378 My heart
Did he already see himself at that time?
Hua Tian's heart was beating faster and he couldn't help himself.
She is a master of painting, so it is easy for her to see the emotions contained in her artworks.
On this small jade statue, she saw the uncontrollable heartbeat, the longing for a long time, and the rich and mellow affection.
At the moment when she understood, she only felt that the small jade statue in her hand weighed more than a thousand catties.
Closing her eyes, she thought, maybe she lost her temper and saw it wrong. What he likes, how can it be himself?
However, she couldn't help but hold the jade statue, silently weeping, and after a long time, she stroked the lines on the jade with her hand, stroking it over and over again, and then put it back into the sandalwood box with a precious weight.
But just as she was about to put the emerald statue inside, she paused her hand, placed the emerald statue on the table, and quickly reached for a letter in the box.
The letterhead is short, with only a few sentences:
The northwest is desolate, and the slaves and bandits dare not attack. The days are long, the wine is difficult to cross, in addition to the daily military affairs, there is nothing to hunt and kill livestock to relieve the fatigue; Tossing and turning at night and not sleeping, when the stars are shining in the sky, I miss it very much, and I am fortunate to have the jade in my hand. A knife and a cut, all contain the thoughts of the stars, and finally become the first love bean. I don't know if you like it or not.
pinched the short letter, silently read and read, "A knife and a cut, all contain the stars and thoughts, and finally become the first love bean." I don't know if you like it or not. Hua Tian lay on the table and cried silently.
He was in the northwest of the bitter cold land, unable to sleep at night, carved her statue with a carving knife, and was worried that she would not like it, so he timidly asked "I don't know if you like it". And she, holding a dagger, stabbed him in the heart on the first day of the Lunar New Year!
Thousands of knives are meticulously crafted, in exchange for a dagger's hole!
"Today, on the first day of the Lunar New Year, I didn't expect that the gift you gave me was a dagger and a hole ......"
"Do you know what I-I'm giving you?"
I don't know how long I cried, there was a careful knock on the door from Lilac outside, Hua Tian ignored it, but she was afraid that she would come in and see her like this, so she had to say in a dumb voice, "I'm fine." You are not allowed to come in. ”
I cried for a long time yesterday, and if I cried for a long time before dawn today, Hua Tian only felt dizzy and very uncomfortable.
But she felt full of energy, and put the jade statue and letterhead back into the sandalwood box, and turned to see the objects on the ground wrapped in a large ball.
There was an opening in the bag, but it was tightly tied with a rope.
Hua Tian was reluctant to cut it with scissors, so he had to sit on the ground and solve it with his bare hands.
She had just gotten out of bed, and she had not dressed much, and although there was a brazier in the room, she could not withstand the cold. However, because there was a fire in her heart, she sat on the ground for a long time, and she never noticed the cold.
Finally untied the rope, Hua Tian was a little excited, and hurriedly reached out to explore the inside of the bag.
The hand reached in, only to feel that he felt the softness of the hand, Hua Tian was surprised in his heart, so he pinched the softness and pulled it out.
Under the light of the oil lamp, Hua Tian saw clearly that what he had caught was a white leather.
The scalp fur on the skin is abundant, the color is smooth, and it is actually a white mink.
Hua Tian was startled, and hurriedly reached out to touch it, it was still the same touch, but when he pulled it out, it turned out to be a sable fur that was more valuable than sable skin.
Putting the sable fur on his knees, Hua Tian touched the soft hair on his head for a while, and then pulled out the skins in the big bag one by one.
All the skins were torn out, fox skins, mink skins, pee skins, tiger skins, and so on, and there were four or five of each, and if they were to be made into coats, they would be able to wear them for many years.
At the mouth of the bag, Hua Tian also found a letterhead with the words:
The northwest is bitterly cold, but the scenery is magnificent, and there is a difference between the imperial capital and the south. May you see the skin as you see the landscape, and remember the hair. There are a lot of skins, and I don't know if I can reach one.
Hua Tian hugged the skins in front of him, ignoring the fishy smell of animals from these skins, and tears slipped down the skins one by one.
Which piece does one you mean?
Was the white fox fur fur that Zhou Ba gave him ten years ago?
Different people have different feelings about gifts, where can they be compared?
At this moment in her heart, it is undoubtedly the most unforgettable thing that can remind her of her childhood and her parents' life in the Northland.
After holding the skins for an unknown amount of time, Hua Tian stood up and put away all the skins one by one.
You can take these to the tailor to make all kinds of coats, but you can do it later.
The most important thing is to go to the Zhenguo General's Mansion at dawn to apologize.
This time, she was always wrong.
In the past, maybe it was just my own misunderstanding.
Thinking like this, Hua Tian put away the leather and sandalwood boxes, and lay down on the bed.
But although she made a decision and thought of going to see Zhong Liche, she was still very nervous in her heart, so much so that she tossed and turned, and she couldn't sleep.
was worried that Zhongli would not forgive her, and at the same time, he was afraid that he was making himself amorous...... In the midst of the entanglement, she slowly fell asleep.
When Hua Tian woke up again, there were many people around him. And she also felt hot all over her body, even uncomfortably hot.
"Miss, you're awake, drink water-" Laiyi, who was guarding beside him, saw Hua Tian open his eyes and hurriedly fed the prepared water to Hua Tian's mouth.
