She understood what the so-called 'nightmare' in Yan Qining's mouth meant.

When she and Yan Qining were five years old, they somehow went to their father's room by mistake.

I still remember that my father was drunk and unconscious that day, and the mask on his face fell on the pillow, she and Yan Qining saw the face under her father's mask, and they couldn't move their feet in fright, and they both cried.

That face was too terrifying and hideous.

In the past, every time Yan Qining mentioned his father's face, Yan Jin would be scared into nightmares at night.

The father seemed to know that he was wrong, so he reduced the number of times he saw his daughter, and finally went to Wonju and did not return to Beijing for three years.

Yan Jin recalled his father's eyes in his previous life, in addition to loneliness, he was also full of sadness.

No matter who is disgusted and disgusted by their children, they will reveal such a god**.

The son is not ugly, and the dog is not poor.

In his previous life, the last words Yan Qining said to Yan Jin were: "I am different from you, and I have nothing to do with that Yaksha." On the contrary, you, no matter how good you are born, no matter how well you are protected by that Nakshatra, are you still trampled under my feet now? ”

When Yan Jin thought of this, the corners of his eyes couldn't help but be a little pantothenic. It's scorching, and it's a little hot. It seemed that tears were about to fall in the next moment, but there was no movement.

She wondered how long she hadn't cried.

Yan Qining tried to nudge her gently, "Eldest sister? ”

Yan Jin raised his head, his gaze cold.

Yan Qining embarrassedly withdrew her hand and looked away: "Eldest sister, don't worry, although my father favors Aunt Ji on weekdays, he will definitely find justice for you when he returns this time." ”

After half a ring, Yan Jin said softly, "Hmm." ”

Yan Qi sat quietly with Yan Jin, and it was not until she picked up the curtain from her mother and entered the house that she got up to say goodbye.

"Miss, it's cold." The little girl Huan Chunhui, who was following behind Xiang's mother, saluted with a soup bowl in her hand, "Mrs. ordered the small kitchen to stew mutton soup, saying that it was for you to replenish your body." This will be hot, and after the lady uses it, it can also ward off the cold. ”

Yan Jin frowned slightly, and said lightly, "Don't eat." ”

Chunhui was holding the soup bowl, not handing it, not handing it in, just standing in front of Yan Jin so awkwardly. It wasn't until she gave her mother a look to Chunhui that she retreated.

Xiang Mom hurriedly smiled, "Miss, look, Mrs. still feels sorry for you after all." In two days, the uncle will return to Beijing, and his wife is busy with Zhang Luo, and she still remembers to ask someone to send you mutton soup. ”

Yan Jin lowered his eyes slightly, and his brows furrowed even tighter.

She knows that she has a strange temperament, and she doesn't like to eat anything too fishy and hot since she was a child. Especially in the summer, it is even more picky.

The mutton soup sent by Xiao Yu's family has both of them.

"To Mom." Yan Jin glanced at her, "You go and ask my wife to come over, saying that I have something to do and want to talk to her." ”

She is now inconvenient in her legs and feet, so naturally she can't go to see Xiao Yu in person.

Xiang's mother was a little puzzled, and hurriedly said, "Miss, do you mean to let the old slave invite his wife to come to Yingyue Courtyard?" ”

"Yes." Yan Jin pretended not to hear Xiang's mother's puzzlement, and seemed to smile, "Do you need to say it a second time?" ”

Xiang Mother saw that Yan Jin was a little displeased, so she quickly nodded and replied, "The old slave knows." ”

Xiang Mom stepped back from the house, and after going out, he spat towards the house.

Xia Ming, the little girl who was standing on the side, saw it, and asked with a smile, "Miss made you angry with your mother again?" ”

"She dares." Xiang Mother endured the unhappiness in her heart, and didn't care, "Let's go, you go with me to invite Mrs., Mrs. sent mutton soup to Miss today." The young lady wants to see the wife, I'm afraid it's ......"

Xia Ming understood the meaning, covered her mouth and smiled, "Mrs. is going to suffer this time, Miss is probably angry." ”

Yan Jin clearly heard the conversation between Xiang Mother and Xia Ming outside the house, no wonder they guessed like this. Xiao Yu's temperament is withdrawn, and Mrs. Yan can't look down on her, let alone her.

She hated Xiao Yu very much, so she never called Xiao Yu her mother in her previous life.

Because of this incident, she and her father quarreled countless times in private.

For Xiao Yu, she couldn't shout no matter what.

Less than 100 days after her mother's death, Xiao Yu hurriedly married into the Yan family and made her father's stepfamily.

