many years Da Bai had been by her side.

It's as if Mother is gone, and it's beside her......

The memory that should have been forgotten by her slowly emerged at this moment.

She was still young at the time, and she couldn't remember what her father looked like.

The only thing she remembered was that every time she cried, you you, little, said, more, newest, fastest, WWW.UUXS.CC, her father would always hold her and scratch her nose with his rough hands, calling her a crybaby.

But the more her father said she loved to cry, the louder she cried.

At the end of the day, the father would always be reprimanded by the mother.

When she was a little older, her father went......

In her memory, there were screams and wails all around, and sometimes even the sound of war drums could be heard before dawn. She saw her mother very rarely, and most of the time, she was by her side, holding a spear and silent.

This battle. It's been a long time......

Until her great uncle showed up on the battlefield.

That was the first time Shen Cangcang had seen Shen Yanshan......

The boy was silent, and she was speechless.

She always thought that she had been deceiving herself. The person he had seen on the battlefield was not Shen Yanshan. She always told herself that a qiē on the battlefield was nothing more than her dream.

When my mother left, she was as thin as a bone.

Her mother said to her, "Cang, you have to live well." Your daddy only loves me. And I only love him alone. He has a bad temperament, who accompanies him. He wouldn't want to. Mother knows that I can't live with you...... But my mother has no choice. ”

That was the last time she listened to her mother and spoke to herself.

Later, Shen Cangcang learned that his mother had almost lost her mind because she missed her father.

Mother is gone......

People around her said that she was an extremely irresponsible mother......

Shen Cangcang was stroking his mother's coffin at that time. felt pained, but still smiled lightly and said, "Mother, you go to accompany your father, I'm fine, I'm fine." ”

She's fine...... will be strong......

After all, these words were said to deceive herself.

However, every time she woke up in the middle of the night, she would burst into tears.

Able to deceive outsiders. But after all, he couldn't deceive his heart.

Shen Cangcang sighed and subconsciously put his hand on his lap.

She had thought that her legs would never be able to walk on the ground again, but now they were healed.

The leg healed. But the father and mother who passed away will never come back.

Sometimes, when she sees outsiders plopping into her parents' arms and coquettish, she often pauses.

As soon as she stopped, it was a long time.

When outsiders saw her standing blankly, they would quickly pick up the child and leave.

Wait until they're gone. Shen Cangcang smiled bitterly.

Sometimes she also wants to ask her deceased mother why she didn't take her with her in the first place. She was left alone in this world.

Her mother loves pear blossoms, but this garden full of pear trees blooms every year......

The flowers have fallen, and they will bloom again.

The man is gone, but he never returns.

Dad wouldn't tell her not to cry, and Mom wouldn't stand and smile at her.

Their figures faded more and more in her mind...... Finally, it turns into two blurred shadows.

Back then, when the eldest uncle was about to pick her up and come to the Dingguo Mansion, what happened around her caught her off guard.

Shen Cangcang looked down at the big white in his hand and grinned, "It's good that you're here." ”

If it weren't for Da Bai who had been with her, maybe ...... She really couldn't resist that.

Or perhaps, she had already been tortured to death by the taste of leg pain.

Seeing Shen Cangcang's lonely look, the heavy man on the side couldn't help but feel a little distressed, so he said softly, "Are you angry with Miss Yan?" ”

Shen Cangcang was silent, which was equivalent to acquiescing to Chongdàfu's words.

Because I care, I get angry.

She has been in the Shen family for so many years, and in addition to her eldest uncle, she is the closest to Chongdàfu and Shen Yanshan. But in the past few years, Shen Yanshan has been on the frontier, and the eldest uncle is always busy with government affairs, so the only person she can usually talk to is her husband.

But Chongdà is an old man after all, and she doesn't know how to talk about many things.

Until...... Some time ago, I met Yan Jin.

Shen Cangcang remembered that day, when she met Yan Jin.

Yan Jin lowered her head and smiled very beautifully, even the pear blossoms blooming on the branches were not as dazzling as her smile. She lowered her body and said to the big white in front of her, are you a little white?

Her voice made Shen Cangcang feel familiar.

Back then, there was also that teenager who asked her, why are you crying?

Their tones are very similar.

Moreover, Yan Jin is the first person besides Shen Yanshan who is not afraid of the poisonous snakes she raises.

Even the eldest uncle and heavy dà husband, when they saw Dabai for the first time, they were not as calm and calm as her.

Shen Cangcang lowered his eyes, looked at the big white in his hand, and felt a little uncomfortable for a while.

She really regards Yan Jin as a friend......

Moreover, she really wants to find someone to talk to her.

As a result, Yan Jin did such a thing.

"You...... Alas......" Chong Dà Fu sighed, not knowing how to tell Shen Cangcang.

