Xu Qinglong didn't understand, why apologize?

Xue Nan drank saliva, "I'm sorry I didn't notice when I quarreled with Liu Xiaona"

Notice what? Xu Qinglong continued to ask.

Xue Nan looked at Xu Qinglong with a puzzled look, gritted his teeth, and said very bravely, "You actually, Mom and Dad, you don't have any."

Xu Qinglong and the Xu family were speechless at the same time. Xu Qinglong is really simply speechless. The Xu family is angry - you are worse than smashing the bowl after eating!!

"I have," Xu Qinglong said, "Didn't you see my mother when you entered the door?" I have a dad too."

Xue Nan looked at Xu Qinglong, "That's your aunt, not your mother."

Xu Qinglong frowned, "It's my mother" However, thinking about his current household registration, "It's also an aunt, but it's my mother."

Xue Nan nodded as if understanding, Xu Qinglong has called his aunt a mother since he was a child, which can be regarded as a real mother, "I just feel very sorry, you still comfort me, but I didn't notice anything, I'm sorry" Xue Nan wanted to say, you are so pitiful, but look at Xu Qinglong's appearance, these two words are really not close to her

But Xu Qinglong still heard it. She was embarrassed, she had already said it, her mother was her mother, and she also had a father, but Xue Nan obviously didn't understand, and Xu Qinglong didn't know what to say. Worried, Xu Qinglong said, "Everyone has a father and mother, maybe parents are not around for various reasons." But this can't be said that there is no "In Xu Qinglong's long-standing understanding, if there is no zài, there is no zài, and a person, if his parents do not have zài, then this person does not have zài."

Therefore, Xu Qinglong has never agreed with the concept of not having parents. If your parents aren't around, you can say they're not around. If you pass away, you are dead, and you can't say that you don't have it.

Xu Qinglong tried his best to explain his words to Xue Nan, Xue Nan didn't understand at first, then pondered for a while, and suddenly understood, but, "If you're not around, isn't there nothing?" My dad wasn't with me. He hasn't taken care of me for a day, he doesn't like me, he just doesn't have anything for me."

Xue Nan continued, "I really would rather I don't have a father, and I don't want him to be alive and not by my side."

Xu Qinglong looked at Xue Nan, "You hate your father very much?" Hopefully he doesn't exist at all? "That's hate, isn't it?" Why? Just because he doesn't like you? ”

Xue Nan was slightly stunned, and then shook his head. "I hate him, but not because he doesn't like me. I hate him. Just because he's my dad."

With such a strong obsessive hatred, Xu Qinglong felt it, but he didn't understand it at all.

"If you have a dad, you have. This is a fact, you can't deny it" Xu Qinglong finished speaking and thought about it. "You say that you hate him because your dad is your dad, then you just hate him for not being by your side, taking care of you, and not doing what a dad should do. Right? This is because you are obviously father and son, but you don't do what father and son should do, which is why you hate your father, right? ”

Xue Nan nodded slowly, "That's the case"

"But you haven't done what a son should do, compared to your father, he doesn't have a son like you, does your father hate you?"

Xue Nan was stunned, Xu Qinglong said this kind of thing at that time, and giving up was mutual, "I don't know." I haven't seen my dad. ”

Xu Qinglong thought for a while, "Then your father should also hate you" Xue Nan was sullen, "Very good, it just so happens that I hate him too, isn't it?" ”

"No," Xu Qinglong looked at Xue Nan, "You don't seem to hate your father as much as you say, at least you can't care about him at all." You see, you are angry and uncomfortable today, and you always talk about him, you care about him, right? ”

Xue Nan defended, "I hate!" Hate also cares!! Then asked Xu Qinglong, "Your parents are not by your side, aren't you uncomfortable?" ”

Xu Qinglong thought for a moment and shook his head, "It's not uncomfortable." Xue Nan choked, "Why?" ”

"Because I know that everyone has a mom and dad, but I didn't know my mom and dad before I met them, so why should I be upset?"

"Xu Jiamo. It's so bad!!

Xue Nan was puzzled, "Understand?" Xu Qinglong nodded, "Before I met my mother, I didn't even know what my mother looked like. Then my mom came to pick me up and said it was my aunt, but she loved me very much and loved me very much. But I know she's my mom, and I'm so happy."

Xu Qinglong further explained, "Before I met my mother, my mother was a stranger to me, and I didn't know her existence, so what was my discomfort? In other words, before you meet your parents who are not around, they are completely strangers, and if you are a stranger, the streets are all over the street, will you feel bad for strangers? You like your dad, or hate your dad, you are uncomfortable and angry, he doesn't know, you are torturing yourself"

After listening to this, Xue Nan pondered for a while before digesting it, "Then after you met your mother, you got to know her and knew that she liked you, so you would like her?" ”

Xu Qinglong nodded, "If you don't like me, you won't pick me up."

The Xu family is helpless, child, you are not right!!

Xue Nan waved his hand, "No, I mean, the teacher said that our parents gave birth to us, we must love our parents, be filial to our parents, and we can't hate them My father is not by my side, but he also gave birth to me, and I shouldn't hate him."

Xu Qinglong was confused when he heard it, "My parents gave birth to us, and I love my parents, does it have anything to do with it?" ”

Xue Nan is also going to be a mess, "No?" It's a great thing that my parents gave birth to us."

Great? Bear. Just great? Xu Qinglong blinked and stopped talking. She finally discovered the real reason why she and Xue Nan knew each other differently - she wasn't born by her mother!!

