Chapter 413: What Are You Doing Again?
Settle down.
Since coming back, An Xiaoshu has been surprisingly calm, not crying or making trouble, and looks like a nobody from the outside.
But if you look closely, you will see that she is almost like a different person, and the most obvious thing is her unchanging love.
The whole person is like a puppet doll, except for the necessary meals and toilets, the rest of the time is a person standing by the window in a daze.
If someone called her, she might occasionally hum softly, or as if she hadn't heard it at all.
The saddest thing in this world is not to cry out loud, but to not even cry.
The so-called mourning is greater than the death of the heart, which is what it means.
Seeing his baby daughter getting thinner and thinner, Father An was not happy, he tried many ways, but he didn't see her smile anymore.
Traditional Chinese medicine has clouds, heart disease still needs heart medicine, An's father naturally knows what his daughter's heart medicine is, but how does this make him speak?
But if you don't say it, your daughter will inevitably be depressed.
Thinking of this, Father An sighed and knocked on his daughter's door.
Inside the room, as he expected, An Xiaoshu stood quietly in front of the window, her gaze through the transparent glass, without focus.
Even when Father An opened the door and went in, she didn't seem to hear it, and she was still stunned.
Not only was he wearing the clothes of the previous day, but even his hair was a little loose and let it be draped over his shoulders.
Seeing this, An's father felt a pain in his heart, and called softly, "Good baby, why are you still standing there?" Come and sit with Daddy. ”
Hearing this, An Xiaoshu finally made a move. Slowly turning his head, he actually responded.
Dad Ann took the comb from the dresser, sat next to her and began to comb her hair, one at a time, without hurrying or slowing down.
"Speaking of which, Dad hasn't helped my daughter comb her hair for many years." Dad Ann said this, with a bitter smile.
It is said that the daughter is the father's intimate little padded jacket, and in Ann's father's heart, his daughter is more precious than the little padded jacket, so many years. It's not so much that he spoils this daughter. It's better to say that she accompanies him!
Even many times Ann's father wondered how good it would be if his daughter never grew up, so that he could always spoil her and watch her frolic in front of him. Coquetry.
But so many years have passed. The daughter has grown up after all. She will have someone she likes, and then get married, have children, and have her own family.
But there is only one thing that Ann's father didn't expect. His daughter actually got involved with the people of the Xiling family, and not only that, but she also fell in love with Shu Shan's son!
Shu Shan is Shu Fei's twin sister, that is, his eldest sister-in-law.
Back then, this pair of Ruhua sisters came to Kyoto, one married the son of Xiling Lao'er, and the other followed the current An Shuangba.
Although her sister Shu Fei is regarded as a baby by An Shuangba, she is very pampered.
But her sister Shu Shan's life is not easy, even if she has a husband who loves her, she finally loses to a Xiling old man who has a strict concept of the family, and in the end, she is even more famous.
An's father didn't want to mention these things again, but it was about his daughter's life, so he decided to tell her some things.
As for the outcome, it doesn't matter anymore, as long as the daughter feels happy, it's more important than anything else! Helping An Xiaoshu comb his hair, Father An put the comb aside and said, "Xiaoshu, do you remember the origin of your name that Dad once told you?" ”
An Xiaoshu didn't know what he meant, but still nodded.
An and Shu are the surnames of my father and mother, and my father gave her this name in order to show his love for his mother, and she was a daughter, so he added a small word in the middle of the name.
"Actually, there is one thing that Dad was going to never tell you for the rest of his life, because in Daddy's heart, he has long regarded you as his own daughter!" When Dad Ann said this, his eyes were red.
Some things, once clarified, are bound to never go back to the past.
"Dad, what do you mean?" An Xiaoshuru suddenly woke up from her dream and looked at An's father in disbelief.
Dad An sighed, but still said, "Actually, you are not the daughter of me and Fei'er, but the child I picked up." ”
An Xiaoshu only felt a rumble in his head, and his brain suddenly went blank!
