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- Master is such a calm and confident person, but every time she asks those questions in front of him, his expression suddenly becomes a little strange.
Now that she thought about it, although she couldn't discern the meaning of his expression at that time, she could be sure that it was not a sad death of the deceased, more like restraint and patience.
Mo Ye was a little remorseful, she had a lot of opportunities to seek the truth of these questions in front of her master before, and he should be the closest insider to her, but the few times she asked about these things, she quickly skipped them and didn't really pay attention to them at all.
Moreover, because when Master mentioned these things, her mood seemed to become very low, because she didn't want to upset Master, but the older she grew, the more neglected she was to ask him about these things.
At this time, she suddenly realized that for some issues, she should have been firm. For example, no matter whether the master is annoyed or not, when she has the opportunity in the past, she should continue to ask questions strongly.
Finally, under the protection of the master, she used to live too comfortably, and she had a lot of freedom in her heart.
So what she did at this time was not to make herself uncomfortable. People live for a lifetime, some problems must be solved, she only hates herself for losing the best opportunity, and the person in front of her, she must grasp it.
Therefore, when she just spoke, she was a little unscrupulous, just to show her attitude and purpose in the most simple and direct way. I'm afraid that it is rare for a child to directly use the tone of "dead or not" when asking a senior about his father, but Mo Ye asked so.
This is indeed the simplest and clearest way to ask.
If he died, it would be a hundred gone, and she could then ask Ligai where her father's grave was. Ligai shouldn't even hide the grave of a dead man from her, it makes no sense to do so. And then. Every year, during the sacrificial period, she would go to the grave to burn the yellow paper to show her obligation as a child.
If he is alive, then why does he refuse to show up?
If he was still alive, this would be the reason for Mo Ye's sudden anger in his heart!
And when Li Gai answered her question just now, the slightest hesitation was very similar to the attitude that her master showed when facing similar questions before his death.
This hesitation pricked a sensitive nerve in Mo Ye, making her almost equal to getting a second confirmation. She had been looking forward to her biological father, whom she had never seen for more than a thousand nights, and now he is still alive in the world.
-- Be firm in the belief that a dead person is still alive in the world. Or firmly believe that a living person is dead, of course, the latter is more difficult, because the latter is equivalent to cursing a living person, and normal people will hesitate a little before doing this, right?
So for the "dead or not" question she just asked. Even if Li Gai, who had been silent for a long time, was unwilling to answer directly, it didn't matter.
Therefore, the question of whether she can go home is not as important to her as it was when she was a child.
But this was the answer she had been looking forward to for a long time, but now she was unconsciously angry about it.
But she soon had a smile on the corner of her mouth, which meant rather cold.
Oh, yes...... If blood relations are removed. This father seems to have nothing to do with me, and if he has abandoned me since I was born, then why should I be obsessed with him?
Conceived in October and gave birth to mine. It is a mother, a hard-working woman whose life was abruptly cut off by childbirth. Ten years like my father raised me, it was the master, but before he could repay the teacher's kindness, he was killed.
These...... None of them have anything to do with that vague father.
And I can only do one thing. In order to do a little filial piety, let the mother and master rest in peace.
Mo Ye's eyes were only darkened for a moment. Suddenly it became bright again.
But Li Gai could clearly distinguish the familiar look he had seen just now from her eyes, and the idea of revenge made him can't help but tighten his mind.
All the words and tongues have been in vain? Li Gai secretly sighed, watching the coldness stretch at the corner of Mo Ye's mouth, he vaguely felt a little uneasy, as if he had just made a wrong decision.
Once a word is spoken, it is almost as difficult to change the consequences as a knife cutting a person's neck.
People have died a hundred, but one sentence can involve many disasters.
Seeing that the eyes of the girl in front of him were no longer confused, but full of a somewhat strange confidence, Li Gai suddenly couldn't help but start questioning his decision just now.
Just as Li Gai was stagnantly speaking, he suddenly heard Mo Ye ask: "Uncle Li, can you sue me, where is my mother's grave?" β
Mo Ye's tone suddenly softened, although there was that kind of revenge in her eyes again, it was probably supported by the kind of confidence she had at the same time, so she opened her mouth at this time, but she was not as anxious as before.
Li Gai was actually a little puzzled by this, and he didn't know where Mo Ye's confidence came from. He obviously didn't say anything practical, just slightly nodded a few things, and she couldn't rely on anything from those few words.
