After eating, it was nearly 12 o'clock at midnight after cleaning the kitchen, and everything was quiet.

She was struggling in the kitchen, just afraid to face him, but she couldn't hide in the kitchen all the time, could she, so she cut some fruit and put it on the coffee table.

His face was slightly red, and he said with some embarrassment: "You are sick, sleep in the bedroom, and I sleep in the study." ”

Although this house has a lot of space and exquisite decoration, the only thing that is a little lacking is that there is only one bedroom, which shows the scheming of the owner.

Looking at the reddish clouds floating on her cheeks, the corners of his mouth twitched, and he finally understood why she was so resistant at first.

Inexplicably, he played with her, grabbed her wrist and pulled her, and hugged her into his arms.

"Gu Yanran, do you know the consequences of staying with a normal man in the middle of the night?" He said to the girl in his arms who had closed her eyes in fright, a wicked smile on the corner of her mouth, and the breath blew on her face, tickling and making her heart beat.

"Good night!" He said, with a gentle kiss, imprinted on her forehead.

Only then did she open her eyes, and at this time he was already standing at the door, turned to her blushing face on the sofa and said, "I live next door, you can call me if you have something." ”

Next door?

She looked at him with some surprise, and ...... Sure enough, she was thinking too much.

It was true that he wanted to keep her by his side, but he didn't have the confidence to live under the same roof with her and still be a decent gentleman.

He knows that some things are in a hurry, especially after the last incident, and he is always cautious and tries to refrain from intimate acts. Didn't want to cause her any kind of harm.

For eight years, he prayed every day, as long as he could bring Yanran back to life, even if he exchanged his life for him, he was willing......

Now that his dream has come true, she is by his side, but he begins to suffer from gains and losses, for fear of accidentally hurting her.

His girl had gone through so much grief that she was devastated, both physically and spiritually.

She is sick, and there is a haze in her heart that she can't shake. Can't be scattered......

He didn't know how to heal her. But he is willing to wait, willing to give her time, even if she can't get rid of the shadow in her heart for the rest of her life, he is willing to guard her alone.

Is platonic love?

He's not that great. But if he can save his girl from being harmed. What else he couldn't stand it?

Life and death. He's all here, isn't he?

At the age of seventeen, he asked for too much, and after eight years of life and death, he understood......

Ultimately. He just wants to guard one side of the world, two people, for a lifetime.

Jing was too quiet, and suddenly changed to a strange place, and she lost sleep when she loved the bed.

In the middle of November, it was cold at night in M City, and she put on a coat to blow the wind on the balcony, but she didn't expect to see him there.

He hunched slightly, leaned his arms lazily against the fence on the balcony, and his slender and beautiful hands held cigarettes, and when he saw her come out, he turned his head to look at her, his eyes flashing, as if the brightest stars in the night sky had accidentally fallen into his eyes.

The two people were separated by a small distance, their eyes collided, and for a moment their minds were blank and relatively speechless.

"Can't sleep?" He asked first, and the cigarette in his hand was clearly extinguished in the night sky, and a faint light smoke floated there.

"Hmmm! What about you? She thought he had already gone to sleep.

"I just slept too long and couldn't sleep." He took a deep breath of his cigarette, a faint smile tugging at the corner of his mouth, as if some kind of self-deprecation.

Can you tell her?

It was the best sleep he had in eight years, no tranquilizers, no sleeping pills, no nightmares, no throat locks and suffocation, no waking up crying and sobbing......

"I remember, when I went to school, you slept no matter whose class you attended......" she muttered with her head down, inadvertently remembering a long time ago, but she only said this sentence and did not say it, only felt as if something was blocked in her throat.

What's wrong with her? What should not be mentioned, the past is full of devastation for them, and it cannot be mentioned.

But all their best, happiest, and happiest times are all left in the past, lingering in their hearts for a long time, inadvertently touched, with sweetness, but also with pain.

Therefore, sometimes memory is a sin, too clear, too real, too confusing~

A cold wind blew, and she shrunk her shoulders and pulled her clothes tight.

"It's late at night, it's too cold, let's rest early!" She said lightly, her expression was gloomy, and she wanted to turn around and leave, but she was stopped by his words.

"At that time, I slept too much, as if I had slept all the sleep of my life, and now I can't sleep at all." He said, turning his head to look at her, a bitter smile tugging at the corners of his mouth.

Inexplicably, she only felt a tightness in her heart, and suddenly wanted to cry, she couldn't imagine how he survived the death of carrying her all these years.

"Xuanmu, all these years...... How are you doing? She asked, blood dripping from her heart, but she still opened her mouth.

The night was too cold, he lowered his head, the shadow wrapped around his lonely figure, unable to detect any emotion, and the hand holding the cigarette suddenly trembled.

After a long time, he looked up at her, and he couldn't tell how many complex and tangled emotions were hidden in his eyes, but they were clearly shining.

At a glance, his thin lips opened slightly, as if he wanted to say something, but in the end, he endured it, and in the end, he didn't look at her anymore.

"It's so cold! Let's go inside! With a cold voice, he extinguished the cigarette, threw it into the ashtray, turned his back to her, dragged the dark night, and left.

She stood there, tears pouring out of her eyes, and her body trembled slightly.

As he said, this night was really too cold, and her tears came out of the cold.

Back in the room, she curled up in the bed, but she still felt cold, shivering, and couldn't warm up no matter how warm she was.

He seems to be angry, yes! She was sure that he was annoyed.

She shouldn't mention it, all kinds of things in the past, such as old pains, have thick blood scabs, and when they are opened, they will only be shocking and piercing.

She shouldn't have asked, how could his pain, his injury, his resentment, and his hatred in the past eight years be exhausted in a word.

If you don't mention it, don't ask, maybe you won't bring out a lot of grievances and hatreds for no reason, and sprinkle salt on his painful and numb wounds.

She closed her eyes, tears drenching her pillow.

The phone is charging at the bedside, making the sound of water droplets, which is a text message.

She opened it, and it was from him, just two words.

Slept?

Not! She hesitated, but replied.

Immediately received his second text message, and he seemed to feel a little guilty of leaving so indifferently just now.

Crying?

Her eyes were blurred with tears, she was indeed crying, but she replied stubbornly, no!

Feel free to wipe away your tears with your sleeve, think about it, and reply to him with two more words: cry!

Then, I didn't receive any more text messages from him for a long time.

The room was silent, and she couldn't hold her breath a little anymore, and began to have all kinds of doubts again...... Is the phone broken? Is it that the signal here is not very good? Or is he already asleep?

I don't know how long it took, but the nice sound of water droplets sounded again, and she immediately checked.

Yan'er, don't cry!

In an instant, I only felt that my heart was melting, as if I was being held in his arms, shaking my body gently, and coaxing her softly in a low voice.

The corners of his mouth raised into a vague smile.

Listen to him and stop crying!

(To be continued......)