"Not many people know about this matter, except for Uncle Liu, who brought you back back then, even Fei'er doesn't know." Father An's eyes looked out the window, as if returning to the past, "Although I did have a daughter with Fei'er, but later died due to premature birth, I really didn't know how to tell Fei'er at that time, God knows how much she looked forward to having a daughter, I even remember how happy she was when she knew it was a daughter." It's just that our daughter is too weak to survive for less than a few hours. ”
When Father An said this, tears had already slid down his face, and he couldn't cry.
"Our daughter died, and Fei'er was also greatly affected by her premature birth, and I was afraid that she would not be able to stand the blow and refused to sue her. But at this time, your Uncle Liu brought you, he rescued you from the hands of human traffickers, and originally planned to send you to the police station, but as soon as I saw you, I felt that this might be God's arrangement, and I and Fei'er's children just left, and sent you to me. ”
"But in order not to make Fei'er suspicious, I used her poor health as an excuse that it took half a month for her to see you. I always thought it was a seamless plan, and I really treated you like my own daughter. ”
Father An retracted his gaze and looked at An Xiaoshu fixedly, "Do you know what Fei'er asked me when she left?" She asked me if our daughter was gone shortly after she was born. She said, how can there be mothers in the world who admit their children wrong! ”
"Dad!" An Xiaoshu couldn't hold back any longer, and threw himself into An's father's arms, "Dad, don't say it, don't say it." ”
"Little book, do you blame Dad? Back then, Dad selfishly left you behind, causing today's situation. ”
"Nope! Dad, it's all my fault, it's me who was too willful to listen to you. ”
If the price of knowing this is the price of Daddy's heart, then she would rather not know anything! It's hard for her to believe that her father, who has treated her like a pearl in her palm since she was a child and has taken good care of her, has nothing to do with her!
He asked her if she blamed him? How can she be blamed? If he hadn't rescued her back then. Maybe she's no longer in this world! He treated her better than his own son, he treated her as his own, and he gave her a happier childhood than anyone else.
One qiē and one qiē are so real that they can be seen with their eyes closed.
"Good baby, it's not good for Dad, Dad shouldn't have lied to you for so many years." Father Ann patted her on the back and choked up, "Child, if you really love him." So I went to him. Dad can see that he is also sincere to you. ”
Hearing this, An Xiaoshu's tears couldn't stop falling, and his voice trembled, "Dad." It's useless. He's not going to want me anymore. He was mad at me. ”
She remembered the look on his face when he pointed a gun at her, so full of hatred!
What if you know the truth? Will he ever forgive her? Now, I'm afraid I don't even want to see each other again.
"Silly boy. He was just angry at that time, and even if he was angry again, he had to think about the child. ”
Child......
An Xiaoshu couldn't help but caress his stomach, "He won't believe me anymore, and he won't feel sorry for the child anymore......"
She said things like that, and any man didn't want to see her again.
He didn't even want her, so how could he have their children?
As she said at the time, now in his heart, this child has been considered a wild seed, the child of her and other men.
"Be good, don't cry, it's not good for the child." Ann's dad helped her wipe away the tears that kept falling, "He will believe it, really, Dad promises you!" ”
An Xiaoshu hummed softly, sniffing and trying to show a smile.
There had never been a moment like this when she was glad that she was not her father's daughter, and she always thought that it was God's jealousy of her life that made her almost become his sister. It was only now that she understood that God was fair, just like he gave her and Xiling Ang a chance to be together, but led to the secret of her background.
But it doesn't matter, as long as Dad still recognizes her as a daughter, as long as Dad doesn't dislike her, then she is his biological daughter An Shuangba. She will also treat him better and respect him better than before!
There is a kind of family affection in this world, and blood is thicker than water.
……
Since that day, Father An feels that his daughter has changed, not only has she changed back to her previous cheerful appearance, but she is also more sensible than before!
It is said that a person's growth is constantly evolving in the midst of tribulation, and it seems to be true. Seeing her like this, Dad An couldn't help but feel distressed at the same time.
Although his daughter was not his own, she is now even more biological. I thought that she would blame him a little bit for telling the truth of the matter, after all, it was he who was selfish back then, which made her miss the opportunity to reunite with her parents, but she didn't expect that not only did she not blame him in the slightest, but also recognized him as a father!
