Xu Qinglong frowned, "What's wrong?" ”

Xue Ran bit her lip, "Her father and her mother divorced, and the fire in her house was caused by her mother who helped the person who set the fire, and her mother who set it together was really drunk too much, and she wanted to poison her father without success, so she said it." Her mother is crazy now, living in Anding Hospital, although her father will pay for hospitalization, but she has married another woman Liu Xiaona, she has no home, she lives by herself now, and goes to the hospital to see her mother every week, her father has given less and less living expenses in the past few months, it seems that someone has come to ask for debt"

Xu Qinglong waved out of the floor-to-ceiling window, Yuan Gongjin immediately got out of the car and ran in, "What's wrong?" ”

"Find someone to bring Liu Xiaona to meet me." Yuan Gongjin repeated it and went out to find someone.

Xue Ran was very happy in her heart, but faintly, she was even more worried about Liu Xiaona. At that time, they were the only ones who stayed with Liu Xiaona, and they all wanted to find Xu Qinglong. But the phone couldn't get through, and the email didn't reply, and she found Shengchun to find out that Qinglong had disappeared, and the people who followed her had also disappeared. It is said that even her family has disappeared. At that time, while they were worried about Qinglong, they were really desperate, and their greatest hope, the last hope, were lost. At that time, they really realized how important the existence of the green dragon was to them.

Even when I don't need her help, as long as I know that she is there, I feel full of courage. But she was gone, and they became even more helpless and weak. In the end, Liu Xiaona became strong and overcame those desperate days, but in the end, she was still destroyed by despair, and her whole heart was gone. Now she is like a walking corpse, Xue Ran goes to see her on vacation, and her mother will often take care of Liu Xiaona, but she is still a little bit, and she looks more and more discouraged

Xue Ran has always been very literary and artistic, but when he listened to it at this time, it was very vivid. Xu Qinglong knew that after he disappeared, his family went into seclusion, focusing on looking for her, and ignored external affairs. Long Yin and Yuan Gongjin, one was taken by Xu Zinuo, and the other was given to Yuan Gongshi by Xuanwu. The news is different, even if Liu Xiaona has something to look for her, she can't find it.

Xu Qinglong thought that the affairs of Liu Xiaona's family would break out one day like now, but he didn't expect it to be when she was away. Failed to help in the first place, Xu Qinglong sighed, but Liu Xiaona's reaction was indeed similar to what she thought back then, she still survived in the end. It's not a big deal if the heart is gone, and if you still think about making money, it means that there is still salvation

"Qinglong" Xue Ran hesitated, but still spoke, "Sisi went to the second middle school with her own skills, she originally thought about whether she would need your help, but as soon as the results came out, she was admitted herself." She told me that it's really hard not to rely on you, but if you really work hard, you can do it. There are all kinds of injustices in this world, but most of the time, you can decide what you want to live. These words, she used to persuade Liu Xiaona, and Xiaona also listened to them, so"

Xu Qinglong understood, so Liu Xiaona may not accept her help now. Moreover, at this time, helping Liu Xiaona may not be a good thing

"You can't follow us for the rest of your life, we always have to rely on ourselves" Xue Ran's eyes were red, and he looked at Xu Qinglong, "I am very happy to know that you are doing well now." Sisi is also very happy, Xiao Na should also know about Qinglong, if Xiao Na is very firm in her decision this time, then, you can let her go"

Xue Ran rubbed his eyes, "You and us, the status difference is too much, you have always taken such care and helped us, we are really grateful." But between friends, it shouldn't be this kind of giving, blindly dependent on your relationship, we also want to do something for you, but this is no chance at all, you are so powerful, you don't lack anything, and you are not afraid of anything, we all know how good you are. We appreciate that you never ask for any help in return, but it's also a burden."

Xu Qinglong looked at Xue Ran and waited for her to finish.

"We will feel guilty" Xue Ran kept rubbing his eyes, this was because he didn't want to cry, because Xu Qinglong didn't like others to cry, "If you want to say dignity, it may be even heavier, but to say that with your help, you are completely happy, it is also a lie." The world of dragons and dragons, the world of ants and ants, how big the wind and waves, even if it is difficult, we have to rely on ourselves to break through and do our best, so that we can face you with a smile, be friends with you, and talk to you."

Xu Qinglong actually completely felt that Xue Ran, Liu Sisi, including Liu Xiaona, were all a little bit adolescence, why did they want to do so much? I didn't think about it that much when I was a kid. This is not maturity, this is real adolescence, but think about it, these three people are actually mature compared to children of the same age. After Xu Qinglong thought about Xue Ran's words again, he nodded, "What do you mean, I understand." ”

But, "You have what you want to do, and I have what I want to do." If you think you can stop me, then try it. Or, "I don't want to feel guilty, try to make myself stronger, that's the only thing that can stop me." ”

Xue Ran was stunned, and the tears suddenly fell, and then hurriedly wiped them away, as if the tears just now were an illusion.

Xu Qinglong smiled, "I'm not unrequited. After saying this, he met Xue Ran's surprised and expectant eyes, Xu Qinglong smiled again, "What you can give me, my family, Xuanwu White Tiger, no one, can give me." The unfair relationship between me and you, perhaps, in your eyes, is guilt and not a friend, but in my opinion, what you give me is priceless. The concept of fairness is not something that can be estimated by money."

