Eight years ago, at the age of fourteen, she lost her sister and grandmother overnight, and her world fell apart in an instant, plunging into endless pain and despair.

There are some things that she can't figure out, such as why her sister committed suicide by jumping off the building, why her grandmother died of a sudden cerebral hemorrhage, and why the originally bitter but happy home was shattered in an instant, leaving her alone.

She didn't understand what she had done wrong and why she was being punished like this.

She cried, she made trouble, collapsed and fainted, but she woke up and couldn't change the facts.

Countless times, she closed her eyes and tried to hypnotize herself.

Suing herself that she just had a dream, a nightmare, and when she woke up, she was still that happy girl, with her grandmother's careful love and sister's pride in her care.

But the reality is a nightmare that you want to wake up but can never wake up from, and its cruelty and cruelty often catch people off guard.

The kind neighbor helped her take care of the funeral of her grandmother and sister, and her tears dried up, her heart had long since lost consciousness, and she lived numbly, eating alone, going to school, and then returning to her cold home......

Yes~ After being heartbroken, the living must live.

Life continues, whether it is miserable or painful, no matter how you live, you have to face the problem of livelihood.

Having lost her loved ones, she lived on the help of her kind neighbors.

But she knew that this kind of help could not last long, the town was remote and closed, the people were simple, but the economy was also backward, almost every family farmed, and the income was meager, and it was only enough for her own use. What's more, she is about to enter high school, and the cost of studying in a city other than a small town is amazing.

In the past, when my grandmother was alive, I was worried about this matter all day long, but now that my grandmother and sister have passed away one after another, she is afraid that she will drop out of school!

But even if she drops out of school, what can she do?

She is only 14 years old this year, and she doesn't even have an ID card, so even if she wants to work, no one may be willing to accept it!

So when Aunt Zhang tactfully told her that they had found her biological mother in the city. Her cold eyes were inexplicably filled with tears.

Aunt Zhang thought she was thinking about that woman. Blood is thicker than water, after all, it is a mother-in-law.

didn't know that she shed those tears for herself.

She hated her, hated the woman who abandoned her since she was a child. Her heart is too ruthless. Even his own daughter can be abandoned. She has never come back to see her for more than ten years, and even if she has more unspeakable secrets, she can't forgive her.

People say that her father, Gu Shaohua, is not a thing. The wolf's heart is dog's lungs, and she has lost her conscience, but she feels that her mother, who has ignored her for more than ten years, is even better than Gu Shaohua.

She once secretly swore that she would never see her in this life, she would hate her for the rest of her life, even if she had no one to support her in the future, she would not care about her, since she abandoned her ruthlessly, don't think that she would treat her well.

But you see, all the vicious vows were finally fulfilled in herself, and was it retribution?

Now that she is alone, she has to take refuge in the woman she intends to hate for the rest of her life.

It is said that she is doing well, has a house in the city, has two sons, and lives a wealthy life, so she imagines that she should be a woman with a good temperament and full of luxury.

In the end, she came to pick up Yan Yu, but it was completely different from what Yan Yu imagined.

She looks like a peasant woman with a better life, her complexion is ruddy, but she can't hide the atmosphere of a nouveau riche, and the gold necklace around her neck makes her look rustic.

She was extremely excited when she saw Yan Yu, and as soon as her thick arms grabbed it, she hugged the thin Yan Yu on her big chest and cried, and Yan Yu was almost out of breath and struggled in her arms.

She grabbed Yan Yu and cried loudly: "Xiao Yu, my good daughter, my mother misses you, misses you~"

Yan Yu struggled to escape from her arms and hid behind Aunt Zhang, and the most heartwarming and bloody scene was broken by Yan Yu in this way.

"This child, what are you afraid of, she is your own mother, hurry up and call Mom, call Mom~" Aunt Zhang smiled awkwardly and tried to pull Yan Yu out from behind her, but Yan Yu grabbed Aunt Zhang's hand tightly, her hands were soaked with cold sweat, and she refused to come out.

But to Yan Yu, that woman was just a stranger, a stranger she hated.

The voices in her ears are getting more and more noisy, everyone in the courtyard is watching, everyone's mouths are opening and closing, and they are all urging her: "Call Mom, call Mom~"

But Yan Yu couldn't say a word, her voice was pressed in her throat, and she tried her best to endure the grief and anger in her heart.

Mother? She deserves it too?

After waiting for a long time, seeing that Yanyu still refused to open her mouth to call someone, she felt bored, so she stopped crying and wiped away her tears.

Yan Yu clearly saw that the way she looked at her was also extremely strange and embarrassing.

Blood, what people have called October pregnancy throughout the ages, is known as the most intimate mother-daughter relationship in the world, and that's it!

