Chapter 678: It's so hard
At first glance, when he heard Cui Zhenzhen so haggard, the low tone made Li Junxi a little worried, the Cui Zhenzhen he knew was a person who rarely showed his vulnerable side and let others see it, even if the object was Li Junxi, who was no different from his family.
Just like last time, after Yoo Jae-seok's wedding, at Cui Zhenzhen's house, Lee Jun-hee asked like that, but Cui Zhenzhen still didn't want to say those troubles, so he just answered with silence.
Now, what's going on?
"Sister Real! Where are you, I'll go at once! ”
Li Junxi didn't rush to ask, but just asked where Cui Zhenzhen was, he knew that since Zhao Chengmin was released from prison and found Cui Zhen, Cui Zhenzhen's mood has not been very stable, before, Cui Zhenying also called him, hoping that when Li Junxi is not busy, he can contact Cui Zhenzhen more and help Cui Zhenzhen regain his strength.
Lee Jun-hee did try to enlighten Cui Zhen, but every time, as long as that topic was mentioned, Cui Zhenzhen was either silent, or just said, "Don't worry, I'll take care of it!" ”
This made Lee Jun-hee a little angry, in his opinion, Cui Zhen was too weak in the face of Zhao Sungmin, so he would make himself so miserable.
was angry with Cui Zhenzhen in his heart, and after Li Chengzhen and they came back from the army, Li Junxi was busy all of a sudden, and he had too much work to do, and for a while, he forgot about Cui Zhen's affairs.
Now, I suddenly received a call from Cui Zhen, listening to Cui Zhen's haggard voice, I couldn't help but blame myself.
Hanging up the phone, Lee Jun-hee commanded: "Xiujing! Send me to the real sister's house! ”
Because he accompanies Lee Jun-hee almost every day, Bae so-kyung and Choi Zhenzhen are also very familiar with each other, and naturally they know that Choi Zhenzhen has not been doing well recently, and when he heard this, he couldn't help but be a little worried: "OPPA!" What happened to the real Ernie? ”
Li Junxi shook his head and said, "Don't ask!" Go faster! ”
Bae so-kyung saw that Lee Jun-hee was in a bad mood. didn't ask again, and according to Li Junxi's instructions, he sped up.
However, the place of Gaji Village is not close to Seoul, and when the car drove to Cui Zhenzhen's community, it was almost dark, and the car was parked downstairs at Cui Zhenzhen's house.
“OPPA! Do you want me to go up with you? ”
Bae Xiujing is still a little reassured, neither worried about Cui Zhenzhen, nor worried about Li Junxi, who is tired and worried.
Li Junxi was stunned for a moment and shook his head. I opened the car door and walked straight away, went upstairs and opened the door.
The lights in the room were a little dim and exceptionally quiet, Li Junxi's heart suddenly lifted, and he committed suicide, the word suddenly flashed in his mind, and he hurriedly rushed in. It's no wonder that he is worrying, but in fact, in the past two years, the word suicide has been used. It's too frequent in the Korean entertainment industry, Lee Eun-joo, Jung Do-bin, U-NEE. Ila and so on, among these people, there is one who Lee Jun-hee knows. Even usually have a good relationship.
In fact, South Korea's suicide rate has been high in recent years, and since the miracle of the Han River, South Korea has leapt from an agrarian society to a highly competitive, high-tech society.
Since the Asian financial crisis in the 90s, many Koreans have lost the guarantee of stable jobs that they were accustomed to, and the divorce rate in South Korea has also reached a record high, the family as a traditional "spiritual pillar" is also collapsing, and people have to bear the weight of getting ahead in both work and study.
South Korea went from having the lowest suicide rate in the world before the Han River Miracle to having the highest suicide rate among OECD countries.
According to statistics, in 2005, South Korea committed suicide per 100,000 people, surpassing Japan, where suicide culture is prevalent. In 2007, that number dropped to 21.5, which is still twice the average suicide rate in the organization's member countries.
It is not an exaggeration to say that South Korea is a "suicidal country".
At the same time, South Korea's geographical location is limited, resulting in many people not having a long-term vision, not being open-minded enough, and lacking compassion, empathy, empathy and humanistic care.
The concept of getting ahead in the whole society is particularly strong, it seems that people are competitors and enemies, many people are jealous and hostile to artists, and slander stars by spreading rumors or exaggeration, in order to find inner satisfaction, some fragile artists are prone to severe depression and commit suicide.
In addition, in the eyes of the top management of many economic companies in South Korea, artists are just money-making machines, and they don't even have the most basic personal dignity, so imprisonment and violence often happen.
