Chapter 44: The Crystal Pupil and the Doll

"There's nothing wrong with forgetting jì, but if you see too much, you'll lose a qiē." The judge's voice echoed in my ears for a long time, even if I was in the darkness now, I could still hear the judge's voice clearly, I began to try to calm myself, wisps all the clues, now I seem to be caught between the queen snake and the daughter of Hades, I don't know how to move forward, I just want to protect a home, but now it has become so difficult, I am going back and forth between reality and illusion, I used to be an atheist, but now I have become confused, what I can see is really just a dream is an illusion? Why are they so real, so real that I hesitate, and now all I can do is forget it? Waiting for the eyes of the crystal pupil to come to me and lead me the way as if I had fallen into darkness before? Why can't I run out on my own, I'm the mother! The protector of the crystal pupil, even I am not sure of the direction of the escape, the crystal pupil can only be more confused, whether it is the daughter of the king of Hades or the queen snake, how many years ago the old accounts, I will never allow them to interfere with the crystal pupils!

I muster up the courage to run in one direction in the dark with a sense of direction, I must run to the end of the darkness, even if I am exhausted, I have to fight for my family, I am no longer an outsider but actually trapped in it, even if I fight hard to the last bit of strength and fall apart, I must rely on my own ability to run out, crystal pupils, you must wait for your mother to save you!

I don't know how long I ran, but I seemed to feel me running past a pair of eyes, and I immediately retreated, because those eyes were so familiar, and they glowed faintly in the darkest environment, but now her light was about to go out like a spark.

"Crystal Eyes?" I struggled to control my chaotic breathing after running, and let out a tentative scream.

"Mom!" Then came the voice of the crystal pupil crying slightly, and the little glimmer around the eyes also disappeared completely, and the crystal pupil cried? From the time I was with the crystal pupil to the first time she cried, even when she was born, there was no crying, the doctor almost thought that the crystal pupil was a dead baby without breath, fortunately, the experienced nurse said that it may be that the premature baby was sent to the intensive care unit with cardiopulmonary insufficiency, and the crystal pupil was able to pick up a life, and since then I can only peek at the crystal pupil through the glass of the intensive care unit, until she was taken away by her father-in-law, and I don't know if the crystal pupil has passed by in the five years without me, But now the sound of crystal pupils sobbing penetrates my skin like a needle and hits my heart, and my heart is like a needle prick, torturing my conscience as a mother one by one, I am not a good mother at all, why didn't I face Crystal Pupil earlier, but it would drag on for five years, and miss the time to witness Crystal Pupil's growth.

"Mom, Mom, are you still there? Don't throw down the crystal pupils, the crystal pupils are afraid of the dark! There's no grandpa here, there's no cat, there's no sun, it's still cold, I don't want to be here, mom take Jingtong away. "Jing Tong cried very loudly, I have been completely swallowed up by self-blame and guilt, Jing Tong's every qiē is caused by my fault, if I hadn't been willful, my husband wouldn't have been in a car accident with me when he came back, and Jing Tong would not have been harmed, and Jing Tong would have become a four daughter, if I didn't care so much about my career, I should have taken Jing Tong back to live with us earlier, and it wouldn't have dragged on like this, I don't know how she survived in the past five years?

"Jingtong, don't cry, mom is here, mom is here, no one can bully you, mom will take you away." I hugged Crystal Pupil completely in the direction from which the crying sound came, but I felt that Crystal Pupil was cold, and it seemed that I was grasping something in my hand, it was too dark, I could only rely on feeling, Crystal Pupil was grabbing a rag doll? Was it the one I bought for her? Where exactly does this belong? Why can Crystal Pupil be here with a rag doll? So how did she get in?

"Mom, I'm not going to run around anymore, let's go out together." Crystal Pupil wrapped her arms tightly around my neck, strangled me a little suffocated, where did she get so much strength? I also had to hug the crystal pupil to prevent the crystal pupil from feeling lonely and crying again, but the moment she hugged me, I seemed to see the doll's eyes that she threw down flashed, because of the darkness of the environment, I only saw the doll's flashing eyes, although it was a flash of light, but I felt that the doll lying on the ground with indifferent eyes was more like the crystal pupil, and the crystal pupil that was in my arms at this moment was more like an ordinary five-year-old little girl who loved to be spoiled, I squatted down again, groping to find the doll that had just fallen to the ground.

"Mom, Mom, let's get out of here, it's so dark and scary, and Crystal Pupil is afraid." She wasn't crystal pupils, she pounded my back, and kept rubbing in my arms, as if to stop me from picking up the dolls on the ground.

"Crystal pupil, crystal pupil is good, you heard your mother say that the doll was also bought with money, don't you always like her to sleep with her in her arms? Now you also know that you are afraid of the dark, and the doll must be afraid too, wouldn't it be better for us to take her away with us? Didn't you also say that you don't want the doll to resent you? "I remembered the words of the crystal pupil when I was going to buy the doll that day, and she would be resentful when I picked it up and put it down, since I bought it, no matter whether the doll in my arms was the crystal pupil, I had to take the two of them together.

"You're a liar! She doesn't like me! "I finally touched the doll's hand, I just grabbed the doll, the crystal pupil in my arms broke free from my arms and stood opposite me yelling, although there was still a delicate crying voice, but at this time she seemed to be a different person, and no longer pretended to be the crystal pupil, she was completely the rag doll I bought.

"You like her to hug her every day, make her happy and talk to her, accommodate her unhappy, and she just treats me coldly and never talks to me more, what she likes is the cat! Even the cat master can talk for a long time! It's just me and no one hurts! Her crying voice gradually drowned out the voice of her speech, and the doll's eyes in my hand flashed again and again, and I wanted to speak but couldn't.

"Crystal Pupil, she's just shy and not good at expressing herself, are you jealous of the cat master? Then I promise you, I will tell you and Crystal Pupil stories every night in the future, and also take you out to play, and make friends with more children in the nursery, okay? I crouched down and felt the head of the pupil in front of me and took her into my arms.

"Okay, don't lose your temper anymore, let's find a way to get out together." I only grabbed the suspected crystal pupil of the puppet doll with only the eyes that would flash from time to time, and the pseudo-crystal pupil of the pseudo-crystal pupil that must have been a rag doll with one hand continued to lead the way in the dark with self-righteousness.

"We can't get out." After walking in the darkness for an unknown amount of time, the pseudo-crystal pupil spoke.

"Why?" Although I was struck, I still wanted to go out with Crystal Pupil and the rag doll on my own.

"Mom, give me my body, I'm just exchanging souls with Crystal Pupil, let Crystal Pupil lead the way, I'm just a doll, what more can I ask for." The pseudo-crystal pupil stopped, as if reaching out to take the doll crystal pupil in my other hand.

"Since you call me Mom, I won't allow you to say that about yourself! Do you have a name? "I didn't give her the doll crystal pupil but squatted down and estimated the position to be face to face with her, although I don't know if she can see my expression, but I tried to make myself strict, just for the sake of that mother, I also want to treat her as my other child, after all, I want to buy her.

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