Mo Ye also had some self-awareness about this, and knew that she couldn't grasp anything meaningful from what Li Gai said.
It's nothing more than knowing that she actually has a younger brother, but that younger brother died as soon as he was born.
Also, she knew today that her mother had died a long time ago, and because of this, she realized that she owed her master even more kindness. However, although she lost the opportunity to repay her master, this incident made her really draw a clear line of emotional connection with that vague father.
Perhaps for fear of arousing her interest in the pursuit of her parents' affairs, during the ten years she lived in Xingjia Village, Lin Shan rarely instilled in Mo Ye the matter of educating her parents about filial piety.
Although Mo Ye can also learn these common sense of etiquette in the academy, the really important cultivation of this kind of emotional education comes from the cultivation of the family environment. But Mo Ye just lacked such a paragraph, and the value of filial piety was much less sticky in her heart, and it was close to becoming something that could be measured by a scale.
If the father never valued her as a child, she could also not care about the vague father.
But for her mother, who died young, she had to pay tribute.
However, she soon saw the hesitation in Ligai's eyes again. However, it is still because she has not gathered too many feelings for the mother she has never seen for the time being, and it is not too difficult for her to put aside this filial piety for a while.
What's more, when she asked this question, she had already had some surprises in advance, and she was sure that Li Gai was ready to keep it secret.
It is not difficult for her to understand this, her mother is the one who married into her father's family, and the surname on the tombstone must follow her father's side, and there will be some inscriptions on the inscription that refer to the husband. If Li Gai wants to hide her father's affairs, he will definitely hide her mother's grave as well.
Sure enough, after her words fell, after a long time, she did not get a sharp reply.
Mo Ye looked at Li Gai calmly, waited quietly for a moment, she didn't ask again, and although she just opened her mouth to ask about her mother's tomb, the actual meaning of her words was equivalent to determining Li Gai's attitude on her father's matter for the last time.
Now, the question has been tested for the third time, and the answer is clear.
The corners of Mo Ye's mouth showed a cold smile again, she withdrew the gaze cast on Li Gai's face, and gradually raised her right hand that was trembling and abandoning the sword just now, and lowered her eyes slightly.
"I'm going to practice my sword." After contemplating for a moment, Mo Ye suddenly spoke, but her gaze had not yet left her right hand, "I'm afraid that only in this way can I overcome that little heart disease." β
She waited a few more moments before realizing that Ligai hadn't answered her question.
She finally took her eyes off her right hand, stared at Li Gai, and asked, "Isn't helping me overcome the obstacles in my heart also the main purpose of Uncle Li's conversation with the little girl today?" β
"I told you just now that I'm not good at using swords." Li Gai finally spoke, and his tone gradually became resolute, "I'm sorry, I can't help you." β
"Uncle Li has to work hard for Shanji every day, and the little woman has seen it in the study just now, so even if you are ready to teach the little girl swordsmanship in person, the little woman will not dare to have Uncle Lao." Mo Ye's tone of voice suddenly became very respectful, so that Li Gai only felt a little harsh when he heard it at first.
"Although I do know many masters in the rivers and lakes, if you plan to ask me to help you hire a sword master, it is impossible to achieve it." Li Gai rarely took the initiative to speak in advance, although he said that he rejected Mo Ye, but he was not as cold as at the beginning, but relied on some reasoning, "If you practice the Qianzhao Sutra, it will be difficult to obtain a matching external swordsmanship." Don't change anything, it will only make you miserable. You won't have a chance to know how to do it, it's actually the same as self-harm, and you shouldn't want to do it before you've done it. Just give up! β
Li Gai took a lot of time to speak, and the words went around for a while, but the last sentence pointed out that he meant so much.
Mo Ye stared at Li Gai, and suddenly wanted to be rude.
Kyoto residents are accustomed to throwing out a foul language, if it is not strict and true, it is not an insult, but a very common catharsis.
However, Mo Ye just said such extremely respectful words to Li Gai, although there are still some hypocrisy that cannot be repaired, but if she comes to such a rude remark in the market later, in the strong contrast, this kind of rude remark can still have some hurtful energy.
So she just moved her lips, and finally put up with the vulgar words.
Li Gai had already turned around at this moment, but he was not prepared to avoid Mo Yeji's foul words. He turned around and cast a distant gaze, and all he could see was two people walking briskly side by sideβ
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