Xuanwu kept holding Xu Qinglong's hand, and he knew her mood at this time. But neither comfort nor encouragement nor anything else could be spoken. Because Qinglong himself understands. When he said it, it was a different kind of harm to her.

That's how the world is. If you want to conquer it, you must first be defeated by it. People live with a process of getting back up after being destroyed. The process may be long or short. Either happy or miserable. Qinglong is not exempt from vulgar people who have to go through this. However, the green dragon will always be the green dragon. Even if she is defeated by the world, she is the one who wins. Because now, she has completely completed the rebirth after the destruction.

You live with your persistence and thoughts, but people and things in this world will not develop in the direction you envision because of your persistence. You may be sad, then doubt yourself, and then change, conform to the general emotional rules of human society, and be an ordinary and kind person. However, you are a green dragon, you can't compromise for anything, and you won't change yourself for anything other than subjectively, so you give up.

Give up the so-called friendship, give up the failures and disappointments after hard work, and give up continuing to communicate with the things in this world that you still can't communicate after working hard, and continue to communicate. You choose to stand up for what you believe in, but you also choose to protect others. You can only protect them if you give up.

Xuanwu actually wants to say that even if they are hurt by you, they deserve it.

You think it's right for Xie Tian to question you about using his words. You don't feel like you're doing anything wrong, but you agree with him. You feel that you have injured Liu Xiaona, although it is within your control, Liu Xiaona is still frightened. You feel like it's your fault. You find. What you're doing is hurting them all the time. Even if you don't think it's harmful. But the damage was still done.

You start to reflect on whether there is such a thing as humanity in you, you start to think about the lives of your friends, you start to reflect on what you have done. But you haven't changed. As a result, three madmen hurt Liu Xiaona. This makes you understand that what you have been doing is right for you. But in someone else's. It's wrong. If you can't change, you have to give up. Because then you won't be hurting your friends any longer.

You feel like you do whatever you do. There's really no way to communicate with ordinary people in this world. They are sensitive, fragile, and easily injured. You can't understand what they think, what you think. They also don't understand. You begin to understand that your relationship. It wasn't equal from the start. You're strong, you're smart, and you do everything as if you're bullying them. Even if you are responsive to their requests. But they never understand what you think.

You also finally understand that the way you express it, they don't understand.

You won't be able to express. You can't tell. And then. You just want to prove it with facts, and that's in vain. Instead, it backfired. You're so clumsy expressing yourself, but no one can understand it. Are you disappointed? Relieved, right.......

Xuanwu hugged Xu Qinglong's whole person tightly into his arms, and kept kissing her face, Qinglong, understand these things, you have been hurt so much, you are finally sober.......

We are different.

In this world, we are independent and alone. The world has rejected us from the moment we were born. If you try to fit in, you will only be hurt by it again and again. You know it, and you choose to conquer it, so why do you have to work so hard?

Just like the white tiger, holding an illusory dream. In fact, it is impossible to achieve.

Start over and be the loneliest but most unique green dragon in the world.

Xu Qinglong returned home, calmly changed his clothes, and then came to the study and quietly wrote in large characters. Grandpa Xu knocked on the door and came in, sat silently behind Xu Qinglong, and watched Xu Qinglong write one stroke after another. The determination that the paper sprayed out made Grandpa Xu understand.

Grandpa Xu stood up and stretched out his hand to pull out the brush in Xu Qinglong's left hand, but Xu Qinglong's own excellent reflexes made her instantly hold the pen hard, and Grandpa Xu couldn't pull it out. In the next second, Xu Qinglong automatically let go, and the brush was handed over slightly, and it was handed to Grandpa Xu. Grandpa Xu looked at the brush, then at Xu Qinglong's hand, put the pen aside, and then pulled Xu Qinglong to sit on the carpet and wiped the ink on her hands.

"It's grandpa who is not good." Grandpa Xu spoke, "When I was a child, your mother was thinking about taking you home after she knew about your savings. We look forward to your return. Finally, your mom picked you up. But although she is a very confused and incapable person, she has a strong sense of pride and belonging to the world she is in, that is, the place where you were born. That's her life. ”

"Your mother has always made it very clear that your future will be a great scientist who will be even more effective than her. Because you belong to that wonderful world. It's a wonderful world for your mother, but for me, it's a world I don't want to know about or set foot in. Your mother and father are twins, they have been smart since they were children, and both of them are very outstanding talents in their respective fields of interest, they have ideals and pursuits, and they have dedicated their entire lives to them. ”

Grandpa Xu held Xu Qinglong's hand, "Your mother left home at the age of fifteen, and so did your father, who couldn't stay at home." Until, I lost him....... I don't want to say how much I hated the attachment of the two of them, but I never supported it. I've never interfered in the lives of my children, but I've never even said a word of support for the two of them. Your uncle said that your mother was a hero, a hero of mankind, but for me, they were losers in life. ”