If they only give birth and don't raise them, how can they give birth to so many emotions just by blood, and in the past 14 years, they will have time to experience the bits and pieces of each other's lives together.

So, Shengsheng slaughtered the mother and daughter who should have been close relatives into strangers.

The funny thing is that if you have her blood in your body, you have to follow her, as a mother, it is reasonable that this woman has the right to control her own underage biological daughter, which has nothing to do with whether Yan Yu is willing to go with her.

So, just by that damn blood, the woman easily took her out of the town and into another dark and terrifying world.

When she left, there was a drizzle over the town, which was very sharp and cold, and it hurt to scrape.

She sat on the bus and watched the disappearing town, her heart empty, and she couldn't come back?

Is her home really so broken?

Sister, grandma.

She lowered her head, tears crackling down her face, for herself who was helpless, for the people she loved the most, who had passed away......

It was raining outside the window, and the town was fading out of view, and she folded her hands. Say goodbye to them.

In this way, Yan Yu was taken to the city.

In fact, the woman's family background is not as good as Uncle Zhang and Aunt Zhang said, the man is in the seafood business, leaving early and returning late, while the woman is at home with children, cooking, and is a full-time housewife.

Her family lives in a small two-story building near the seafood market, and she has two sons, who are very naughty and will get into a mess at every turn. Snot, tears and together.

Occasionally, it's just too annoying. Women will come out with brooms to scare them, and that's it.

Yan Yu is not happy in the life in the city, and the environment is unfamiliar. No friends. Even eating has to hide in a small room.

The reason is. The man didn't want to see Yan Yu in the place he could see, for him Yan Yu was like a thorn in his heart, and every time he saw it, he would be angry and unbearable. Quarrel with women.

Yan Yu's careful life, in this so-called home, is like air, but she still can't escape the fate of being driven away.

One day, the man said he had a hundred dollars missing from his pocket.

Undoubtedly, Yan Yu became the biggest suspect, ran to her room and made a mess of the few things left in the room, but she didn't find the money, but she insisted that she did it and asked her to hand over the money.

Yan Yu couldn't bear it anymore, she clashed with him and was slapped hard by him.

The woman didn't stop her, just watched, and protected the two little boys behind her.

Yan Yu sneered, what is she?

How long does she have to endure such a life now, and the reason why she endures it is nothing more than wanting to complete her studies and be admitted to a key high school.

Yes! As long as she is admitted to a key high school, she can get rid of here, she can study while working, and no longer rely on others.

There are two more semesters left, just hold on for two more semesters.

But they couldn't wait, and the day after they were beaten, the woman told her with a stern expression that their family had no way to provide her with education.

Now there are two paths in front of her, one is that the woman found her a job, working in a textile factory in the suburbs, with food and shelter, 800 yuan a month.

The other is to give her a thousand dollars, and she can go wherever she likes with this money, but she will never come back.

There is no doubt that no matter which path Yan Yu chooses, it is a huge burden for women.

I think she really wanted to make up for Yan Yu at the beginning, but this child was too cold and never called her mother, and her little guilt was worn out by the man's complaints and scolding with the arrival of Yan Yu.

She no longer had any hope for Yan Yu, in fact, even if she knew that Yan Yu was also her own, but it was far less close to her two sons, and she really didn't need to mess up her hard-won life for a daughter born to her ex-husband.

I regret that I shouldn't have brought this ungrateful girl to the city because of a moment of soft-heartedness, but fortunately, it's not too late to regret it now, so I made such a condition.

Yan Yu chose the second way without hesitation, took the money, packed her luggage and left that night.

It's winter, it's about to be the New Year, there is light snow in the sky, she keeps walking along the road, but she can't go to the end.

The wind was so cold, she shivered from the cold, it was a sobriety that she had never been before.

She can't rely on anyone, and if she wants to continue her studies, she has to find a way to support herself.

When Xuanmu found Yan Yu, Yan Yu's job was to wash dishes in the back hall of a small restaurant, the water was cold and biting, her hands were red from the cold, and she had several cracks, and several men in black in suits and leather shoes brought her to him.

Yan Yu was really startled when she saw Xuanmu again, he was so thin that he was only skinny and bone-like, lying on the bed.

"I'm going to the United States, you can come with me!" He said, dying, so his words were simple and to the point.

He was going to leave here, but the only thing he couldn't worry about before leaving here was Yan Yu, so he asked people about her situation, but he didn't expect it......

He promised Yan Ran that he would take good care of her family, but now that Yan Yu is left, he wants to protect her well.

Fourteen-year-old Yan Yu sneered: "You look like this, I'm afraid you can't even protect yourself, how can you protect me?" ”

(To be continued......)