Chapter 50 Decisions

You're a piece of shit.

In fact, when she heard Xie Rouhui say this, Mrs. Xie felt that she was dreaming.

Because in the dream she would hear her mother scolding her like this, and then she would wake up crying.

And then the dream came true, and her mother really said to her that she was a waste.

Mother was gone now, and it was daytime, and she heard it again.

Mrs. Xie looked at Xie Rouhui.

The person who spoke was still her daughter.

Am I a waste? It turns out that my daughter thinks I'm a waste, too.

Although her mind was booming, Mrs. Xie still stared wide-eyed and tried to hear what Xie Rouhui said.

She heard every word, but she didn't feel like she understood a word.

"You're saying you're in trouble because of me?" She couldn't help but ask.

There was no anger, no sadness, and even the excitement of Shicai eased.

Mrs. Xie leaned on the table, like a child who heard a question she didn't understand, and asked seriously and curiously.

"You're saying that everything you used to be good for nothing? You didn't read a good book? You weren't loved by your sisters and elders at home? Have you not read all the scriptures in prison? Going further on, weren't you the first to be born? ”

Xie Rouhui looked a little anxious.

Before, before, what about before?

"I used to remember you very well." Mrs. Xie looked at her and said slowly, "So I was self-righteous?" ”

Xie Rouhui was stunned by Mrs. Xie, and felt that she hadn't seen such a quiet Mrs. Xie for a long time.

She remembered that when Xie Wenxing played with their sisters when she was a child, she told many stories about when she first met her mother. praised his mother for her gentleness and softness, standing in the crowd like a lotus flower.

Regarding Xie Wenxing's behavior of not even playing with the children to please Mrs. Xie, Xie Rouhui saw it clearly and understood, so she naturally didn't take what she said to him seriously.

What's more, she really rarely saw Mrs. Xie when she was gentle and soft, and it was not nothing, but who would remember those useless things, there were too many things she had to care about remembering, such as whether Mrs. Xie was happy today, how to make her happy, and how to make her unhappy.

Then do what you are happy with. If you are unhappy, let Xie Roujia that idiot do it.

Not to mention the next two years. Mrs. Xie became more and more grumpy.

Now after listening to her own words, she didn't even shout and scold, she was quiet and supple, and she simply changed into a person.

It's scary.

Xie Rouhui felt uncomfortable with this feeling of being out of control.

"What was it used before." She took a few deep breaths and said coldly. "It used to be so good. No matter how hard you try, it's useless. It's useless if others don't like it, grandmother doesn't like you, and naturally she won't like me. Grandmother looks down on you, and she looks down on me, who made me your choice. ”

Mrs. Xie sighed and stroked her hand on the table.

"I'm tired of you." She said, "I'm useless, so it's useless to let you, so you can dance and wrestle, so you can be a maiko in the capital, so thunder will scare you......"

With a snap, it seemed that Mrs. Xie's slap was still on her face.

"Mother!" Xie Rouhui shouted, stepped forward and grabbed Mrs. Xie's arm, "Do you understand what I mean, I don't mean that I think you are useless, but grandmother, that is, she thinks you are useless, grandmother doesn't give you the scriptures, so we ended up where we are now." ”

Mrs. Xie looked at her with a calm expression.

"yes, I'm useless, so I ended up where I am now." She said.

Mrs. Xie, who didn't cry or make trouble, made Xie Rouhui a little unsure of how to speak.

"Mother, I know you're angry, but it's useless to be angry now, let's think about how to get the scriptures, otherwise there will be no way out this time." She said with a deep breath.

Mrs. Xie frowned.

"Take the scriptures? Didn't you say that Bidan's skills were good? Why do you say the scriptures again? She said, "You don't compare yourself to her?" ”

"How can you compare without a scripture?" Xie Rouhui raised her eyebrows and said, "Mother, isn't it because of the scriptures that her grandmother gave her that she can have now?" Otherwise, where would she have the confidence to compare with me? ”

Mrs. Xie looked at her.

"So you're not going to compare?" She asked, as if hearing something strange.

"Of course I don't compare, how can I compare?" Xie Rouhui said, "I didn't say that at that time, the two of us were going to be killed by her." ”

"She doesn't dare, if she dares to do this, I dare to die like that." Mrs. Xie leaned up straight on the table.

I'm sick! You want to die, I don't want to!

Xie Rouhui sighed in her heart.

"Mother, when you die, there is nothing left, and you will really become a sinner in their mouths." She said, holding Mrs. Xie's hand again, "Mother, don't be angry, she is already mad, relying on what she has that we don't have, our top priority is to take a step back first." ”

Mrs. Xie looked at her.

"That's right." She said, nodding, "What she has, you really don't." ”

Originally, she didn't have scriptures, no secret skills, and scolded her at every turn all day long, and she didn't want to think about why she was like this.

Xie Rouhui helped Mrs. Xie to sit down.

"So, Mother, there's nothing to be ashamed of when we take a step back this time." "Anything is possible until the end." ”

Mrs. Xie stood still.

"So what are you going to do? You can't get the scriptures in her hand. She said.

"Didn't Lao Haimu say that the scriptures were not dug up at all, they were hidden in Yushan." Xie Rouhui looked at her, "Then let's dig it out, dig up the whole book, so that we have what she has, and she doesn't have what we have." ”

"But Yushan is so big, and she didn't tell us, how do we know where the scriptures are?" Mrs. Xie frowned and said.

Xie Rouhui smiled.

"Mother, I think Lao Haimu must know." She said.

Old Haimu?

