Chapter 1: Crossing
At dawn, the sun shines brightly, and the green hills in the distance are stacked and undulating.
In a dilapidated courtyard in the northern suburbs, which is very contrary to the bustling capital, outside the small door of the west ear room, there is a woman in green clothes with patches and a slight bent back.
She held a bowl of water in one hand and stretched out the other to knock on the door, but she retracted hesitantly, with a little hesitation on her sallow face, and a faint worry between her old eyebrows.
The thin hand stretched and contracted, and repeated it several times, but finally knocked on the door and said in a low voice: "Shuang'er, are you awake?" β
ββ¦β¦ Wake up! The voice inside hesitated, and the delicate and hoarse voice was not difficult to hear that it was a young girl.
Hearing the voice, the woman's hand trembled almost invisibly, as if she did not want to hear the answer inside, and seemed to expect a response from inside.
Gently pushing the door, the door creaked open, and the warm sunlight rushed into the small room, illuminating the originally dark small room.
On a narrow earthen kang against the wall, which could only accommodate one person to sleep, a thin and thin body curled up under a thin blue blanket, and was turning his head to look at the doorway.
Unable to accept the sudden light for a while, her big eyes narrowed slightly.
The woman couldn't help but pause in her steps because of her squinting, and stopped a little embarrassedly, her eyes didn't dare to touch her, and the water in her hand shook obviously, almost gushing out of the gap.
"Feeling better?" The tone was concerned, but did not dare to make contact with her slightly hazy eyes, and the woman seemed very careless and flattering.
The little girl did not answer immediately, her eyes, adapted to the sudden light, slowly opened and returned to their original form, and her gaze fell on the woman who was standing in the doorway blocking the light.
Because she stood with her backlight, she couldn't see her face clearly, but the memory in her mind had her form and appearance.
Bai Yao, thirty years old, a native of Beijing, his mother's family is the Yao family, one of the four little Confucians in Beijing.
Sixteen years ago, she married the Bai family, one of the four major Confucians, and the Bai Yao family was also in-laws, and the consequence of the kiss was that she gave birth to a mentally handicapped son the next year, and was suddenly considered a great bad omen by the two Confucian families, and was driven out of the Bai family, and the Yao family was also ashamed not to associate with their daughters, and let them live in this slum to fend for themselves.
And she......
The little girl shuddered suddenly, and all the memories from before flooded into her mind like flowing water.
The clearer the cause and effect of the incident, the more obvious her panic became, and her little body couldn't help but tremble slightly.
"Frost, Frost, what's wrong with you? Isn't it uncomfortable again? Bai Yao, who didn't dare to get close, caught a glimpse of the little girl's mistake out of the corner of his eye, and didn't care about anything else, so he immediately stepped forward, and put the bowl in his hand on a small cupboard in a panic, and when he approached her, he was about to probe her forehead to determine if she had a high fever again.
The sound of "pop" seemed so clear and abrupt in the small room, and after this sound, the little girl looked at her raised hand and Bai Yao's hand that was slapped away by her, and a wolf bèi's apology flashed in her eyes.
What is she so excited about? Obviously, she didn't see any evil intentions in her eyes.
Bai Yao was also stunned, and there was a faint pain on the back of his hand, but what hurt more was the heart, a mother's heart.
Tears flowed out, she was supposed to be a rich lady, but now she has become Bai Yao, who is not much older than women of the same age, and she only feels that she is wronged and guilty, and she can't control her sadness.
The little girl's eyes couldn't help but darken, and her palms, which were slightly numb, were flushed with hot pain, and when she slowly withdrew it, she saw the pale pink birthmark on her wrist.
"I'm sorry! Frost! I'm sorry! My mother knows that my father and mother have broken your heart, but my mother is also a last resort! Bai Yao's suddenly fell on his knees and lay on the edge of the kang and cried bitterly, "My mother knows that you don't want to, and my mother also knows that no one will want to change it, but I still want to force you, it's my mother's fault, my mother won't compensate you, Shuang'er, you must not be angry with your mother again, okay?" Good no good? β
Whether the sound is good or not, with the pain and grievances in the process of catharsis, and more apologies, makes a woman who has been wronged cry like a child and can't help herself.
"Shuang'er, my mother has already discussed it with your father, we will never mention that matter in the future, and we will never mention it again! Mother only begs you to be well, I just ask you to get better soon! You're also my mother's heart! β
A sentence of heartfelt flesh evoked many memories of the little girl, her eyes couldn't help but turn red, and her breathing between her noses became heavy, and she was sour and flustered.
ββ¦β¦ Mother-" A low voice called out, and countless bean-sized tears immediately rolled down from her big eyes, "Mother, I believe in you, I believe in you!" Mother and father, and brother are also the closest people to Shuang'er! β
Yes! In this world, only they are the closest people to her, and some people have some things that have become very distant and untouchable, so let her grasp the present, and cherish it.
"Frost! Good boy! Good boy! "Bai Yao's family
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"I hate you......"
I woke up in a hoarse scream, only to find that I was dreaming again!
She opened her eyes, it was already dark outside, and she lifted the hand pressed against her chest and looked at her wrist.
Faintly, a faint, pink, almost indistinguishable mark looked so dazzling on the fair-skinned slender wrist.
That day, her slap didn't hit the woman's face, and she was stopped by her husband, who was in a hurry.
She watched her rival in love go from arrogant and provocative to crying like magic, throwing herself into her husband's arms and calling his name aggrievedly, while her husband, who was supposed to protect her, protected other women like a hero.
She couldn't remember what happened to her at that time, looking at the dazzling scene, her heart was numb with pain, and her mind was in chaos, so she didn't hesitate to take the eyebrow knife and cut her wrist.
At the moment of bitter pain, she saw her husband's eyes widen in disbelief, revealing a shock of regret.
When blood gushed out, and when she felt her whole body gradually cold, she seemed to hear what he said, but her consciousness gradually weakened, and she couldn't hear the sound, and could only judge four words from the shape of his mouth: she is not!
No, she no longer had the strength to pursue it, because she could feel the disappearance of her consciousness, the disappearance of her life.
And the last tears of his repentance burned her heart againβshe loved him so much! **A Ran's new pit has been reclaimed, the pit product is guaranteed, welcome to the pit! New article for collection, support, and recommendation votes! (*^__^*)