"You could have come back unscathed, but your whereabouts are unknown, and you don't know whether you're alive or dead for more than a year. I'm really scared, you can't come back grandpa me, I can wait for your father for so many years, but grandpa can't wait for you anymore" Grandpa Xu's fingers trembled slightly, and the weak strength that caressed Xu Qinglong's cheek was gone.

"On the one hand, it's because grandpa is old and can't afford to wait. On the other hand, it was too painful to "wait with anticipation and despair, as if the whole heart had been split in two, half into water and half into fire."

Grandpa Xu wiped his moist eyes, "For more than a year, until Xuanwu got the news and confirmed the fact that you are still alive, this family can be regarded as alive, grandpa has never talked to you about this, because he doesn't want to think too much, but the first thing you should think about is your own safety." You have to remember that if there is a family, the Xu family suffers a catastrophe, and if you can escape alone, you can escape alone."

Xu Qinglong reached out and pressed Grandpa Xu's arm, "Grandpa, no." This will never happen. ”

Grandpa Xu smiled, "We didn't all think of your mother's kidnapping. Now, the identity of the enemy is unknown, and our family's position is also very special, if there is really any danger, no one will help us. The fall of the Xu family may cause a major earthquake in the whole world, but compared with the huge losses of more than ten years, the temptation to get rid of the Xu family is the greatest. Grandpa is not alarmist, nor is he worrying. It's just saying something very normal. ”

"The Xu family has lasted for hundreds of years, and it has also experienced many catastrophes. Many times, the Xu family has only one bloodline left. The entire Xu family, including the Xu family that was separated, was left with only one bloodline. But the Xu family can still continue, just because of the trade-off. The Xu family has always been making trade-offs. So, you have to understand that when the crisis comes, you have to make sure that you survive first. to be able to think about others. That's the trade-off. The trade-offs of human nature. When the catastrophe really comes, all morality, conscience. All of them must be discarded. You just have to think about your own life."

Grandpa Xu covered Xu Qinglong's hand, "If you don't abandon this kind of thing, it's great to say and even greater." But it doesn't apply to the Xu family. If you don't even connect your own life and death. You can't control it, so even if you save everyone in your family, you will lose more and more. Grandpa told you one last time, never test human nature. Do you understand? ”

Xu Qinglong understood. When the family no longer has the current wealth and assets, poverty and even hunger will become something that subverts all emotions between family members. Even if she believed that her family would not be like this, she could not deny what her grandfather said. This time and that time, different situations. environment, under time. A qiē will be different.

However, "Grandpa, if there really is such a day, even if I can't save the whole family even if I try my best, I won't run away alone." However, I will make sure that I survive in good condition. It's not because I want to inherit the Xu family, it's because I want revenge. Xu Qinglong's eyebrows were clear, but the words he said were like a yaksha in hell, "I will repay what this world gives me." Happiness or pain. I'll pay it back a million times. If I lose you and my mother, I will spend thousands of lives to bury you!! ”

Grandpa Xu's eyes were dark, he said for a long time, the child didn't understand at all that the cunning rabbit still has three holes, and the Xu family has more than three holes. Even if all the assets of the Xu family are destroyed now, there is still wealth stored in a corner of the earth that can restore the Xu family. Trade-offs and countless wealth are the reasons why the Xu family has been able to inherit for so many years.

He said this, but also to take precautions. After all, the situation is really not clear now. It's not wrong to prepare for the worst.

"Grandpa, no matter who that force is or how capable it is, their target is me. The Xu family was also implicated because of protecting me. Even if we're at a disadvantage right now, as long as I'm here, they'll definitely be out of the way. I promise you, once again, as long as I grab their tails, I will pinch them seven inches this time. Grandpa, even if the enemy is in the open and I am in the dark, the initiative is in my hands. ”

Grandpa Xu's eyes darkened again, "You are not allowed to use yourself as bait!! ”

Xu Qinglong raised his forehead, "Even if I don't deliberately show my flaws, I'm already a bait."