Dad An's was moved, it seems that his daughter has really grown up.
Moreover, he also saw that the kid of the Xiling family really cared about his daughter, otherwise he would not have such a big reaction, and it was not in vain that he decided to hand over his precious daughter to him.
At least, he didn't allow what happened to Shu Shan back then!
An Xiaoshu hesitated for two days, and finally went to that familiar place uncontrollably, and after two days, her mood had calmed down, and she was even a little happy.
Moreover, when people are in a good mood, everything is pleasing to the eye!
The reason why she didn't come to him as soon as she knew the truth was that on the one hand, it was not the right time, and on the other hand, she was giving him time to cool down.
She had already thought about it, after all, she was the one who hurt him in the first place, so when she saw him for a while, no matter how angry he was, no matter how vicious he said, she wouldn't blame him, because she would just go over and hug him tightly!
Then admit her mistake to him personally, and she will not fight back and scold her until he is angry and willing to forgive her.
In the end, she told him about the baby, and she believed that with the fact that he liked the child, even the anger should be gone.
Siringang has never been a stingy person.
But imagination is imagination after all, because she never dreamed that when the door opened, it would be such a scene.
Similarly, when she saw her, Jiang Xinmei in the door was also surprised.
"What are you doing here?" Before An Xiaoshu could speak, she heard Jiang Xinmei ask, and her eyes that kept looking at her were full of disdain and ridicule.
That feeling is a bit like the little three being righted!
An Xiaoshu didn't answer, just stared at her stunned.
That day, the old bird's words suddenly exploded in her mind like a spell!
Did she wonder what she would do if he went to find another woman because he was angry with her during this time? But why is it Jiang Xinmei?!
He had already driven her away. And made it clear that he had his attitude.
Why can I still see her here? Why was she the one who came to open the door for her?!
Countless questions pressed her and almost breathless, but in the end she didn't ask anything.
She just said to Jiang Xinmei calmly, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry." With that, she turned and walked away. And as she turned around, tears poured down like a flood that burst its banks.
Is she a joke now?
Or, she shouldn't have come at all.
I just said those sworn words a few days ago, but I ran over again, not to mention letting others look down on me. She herself feels cheap!
"Who the allowed you to come here!" Suddenly. There was a familiar shout at the door.
An Xiaoshu's body shook, and he didn't need to look back to know who it was.
thought that no matter what he said, she could pretend not to care, but when she really heard it, she realized that she actually cared badly.
She did that to him. He rightfully hated her. So what right does she have to blame him at this point?
She now just wants to escape from this place of right and wrong. Keep that little bit of dignity for yourself!
But her feet had only taken a few steps when a violent force behind her grabbed her!
Xiling Ang's whole body was full of coldness, and his big hand tightly grasped An Xiaoshu's arm. It felt like it was going to crush her at any moment.
"What are you doing back?" His cold voice was like ten thousand years of ice, and she was cold all over her body when she froze every word.
With a fierce throbbing pain in his heart, An Xiaoshu took a few steps back, trying to get rid of his restraints.
"You let go of me, I will never bother you again!" She thought that with his heart for her, no matter how big things happened, he would forgive her, because she believed that he had loved her.
But the two have been separated for only half a month, and he is already with the surname Jiang.
If she hadn't happened to come over and bump into her today, would she have been kept in the dark forever?
keeps saying that he cares about her, but behind his back he is entangled with other women, what does he take her for? Or did she think she would never know about it?
Or maybe she's the superfluous one herself, and like the old bird said, they're getting married.
"What do you think this is? Come when you want, go when you want! The cold eyes changed suddenly, and Xiling Ang pulled her hand into the house.
An Xiaoshu struggled, his nails scratching his skin, leaving streaks of blood.
Xiling Ang didn't care at all, and when he passed by Jiang Xinmei's side, he said a word coldly, "Get out!" ”
"You ......" Jiang Xinmei was angry, and the crystal liquid swirled in her eyes.
Xiling Ang didn't look at her, and slammed the door shut the moment he entered!
"Let go of me, I hate you!" An Xiaoshu choked up, like a child who had been greatly wronged.