"People always think, I want to live for my dreams. But when the whole life is really saved because of a dream, in fact, a lot of things have been lost. But your mother did one thing that made me support her - it was with you. From the moment she said that she wanted to bring you back, I made up my mind that as long as you could come back, I would completely sever your relationship with that world. Your mom knew about me and acquiesced to my approach. Because she also found out. The world you were born into is actually different from her world. She wants you to live as you wish. ”

Grandpa Xu's eyebrows were stained with sorrow, "But I only want you to live an ordinary life." I let you go to school, let you deal with the people in the village, let you make friends, and make you do a lot of things that ordinary people should do. But after you went to kindergarten, I noticed it. That's what I do. Seems wrong. It's a gem and it shines brightly, but I have to let it pile up with the sand....... and I try to save it. But you are a very obedient and good boy, you listen to everything I say, you understand my thoughts, and you do what I think seriously. Even if you fail again and again, you will find all the reasons to convince yourself. Try to do what I want......"

"Looking at you like that, grandpa really, can't say anything to give up." Grandpa Xu choked up, "You are such a serious good boy." You treat the people in this world so seriously and so hard. Failure after failure. You don't flinch when you are hurt again and again. Grandpa has always been in the eyes. Always known. You actually know very well that you are being rejected by this world, but you still work so hard, you don't want to lose, you don't want to disappoint me. ”

Grandpa Xu held Xu Qinglong's hand tightly, "Child, Grandpa has never been disappointed in you. Only pride. You've always been grandpa's greatest pride. You are the only child I raised with my own hands, and the most successful thing my grandfather has ever done in his life is to raise you. Although grandpa may not have been able to do anything for you at all, you have been working hard all the time......."

Grandpa Xu was really pouring out his heart and lungs to confess his inner feelings to Xu Qinglong, and dared to admit his incompetence and mistakes so directly.

"What Grandpa actually wants to tell you is that people's hearts are greedy and fragile. When you dealt with Xin Haitian, you felt that you proposed a deal very fairly, so the person who took over the deal naturally wanted to help you and pay you something. It's like thanksgiving. But because you didn't explain it beforehand, he felt that it was deception and exploitation. But he also knew very well that he was making a deal. But the human heart is sometimes so cunning, as long as it is something that is not spoken, then it is only treated as if it does not exist. You don't have this cunning mind, so you don't understand. ”

At this time, Xu Qinglong's expressionless expression became a little lively. In fact, the main thing is that she likes to listen to her grandfather talk about her mother, and she feels very guilty about her grandfather blaming herself so much. These things, from beginning to end, are her fault.

It's like two strangers for no reason, one of whom is very good to the other, the kind of good that asks for it. And then when people asked, the person who took over the benefits would just say, I don't know why, he would be so good to me. Actually, he really doesn't know? No. He must have known. In this world, there are two things that cannot be hidden, one is true liking, and the other is sincere disgust. And the feelings in the world probably won't exceed these two. When people ask whether he likes me or hates me, they are actually deluding themselves. ”

Grandpa Xu touched Xu Qinglong's long hair lovingly, "You have a pure mind, you don't have this kind of cunning, and you don't have greed." So you don't understand Xie Tian's anger, and you don't understand Liu Xiaona's fear. You don't think they're wrong, but in Grandpa's opinion, they're wrong. Of course, this does not rule out the fact that I love you subjectively, but grandpa really thinks that you are not wrong. Powerful people naturally give the average person a sense of fear. Liu Xiaona is afraid of you, not your intelligence, nor your financial resources, not your violence, but the you she can't understand at all. What she fears is the unknown power. This is a weakness of human nature. ”

"But you don't have this weakness." Grandpa Xu leaned over and kissed Xu Qinglong, "What you suspect is that you don't have the problem of humanity, in fact, it is fundamentally that you don't have any negative things and weaknesses in human nature." Your mind is simple and powerful, and you don't understand the mind of ordinary people, not because you don't communicate well, but because you don't have those things. Do you understand? It's not that others can't understand you, but their way of thinking and human weaknesses dictate that they won't understand you. Because they subconsciously, they don't want to face their own unbearableness. You are lonely not because you are bad, but because you are too good. ”

"So, it's absolutely right that you never want to change yourself."

Xu Qinglong snuggled into Grandpa Xu's arms and finally spoke, "However, the world that these people exist in is the real world, isn't it?" The thinking they have is the real thinking in this world. Such a world. I can't get in......."