That's right, too. Grandpa Xu patted Xu Qinglong, and the tragic atmosphere just now was completely frightened by Xu Qinglong's terrifying words. Now when it comes to these topics, there is an inexplicable sense of black humor that the question is, "Qinglong, you sue me, do you know that there is still Suzaku behind you, so you are not worried at all?" ”

Xu Qinglong admitted it directly. Grandpa Xu hesitated, and then asked, "However, Xuanwu and Baihu are already here, and you are still a little anxious for more than a year, but now that you know that Suzaku is here, you are not anxious." Could it be that Suzaku is different from Xuanwu and White Tiger? "What Xuanwu's personality is like, from the moment he appeared, it was obvious that he was very obvious. Later, he changed his attitude towards the Xu family, also for the sake of Qinglong. As for the White Tiger, he was affectionate when he first met, but it was obvious that he didn't regard anyone other than Qinglong Xuanwu as a human at all

These two, when the Xu family may be wiped out, the first thing is definitely to be glad - they can take Qinglong away without any worries. Isn't Suzaku this kind of person?

Grandpa Xu remembered that Xiao Shan once said that when she went to pick up Qinglong, there was a very beautiful little boy planting flowers with Qinglong. That child is Suzaku. Qinglong mentioned the least people, but he was the first person in the Xu family to know.

Xu Qinglong smiled, and sure enough, he couldn't hide it from his grandfather. However, "Xuanwu and White Tiger are also very good, it's just that their personalities are like that." Grandpa is right, Suzaku is indeed different. Xu Qinglong thought for a moment, "For example, I want a poisonous snake." Xuanwu will pull out the snake's teeth before giving it to me, and the white tiger will pull me to catch it with me. And Suzaku will directly give me a poisonous snake, the best and most poisonous snake. But I will never let a poisonous snake bite me. Suzaku, here" Xu Qinglong pointed to his heart.

Grandpa Xu was shocked, this is, what do you mean This is to say, Suzaku

Grandpa Xu didn't dare to continue on this topic. Xu Qinglong also didn't have the consciousness to say something amazing. I still thought about Tang Jing and Liu Xiaona in my heart, after drinking two cups of tea. Xu Qinglong asked, and after Grandpa Xu listened, it was dark in front of him. It's true that the back of the head is black - sweaty.

This question, in fact, is very simple. Whether it is Tang Jing or Liu Xiaona, the incapable ones are secondary. Mostly. Qinglong is less than people's hearts. That is, she did not have a thorough empathy. Her empathy is just thinking about how to do this matter best for the parties. For example, when he concealed the truth about the fire at Liu Xiaona's house, it was also because Qinglong felt that Liu Xiaona couldn't bear it. But she only took into account Liu Xiaona's ability to bear it at that time, but she didn't expect that except for Liu Xiaona, her parents actually knew the truth.

This also caused Liu Xiaona's family. Now the tragedy. One thing, never absolutely good and bad. There are two sides to everything. Xu Qinglong only considered Liu Xiaona, but he also considered it incompletely. To put it simply, if things can really develop the way she thinks, there will really be no tragedy in this world.

And Tang Jing, whether he is loyal or obscure, he will not leave the Tang family. Because he has things to do, things he can't do without the Tang family. Tang Jing is actually not kind and simple, and the Tang family is estimated to rely on him to survive now and in the future. Qinglong also wanted to get this, but she definitely wouldn't feel that Tang Jing was dark in her heart, and would only take Tang Jing for revenge as a matter of course. But the problem is that Tang Jing, whether it is words or expressions, is not a revenge

Grandpa Xu thought about it for a while, and said to Xu Qinglong in a different way, "If Liu Xiaona's matter was handed over to me to deal with, I would have chosen to tell her the truth at that time." Even if she collapses and can't bear it, as long as she doesn't die, she will always get back on her feet one day. Make mistakes early. Because the younger you are, the more chance you have to regret it, and when you get older, just regretting it is already painful, let alone correcting. Just as children and the elderly will be tolerated in this world, life will be tolerant of children and the elderly."

