Chapter 177: Truth (1)
Chu Weilin heard her own heartbeat, and she rehashed it.
This is her deepest secret, that is, she will not reveal a single secret to Chu Lunyu, but inadvertently, she lost her words.
Her mind was blank, and she didn't even know if she should avoid Chang Yuyun's gaze.
Or pretend to be stupid, let the thoughts be confused, Chang Yuyun would not have thought of such a bizarre thing, and casually made up a few lies, maybe it will be over......
Chu Weilin comforted herself, while feeling a thin layer of sweat in her palms, and there was still the slightest coolness on her body, under Chang Yuyun's gaze, it was like being roasted on the fire, burning hot.
Her lips moved slightly, and she didn't know where to start for a while, Chu Weilin forced herself to calm down, and pretended to be calm: "What's wrong?" ”
Chang Yuyun was too familiar with Chu Weilin, and he could detect some subtle changes in his eyes and tone, and asked, "You said 'Xiao Zhao'." ”
Seeing Chang Yuyun ask, Chu Weilin knew that it was useless to pretend to be stupid, so she simply stubbornly started talking nonsense: "It's no secret that Sister Zhao likes you. You asked me in the bamboo garden in the past why I knew what the eldest aunt thought, in fact, it was very simple, the eldest aunt must be to help the sister of the Zhao family, and even set up a banquet in the mansion in front of so many guests, the eldest aunt had to test the ancestors for the sister of the Zhao family. At that time, everyone thought that she would marry you, even the second aunt and the younger sister of the Zhao family said so. We all said that if she entered the door, wouldn't she be Xiao Zhao? Now that she's married to another family, that's why I'm going to say that. ”
At first, he stumbled, but in the end, he became fluent, as if it was really such a thing, such an exclamation.
The peach blossom eyes were shining, and the doubts and puzzles gradually dissipated, condensed into a smile, Chang Yuyun hooked the corners of his lips, and said, "What a big sour smell." ”
Chu Weilin snorted lightly, and turned her face away, as long as she can mix it up, she will be jealous if she is jealous.
No longer looking at each other, Chang Yuyun looked down at the road again, his heart turned a thousand times, he didn't believe Chu Weilin's words.
It's just that he knows Chu Weilin too well, as long as Chu Weilin is unwilling to explain, even if he asks, even if he bothers to ask, Chu Weilin will not tell the truth, rather than being embarrassed in the back, it is better to let her think.
A few maids noticed that the two masters were in a strange relationship, and they also became cautious, and after serving the two of them to freshen up, they left the Liuyu who was on duty at night, and the rest of them withdrew.
Chu Weilin turned over and lay on her side inside, Chang Yuyun blew the lamp and fell into the account, the moonlight was unknown, and even the people who were close at hand couldn't see it clearly in the dark night.
Chang Yuyun sighed secretly, that is, in the daytime, could he see through Chu Weilin?
Can't see through.
In my previous life, I didn't see through it all, and in this life, when I become a husband and wife again, there are more and more places that I can't see through.
Chang Yuyun remembered that when he went to Songling Courtyard the day before yesterday, the old ancestor praised Chu Weilin as "quiet as water", he didn't know why this praise came from, and only after Shuilian said it did he suddenly realize.
Chu Weilin was indeed as calm as water when chanting, or rather, her heart was as calm as an old woman who had seen through the world, Chang Yuyun still remembered that year in the Fayu Temple, he accidentally bumped into Chu Weilin when he was chanting in the main hall.
The cardamom girl knelt straight in front of the Buddha, the sun only illuminated a corner, her shadow was stretched obliquely, quiet and peaceful, and her voice was low and gentle, without ups and downs, and the long scriptures flowed smoothly from her mouth, really like an old woman with a dead heart, even the old ancestors chanted scriptures that never gave Chang Yuyun such a feeling.
There is really nothing to think, nothing to ask for, and nothing to rely on, which makes people feel heartbroken.
In her previous life, thirteen-year-old Chu Weilin was clearly not a person who could chant sutras like this, or after her husband and wife made her and started to worship the Buddha, she couldn't memorize many scriptures for a long time.
Not only that, Chang Yuyun placed the chess game in the matching hall that Master Huiyan untied, it was not something that could be solved at a glance, in his previous life, he had painstakingly studied for half a month to solve it, why could Chu Weilin, who was not good at chess, solve it?
Chang Yuyun didn't have no guesses in his heart, but he didn't dare to assert at will.
Turning sideways, he gently hugged Chu Weilin, who was facing away from him, into his arms, and Chang Yuyun whispered in her ear: "Linlin, where are you from?" ”
didn't answer, Chang Yuyun knew that Chu Weilin was awake, and even after he asked this question, his body tensed up suddenly, but Chu Weilin didn't answer a word.
Slowly tightened his embrace, the answer is not so important, Chu Weilin didn't say, he didn't ask, if one day she was willing to speak, he would listen to her quietly.
Now, he just wanted to sue her.
"Linlin, I've been since five years."
A dull and suppressed voice sounded in her ears, Chu Weilin's eyes widened suddenly, and this sentence made her heart beat even more than the sound of "Xiao Zhao's".
Five years later, the Chang family five years later, and the Chang family Goro in the dungeon five years later, the scenes filled Chu Weilin's mind, and she bit her lower lip tightly to keep herself from making a sound.
She should have figured it out.