"Many of the things I have are priceless to you, but they seem to me to be commonplace. And what you have, I may never have in the future. Xu Qinglong looked at Xue Ran and smiled, "If you say this, it seems that everyone takes what they need, and it doesn't look like a friend." I didn't really understand the concept of friends, but I just did what I wanted. Don't feel guilty, you owe me nothing. ”

After more than ten years of companionship, Xu Qinglong really wants to cherish this relationship with Liu Sisi. Whether it's friendship or not, she cares. What she didn't have before, she will cherish now that she has. For Xu Qinglong, she always felt that she didn't actually give anything. Sincerity or affection, she doesn't seem to have any. The criterion for judging is that Liu Sisi and these people are always outsiders to her. She won't fight for them.

And Liu Sisi, Xue Ran, and Liu Xiaona, these three people are indeed unreserved for her and sincere to her. This kind of affection is really priceless.

Therefore, Xu Qinglong felt that it was actually herself who should feel guilty. She didn't know how to maintain the relationship with them, but it didn't seem to be enough to give the contact information, so she would always pay attention to them and help them as much as possible. It was the only thing she could do

Xu Qinglong sometimes thinks that when she feels that maintaining this kind of relationship is a kind of exhaustion, it is probably the time for her to give up on them. Just like she gave up Shan Jingyan at that time, her tolerance for Shan Jingyan reached the limit, so she could only give up on him. Xu Qinglong understands this mood of her very well, so she just wants to help them as much as possible when she still has everything she needs them.

Xu Qinglong didn't say these words, not because she didn't want to say them, but because she felt that Xue Ran would be sad if she said them.

In fact, if Xu Qinglong's children's shoes were really as ruthless as she thought, it would be good When Shan Jingyan left, everyone could see that her heart was painful and sad, but she was the only one who didn't know. I don't know until now, and in the future, I won't necessarily know that this is also a kind of happiness in some kind of Cheng dù.

Liu Xiaona came soon. Indeed, as Xue Ran said, the whole person was defeated. It looks a lot older. A seventeen-year-old girl is in her youth, but she can be described as old, but you can imagine how much damage she has experienced in her heart.

Although Xu Qinglong could foresee that she would be uncomfortable and knew that she would survive, he didn't expect that she would be hurt so much and change so much

"Qinglong, what's wrong with you? Missing for so long" After Liu Xiaona sat down, she smiled, and then immediately cared about Xu Qinglong's situation.

After all, Xu Qinglong looked at the changes that were also very great. Although she couldn't see the slightest trace of injury, neither physically nor psychologically, her changes were obvious.

Xu Qinglong motioned for her to drink some juice, her lips were chapped, "There was an accident, I didn't deal with the previous things." Nothing serious. ”

Xu Qinglong can answer such a sentence, which is already good. Liu Xiaona and Xue Ran didn't ask.

After Liu Xiaona finished drinking a glass of juice, Xu Qinglong asked the waiter to serve another glass before speaking, "You, want to go to the south to work?" ”

Liu Xiaona was not surprised that Xu Qinglong would know, smiled slightly, and looked at Xu Qinglong, "I haven't thanked you yet" The incident that caught fire in the house at that time was her and their family from the Qinglong Gang. So, what that fire was all about, Qinglong must know. But in order to protect her, he didn't say it. Let her steal so many years of stable life, "Qinglong, thank you, very content." ”

"Contentment?" Xu Qinglong frowned, "Are you resigned to your fate?" ”

Liu Xiaona's hand on the table suddenly trembled, then lowered her head slightly, and her voice was hoarse, "Qinglong, I'm not resigned to fate, I'm facing it." After speaking, he raised his head, "Between my parents, since I was a child, there has always been this problem. But because I didn't want them to be separated, they all pretended to be okay and still lived together."

"Qinglong, do you know what the doctor said, saying that my mother's mental pressure is very high, which makes her condition worse year by year, and now, there is basically no possibility of recovery" Liu Xiaona's eyes were red, but she didn't have a trace of dryness, she couldn't cry anymore, "I thought, if I don't make trouble at that time and let them divorce, my mother may be able to have a new life now, and my father will not be so decadent"

Xue Ran wanted to say that it wasn't your fault, but was stopped by Xu Qinglong's look.

Liu Xiaona seems to have entered a world where she is the only one who exists, I don't know if she is talking to herself or Xu Qinglong, "People can't come reluctantly." Fate is fate, I can't force them to gather at home, but let them all be ruined, if, if, I can see clearly at that time, can listen to you, fate may not be so difficult to fight but, this is fate, I was wrong before, now, I can only be wrong"

What kind of hurt can make a seventeen-year-old girl say such absolute words?

Xu Qinglong was also thinking about whether it was right or wrong for her to hide the truth at that time. At that time, she just felt that Liu Xiaona couldn't bear it. But now Liu Xiaona still can't bear it, people have grown up, facing the same thing, maybe the damage received will be different, and the insights that can be obtained are also different. When I was a child, I was sad, and I cried for a while and it passed, but now I am sad, but I can't cry anymore, Xu Qinglong also saw the current Liu Xiaona, and he knew.

Also, it's late.

Fortunately, it is not without a chance to make amends," Liu Xiaona, looking up at me. ”

Liu Xiaona looked up for a while. Xu Qinglong looked straight into her eyes and kept looking into her eyes, "If you want to escape from here and go to the south to work, then you should give up this idea." If you don't understand everything, if you get a result that will calm you down, even if you flee to the ends of the earth, it will be useless. ”

Xue Ran pursed her lips, it turned out that Liu Xiaona wanted to escape?

Xu Qinglong met Liu Xiaona's surprised eyes and continued, "Fate is indeed very strong, but what you have to do is not to fight it. What are you fighting for? What should happen will not disappear just because you resist. You should be strong yourself, and then face the setbacks of fate and be able to get through them. You must know that your destiny is yourself, and when you fight against yourself, you are making things difficult for yourself. ”R1152