The mental pressure on Korean artists is also very great, because the metabolism of artists is very fast, and there are 4,000 to 5,000 graduates of film and drama majors in various universities every year.
Since Cui Zhenzhen divorced Zhao Chengmin, although she was the weaker party in the marriage, she won a lot of sympathy points, but divorce, a very sensitive topic in Korean society, suddenly fell on the head of Cui Zhen, a national idol, and her image was still greatly damaged.
After paying, although Lee Jun-hee's "La Vie en Rose" as the screenwriter opened the second spring of Cui Zhen's career, but the box office performance of several movies starring in succession has greatly damaged her popularity.
Recently, in order to continue his acting career, Cui Zhenzhen began to try to transform into a variety show, and hosted the talk show "Real and Jiula" with Jin Jiula.
Originally, everything began to change for the better, but at this time, Zhao Chengmin was released from prison and found Cui Zhenzhen in the name of visiting the child.
Although Choi Zhenzhen didn't say anything to Lee Junxi, Lee Junxi could still guess that Cho Sung-min had only one purpose for finding Choi Zhen, and that was money.
The career is not satisfactory, and the family life is a mess, it is not difficult to imagine Cui Zhen's current mood, which is why Li Junxi suddenly thought of that word as soon as he opened the door and saw that the lights inside were dim and quiet.
But fortunately, what Li Junxi was worried about did not happen, and when he rushed in and was thinking of shouting Cui Zhen's name, he happened to see Cui Zhenzhen sitting on the sofa alone, with open red wine and two wine glasses on the table in front of him.
Hearing the voice, Cui Zhenzhen, who was already slightly drunk, raised his head, and Li Junxi let go of his hanging heart.
"Jun-hee! There you are! Cui Zhen's voice was a little hoarse and full of exhaustion.
Li Junxi walked over, picked up the bottle of red wine and looked at it, half of it was gone, and saw that there was still a corkscrew on the table, obviously just opened.
"Sister Real! You're drunk! ”
Cui Zhenzhen smiled bitterly when he heard this, leaned back on the sofa, rubbed his head, and his expression was full of pain: "If only I was really drunk!" ”
Although the lights in the living room were dim, Li Junxi could still clearly see the tears on Cui Zhen's face, which made his mood suddenly become irritable: "Sister Zhen! Are you going to torture yourself like this for the rest of your life? Coming out of a failed marriage is so hard for you!? Or is it that your heart still ~~~~~~~~ him to this day?"
"Say no more!" Choi Zhen's emotions suddenly became excited, and he wanted to stand up, but he only moved and gave up, with a pleading tone in his tone, "Jun-hee!" Please! Stop it! ”
Lee Jun-hee's heart sank suddenly, and it was obvious that it was not difficult to see from Choi's real performance that he was right!
In fact, Li Junxi should have thought a long time ago that the so-called dead heart is just a compromise in his heart under extreme disappointment!
Although Cui Zhenzhen is a national actor and has unlimited scenery, in fact, she is just a woman with a fragile heart, especially in the entertainment industry with great pressure, she lacks a sense of security in her heart, and her temperament is relatively traditional.
Cui Zhenzhen frowned, picked up the wine glass, drank all the red wine in the glass, raised his head, looked at Li Junxi, and said with a wry smile: "Junxi! I ~~~~~~~~ I'm really tired! It's really hard! ”
Cui Zhen's eyes were empty, as if he was completely lifeless, Li Junxi saw it, his heart jumped suddenly, he reached out and grabbed the wine glass, and shouted loudly: "Cui Zhenzhen!" What the hell are you talking about! What tired, what hard! Do you not care about anything after you are divorced? What about Hwan-hee? What about Joon-hee? What about your parents? What about younger siblings? What about our friends? Cui Zhenzhen, are you saying these words just to make us sad? ”
Cui Zhen was stunned by Li Junxi's yelling, and she didn't react for a long time, suddenly, her mobile phone rang, Cui Zhen didn't want to pick it up, but the ringtone kept ringing, so she reluctantly grabbed it and looked at the number on it.
"Hey! Yingzi! I ~~~~~~~~~"
Halfway through Cui Zhen's words, her expression suddenly froze, her eyes widened, and she looked frightened, and then her tears flowed.
"No~~~~~ can't be! No way! ”
When Lee Jun-hee saw Choi's real appearance, he knew that something was wrong, and quickly asked, "What's wrong?" ”
Choi Zhenzhen covered his mouth and looked at Lee Jun-hee, his expression was very painful, and he sobbed and said, "Jun-hee! Something happened! Something is wrong! (To be continued.) )