Chapter 387: Her Consciousness
Cang Xingyuan was already upset by Cang Anxi's death, holding the letter in his hand, he didn't have the courage to open it, until late at night, Concubine Mei had fallen asleep, he sat alone in front of the bookcase, lit a candle and began to read the letter.
Cang Anxi's font is very delicate, this child has always liked to do things to the best, he used to complain that her font is not very neat, "If you can't even show things to others to appreciate and communicate all day long, it will become useless." ”
Cangxingyuan said such a thing, and she has been practicing hard until she writes beautifully, and then she has the courage to write it to others.
The content of the letter is very simple, father, please forgive me for not saying goodbye to this unfilial daughter, don't feel sad because of my departure, remember my smile, I may not be able to do my filial piety by your side and Concubine Mei in the future, I can't play Xun for you, this is my only regret.
In the future, I will sincerely pray for you before the Buddha. Cang'anxi.
Cangxingyuan was indeed in a trance after returning from Cang'an Xi's palace, his daughter was too quiet, and she felt this way in or out, but if she had something new, she would always bring you a different experience.
At this time, he, who was a father, felt that his daughter was not dead at all but asleep, and maybe one day she would return to him, playing a song that was even more beautiful than the day before yesterday.
He lit the letter and threw it into the brazier, leaving no trace, and when he lay back on the bed, Concubine Mei reached out and hugged his waist, and said softly: "Don't worry about it in your heart." ”
Cang Xingyuan sighed and said: "It's fake not to worry, if there is any pain in her heart, I may not be able to solve it if she says it, and in the end, she feels even more painful, so a sudden departure may not be a bad thing." ”
He turned to look at Concubine Mei's face, reached out and touched her bulging belly, and said promisedly: "If I can live until she grows up, her marriage is still up to you, if I don't have that life in the future, then the marriage will be the successor to the crown prince's final say, you can be kind to him on weekdays, let the child go to the prince to play more, and he will not suffer in the future." When I die, I will definitely ask him again. That kid won't go against my last wishes, and in the future, if you don't want to be in the palace, you can go to Jingbei City to find An Lan. ”
Concubine Mei couldn't stand it when she heard these sad words, Cang Xingyuan was indeed more than ten years older than her, but in her heart she really hoped that they would grow old, raised her hand and patted him on the shoulder and said: "Always say some frustrating words, maybe I will go one step ahead of you first, you can still marry that fifteen or sixteen-year-old woman and come back happy, this child is not the right time, if we don't see her adult in the future, we will always have to leave with countless concerns." ”
Cangxingyuan hugged Concubine Mei tightly, and said in a choked voice: "I am already very satisfied, this child is a gift from God, for you and the child, I will do my best to protect you, and I will never let you leave me first in the future, I am not as strong as you imagined, I can't bear the grief." ”
The two of them hugged each other tightly and slept that night.
In the early morning of the next day, Ghost Che and Bai Xiyue came to say goodbye, Cang Xingyuan really didn't have anything to try again, thinking of Concubine Mei's pain when she gave birth for the first time, she frowned and asked, "I wonder if Master Che has a recipe to make Concubine Mei's birth painless?" ”
If he had such a magic formula, he would not have remembered the pain of a woman giving birth to a child, so he didn't know how to appease Bai Xiyue, who gave birth at that time, shook his head and said: "The pain of this woman's childbirth, whether it is a mortal woman or a fairy goddess in the sky, there is no pain at all, I have calculated the birth situation for Concubine Mei at that time, the mother and daughter are safe, the emperor can rest assured, now we have to continue to travel in the earthly world, if there is something important in the Cangyue Kingdom, we happened to be in the mortal world at that time, It will definitely help His Majesty. ”
Cangxingyuan looked at the indifferent ghost Che, pursed his lips and said: "The affairs of demons and monsters will be handed over to you cultivators and monks, as for the affairs of the mortal people of Cangyue Country, our Cang clan will definitely do our best to protect the safety of the people." ”
Ghost Che stared at Cangxingyuan, looked at it for a moment, and said with a smile: "Then we will leave." As soon as the princess's mourning period is over, it will be the day of the princess's marriage, and we will see each other again. ”
Cang Xingyuan heard Cang Anxi from other people's mouths, and suddenly said: "Che Gongzi, I heard that a good person who hangs himself cannot reach the Pure Land of Bliss, is this true?" ”
Those who do not cherish their lives and end their lives without authorization, even if they have great merit in their previous lives, will also fall into hell to be punished in the end, it seems that Cangxingyuan is worried that his children will not be able to get peace even if they die.
Ghost Che said calmly: "This is true, but the princess had a fate with the Buddha in her previous life, and this life is a calamity of origin, and the Buddha will definitely take her back to his side." ”
Cang Xingyuan heard Ghost Che say this, whether it was true or not, his heart became a lot more steady, and in this life, Cang Anxi couldn't hear the most beautiful sound in this world, he could only pray that her soul could finally get a real rest.