At that time, she thought that the Xiaoyu family was greedy for the power of the Yan family, so she was in a hurry to enter the Yan family.

Until, my father died unjustly.

The Yan family treats her indifferently, and even her sister, who she has always loved, is unwilling to pay attention to her. At this time, only Xiao Xiaoyu's family remained the same, still caring about her well-being as before.

She hated it all her life, and the person who longed to eat her flesh became her only support.

At that time, she woke up like a dream.

Xiaoyu's family will marry into the Yan family because they want to protect her and Yan Qining, for fear that they will be wronged.

She looked back on the things about Xiaoyu over the years. In her memory, she only remembered Xiao Yu's badness, but what flashed in her mind now was all Xiao Yu's good.

Once upon a time, she said that Xiao Yu would regret it.

Now, she is the one who regrets it.

Yan Jin bit his lower lip and looked at the blue and white porcelain vase on the mahogany table, which was inserted with red plums with flower bones picked by Yan Qining.

This familiar scene reminds her that what is in front of her is not a dream.

In the ninth year of Jingtai, Yan Qining had a dispute with her sixth sister Yan Gulan, she helped Yan Qining scold Yan Gulan, but she didn't know who pushed her, and she stumbled and fell off the rockery.

When she was unconscious, she kept reading Yan Gulan's name, and the people around her thought that Yan Gulan pushed her down the rockery.

Later, Aunt Ji had no choice but to take Yan Gulan to kneel outside Yingyue Courtyard and kneel down to beg her for forgiveness.

After she woke up, she heard Yan Gulan crying outside the hospital: "Auntie, go back, your legs are swollen." I really didn't push the eldest sister, it was the second sister who pushed it, auntie, why don't you believe me? ”

Regarding Yan Gulan's words, Yan Jin naturally didn't believe it.

It's just that later she thought Yan Gulan was crying noisy, so she asked Xiang's mother to go to catch Aunt Ji back. As a result, for some reason, it was rumored that she was vicious up and down the Yan Mansion, and almost took the lives of Aunt Ji and Yan Gulan.

Later, she learned that it was Yan Qining who took her decoction that day, put laxatives in it, and instructed her mother to bring it to Aunt Ji and Yan Gulan. said that Aunt Ji and Yan Gulan drank this medicine, and the matter would be settled. If Aunt Ji and Yan Gulan don't want to drink it, they will pour it on them.

Aunt Ji was naturally unwilling, she had the strength to push away the medicine bowl. But Yan Gulan was young and couldn't avoid it, so she was poured medicine down by several mothers-in-law, and finally fainted.

After Yan Jin knew the truth of the matter at that time, he complained that Yan Qining had done too much.

But who knew that Yan Qining cried aggrievedly, and defended, "I see that my eldest sister drinks these bitter medicines every day, and her legs still hurt and she can't sleep." I want them to taste it...... Eldest sister, I didn't do anything wrong. ”

My sister cried with pear blossoms and rain, so she couldn't continue to blame.

She was better and could walk around the yard. Mrs. Shen invited all the wives in the capital to enjoy the flowers, but Mrs. Yan always complained that she was vicious and felt sorry for Aunt Ji, so she punished her for not going to the flower banquet, and let Yan Gulan take her place.

Yan Jin likes to be lively since he was a child, and it is natural to regret that he can't go to the flower banquet. But seeing my sister smiling with her coquettish eyes, those regrets disappeared in an instant.

Now Yan Jin suspects that maybe what Yan Gulan said at that time was true, and Yan Gulan did not push her down the rockery. Because if Yan Qining really wanted to help her get angry, how could she be burdened with such notoriety.

The Shen family of Dingguo Gong is the founding father of the country, and many people in the capital want to have dealings with the Shen family. She wanted to go to the flower banquet because it was lively.

This time, she wanted to go too.

Not because of the lively flower banquet, but because my father came back this time, he injured his muscles and bones and returned to Beijing to recuperate. In his previous life, my father couldn't sleep at night when he was tormented by this illness, and he took medicine one after another, but he didn't get better. On the contrary, the body is getting weaker and weaker.

Yan Jin knew that the people in the capital who could cure this disease, except for the imperial doctor Pang in the palace, were the heavy husbands of the Shen family.

Only by going to Shen's house can I meet this heavy husband.

So in this life, she won't help Yan Qining bear this notoriety.

The sisterhood between her and Yan Qining has long disappeared on the night of her father's death.

"Miss." Chunhui's voice came from outside the house, "Mrs. is here." ”

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