Chapter 243: Despair and Confusion
"Go to bed and wait for me"
After another burst of passion~ lingering, Qiu Zichuan gently pushed Xu Jing, who was still soft in his arms.
"Hmm!" Xu Jing reached out and took off the bath towel on the wall bracket, took the delicate and shy back of her chest, lowered her eyebrows and glanced at Qiu Zichuan, who returned to the unkempt head and began to bathe, and said:
"Hurry up!"
"Yes!"
As soon as they entered the room and closed the door, the two began to kiss almost frantically. In the ups and downs of passion, the two tore each other and untied each other's clothes, while kissing and stumbling towards the bathroom.
After all the clothes were removed, the two pounced together again, and inadvertently Qiu Zichuan's body touched the switch of the rain, and for a while, the heat was steaming in the water, filling the intertwined bodies of the two people and the longing for breathing~.
What's wrong with him today?
After drying her body and hair, Xu Jing lifted the quilt on the bed, and her white body flashed in like a loach. She couldn't believe that what was happening in front of her was real.
The quilt was slowly pulled up, Xu Jing gently bit the edge of the quilt, feeling that all this was really like a dream!
When I got up in the morning, I saw that it was snowing heavily outside the window, and Xu Jing, who had just come back from studying in the field, didn't need to go to work, so she came to the garden in the community excitedly, and took the camera to shoot the trees in the snow and the path in the snow.
At this time, Qiu Zichuan drove by.
As soon as he saw that the stopped car was Qiu Zichuan's car, and Qiu Zichuan was rolling down the window to greet him, Xu Jing ran over happily, Qiu Zichuan asked if he would like to accompany him to the municipal hospital, can he do it!
Qiu Zichuan still didn't say much in the car, but he lost the coldness he used to have, and there was a little more gentleness. Especially after coming down from the hospital's internal medicine building, Qiu Zichuan didn't speak for a long time after starting the car. In silence, he suddenly looked at himself gently, and then, with a slight smile, said:
"I'm tired! I want to find a place to rest, can you accompany me? ”
It's not good!
It's been 6 years!
From the conference room of my unit, I saw this newly transferred leader for the first time, no! Man! I can't tell what's going on, but from now on, it seems that there are no other men in my own world! Including her boyfriend, who was in love at the time.
How many sleepless nights! How many times if you leave.
But it wasn't until more than a year later, when I married his brother-in-law, that I had the opportunity to get close to him!
Over the years, Qiu Zichuan has occasionally had a meal with himself, or occasionally talked with himself, although he has also mustered up the courage to boldly confess, but he, Qiu Zichuan, has never taken a step forward!
And the only time he was more or less satisfied was on the night of his thirtieth birthday, at his request, he hugged himself for the first time, but it was still the kind of gentle hug with courtesy. For this only birthday party, how many times did I respond to my own request!
But the good thing is that when he was about to let go of himself, he took himself into his arms again and kissed his forehead gently! That's all, he, Qiu Zichuan, has never had any more intimate actions with him.
What's wrong with him today?
He wants to open it? Did he figure it out? He knew that he had always loved him!
Yes, for so many years, I have never seen him have any intimate relationship with that woman or girl, let alone heard of any scandals about him.
Maybe he is just as he thinks about it, as much as he loves him deeply, and he loves himself deeply. It's just that because of his status, his cultivation, especially this way that can't transcend kinship, he can't express it to himself!
Xu Jing still bit the edge of the quilt gently, and the corners of her eyes, mouth, and eyebrows were filled with a hint of sweetness.
And, Mom! It's really scary!
In the naked kiss, Xu Jing felt something under her body from time to time, and when she looked at it inadvertently, she was really shocked!
This seemingly long, slender and elegant man is so strong there! That Wei'an is far from being comparable to her husband and her first boyfriend!
Thinking of his Qu Bin, who was wilting on the bed before he was thirty-five years old, Xu Jing felt more and more that there was a kind of magma in his body, and a kind of heat had begun to tumble and surge!
What would it be like! Can you take it yourself?
Thinking about it, Xu Jing, who was shy, began to feel embarrassed, bit her lip, and gently pulled the quilt upwards until she completely covered her face.
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"How much time do I have?"
Watching Xu Jing wrap a bath towel out of the bathroom, Qiu Zichuan's thoughts returned to the conversation with Wu Weidong in the office of the municipal hospital half an hour ago.
"How to say this, normally it should be two years!" Wu Weidong calmly looked at Qiu Zichuan in front of him, such a conversation was mostly about the patient's family. But today I have to face my good friend Qiu Zichuan, who has played since he was a child, and he is still a hardcore.
"But everything happens! There are also people who are fine for ten or twenty years after treatment, which depends not only on the correct and timely treatment, but also on the individual's physique and mentality! Wu Weidong added as calmly as possible.
"One," Seeing that Wu Weidong was about to continue, Qiu Zichuan waved his hand. also looked at Wu Weidong calmly, and continued:
"One, I don't care how to treat it, you are an expert, I am a patient, you are a bystander, I am the person concerned. Everything you decide, I'll listen"
Wu Weidong nodded, he believed that Qiu Zichuan was telling the truth.
