Shui Xiaolin talked about her first encounter with Qiu Zichuan by the river in March, especially on the beach, when Qiu Zichuan faced a vicious battle to protect herself, Ling Ran looked fearless, and said that she is still unforgettable!

Talking about how I felt at the time, it was like Tonya in "How Steel is Made" met Paul by the river!

Shui Xiaolin said that on the way back from a trip to Tanchi West Mountain, when he was about to fall into a pit, Qiu Zichuan did not hesitate at all, and did not care about himself for himself! And then the conversation between the two people about death and the promise to say goodbye to life hand in hand!

Shui Xiaolin also talked about the pair of shoes she gave to Qiu Zichuan, and told Wenqing that she still treasures those shoes, treasured in her mother's house, treasured in her original bedroom, and treasured in the small suitcase that only contained all the notebooks before her first marriage! Moreover, her mother also saw it later. These shoes are still the biggest entanglement between her and her mother!

Of course, Shui Xiaolin used more space to tell Wen Qing about her struggle with her parents, especially her mother!

When he said that he even had the heart to die at that time, Shui Xiaolin's tears flowed! Shui Xiaolin didn't admit that she finally gave up her love for Qiu Zichuan, but admitted that when her mother wanted to ask Qiu Zichuan's mother to question and threaten to drive Qiu Zichuan out of Tanchi County Middle School, she finally gave in!

Because, she knows that her mother has a way and a reason. was kicked out of the county middle school, which meant that Qiu Zichuan could only go to the rural middle school on the outskirts of the city at that time, which would undoubtedly be a heavy blow to Qiu Zichuan, who had excellent academic performance and strong self-esteem!

And when it comes to being in Shanghai, speaking of the mentality that Qiu Zichuan told himself that day by the March River, that he didn't grasp the most important period of his life, and it was also the most likely opportunity for him to get back together with Qiu Zichuan, Shui Xiaolin in remorse almost bit her lip and bleed!

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"It's beautiful!"

"But it's a pity!"

The beauty and style of the March River are still remembered by Wen Qing; When I was in middle school, Shui Xiaolin's pretty and elegant, Qiu Zichuan's handsome sunshine and charming indifference, Wen Qing still remembers!

After listening to Shui Xiaolin's narration, Wen Qing didn't speak for a long time, and after pondering, he couldn't help but sigh repeatedly!

"What woman has never longed for true love, and what woman has never wanted to live with her for the rest of her life, is the man she will love all her life! But in reality, who can grasp it all, strong or weak, soft or hard, anyone's fate can be in charge of their own home! There are many more times, or dreams that miss the night during the day! Or the boat passing through the dock is still in the scenery! Yin and yang, when you look back, the life that originally belonged to you has already been worse than Sanqiu II, or it has long been owned by others! ”

Shui Xiaolin seems to be talking to herself!

Yes, love without regrets is not called true love!

Wen Qing can't remember who said this! I remember that I was still very puzzled at the time, and I once said that I couldn't agree! But now, in Wen Qing's heart, she feels that at least only love full of regrets can make people more unforgettable!

It seems that in her Shui Xiaolin's heart, even now, she is still deeply in love with Qiu Zichuan!

O woman!

At this time, Wen Qing remembered Wu Weidong's disdain for Shui Xiaolin's view of love, especially his view of marriage! But at this time, Wen Qing felt that men's understanding of love and women were always separated by two worlds!

In a woman's life, once the beauty she once longed for is gone! Or the good that you once had is gone, and will be forever, and the soul will disappear with it, or it will fall!

Wen Qing originally wanted to ask, how did she marry Xiao Yujiang later. But the thought just flashed in my head!

Everyone has the right to choose their own life, in love, in marriage, Wen Qing is firm to himself. But to others, Wen Qing is also open-minded. Not to mention that it's too inappropriate to say this now!

But at this time, Wen Qing's heart felt that he was lucky at the same time!

Although her husband has passed away, although her next life will be lonely by herself, her first love, luck, is also her husband's first love, and the purest and purest first love between the two people, without any other traces, has no regrets, and has taken two people into a happy marriage! Even so far, all that has been left to myself is beautiful!

For this reason, Wen Qing at this time was even more determined in her heart to stick to her deceased husband's life, she felt that this was not only for the original vow between herself and her husband, but also for fear that she would be lonely in the future and sleep in the grave and still waiting for her husband. At this time, Wen Qing felt that he was sticking to a kind of beauty! Stick to an emotion that you once had no regrets!

In Wenqing's heart, it is a gift from God to have such a pure and pure emotion in his life! Compared to Shui Xiaolin, this is the favor of the god of fate for himself! And this pure and pure beauty, because it is the only love affair between myself and my deceased husband, it is worth cherishing! It's worth taking care of yourself!

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"It's all gone!"

"Alas! I can tell you about it today, and I feel much better! ”

Wen Qing didn't know how to comfort Shui Xiaolin!

But after talking about her first love and all her regrets, Shui Xiaolin's heart has a kind of comfort that she has never felt before!

After all, it has been 20 years, and today, these things that have been pressed in my heart, and the words that have been pressed in my heart, finally have someone to talk about! I can finally say it all!

She's also bitter!

Handing Shui Xiaolin a piece of paper, watching Shui Xiaolin gently wipe her tears, Wen Qing couldn't help but start complaining about Wu Weidong again in her heart!

The relationship between Shui Xiaolin and Qiu Zichuan had not been told to Wen Qing by Wu Weidong before. It's just that this time I came back to get together with each other, thinking that I had always talked to Shui Xiaolin a lot of unpleasant tones, thinking that I had always joked with Shui Xiaolin and was contemptful, Wu Weidong simply told Wen Qing that Qiu Zichuan and Shui Xiaolin were lovers when they were in Tanchi Middle School, and also said the reason for Shui Xiaolin's two marriages. Of course, he also talked about Shui Xiaolin's various actions after Qiu Zichuan came to the waterfront, and what kind of person Qiu Zichuan was.