"Children are wrong because they don't understand, so if they are wrong, they are wrong. The old man understands it too well, and it doesn't matter if he's wrong. Grandpa Xu looked at Xu Qinglong, "Liu Xiaona is not too young now, and she thinks about no more and no less, so it is even more difficult for her to choose and see her future path." However, I do it because I have nothing to do with her, I don't care if she is upset, if she can't bear it, I just do what I feel is the right thing. ”

Grandpa Xu laughed, "You hid it at the time because you cared about Liu Xiaona." It's not so much that you're not doing well enough, it's better to say that you're not dealing with things, but helping Liu Xiaona with your heart. How she is now seems to have a direct relationship with what you did at the beginning, but in fact, there is none. You've been helping her. Qinglong, when we are judging the good or bad of something, we cannot judge it by temporary results, nor can we measure it by temporary pain. ”

"Thoughtfulness may be good, but thoughtfulness means cold-bloodedness in a certain way." Grandpa Xu nodded the cup in front of him, "The flood is all over the sky, and the upstream reservoir must be blown up to release water, so that the people who live upstream can live and save their homes." But there are also people living downstream, and if the water is released, they will lose their homes. You say, should this reservoir be blown up? ”

Xu Qinglong shook his head, "Yes." After speaking, he continued, "Human life is a matter of heaven" This is what Grandpa Xu said to her when she was very young.

Grandpa Xu said with a smile, "All the people who commanded the bombing of the reservoir are downstream residents, and like the downstream residents, they don't want to lose their homes." So they came up with something else to do instead of blowing up the reservoir. "Take a sip of tea," they promised to protect the lives of upstream residents, help people upstream build houses downstream, help them move, compensate them, and make them abandon their homes. The people upstream agreed, and although some people still died, most of them survived and settled downstream. And the dead, their relatives are resentful and painful, and they are also helpless. ”

"After a few years, the people in the upstream are smart and smart, and gradually the people in the downstream are forced to find a job, and their lives are very difficult, and they need to leave their hometowns to work outside to support their families. At this time, the people downstream are regretting and complaining, they should have blown up the reservoir in the first place, anyway, they can get compensation, and it will be a lot of money, much stronger than now. At that time, the people who were hailed as heroes against the bombing of the reservoir have now become street rats, and after a few years, there has been another flood upstream, and the people in command this time have blown up the reservoir without hesitation. There was no objection from the people downstream, they all lost their homes, and there were no more people upstream, and after a few years, both places were wasteland, with only a few graves"

"The person who blew up the reservoir is the one who killed his relatives in the first place, isn't it?" Xu Qinglong asked.

Grandpa Xu nodded, "Yes." They have resentment in their hearts and don't care if the people downstream will lose their homes. And the people downstream, who have a good life, are the people who used to be upstream, even if they want to oppose it, they can't say it. Those who had a bad life were all people from the downstream in the past, and they used to oppose it, and now they will never oppose it. This moment and that time is such a realistic meaning. ”

Xu Qinglong thought about this story repeatedly in his mind, and then nodded, "Grandpa, I understand." Human judgment, most of the time, is difficult to be objective. They are all judged based on their own direct interest in the matter. It's not about right or wrong. ”

Grandpa Xu touched Xu Qinglong's head, "It's good if you understand." So, it's not that you're not good enough, it's because you care, so it's hard to be thoughtful. As for Tang Jing, "He doesn't want to accept your kindness, he has his own considerations." You don't have to be disappointed. It's not that you have high expectations, but they all have their own lives, their own thoughts, you can help them, you can think about their plans, but you can't control their minds. Tangtang, your wife told you that you are not a god, you are just an ordinary person with flesh and blood. Don't do everything, you've done the best you can, and the rest has nothing to do with you. (To be continued......) R1292