She can be reborn, she can start all over again, why can't Chang Yuyun?
If it weren't for that, how could Chang Yuyun clearly tell the mark on her body in the Fog Viewing Pavilion of Fayu Temple that year? Only by being reborn can Chang Yuyun avoid Zhao Hanyi's design, and will the title of the gold list take a different path.
Since they all started all over again, knowing that she would break up the Chang family, why did they still stubbornly want to marry her?
In his ears, he seemed to hear Chang Yuyun's voice five years later, he hugged her dying, and whispered, "You are what I wanted to marry from the beginning."
She knew that he was obsessed, but she didn't expect him to be obsessed to this point!
The resentment against the Chang family and the hatred for the Da Zhao family still linger in her heart, but for Chang Yuyun, at this moment, Chu Weilin felt more deeply heartache and debt.
He had confessed so much, but she still had to keep her secret.
She still needs some time to sort out her mood, and when she is all cleaned up, she will be able to speak.
This night, they had no sleep.
It wasn't until dawn that Chu Weilin fell asleep.
Chang Yuyun didn't call her when he got up, and told the maids not to disturb him, and went to Songling Courtyard alone.
The old ancestor didn't see Chu Weilin, and raised his eyes to look at Chang Yuyun.
Chang Yuyun advanced and retreated as usual, and according to the rhetoric he thought of when he came, he said: "I had a cold when I ate last night, and I was not in good spirits in the morning, so my grandson told her to lie down." ”
The old ancestor was noncommittal.
Liu Shi glanced at Chang Yuyun's somewhat blue eyes, and secretly thought, the cold is fake, and the lack of spirit is true, who knows how the little couple tossed last night.
Chu Lunxin was concerned about Chu Weilin's situation: "Have you invited a doctor?" ”
Liu nodded hurriedly, and said peacefully: "Don't pay attention to your body because you are young, or let people take a look." ”
Chang Yuyun complied.
When Chu Weilin woke up, it was already dawn, and her side was empty, and when she touched the quilt with her hand, there was no warmth at all.
Hearing Chu Weilin's movements, Liuyu came in and said, "Where Songling Courtyard is, the fifth master said that grandma couldn't get up because she got cold last night, and the fifth lady just asked someone to come to say, and when grandma gets up, she will ask for a doctor." ”
Knowing that it was Chang Yuyun's kindness, Chu Weilin nodded.
Freshen up her face, sitting in front of the dresser, the person in the mirror is like a jade, and she can't find the pale shadow of her previous life, remembering what she said last night, Chu Weilin couldn't help but sigh.
Liuyu listened to it in her ears, she saw the strange atmosphere between the fifth master and her grandmother when she came back last night, and today it was such a situation, she was a little apprehensive in her heart, and asked hesitantly: "Is grandma having trouble with the fifth master?" Between husband and wife, a little fight adds some fun, and more ...... The fifth master didn't ask us to quarrel with grandma in the morning, and the slave and maid looked at it, but he cared about grandma. ”
Chu Weilin raised her eyes and looked at the flowing jade through the mirror.
When the bridal maid, unless they have different thoughts, they are looking forward to the harmony of their masters, and if there are some stumbles sometimes, they will also persuade each other on the side.
"I know." Chu Weilin said with a smile.
Seeing her like this, Liuyu couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, and heard the voices of the mother and people talking outside, and said, "Grandma, Li De'an's family has been here, and it seems that she has something to say to grandma." ”
"Let her come in and talk." Chu Weilin commanded.
Li De'an's family was talking to Manniang outside the door, and when he heard the summons, he quickly entered the east room.
Shui Fu took breakfast from the small kitchen, Chu Weilin motioned for Li De'an's family to sit down, and slowly used it.
Li De'an's family was not in a hurry, and when Chu Weilin finished eating and rinsed her mouth, Shui Fu packed up her things and withdrew, and saw that only Liuyu was left inside, so she whispered: "The slave and maid are counting the days, is grandma's Kwai water late?" ”
Chu Weilin was stunned, she couldn't remember her days, so she turned her head to look at Liuyu.
Liuyu nodded and said, "Grandma, it's half a month late." ”
Although she couldn't remember the day, Chu Weilin knew that her Kwai Shui was very punctual, and unless her mood fluctuated, she would never be half a month late.
Chu Weilin frowned and asked Li De'an's family: "What does mom mean?" ”
"Even if it's half a month late, it's only a little bit late, where can I see it accurately at this time, the slave maid wants to talk to grandma, grandma be careful, don't damage your body." The road of Li De'an's family.
As she was talking, Mrs. Cen had already arrived.
Chu Weilin thought for a while, and said: "Mom is right, I can't see it these days, I won't mention it for a while, in case I make a mistake, it will make the old ancestor empty happy." ”
The reason is indeed this reason, and Liuyu and Li De'an's family should also be followed.
How do they know that a few of them want to wait and see, but after carefully diagnosing the pulse, the lady Cen said bluntly: "Fifth grandma, I'm afraid you are a happy pulse, but the month is too shallow to grasp, I am bold, I will tell you first." ”
Li De'an's He Liuyu raised his eyebrows, confirmed with Cen Niangzi again and again, and said hello to Chu Weilin with a smile.
Chu Weilin raised her hand to cover her flat stomach, one thing was not cleaned up, and the other thing came, but since she came, this time she must take good care of it and not repeat the mistakes of the past. R1152