Hua Tian was indeed so thirsty that he drank all the glasses of water.
"Ahem...... Laiyi, did you burn a lot of braziers in the house? Hua Tian was so hot that the beads of sweat on his forehead flowed down, and he asked.
But as soon as she started speaking, she knew that she must be sick.
Sure enough, Laiyi took a handkerchief to help her wipe her sweat, and said, "It's the same as usual, and it doesn't burn much." It's just that the young lady is sick and has a fever all over her body, so much so that she feels very hot. ”
Hua Tian reached out and touched his face, which was really a little hot, so he asked again, "What time is it?" ”
"It's three quarters of the hour." Lai Yi replied, "The eldest young master and the second young master Lan's mother have instructed that the young lady needs to rest in bed, and don't care about the New Year's greetings everywhere, they will go." ”
Hua Tian was silent for a while, so she couldn't go to see Zhong Liche, at least, she had to be in good health before she could see her. Otherwise, if the illness passes, Zhong Li Che is afraid that he will be injured even more.
Thinking of this, Hua Tian asked, "Can you ask for a doctor?" Decoction has not? Hurry up and fry it so that I can drink it and heal the disease. ”
Seeing Hua Tian taking the initiative, Laiyi was a little surprised, but he didn't lose his temper, and replied, "Lilac Fang just went to serve the medicine, I'm afraid it will come soon." ”
Hua Tian nodded, closed his eyes and rested on the bed.
Thinking of Zhong Liche's two gifts, my heart was as sweet as eating honey; But when I think of my "gift", I am sad and regretful.
The jade statue showed that Zhongli had seen him in Bitao Mountain, but he had not seen him there...... Unexpectedly, he was ...... to himself at that time
Thinking about it, there have always been some signs before, and the courtship - but I always refused to believe it, I just thought that he was going to come out to provoke the little lady again, but this time it would provoke himself.
Laiyi was waiting beside him, and when he saw Hua Tian lying on the bed, he smiled for a while, frowned for a while, and finally even blushed, and was surprised.
However, thinking that Hua Tian cried bitterly yesterday that she had stabbed Zhong Liche with a dagger, and that there were two more gifts in the house, she didn't dare to ask anything.
When Ding Xiang came over with the medicine, she also brought the news that Lin Xinqing, Zhao Xiuchu, Ye Yaoning and Jian Liuzhu came up to visit Hua Tian.
With Laiyi helping herself up and sitting beside her, Hua Tian took the medicine bowl and said, "Ahem...... Please come in. ”
Now it is the beginning of the new year, and they should not go to the patient's side, but they ignore these obscure taboos and come in person, Hua Tian can't turn people away.
Lin Xinqing and the others all had worries on their faces, and as soon as they saw people, they came up and touched their foreheads, and on the other hand, they counted the maids who were not satisfied, and said that Hua Tian did not care about his body.
Listening to these sweet counts, Hua Tian always replied with a pitiful smile, so that a few people would scold her again.
"Alas, it's only the second year of junior high school, and it's not just what's going on, I heard that Zhong Liche is also sick, and even bedridden." Zhao Xiuchu held Hua Tian's hand and sighed.
Lin Xinqing nodded, "Yes, yesterday my father said that there was an urgent report from the border pass, and the Huns were coming." But Zhongli was sick, and the old sage couldn't, so he had to send another general to the border. ”
"He must have been seriously injured, otherwise with his temperament, he would have to go to the battlefield." Jian Liuzhu pinched the handkerchief and said worriedly.
"I heard that General Zhongli was going to go because he was holding on, but the saint didn't allow him to go, so he insisted on staying." Ye Yaoning said on the side.
Hua Tian listened silently, not daring to make a sound. Zhongli is sick in bed, and the culprit is her.
I don't know if this change will cause too many casualties among the people. If it really affects the people, she will not be able to make up for it if it has been open for a hundred years.
Thinking of this, Hua Tian was depressed in his heart, and his face came out.
Lin Xinqing sat next to Hua Tian, saw Hua Tian's expression, and immediately said, "Tian'er is sick, let's not disturb her here." Now that there is anything to say, I hurriedly said it, and let Tian'er rest when I was done. ”
"I don't have anything to say, just one thing, take medicine and get better soon." Zhao Xiuchu said with a frown.
Hua Tian nodded, and said in a hoarse voice, "I know, you are getting married this year, if you are busy, you don't need to come to me, I know what you want." ”
said, looking at Ye Yaoning, "Yaoning, I have the same heart for you, you must not mistake your own business because of your feelings." If we are wrong, it will seem that our affection is based on face. ”
"Okay, we all know, you don't have to talk, you have to keep your voice well." Ye Yaoning hurriedly said.
Hua Tian nodded, and reluctantly persuaded Lin Xinqing and Jian Liuzhu to go back quickly, so as not to get too sick, so he shut up.
Lin Xinqing, Zhao Xiuchu, Ye Yaoning, and Jian Liuzhu also knew that the patient needed to rest more, so they greeted Hua Tian, and when they saw that she was indeed not strict, they all said goodbye and left.
Hua Tian asked Laiyi and Yueming to send the four of them out, and each of them gave a big red envelope. R1152