"Second, the son said on the river, the deceased is like Sifu! My father gave me this name back then, just to make me look down on everything in the world, and today I understand it better! So, my mindset is not a problem! I know that fear causes a drastic drop in immunity. But for me, you don't have to worry about this! ”
Wu Weidong nodded again, he knew Qiu Zichuan's family origin and almost all of his Qiu Zichuan's growth process, and he had appreciated Qiu Zichuan's chic character since he was a child. But at this time, Wu Weidong's mood couldn't relax,
"Three," Qiu Zichuan paused when he said this, glanced out the window, and said:
"Don't tell Hazy just yet!"
"Don't tell Mengmeng, okay?" Wu Weidong was stunned! Looking at Qiu Zichuan, I thought to myself, you can leave it alone, but the treatment plan must be agreed to by your wife.
"Wait until you decide how to treat it and where to treat it. Let her have one less day of pain and one less day of pain! After speaking, Qiu Zichuan lowered his head and shook it.
"It's good!"
"Of course, don't tell anyone else first! I don't know what's going on, I had a bad premonition before I came today, so I didn't let the driver come! ”
"I understand!"
Wu Weidong knows that Qiu Zichuan, who is pessimistic about everything, is sometimes a very careful and heavy person.
"Also, you didn't tell me the truth that day, in fact, you checked it that day!"
"Yes!"
"Actually, I was suspicious at the time! It's just that I still have that mind these days! ”
"One is that I'm not sure I'm not going to say anything. Two, and most importantly, I don't want you to scare yourself, especially now that you're at a critical juncture! Originally, we had dinner together after Minister Tan left the night before yesterday, but I didn't want you to drink more that night! ”
"I understand!"
"It's just that the results came out yesterday afternoon, I still hesitated, I almost didn't sleep all night, back and forth thinking about whether to tell you, how to tell you! But how is this possible if this situation does not tell you! In the end, I discussed with Lan Lan for a long time, but I decided to tell you directly! Because even if you only tell Monmona, you can hide it for a few days! ”
"I understand! I understand! ”
Looking at Wu Weidong, Qiu Zichuan shook his head and smiled!
"What's going on with Minister Tan Li's side now? Did you call back? ”
"Hey!"
At this moment, as soon as he heard Wu Weidong ask about this, Qiu Zichuan sighed lightly and stretched out his hand!
"No point! Meaningless! ”
Glancing at Wu Weidong, Qiu Zichuan shook his head and smiled!
And at this moment, looking at Qiu Zichuan's desolate smile, Wu Weidong finally couldn't bear it anymore! Suddenly, my heart was sour, and tears flowed down my eyes!
"What's the matter with you guy!"
When Qiu Zichuan saw it, he quickly smiled and stretched out his hand to pat Wu Weidong's shoulder!
"Also, you need to take a break now, and you must stop drinking!"
Wu Weidong hurriedly pulled out a stack of paper from the paper box on the table, and said while wiping his tears.
"Huh! You're scaring myself to death before I get sick or die! Many people have this disease and don't check it, but it's over in a few days! ”
As he spoke, Qiu Zichuan stood up with a smile again!
"That's right!"
Throw away the pumping paper, Wu Weidong nodded!
"Don't worry! I, Qiu Zichuan, are as always, and I'll be fine! It's time to eat, it's time to sleep, it's time to play! It's sure to be more chic than ever! ”
"That's it!"
Wu Weidong perked up, then looked at Qiu Zichuan seriously, and continued:
"I don't think you should tell the outside world now, how to proceed with that piece first, everything will wait for me to contact the experts in the province, let's go to the provincial capital for a consultation!"
"Huh! Lie to yourself! ”
Walking to Wu Weidong's side, Qiu Zichuan put his hands on Wu Weidong's shoulders, looked out the window, and said softly:
"It's all fate! But peace of mind at the moment! ”
"Good!" Raising his face to look at Qiu Zichuan, Wu Weidong smiled! Then he said:
"I know you're going to have that mentality!"
After speaking, Wu Weidong also stood up, reached out and patted Qiu Zichuan's shoulder.
"Good! You're busy with yours! I have other things to do! ”
Qiu Zichuan looks like he doesn't care!
"I'll contact other experts for another consultation, and I'll let you know when the treatment plan is decided."
But Wu Weidong knew in his heart that the so-called expert consultation was just to relax Qiu Zichuan's heart! The symptoms are very typical, and as soon as the results came out yesterday, the old expert in internal medicine who examined Qiu Zichuan was about to shake his head! What's more, I have been practicing medicine for 20 years, so there is nothing to doubt about this.
"Okay! Everything is up to you! ”
Qiu Zichuan got up and walked towards the door.
"I'll take a break tomorrow, let's have a drink in the evening."
"Talking counts?"
Qiu Zichuan turned his face with a smile and continued:
"You've been drinking with me for most of the year, and you said you haven't invited me to drink for a long time!"
"Good! I'll be sure to invite you tomorrow night! I'll pick you up in my car! Knowing that he was at a loss, of course, he wanted to make Qiu Zichuan happy, and Wu Weidong kept smiling and nodding yes.
"Stop, you drive me up, then you have another reason not to drink! Let's take a taxi both, and I don't have a driver! ”
"It's good!"
……
"Haven't you finished washing yet?"
At this time, Xu Jing's weak question came from outside!
Just thinking about it, Qiu Zichuan was stunned all of a sudden!
Qiu Zichuan suddenly remembered the passion just now, and thought of Xu Jing who was waiting for him on the bed outside, Qiu Zichuan hurriedly stepped out, turned off the shower casually, and turned around to see his naked body in the mirror~, and his heart was even more stunned!
What's wrong with me today?
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