367 Recognize your ancestors and return to your ancestors
Although Yan Ran's body has recovered, she still needs regular follow-up.
On this day, Xuanmu accompanied Yanran to the hospital for a follow-up visit, and was going back, but he accidentally saw a similar figure, which reminded Yanran of another person in this hospital.
"I want to see Lin Shu...... Lin Hongjuan. Yan Ran grabbed Xuanmu's hand.
Although Xuanmu was a little surprised, he still agreed.
Lin Hongjuan has become a vegetative person, so being so asleep is a kind of luck for her!
The nurse frowned slightly when she heard someone coming to visit, and muttered in a low voice: "I don't usually see anyone to see her, what's the matter today." ”
The ward was deserted, Lin Hongjuan lay on the hospital bed as if she was just asleep, lacking her usual arrogance and sense of superiority to reject people, no rouge, and her white and clear cheeks made her feel as refreshing as the girl next door.
Looking at it like this, Yanran suddenly remembered what Lin Hongjuan said that day.
She said, "Have you ever wondered that we're actually very similar? This sentence made Yan Ran linger for a long time, but now she threw this question to Xuan Mu.
"Do you think we look like us?" She asked, looking extremely calm.
I don't know why, looking at Lin Hongjuan, she seems to see another self, she is in a very weird mood, no joy or sorrow, but she feels sad.
"......" Xuan Mu didn't answer, but some kind of unpredictable dark light flashed under his eyes.
They stood in front of Lin Hongjuan's ward and looked at her for a long time, both of them were silent, no resentment, no resentment, no sadness, inexplicably empty.
Such a scene always feels similar, as if it had appeared in a dream.
Yanran and Lin calligraphy and painting...... No! It's Lin Hongjuan, for some reason, although she already knows that she is not the daughter of the Lin family, but in Xuan Mu's mind, the three words Lin Shushu have grown into Lin Hongjuan's face, and now it is a little strange to connect these three words with Yanran.
Are Yanran and Lin calligraphy and painting portraits?
He had never thought about this question, and now that Yan Ran asked him this, he began to carefully observe the girl on the hospital bed.
The eyebrows, the eyes, and the calm and soft expression...... There were even some impossible images in his mind, and there was an unbelievable sense of familiarity and intimacy in his mind, as if he had taken her hand and walked into the auditorium in a dream......
Lose your marbles! He must have been crazy to have this crazy thought.
She is Lin Shushu, who almost killed Yanran, and designed the initiator of all tragedies, a vicious woman with a femme fatale.
How could she be compared to Yanran?
Even in his previous life, even if he was blind, he would never fall in love with such a girl, let alone marry her.
Xuanmu frowned, trying to banish the chaotic and weird thoughts from his mind.
Seeing that Xuan Mu didn't answer for a long time, Yan Ran continued: "She said that if we swap fates, I will be another her. ”
"Do you think it's possible? If I were Lin Hongjuan and Lin Hongjuan was me, would the person lying there be me? This is also the reason why Yanran has always been haunted.
In fact, as Lin Hongjuan said, they are actually very similar.
The same fate was bumpy and became an orphan, the same character is hard and strong, the same sensitive nature, and has a self-esteem and inferiority complex that is different from ordinary people.
One seems lucky, but in fact it is unlucky.
One seems unlucky, but lucky enough.
If it is really as Lin Shushu said, they have changed their identities, she becomes Lin Hongjuan, abandoned since she was a child, and was adopted to the Lin family in an orphanage, will she be like Lin Hongjuan Although she grew up in the best environment and seemed to have everything, she also had too much that did not belong to her, so she panicked, **** was frightened, and she lost herself unconsciously, and did not compromise her means to answer the goal.
If Lin Hongjuan becomes her, she has been adopted by her grandmother since she was a child, although she lives poorly, she can feel the love from her grandmother and sister, live in a simple and simple town, and grow up in an ordinary and harmonious atmosphere, will she become another her? Loved by Xuanmu......
"Everyone is a unique being in this world, and no one can copy anyone's fate, let alone become another. You are you, she is her, there is no comparison, let alone replaceable. Jiujiu Xuan Mu said, his tone was calm, which even he himself was a little surprised.
He thought that he hated Lin Hongjuan, after all, all the misfortunes they had encountered over the years had been planned by her, but when he saw Lin Hongjuan who was sleeping unconscious today, he suddenly felt that his feelings were not so strong.
There is no joy or sorrow, in the face of Lin Hongjuan, he has neither pity nor hatred.
He was not a compassionate character, but for some reason he forgave her alone.
On the way back, the two were silent all the way, each sinking into their own world, but they still couldn't get out of the complicated relationship.
"Actually, there is one thing I don't quite understand, objectively speaking, Lin Hongjuan is an outstanding girl, even if she is not the daughter of the Lin family, why worry about not being recognized with her own talents and knowledge? Why is she so stubborn about wanting to be someone who is not herself at all? Xuanmu wondered.
Xuanmu doesn't understand, but Yanran, who is also an orphan, can't understand.
For an orphan, there is nothing more important in this world than identity, especially for living in such a circle that pays attention to blood and origin, pretending to live as another person for a long time, so that her yearning for noble blood is close and paranoid, and she desperately wants to get rid of her humble background, and dreams of becoming a real Lin calligraphy and painting, recognized by the world, and no longer has to hide, like a girl with a crown.
For the sake of Lin Shushu, Lin Hongjuan must have suffered unimaginable hardship and sadness, after all, even those famous families who were born at the top of the pyramid may not be as good as Lin Hongjuan.
But some things are destined not to be changed by hard work or hard work, such as blood, such as origin. No matter how she planned, she was destined to become another person, and the ending was bleak, but it was just a waste of effort.
For Yan Ran, the three words Lin Shushu seem to have received some kind of curse, someone has already paid the most painful price for this, and it has become a brand in everyone's heart, she doesn't want to use this name anymore, let alone repeat the tragic fate and always bear the shadow of another person.
But as a descendant of the Lin family to be born by the elders after the name, it will be engraved into the jade butterfly, from life to death, there is only one name, and changing the name is recognized as unfilial piety.
But whether it is Yanran, the Lin family, or the Nangong family, they are all resistant to the three words of Lin calligraphy and painting.
The rules are set by people, and as long as they are set by people, there will always be a way to resolve them.
In the end, Yanran was engraved into the Lin family tree in the name of Lin Ziye's second daughter, Lin Yanran, and as for the eldest daughter Lin Shuhua, it was recorded in the genealogy that she died at the age of 2.
After the grand and tedious ancestor worship ceremony, although the Lin family was very tired, they were all secretly relieved, and finally got a wish. (To be continued.) )