Xu Qinglong obviously couldn't speak, and Xue Nan was very worried and puzzled when he didn't smile, so he quickly thanked Xu Qinglong and said goodbye. Went home. Then Xu Qinglong ran to Grandpa Xu's study and looked for Grandpa Xu, "Grandpa, is the person who gave birth to me more important to me than my mother?" ”

Grandpa Xu held his forehead, and he knew it!! The sad question is here again!! Although he was very conscious, he had been waiting here early, but Tangtang really asked. He's still very depressed, no, in the past six months, he has accumulated too much pressure, and he wants to go out and relax

Xu Qinglong is a child of artificial insemination, that is, IVF. But the uterus where she implanted was not Xu Shantong, but a surrogate specially trained in the real yàn room. So the person who gave birth to her was not her mother.

Xu Qinglong has known these for a long time. So she can naturally accept that her parents are not around. And never say that there are no parents. Because she was born without her parents knowing it. She has parents. Although they didn't know that her existence was like this, Xu Qinglong in the past. Later, Xu Shantong went to pick her up, she saw her mother, and knew that this was her mother, so she naturally accepted Xu Shantong's maternal love.

But Xue Nan is different, he is a completely normal child. The one who gave birth to him was his mother. The world's norms of filial piety are all in line with Xue Nan's conditions, but they are not at all standardized with Xu Qinglong - her birth has nothing to do with her biological parents.

After listening to Xue Nan's words, Xu Qinglong was puzzled. Is it great to be born? So what is Mom? Mom is her mother. The person who gave birth to her also gave birth to many other children, and to her, nothing is great, what is great? There are research contributions, which is great, but they are that kind of duty, and they are paid very well, and they are all voluntary, Xuanwu said, if those surrogates give birth to deformed children, they will destroy miè with their own hands

Xu Qinglong couldn't associate the person who gave birth to her with the greatness of his mother. Xu Qinglong never even thought about those surrogates.

And Xue Nan's words made Xu Qinglong puzzled at the same time, and at the same time, he was at a loss, could it be that she had always done something wrong? What should she care about about surrogates? It made her feel bad because she didn't want to care from the bottom of her heart

Xuanwu once said that if there were no surrogates, they would not have been born, would not have come to this world, and would have been treated as experiments, Xu Qinglong has always remembered this sentence. At the beginning, when Suzaku died, when she was being sold, this sentence appeared in her mind repeatedly. If there's anything she's ever resented, it's the surrogates.

But Xu Qinglong also knew that this kind of resentment was despicable. She shouldn't have resented them. She doesn't even resent those scientists, so what reason does she have to resent surrogates? So later, Xu Qinglong forgot about this sentence. But in the end, in my heart, I left traces.

Now, the trace is fully awakened. It's not resentment, but it's resistant. She can do it without thinking about them, but she really can't, she cares about her mother as if she cares about the surrogate who gave birth to her!! Xu Qinglong felt that if her grandfather told her now, you did something wrong, you should care, the surrogate is more important than your mother, then she will definitely find the surrogate and kill her!!

For her, her mother, there is only one!! If someone comes to fight her mom for a place, she's going to kill this guy!! You can't make your mother sad, you can't let the word mother be violated and blasphemed!!

In her thoughts, Xu Qinglong's whole temperament changed because of the murderous aura in her heart. The eyes of different colors are deep, the stars are faint, one is ice blue, deep cold to the bone, and the other is red gold, burning the heart and lungs. The whole person is like stepping on the killing child of the god of death, dignified, cold, and resolute. The deep pressure that covered the sky radiated from her, and even Grandpa Xu felt a chill in his bones, making him feel a sense of fear that he wanted to bow his head

Grandpa Xu's heart trembled, his brows moved slightly, staring at Xu Qinglong's momentum, he took a step closer to her, and stretched out his hand and gently put it on Xu Qinglong's young shoulder, "Silly child, of course your mother is more important"

Xu Qinglong's tense nerves relaxed slightly, but her face was still cold, "Xue Nan's words of filial piety to his parents, I have also seen it in books. How do I define the person who gave birth to me? Surrogates I have resented, forgotten, I don't want to care about them, if the surrogate wants to be my mother, I will kill her!! "Xu Qinglong has always regarded the surrogate as a whole, everyone sees it this way, professors, scientists, Xuanwu, they all look at the surrogate in this way.

So listening to Grandpa Xu's ears, it is a completely messy person. And Grandpa Xu didn't expect that the always naïve child would have such complicated thoughts in this matter. Or even a state of panicked rage. Grandpa Xu pulled her to sit down, firmly put her hands in his palms, and warmed her slightly cold little hands, "Can you tell Grandpa Sù, are you afraid of something?" ”

Xu Qinglong was stunned for a moment, and Grandpa Xu continued to ask, "Are you afraid that your mother will be angry?" Are you afraid that you have done something wrong in the past? Are you afraid of a surrogate being your mom? ”

Xu Qinglong nodded, "I just want my mother to be my mother, not a surrogate." They're all bad!! They will be my mother, my mother will be sad, and I will be sad!! They are blaspheming the word Mom!! They don't deserve to be mothers!! ”

That's the key. Xu Qinglong, under the guidance of Grandpa Xu, finally said the words that had been hidden in his heart - surrogates are not worthy of being mothers.

"Why don't they deserve it?" Grandpa Xu asked softly. Although this question may make Xiaoshan unrecoverable, Grandpa Xu still asked. His heart had been tightening, trembling, and tightening.

Xu Fangran thought that this problem was the same as usual, but he was wrong, he underestimated and misjudged the impact of surrogacy on the child. Maybe there are things he doesn't know and don't understand, but the child cares about this matter very much, and that's the point. And that's where he got it wrong – it's not a bad question, it's a sad question

The child knows very well about her background, even better than them. In this case, they, as the child's family, say anything, they are pale and powerless. Xu Fangran is really sad for the child (to be continued......)

PS: Happy New Year, good luck ~~~~~