Grandpa Xu stroked Xu Qinglong's head, "They are not the real world, they just represent most of the thoughts in the world." It's not your fault that you can't get in, it's that the world doesn't want to accept you, it's the world and those people who are rejecting you. But now that you understand that. It should have been understood. In fact, you have your own world, the world you are in. Only a very small number of people can get in, you should be proud, why be depressed? ”

Xu Qinglong said in a sullen voice, "But I want a big world." ”

Grandpa Xu couldn't help laughing. It's so domineering, huh? "The big world is not necessarily good, we should only want the best. Don't be the biggest. Xu Qinglong has actually calmed down a long time ago, mainly because she is really not the type who will be entangled for a long time.

It's been a long time since I've been coaxed like this by Grandpa Xu, and Xu Qinglong really misses it. snuggled into Grandpa Xu's arms, and deliberately said unreasonably. "I want not only the best, but also the biggest. The gems that Xuanwu gave me were the biggest and the best. ”

Grandpa Xu's mood was not so heavy, "Okay." Okay, it's all up to you. The biggest and the best are for you. ”

Xu Qinglong arched in Grandpa Xu's arms, rubbing his nose hard, "I'm sorry, grandpa, I'm sorry......" She really tried her best, I'm sorry....... Grandpa Xu patted Xu Qinglong's back, "It's okay, it's okay." Tangtang is grandpa's most precious big baby, grandpa will always love you, it's grandpa who is not right......." Xu Qinglong raised his head sharply and interrupted Grandpa Xu's apology, "Grandpa, in fact, I never thought about becoming a scientist!! ”

“…… What the? "Grandpa Xu is a little out of tune.

Xu Qinglong laughed, "I want to be the same as my grandfather....... "I will guard this family for a lifetime."

In those sixty years, she didn't know about her mother and the family, she didn't do anything for the family, she didn't even know about her mother's death. Now, she has returned to this home, as His Highness said, then, she will guard this home and use this life. She didn't have a dream or anything, but what she wanted to do, and what she wanted to do the most, she always had zài.

"Yes......." Grandpa Xu smiled, but he felt more and more empty in his heart...... Outside the door, Xuanwu sat at the door, and the only feeling was that the Xu family did not raise the Qinglong disabled, and it was really because the Qinglong was too strong.......

Does Qinglong want to guard this home...... She is indeed a very casual person. In any situation, she can make herself live well. Now that you have given up the kind of ordinary world, are you still unwilling to give up this home?

Qinglong, you have to understand that this home is the most ordinary symbol in the ordinary world.......

The next day, Xu Qinglong was as usual. And the Xu family is still the same, they haven't slept all night, and they were once again upset by Xu Qinglong. Sunday mornings were also busy. Because after the in-depth investigation of the Xu family, the identities of those three people are already known. They are from the Zhang family.

In the long history of China, there are many, many legends, such as the descendants of the gods, whether they were passed down by others or made up by themselves, and there is no way to know. The Zhang family is one of them. It is rumored that there are ascended immortals on the ancestors of the Zhang family, they are the descendants of the gods, and they have been gifted by the gods, so that they can last for hundreds of years, and there have been many national teachers, which are very famous in history.

Yes, the Zhang family is one of the wealthy families in the hidden world, and it is the most legendary and mysterious family. Because of his special status, he has an extraordinary sense of existence in China. It's low-key, but it's also very high-key. A famous bridge in Huaxia could not be completed in any case until it was completed. At that time, the people of the Zhang family were invited, and then the bridge was completed. This incident happened decades ago, and the Zhang family has been living in seclusion but has never left the stage of history.

Compared with the real seclusion of the Xu family, the Zhang family is the state of being a master outside the world. It's not that the Xu family doesn't know about the Zhang family's cunzài, but they didn't expect that these three people would have a relationship with the Zhang family. Xu Zipromise is an atheist, Xu Qinglong is a theist with or without it, and Xuanwu is absolutely no theist.

Therefore, as soon as the information of the Zhang family was placed in front of them, the three of them conspired against the Zhang family two-on-one - the Zhang family was definitely provoking. The three people were sent by the Zhang family, and the person who blocked the flying knife was also the Zhang family. What is this? Schizophrenia?

Xu Qinglong doesn't care, it's mainly a fanatic in Yan zhòng, and she has also seen it. The concept of neuropathy is just a very ordinary personality for her.

After Mrs. Xu knew about this, she found Xu Zipromise and Xu Qinglong.

"Don't underestimate the Zhang family, their family has had people who have opened their eyes in the past generations, and there is a Shenyu town house in the family. After the death of their family, they were all buried in the ancestral grave, but where their ancestral grave was was a secret. Only the patriarchs of the Zhang family in the past generations know. They are definitely not casually provoking, they should be in Sugar Candy, what you see. In this matter, I think the Zhang family is protecting you, but there should be some temptation. It's best to ask the Zhang family directly......"

Xu Zi agreed, but, "Madam, those three people obviously regard sugar candy as an inhuman existence, no matter what they see, this is a ridiculous thing." This is absolutely unforgivable. (To be continued) R655