"Didn't I ask them all at the time, and he said he didn't know." Mrs. Xie frowned and said. "Your uncle and grandfather don't know, and even the specific matter of the Tibetan Scripture is only known to your grandmother, he is not a member of the Xie family, and he is a descendant of a sin wizard."

Xie Rouhui pursed her lips and smiled.

"Mother, if this person tells a lie once, and conceals it once, there must be a second and a third time." She reached out and stroked the smooth forehead table.

The original bright red nails were frightened and frightened today, and I don't know when they broke two, which looked particularly dazzling.

Xie Rouhui clasped her hands together.

"He didn't tell us the secret he had been hiding for so long. Wait a minute. But he only said half of it, and he came to test his mother in the previous paragraph, he must still have something hidden and didn't say, maybe it is where Wu Qing Niangniang's scriptures are hidden. ”

She turned her head to look at Mrs. Xie.

"Mother. Ask him to come and try it. ”

Mrs. Xie looked at her for a moment.

"Okay." She nodded.

Xie Rouhui's heart was settled, and she breathed a sigh of relief. Exhaustion hits you.

"Mother. You rest first, I'll arrange it. She said.

Mrs. Xie nodded, watching Xie Rouhui turn around and walk out.

"Megumi." She shouted again.

Xie Rouhui stopped and turned around.

"Mother. What else do you command? She asked with concern.

"Megumi, do you resent me very much?" Mrs. Xie looked at her and asked.

Xie Rouhui walked back and knelt down in front of her, taking her hand and putting it on her face.

"Mother, what I said was not what I was going to say, it was what I said for my mother." She choked up and said, "It's what I want to say to my grandmother, to Xie Roujia, to everyone, they all think so, bully you like this, mother, how can I resent you, if it weren't for me, how could you be so tired and miserable." ”

Mrs. Xie patted her face gently.

"Okay, I got it." She said, "Go and rest." ”

Xie Rouhui rubbed her hand before getting up and retreating.

The doors and windows in the hot summer room were closed, and Mrs. Xie was standing alone in the hall, but she felt cold all over her body, she slowly retreated and hit the table, the teacups, plates and vases that were originally placed on the table had fallen and broken, and there were no utensils on it, only the table was hit and made a gurgling sound.

Mrs. Xie leaned against the table and grabbed the corner of the table tightly with one hand, but even this seemed to be unable to support it, and her body gradually trembled.

A smile appeared on her face, then she cried, cried and laughed, and her voice became extremely strange as she exchanged voices back and forth.

Wrong.

Xie Rouhui, who walked outside the courtyard gate, stopped.

Something was wrong.

I can be regarded as telling the truth this time, Mrs. Xie is not angry, and she is not appeased, why was she exposed as she spoke?

But whatever, anyway, it wasn't what she said, it was Mrs. Xie who said it, if Mrs. Xie wants to be resentful, resentful Mrs. Xie should go.

As for Mrs. Xie's resentment of herself......

Resentment is resentment, when Old Madam Xie was forced to die, she had no way back.

Besides, what is there to resent, if she wasn't so useless, if she didn't strangle that when she was born, how could she have ended up like this.

Eat the consequences of your own evil and blame others.

When she can get the scriptures this time, she will die quickly, and she will be disgusting all day long.

Xie Rouhui stretched out her hand to look at her broken nails, today's humiliating scene resurfaced, she shook her head vigorously, wanting to shake off all these like muddy water.

Xie Roujia! Xie Roujia! Xie Roujia!

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"Jiajia!"

There was a shout from the courtyard, and the old lady Xie, who was sitting under the porch and teasing the birds, stood up and looked at the girl who entered the door with a smile and joy.

The door here was not locked like Xie Wenjun's, but Xie Roujia wanted to cry when she walked in and saw Old Lady Xie.

Xie Wenjun is fortunately accompanied by Du Jiaona, but Old Lady Xie is alone.

"Grandfather, I haven't spoken yet, how do you recognize me." Xie Roujia squeezed out a smile and said, "It was the same at the fifth uncle just now, and I can't deceive you." ”

Old lady Xie laughed.

"People are unique, even if they look alike, they can be distinguished in the eyes of those who have a heart." He smiled and reached out to tap Xie Roujia's forehead, "I recognized you at a glance." ”

Xie Roujia smiled and nodded.

Old lady Xie beckoned her to sit down, and shouted to the girls to put out melons, fruits, snacks, tea, and sugar water, and showed her her newly trained birds, which was lively and funny, just like before.

Even the rocking chair next to the small table had two chairs, one of which was empty.

Xie Roujia grabbed a crisp peach and crunched into it.

"I heard you're angry with them?" Old lady Xie retreated, and the girls laughed in a low voice.

"That's not a big deal." Xie Roujia said, biting the peach with a creaky sound, "If it hadn't been stopped by someone making trouble, there would have been more excitement today." ”

Old Lady Xie smiled and nodded.

"When are you going to compare yourself to her?" "I'll go see it when the time comes." ”

Did it spread all over the house so quickly?

Xie Roujia slowly took a bite of the peach.

"Grandfather, I'm going to live up to my grandmother's instructions." She said, putting down the peach in her hand and looking at Old Lady Xie

Old lady Xie looked at her with a look of surprise.

"I'm not here to fight for Dannu when I came back this time." Xie Roujia said, "I'm going to destroy Dannu." ”

Wreck?

Destroy the Dannu, without the Dannu, is it still the Xie family?

Wouldn't that ruin the Xie family?

Old Lady Xie looked at her with a look of surprise and solemnity.

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