When Ghost Che and Bai Xiyue walked out of the palace, it was already ten in the evening, and the news of the princess's thanksgiving spread throughout the Cangyue Kingdom.
Because this princess is deaf and dumb, people rarely see Cang'anxi's true face, and they don't have much feeling about the death of this princess in their hearts, but they just feel sorry for her young life.
Cang Anxi has been living in the courtyard of Rosh, and because the little civet cat is guarding her, she can easily avoid the monks who appear in the courtyard.
Fake her death allowed her to leave without taking any of her belongings with her, let alone her favorite items and jewelry.
As for clothes, although she is not a favored princess, her clothes have always been gorgeous and elegant according to royal standards, and they are not suitable for wearing them in the folk life at all.
Concubine Mei thought more comprehensively about this aspect, and gave her 30,000 taels of silver tickets and a box of jewelry that she planned to marry Cang Anxi.
Wu Tiangu went to the tailor's shop to make four or five ordinary clothes and two luxurious clothes according to the size of Cang Anxi and Rosh, bought a carriage, and hired three dart masters to protect them at the dart board, so that they could leave at any time.
Rosh left a letter to his father, saying that his heart was not broken, and he didn't know when he would be able to truly purify the six roots, and when he could really put it down and pick it up, he would definitely come back and become the presiding officer of Shanhua Temple.
If you do not wait for your father to wake up before he dies, you can pass on the presiding position to others.
But these things never shook the Buddha's position in his heart.
When the ghosts and the others appeared in Shanhua Temple, Rosh arranged for the two to live in the temple for one night, as well as the friendship of the landlord.
Seeing that Cang Anxi did not have any discomfort with folk life, Bai Xiyue was also very happy.
Cang Anxi was actually worried about the safety of Hua Nandie in Jingbei City, and said anxiously in his heart: "Prince Che, now that we have successfully left the palace, please leave me the method of saving Princess Nandie, I really can't rest assured." ”
Ghost Che took out the letter that had been prepared from his body, put it in Cang Anxi's hand, and said with a smile: "Give this letter to Hua Nandie, as long as she does what I tell her, the child and her life can be saved, if she is not even willing to sacrifice a little, then I can't do anything." ”
Cang Anxi kept the letter carefully, looked at Rosh, found a piece of paper and wrote: "Can you explain your affairs in the monastery clearly?" Do you really never see your father again? After all, when we leave, you will never be able to wear this precious robe again. ”
Rosh shook his head and said: "I'm ready, let's change our clothes and prepare to set off now, and rush to Jingbei City as quickly as possible, this is related to the safety of Princess Lan, one day early, she will get rid of physical torture as soon as possible, and raise the fetus with peace of mind, so that King Lan can better protect the border fortress of Cangyue Kingdom." ”
The two of them reached an agreement, so they acted separately, Ghost Che followed Rosh, and Bai Xiyue followed Cang Anxi.
"When are you going to get married? You know, Cang Anxi has abandoned everything for you. Oni Che asked, standing beside Rosh.
While putting on his clothes, Rosh replied, "Since Concubine Mei has informed Prince Lan of the truth, and we are going to Jingbei City again, it is more appropriate for her brother to witness the marriage." This is also a respect for An Xi, I can't let her follow me without a name and let her be wronged. ”
Saying that, he took out the things he wanted to take away, opened the baggage and introduced it to Ghost Che: "I'm ashamed, my savings over the years are only 10,000 taels of silver, fortunately, my father confessed to my family before leaving home The ancestral business is quite heavy, after all, he was a second-class official in the court, 100 acres of fertile land, a mansion in his hometown, 60,000 taels of silver, jewelry and jewelry for my mother's marriage, and three shops, I will give An Xi and Lan Wang Ye an explanation when the time comes." ”
Ghost Che is very satisfied with Rosh's attitude, Cang Anxi gave up everything, how could Rosh not be? In this way, he no longer worries about the married life of the two together.
And on Cang'anxi's side, Bai Xiyue also asked curiously: "Will the two of you get married?" Will they become husband and wife? ”
Cang Anxi's cheeks were blushing when asked, except that she had physical contact with Rosh when she confessed that day, and they never acted so close after that, as long as they looked at each other slightly, their hearts beat strongly and were difficult to suppress, and he bowed his head and said with his heart: "He is very good to me, but he has never done anything that transgresses the rules, and no matter how intimate things are, we can only do them after we get married, and we may get married in Jingbei City." ”
Intimate actions can only be done until they get married, Bai Xiyue listened to Cang Anxi's words, and was happy in her heart, but began to think about her own problems.
She and Ghost Toru have not yet married, and they have already slept in the same bed intimately, is it wrong to do this!