Xiling Ang took a deep breath, restrained her struggling arms, looked at her without blinking, and asked tremblingly, "Child, whose is it?" ”
"Whoever it is, it's not yours anyway!" An Xiaoshu was angry, and he didn't think too much about what he said.
She left aside and came to him, but what about him? gave such a big gift, and in the end, all he cared about was the child in her belly!
"Ann Xiaoshu!" The man clenched his fist and slammed it against the wall behind her.
The temperature inside the house plummets!
In the middle of the ring, he finally raised his head and stared at her with a slight sarcasm, his tone vicious, "Then what are you coming back for?" Or do you think I'd want to be that cheap daddy?! ”
"An Xiaoshu, why do you think Lao Tzu would want a woman who is pregnant with another man's wild seed?"
An Xiaoshu never dreamed that such words would come out of his mouth.
The grievances in my heart flooded, and tears came out of my eyes again.
"Silingang, I hate you! I hate you to death! "She doesn't care what others think of her, but why does he see her that way?
"Crying? Who do you have to cry?! Who are you doing with such a pretentious gesture? ”
After Xiling Ang finished speaking, he pulled her to the living room and pressed her on the sofa, "You don't hate me touching you?" ”
As soon as he finished speaking, he suddenly lowered his head, and the overwhelming kiss fell on her face, lips, and neck.
An Xiaoshu was frightened, "Xiling Ang, don't touch me, I have a child in my belly......"
"What do you have to do with me?!" He spoke coldly.
What does it have to do with him?! The four words were like a thunderbolt from the sky, dispelling her last glimmer of hope.
"Silingang, you beast! Lunatic! ”
He ignored her, tore her clothes, kissed them, nibbled them, and left a deep mark on her!
"It hurts!" She cried, her throat dry and sour.
He parted her legs, finally stopping before finally entering her.
The room suddenly fell silent.
His whole head was buried in her shoulder, and his body was trembling slightly.
An Xiaoshu was motionless, in addition to the heart-piercing pain in his neck, there was also an unknown cold touch.
He turned out to be ......!
Her nose was sore, and she almost cried again.
Since when did her love become so fragile? The fragile shed tears at every turn.
And at this moment, she had no extra strength except to hug him back.
Since that day, An Xiaoshu has rarely seen Xiling Ang again, obviously the two are under the same roof, but they are stranger than strangers!
Although he would return every night, he no longer stepped into the bedroom, leaving early and returning late every day, as if he was deliberately avoiding her.
Unlike before, except for Aunt Fugui, who is responsible for cooking for her every day, the entire villa is no longer heavily guarded.
In other words, if she wants to leave, she can leave at any time. But as the days passed, An Xiaoshu showed no signs of leaving.
And the reason why she was able to leave behind his vicious words was not that she didn't care, but that she cared about him more. Because she never dreamed that someone like Xiling Ang would actually be in front of her......
It is said that men don't talk lightly when they have tears, but they haven't reached the sad place!
He could blame him for her angry words, what reason did she have to blame him?
The world says that women's tears are the best weapon against men, but they don't know that men's tears are nirvana against women!
Now that she thinks about it, why can't he say those angry words in such a situation?
If he really didn't care about her, he could have kicked her out. But he didn't, and acquiesced to her stay.
Anyuer is not an unreasonable person, even if she is willful, she will not mess around.
She can not care about herself, but the child's problem must be solved, and if he can believe her, she vows to follow him from now on!
If he won't forgive her, then she'll wait until he forgives her.
As long as he doesn't marry another woman, she will try to fight for her own father for the baby in her belly.
So she figured out that tonight, she would have to explain it to him anyway.
As usual, Silingon returned close to the wee hours of the morning.
His movements were so small that if she hadn't waited for him on purpose, she wouldn't have known at all.
As in the past few days, he did not go back to the room, but went directly to the study.
Standing at the door of the study, An Xiaoshu took a deep breath and was about to push the door, when suddenly there was movement from inside.
When she heard the voice clearly, the next second, the blood all over her body seemed to be coagulated!
Even though it was through a door, she could still be sure what it was, because it was so harsh!
It was nothing else, but the gasps of men and women at their most intimate! (To be continued......)