1036 You are a masochist
But your sense of accomplishment is fundamentally based on your ruthlessness and cold-bloodedness, you are not only ruthless and cold-blooded to the people you love, you are also treated yourself with this ruthless and cold-blooded attitude, do you know that if you do this, no one will say that you are great, only someone will call you a masochist...... Do you think that if you control the Black Prison, you can control everyone's fate? You are wrong, everyone's fate is in our own hands, and every decision we make is a choice we make in life......"
Nanni's sharp gaze was mixed with infinite resentment, under her gaze, the strong fortress in Ao Jue's heart collapsed in an instant, her crystal teardrops hit his heart like a hammer, facing Nanni, he could no longer deceive his heart, he hugged her, no matter how hard she pushed him away, he didn't relax...... With a warm lip flap vigorously brushing the tears on his cheeks, strong and warm, with indescribable pity......
"You let go of me, you bastard, who the hell are you to me? Do you have the right to do that? Nanni beat him hard, trying to push him away, but the more she struggled the building, the tighter she felt, she felt that her breathing was going to suffocate, but her own slowly softened, she didn't like this feeling very much, she kept telling herself repeatedly in her heart: He is already Tian Meimei's husband, and he has nothing to do with me......
He pressed her to the chair with his big strong hand, and his cold eyes looked a little crazy, "Nanni, don't you talk so hurtful?" To know is to know, to love is to love, how can all this be erased? How can you marry Li Ding in the blink of an eye? Do you really love him? If you don't really love him, but want to use him to get revenge on me, I have the right for you not to do it, if you do this, you won't hurt me in the end, but hurt yourself, you know? ”
"I don't want you to be hurt or not, I don't want you to fake your kindness here, I know I can't hurt you, because your heart is made of stone, and there is no flesh and blood at all...... You can marry Tian Meimei, why can't I marry Li Ding? Do you really love Tian Meimei? If you really loved her, you wouldn't have provoked me......" Nanni's gaze didn't dodge in the slightest, she only felt that everything in front of her was ironic, especially his hurt eyes made her feel as if God was playing a big joke on her...... Obviously, marrying Li Ding was seen in a fantasy, it should be a fact, but why did it evolve so unmanageable in the end? Was this a joke of fate or a test of fate for her?
After returning from rebirth, can't you really get rid of Ao Jue's entanglement?
"I am responsible for Tian Meimei, and you are not responsible for Li Ding, can this be compared?" He almost roared, if it weren't for the sound insulation equipment in the private room, I'm afraid that the guests in the entire restaurant would be vibrated by his voice...... "Do you think you're sorry for your life if you find a random man to marry?" ”
Facing his furious expression, Nanni smiled sadly, "My life has already been ruined by you, but you are here to teach me?" Don't you think you're ridiculous? You say, what if I don't find a man to marry? Waiting for you forever? Looking at you and Tian Meimei's double sleep? ”
A few words made Ao Jue completely speechless, he slowly let go of his hands, and his whole body slumped on the table and chair at once, his expression was self-blame, pain, and guilt, and at this moment, he realized that none of what he had done before seemed to be right, Nanni was right, he was a masochist at all, not only hurt the people who loved him, but also forced himself into a corner, this was the case for Tang Bingxin before, and now it is the same for Nanni, the choice of both times is terrible......
"You don't have anything to say, do you? You've always felt like you're responsible, haven't you? You think it's your responsibility to take care of Tian Meimei, right? Didn't you think that you are also responsible to me, but why did you abandon me in the end? Just because I am the person I love the most, if you give up me, you are equivalent to giving up yourself, so that you can appear selfless and great? Nanni sat up straight, the tears in her eyes had forced her back, some words had become a depression in her heart, and now she wanted to vent all her resentment, doubts, and confusion...... Because she was afraid that after today, she would never have the opportunity to meet him alone......
"I ...... I didn't think so...... It's just that Meimei and I grew up in a welfare home since we were children, and I am the only one to rely on, without me, I don't know what will happen to her in the future......" He lowered his head, his cold gaze didn't dare to look at Nanni's indignant face at all, no matter how strong he was in front of Nanni, one thing was undeniable, he was a sinner in front of Nanni, a sinner who gave up their love, just like Tang Bingxin at the beginning, no matter what his original intention was to bring Nanni to her, he still hurt her deeply, he is still the guilty one......
"Didn't you say that? She just grew up in a welfare home with you, and there were so many children who grew up with you, why didn't you take responsibility for everyone? Do you feel strong enough to be accountable to everyone? You can't do it, you can't do it at all, because you can't do it, you will put all your heart on Tian Meimei, what you want to take care of is not Tian Meimei at all, but you don't want to lose that good time with her...... But you completely forget that people have to look forward, the past will always be the past, no matter how good your relationship with Tian Meimei was, it was also the past, since you separated, you only need to be responsible for your own life......"
The cold voice was like a sharp sword inserted into Ao Jue's chest, how painful his heart hurt was only understood by himself, Nanni was right, there was no one in this world who could understand him like Nanni, even Tang Bingxin couldn't do it before, if Tang Bingxin did it, she wouldn't have believed Nanni's existence so easily...... It takes a lot of effort to understand a person, and how much thought Nanny has put into him can be understood here...... But he hurt her deeply......
"Maybe you're right......" He exhaled deeply, raised his head, and his cold eyes were full of decadence, "What if I regret it now?" (To be continued.) Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info)