Shen Cangcang held Da Bai's strength a little more, making Da Bai feel uncomfortable, and then struggled to climb out, "She knows that my snake won't hurt people." At that time, she also sued me...... Say you want to protect yourself. You still have to rely on yourself. ”

"She was the first person to say this to me." Shen Cangcang relaxed the strength of his hand, but Da Bai had already slipped away from her hand, "Heavy dà husband...... Yan Qining, the second lady of the Yan family, is her sister-in-law. ”

Because I want to be friends with Yan Jin. Shen Cangcang sent someone to investigate the affairs of the Yan family.

She soon learned that Yan Jin had a sister-in-law who was a fellow mother......

This time, she originally wanted to invite Yan Qining.

However, later Shen Cangcang thought of his reputation outside, so he dispelled this idea.

The heavy dà husband picked up the teacup and said leisurely, "What do you think." Did Miss Yan Er sue Miss Yan Si? ”

"Miss Yan Si is not yet ten years old this year, who can she deceive?" Shen Cangcang's brows furrowed. "If it weren't for Yan Qining telling her, my snake wouldn't bite, and she wouldn't dare touch your little green."

The tea that Chong Dàfu drank almost squirted out.

He coughed softly, "You think." Miss Yan Si is innocent? ”

Shen Cangcang raised his head and looked at Chong Fu suspiciously, "Isn't it?" ”

"It seems that Miss Fang Caiyan said that you are a fool, and this sentence is really not wrong." Chong Dà Fu shook his head helplessly, and then said with a smile, "You better think about it, how to apologize to Miss Yan." People treat you sincerely. ”

Shen Cangcang was slightly stunned. Muttered, "She said I was stupid? ”

Shen Cangcang remembered what Yan Jin said.

"You believe everything others say, these things. Don't you think about it too much? ”

"What a fool."

She always thought that Yan Jin said this sentence to Yan Huiqing, but now she suddenly understood......

Like, it was for her.

Shen Cangcang was stunned for a while, then rubbed his eyebrows again, and looked at Chong Dà Fudao. "I still don't understand."

Chongdàfu looked at Shen Cangcang's appearance, and he felt that Yan Jin was fine by Shen Cangcang's side.

In the past few years, the prince of Dingguo and the prince have protected Shen Cangcang too well. The dark things in the house, Shen Cangcang couldn't see at all.

In fact, even if Shen Cangcang saw it, she couldn't guess what was inside.

So, Chong Dà had to talk to Shen Cangcang carefully about what happened just now.

He is a dignified staff member, and it doesn't matter if he works part-time as a doctor in the Shen family, but now he has to be reduced to telling a little girl about housework in the house.

Heavy dà husband feels that his life is ...... It's miserable.

When Chong Dàfu finished speaking, Da Bai slipped back from somewhere, and it slowly climbed onto Shen Cangcang's hand, raised its body and looked at Shen Cangcang.

Shen Cangcang's hands were cold......

"Heavy dà, you mean, I misunderstood Su Su?" Shen Cangcang was a little incredulous, and after summarizing what happened just now, he said it.

After the husband put the tea cup away, he nodded, "Otherwise, why do you think she said those words?" ”

Shen Cangcang grabbed Da Bai and put it on the table, and said, "But I'm no longer wrong, she can't say I'm a fool." ”

Chong Dàfu twitched the corners of his mouth, and after watching Da Bai shrink into a ball, he said lightly, "Why?" ”

Shen Cangcang pursed his lips and said with some humility, "That's what Shen Yanshan said about his pair of stupid birds...... How could she learn from Shen Yanshan. ”

Heavy dà husband: "......"

Shen Yanshan always said that his pair of Hai Dongqing were fools these days.

After half a ring, the heavy man said, "Xiao Hei is much smarter than you." ”

Shen Cangcang: "......"

At that time, on the carriage of the Yan family.

Yan Huiqing snuggled up to Yan Jin's body, covered in cold sweat.

The wrist that had been bitten by the snake was still in sharp pain.

Although the snake was not poisonous, the bite wound was not small.

Yan Huiqing took a breath of cold air, and then said to Yan Jin, "Eldest sister, ......"

Yan Jin turned his head to look at Yan Huiqing, still worried, "Isn't it uncomfortable?" ”

"Eldest sister, are you angry?" Yan Huiqing lowered her head and frowned painfully, "I'm sorry...... I shouldn't have believed the second sister's words. ”

The look on Yan Jin's face remained unchanged, she just said lightly, "I don't blame you." ”

Yan Huiqing stretched out her hand that was still a little painful, revealing the marks of being bitten by a snake on her wrist, she grabbed Yan Jin's hand and said softly, "Eldest sister, don't blame the second sister." She said these...... In fact...... She was actually worried that I was afraid of the snakes and that it would make me emboldened. ”

Yan Huiqing said empathetic words, but Yan Jin finally couldn't help laughing.

"I didn't protect you today, I'll send you back later." Yan Jin held Yan Huiqing's hand and looked at the wound on Yan Huiqing's wrist, "I should apologize to the third uncle and third aunt." ”

Yan Huiqing showed a look of astonishment, and she said to Yan Jin leisurely, "Eldest sister, do you want to see my father?" ”

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