Therefore, in the first few banquets, I watched Wu Weidong sometimes tease and tease Shui Xiaolin, sometimes sarcastic and sarcastic, but Shui Xiaolin mostly avoided answering, or at most it was a joke. At that time, Wen Qing mostly felt that Wu Weidong's personality was still straightforward, but Yu Shui Xiaolin, Wen Qing didn't think it was cheesy as Wu Weidong said!

But at this moment, Wen Qing felt that Qiu Zichuan's approach to Shui Xiaolin should be said to be blameless, which was necessary for a man with a sense of principle and responsibility. I think Wu Weidong doesn't understand women too well!

feels that since Wu Weidong is Qiu Zichuan's best friend, and he and Shui Xiaolin came to work on the waterfront as each other's only classmates, and he is the only old classmate and good friend who knows Qiu Zichuan and Shui Xiaolin's relationship, he should understand Shui Xiaolin more and comfort Shui Xiaolin more. I thought I would find time to talk about Wu Weidong!

A woman has been in love with the man she first loved all her life, although the mistake of breaking up was caused by herself, but in the past 20 years, she has not been able to confide in anyone to vent the love and regret in her heart, but can only press it to the bottom of her heart! And in the unspeakable marriage in the future, the love and regret in the past 20 years are still fermenting and whistling in my heart, but I can only still press it in my heart, how bitter is this!

Looking at Shui Xiaolin in front of her with teary eyes but still elegant, thinking about her breaking up with Qiu Zichuan, thinking about her ex-husband who is still unknown, and her husband who is now famous on the waterfront, Wen Qing couldn't help but feel a lot of emotion in her heart!

Wen Qing thought, it seems that the true nobility in this world will always belong to those who can control their own destiny! All eternal happiness in this world will always come from those who have no distractions in their hearts!

A moment of weakness may throw away the beauty of a lifetime; An inadvertent hesitation may lose the pursuit of a lifetime! Happiness is simple, perseverance is simple, but the most important thing is to be simple!

But people live in reality, and external forces are there all the time. Moreover, sometimes it is huge, so huge that you can't fight it, maybe it's fate!

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How did I say everything!

After sending Wen Qing back to the academy, Shui Xiaolin drove home alone.

Shui Xiaolin is arrogant, and usually, Shui Xiaolin is not used to others walking into her inner world. Because, Shui Xiaolin's natural habit is that others see her, she is an unusual side, a side that is higher than others, and she is what others in this world desire, but she is a side that can be easily owned!

In other words, the impression that she Shui Xiaolin gives to others should be that no matter her status or wealth, she should be high, and she should live a decent, wealthy, and beautiful life every day! Her appearance, as well as her heart, should be elegant, happy, serene, or even more elegant!

But at this time, Shui Xiaolin's heart was more of a relief, a kind of calm!

At least, what I wanted to say was finally said today! At least, I finally have an audience that can understand me, even if it's just sympathetic! Although there is no audience for this matter, at best, there can only be regarded as Wu Weidong!

But after all, Wu Weidong is very puzzled and disdainful of himself in this matter!

As for Wen Qing, in addition to the unbalanced heart of Shui Xiaolin at the moment when she saw her and Qiu Zichuan get off the car for the first time in the Waterfront Dynasty, these few contacts are like Wen Qing confiding in herself in the morning, in Shui Xiaolin's eyes, Wen Qing is comfortable, empathetic, and someone she can get close to!

Yes, Shui Xiaolin's heart is calm!

Even Shui Xiaolin herself felt that her heart was surprisingly calm!

In the morning, Qiu Zichuan was excited about what he said on the phone! In the morning, Wen Qing confessed her true feelings about why she insisted on her marriage for her lost husband, and she was moved! At this noon, the words that had been pressed in my heart for nearly twenty years were finally spoken, but my heart was relieved, as if there was no need for me to bear and accumulate grievances in this world!

At this time, Shui Xiaolin even felt that after reuniting with Qiu Zichuan, in the face of his ambiguity, Qiu Zichuan turned a blind eye and seemed to have only Qu Mengmeng's care in his heart, which was understandable! That's right, too!

Moreover, at this time, Shui Xiaolin even felt that no matter Qiu Zichuan's career or Qiu Zichuan's marriage, as Qiu Zichuan's once, deeply loved, and first lovers, she had the obligation to protect and care for her!

And Qu Mengmeng!

At this time, when she thought of Qu Mengmeng again, Shui Xiaolin was not angry!

On the contrary, I think Qu Mengmeng is indeed very pure! It's so cute!

Moreover, Shui Xiaolin even thought that Qu Mengmeng was taking care of Qiu Zichuan for herself, and she was giving Qiu Zichuan all the warmth of a woman for herself! And Qiu Zichuan should and is qualified to get all the love and followers of a beautiful woman! And if this woman is not herself, then, in this world, Shui Xiaolin also found that it is indeed impossible to find a second woman who is more suitable than Qu Mengmeng!

Because, Qu Mengmeng is really pure, she is really beautiful! She's so cute!

Thinking about all the doubts and inferences she had about Qu Mengmeng before, Shui Xiaolin couldn't help but feel that her past was a little ridiculous!

A woman in depression! Women in boredom, women in anxiety, and women in jealousy, are really narrow-minded women, but they are really women who have nothing to do, and they have to think about what to do!

Hehe!

Shui Xiaolin thinks it's really ridiculous when she thinks about it!

Shui Xiaolin, who was completely relieved, felt as if she had been reborn at this moment!

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