Chapter 285: The Child's Resentment
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Wu Chu, seven years old this year, with a round little face like a cute apple, cutting a mushroom head, and clever eyes turned around, pacing back and forth in the room, carefully looking at everything around him, and finally stood beside Yan Ran and looked up at her fixedly for a while.
"I heard that you and my mom are classmates?" He clasped his hands around his chest, with a questioning tone, a little adult, and a troubled way.
Yan Ran squatted down, looked at him at eye level, and smiled: "Hmm! High school classmates. ”
"High school classmates? No wonder I haven't seen you before, but I've never seen many of her friends, maybe she thinks I'm unsightly! He said very calmly, his tone was flat but it was difficult to hide his anger and loneliness, and he pouted slightly, after all, he was only a seven-year-old child.
"Xiao Qi, in fact, ......" Yan Ran wanted to explain something, wanted to comfort Xiao Qi, reached out and touched his head, but he avoided it, and immediately kept a certain distance from her like a spring, and said extremely resistantly: "I don't like others to touch my head, and don't want to kiss my face, hug me or something." ”
"I'm sorry! Not in the future! Yan Ran smiled a little embarrassed, it seems that the little guy is very defensive, in fact, it is no wonder, living with his grandparents all the year round, leaving the familiar environment, and coming here from a foreign country, I wanted to be more intimate with my mother, but I didn't expect to be brought here......
Although he is young, he is extremely sensitive. There is no sense of security, this feeling may not be understood by others, but Yanran can empathize.
"By the way, did she tell you I was an illegitimate child? Father ominous! What did she say about me? I must say I'm a naughty person, right? He said, his dark eyes flashing with anger, and he wanted to show extreme determination, but there were foggy tears.
"Xiao Qi, who said these words to you?" Because of the unbearable anger for a moment, she held his arm with an extremely solemn expression. Knotted eyebrows.
It was hard for Yan Ran to imagine hearing such words from the mouth of a seven-year-old child. is so harsh, so vicious, even when she heard it, she felt as if a piece of flesh had been cut off from her heart, let alone Xiaoqi. This innocent and immature child in the middle of it.
Seeing Yanran, she seemed to be really angry. Hold his arm tightly.
A strange country. A strange environment, a strange person, after all, a child. Some willful, some annoyed, but not necessarily do not understand their situation, without his mother's protection here, it is really not wise for him to anger this only person who takes care of him, and he regrets that he should not be so ignorant of this seemingly extremely kind beautiful sister.
He lowered his head and said timidly, "Grandma and grandpa." They didn't like me, they said I was a drag on my mother, they called me a scourge...... Father is ominous, I didn't understand it at first, but then I realized that I just didn't know who my father meant, I ...... I don't have a dad! ”
In the end, the stubborn little boy still cried, tears fell on the floor, but instead of crying like other children, he silently shed tears, pouting and sticking to the last arrogance.
Yan Ran only felt that there was a piece of stuff in her heart, the pain of suffocation, and tears poured out, sour and unbearable.
Grandma and grandpa? should have been the person he should rely on the most in this world, but he didn't expect to treat him like this.
Maybe from their point of view, Xiao Qi's birth is a shame, and they feel that they have lost the lintel of the Wu family, but how can these things be blamed on Xiao Qi, he is just a child, and he is so young.
It's too cruel for adults to vent their anger and resentment on innocent children, no matter who Xiao Qi's biological father is, one thing is extremely clear, Xiao Qi made their own grandson after all.
Compared with Xiao Qi, Yan Ran suddenly felt that she was extremely lucky, although she was abandoned by her parents, at least her grandmother treated her very well, even if she was difficult, she never gave up on her, and never spoke ill of her and treated her harshly.
Seeing Xiao Qi crying so sadly, Yan Ran was also sad, and hugged him into his arms without thinking too much, the two cried for a while, and Yan Ran gradually calmed down, remembering that Xiao Qi just said that he didn't like others to hug him the most.
Yanran wiped away his tears for him, and said with some embarrassment: "I'm sorry, I just made a mistake again." The corners of her mouth were slightly raised, and there were still tears left in her shallow dimples.
"However, don't listen to these words in the future, you just need to remember that there are people in this world who love you, such as your mother, she is worried about you all the time, you are not a child who no one loves, you know?" Yanran said to Xiao Qi, who bowed his head and cried silently.
Xiao Qi sobbed for a while, raised his head to look at her, but the dark eyes revealed a dark light of resentment: "Liar! He was categorical.
"Xiao Qi ......" Yan Ran still wanted to explain something to Wu Yumei, but was interrupted by Xiao Qi's angry voice.
"She doesn't love me, if she really loves me and really cares about me, she won't throw me right here, I'm just a drag bottle, a child who is thrown around by them at random and no one wants. My grandmother and grandfather hated me, my aunt and uncle didn't like me, and even my cousins bullied me. I called my mom and wanted her to take me away, I would be very well-behaved and obedient. She always said that she missed me on the phone, but when I really came, she didn't have time to spend with me at all, she was always busy...... Busy every time, she loves her job even more, she doesn't need me at all! Why did she give birth to me! Xiao Qi cried, pushed Yanran away, and ran straight to the bedroom to lock the door.
Yan Ran sat on the ground, only to feel that her heart had been slashed out by someone, and it hurt!
Back then, she persuaded Wu Yumei to keep this child, but she didn't expect it to become Xiaoqi's resentment now......
The most innocent are children, and the most pitiful are children, and no matter how complicated the world of adults is, they should not be harmed.
For Xiaoqi, Yanran is guilty, but she doesn't regret it, just like Wu Yumei!
Yanran knew that Xiao Qi's heart knot was too deep, and he was so sensitive and young, even if they told him, he might not be able to understand some truths, so he could only let him calm down his emotions first, and guide him carefully in his future life, hoping that it would be too late to change now, and not let him develop a pessimistic and extreme outlook on life.
But one thing Xiao Qi actually understands very well, in this world he can only rely on his mother, no matter how angry, angry and even complaining in his heart, but he is still too weak, and he needs someone else's wings for a long time.
Although he was dissatisfied and rejected by the current situation, it was difficult for him to change anything with the power of a child, so he could only vent like this, lying on the bed and crying, and falling into a deep sleep.
In the dream, he became an adult, determined to leave all so-called relatives, cut off all contact with everyone, and be at ease alone. (To be continued......)