042 Tears in the corners of the eyes

Ran Zhirou came out of Mrs. Xia's room and greeted the evening sunset, feeling a little lonely.

She still remembered that many years ago, in Mu Xueshen Mountain, she used to sit on the top of the mountain, bathing in the afterglow of the setting sun until darkness covered the earth.

She was brought up by her grandfather, who was a very kind old man, at least in front of herself. This old man is highly respected and respected by the martial arts, and he is also very majestic in front of people, but in front of himself, he is just the most amiable old man who responds to his granddaughter's needs.

Dad was obsessed with martial arts all her life and died at the hands of others when she was very young. Niang did not avenge him, because she knew that her father was a swordsman, and he died in a decisive battle, and he also died well.

Niang is a very perfect and wise woman, she has almost never seen a woman smarter than Niang. Even among the most calculating men, the wisdom of the mother is by no means at a disadvantage.

After experiencing great changes, Ran Zhirou often thinks about a question. She was born to her mother, and she inherited her mother's talent for martial arts, but she didn't get a trace of her wisdom.

If she was as wise as her mother, and she had her knack for dealing with feelings, maybe she would be a different person today.

King An is the most favored son of the Queen Mother today, but at the first sight of his mother, he was fascinated by her demeanor. After that, despite many difficulties, he didn't care whether his mother had ever been married, had children, and didn't even care whether his mother still had a father in his heart, so he let go of all his worries without regrets, and was willing to wander the rivers and lakes with his mother.

Fortunately, my mother also likes him in her heart, and his infatuation has been responded, and they are a fairy couple that everyone envies.

What Ran Zhirou asked for was just such a relationship.

She asked herself, for the sake of this relationship, she gave everything she had, thinking that she could be like her father and mother, and be happy for a lifetime. In the end, this qiē is nothing more than a joke, a wordless sadness.

Looking at the sunset in Qinyang Mansion, Ran Zhirou only felt lonely. The sunset is warm, but at this moment she can't feel a trace of temperature, a gap in her heart, in the distant barren mountains, is magnified to the boundless-

She misses the sunset on Mu Xueshen Mountain, where her petite body dances with a long sword. Sweat reflects the residual temperature of the setting sun, and it is strangely brilliant.

Grandpa sat not far away, stroking his long white beard, and seeing every time she stabbed a sword, there was always pride and pride in her eyes.

It was dark, and her grandfather took her hand down the mountain. Sometimes when she was tired, her grandfather would carry him on his back and take a supreme leap of light power on the high mountain.

The big duck yolk was behind them, and before they knew it, it had become their background.

She practiced on the high mountain, in her grandfather's words, this is the aura of heaven and earth, and the essence of the sun and the moon. Ancient trees in the deep mountains can always make people's minds calm, and it is easier to realize the true meaning of martial arts.

What her grandfather said was undoubtedly too profound for her as a child. She still liked the time when her grandfather took her to fly above the mountains, and at that time, she felt that she could catch a qiē -

Later, when she grew up, she went down the mountain, and listened to her grandfather's deeds from others countless times, and she was determined to be a real chivalrous woman, worthy of her grandfather's name.

She had done this before.

She saved a lot of people, did a lot of good things, and gradually became famous in the rivers and lakes. If she hadn't met Xia Chaoyang, she thought that she would still be living like that life now-

I thought that if I got this relationship, I would get a qiē, and my life would be fulfilled. As everyone knows, gaining and losing are just in an instant.

Ran Zhirou began to wonder whether the path she chose was right or wrong after she woke up. Although she is unwilling, although she wants to punish those who are sorry for her, will she lose more in the process?

She suddenly missed her previous life very much, without these intrigues, deceit, and anxiety. She is still the carefree little girl who sits on the top of Mu Xueshen Mountain and watches the sunset.

She even wanted to let go of a grievance in the Xia Mansion, ride a fast horse, and be free from then on, and never ask about these troubles again.

She can do it, as long as she takes a step, she can get out of here at any time.

called Ai'er, just said that she wanted to leave, Ai'er didn't even ask the reason, and left with her.

But, after all, she is unwilling!

The blood on the ground in the Chaoyang Courtyard, the flames rushing to the sky, how many midnight dreams, she woke up screaming. These have become indelible wounds in the depths of her heart, and the wounds will not heal when her person is gone.

But she really felt very tired. Many things, before they even began, she was physically and mentally exhausted. Perhaps, she is not such a person, and such a thing is not suitable for her to do.

"What are you doing standing here?" A sound of footsteps came from behind, and Ran Zhirou opened her eyes.

How could she forget that this was still Mrs. Xia's courtyard, and she had been standing here for so long.

Xia Chaoyang came here to discuss with his mother about his cousin Hua Shanshan, but as soon as he arrived at the door, he found that the tigress was standing in the courtyard like a fool.

Ran Zhirou was a little stunned, as if she was not suitable for the person who suddenly appeared in front of her. Her memory is still stuck in the past, and in the memory of the past, there is no Xia Chaoyang.

Seeing him coming, Ran Zhirou subconsciously wanted to escape, at this time, she didn't want to face him.

"Eh, wait, why do you have to run away when you see me, is it possible that I can still eat you?" Xia Chaoyang's last sentence was a little **, and Ran Zhirou froze, because Xia Chaoyang had already reached her ear and whispered in her ear: "If you want to eat...... Eat again in the evening ......"

Xia Chaoyang originally thought that he could see Ran Zhirou's shy expression, but he was disappointed. Ran Zhirou slowly turned her head and stared at him with a complicated and inexplicable gaze. He had never seen such a look—a mixture of sadness and grief, even if it was as cold as the morning sun in summer, he couldn't help but be stunned on the spot.

In the courtyard, he heard Ran Zhirou's fluttering voice, as if it was coming from the sky. She said, "Why did I fall in love with a man like you?" ”

Yes, why did she fall in love with someone like Xia Chaoyang?

If she wasn't blind, how could she have taken a fancy to him? If she hadn't taken a fancy to him, why would she be so miserable today, and she felt miserable?

Almost running back to Chaoyang Courtyard, Ran Zhirou leaned against the door, thinking up and down. Hiding his face at a loss, he found that the corners of his eyes had been stained with tears at some point-